Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 393 Denying Yourself Denying Others
Zuo Yan froze there when he heard the words, and after a while, pain appeared on his face and eyes.

Qin Shi knew that what she said was too straightforward, but she couldn't continue to look at Qin Feitong and Zuo Yan awkwardly, she could only continue to be cruel: "Your parents can only let them choose their own lives, the only way you can All I have to do is love them as always and believe in love whether they are together or apart."

"But I'm afraid, Qin Shi, I'm really afraid."

"Fear can't solve any problem. Only by facing it and thinking of a way can we solve the problem fundamentally."

"Then you said, will Fei Tong change in the future?"

"Only you know this best in your heart."

A person who gets along with you day and night, a person who wants to spend your whole life with you, only you know all his true and false.

Zuo Yan was stunned for a long time, and finally nodded with a vague understanding.

……

Qin Shi felt that he was really tired, worrying about this happiness and that happiness, he seemed to be the busiest in the whole venue.

Later, Song Tingyu couldn't bear to watch anymore, so he pulled her to the side and asked her to sit there without moving.

"What do you say you are a pregnant woman running around? Sit and have a good rest, and let them worry about their affairs."

"But I can't worry about it."

"I think you're in a hurry." Song Tingyu's mood has improved recently, and he talked more, not as silent as before.

Among so many people, she was the only one who made Qin Shi feel better.

"Hey..." Qin Shi sighed, and laughed at himself: "Maybe it's because I am the only one who has a child among so many people, so I hope to worry about others. In fact, you don't need me to worry about it."

"That's right." Song Tingyu smiled, "Just take care of yourself."

"Ok."

"By the way, how is Yin Qin recently? I heard she's pregnant?"

"Yeah, it's been six months."

"Then Qin Yubei is nervous every day, right?"

"That's right!" Qin Shi couldn't help laughing when he mentioned this, "You know, Yin Qin is a child now, she is pregnant, and Qin Yubei has been around her all day, I heard that two days ago Yin Qin clamored to eat crayfish in the middle of the night, he got up in a daze to buy it for Yin Qin, but rolled down the stairs while walking up the stairs."

"Are you okay?"

"It's a little skin scratched on my face, other things are fine, otherwise I can still laugh."

Only when Qin Yubei was not serious did he find this incident funny.

Song Tingyu also laughed afterwards, and said with emotion: "I don't know when Yin Qin will recover. If this continues, when their child is born, Qin Yubei will have to take care of two children, and he will be tired by then." gone."

"It was supposed to be cured, but after finding out that Yin Qin was pregnant, all the medicines were stopped. Now Yin Qin has good times and bad times. Qin Yubei joked that he might see two Yin Qins every day."

Yinqin in the morning is probably normal, she talks to you with an adult IQ.

Yin Qin at night might just be abnormal.She talks to you with the IQ of a child.

Qin Yubei said that if he went on like this, before Yin Qin recovered, he would split his personality and become insane.

But even though he said so on the lips, he was extremely happy in his heart.

Being able to conceive a child with the person you love deeply, in addition to continuing the blood, is more of a symbol of love between each other.

Qin Yubei said: As long as I live, she can be a child for the rest of her life.

Maybe this sounds too illusory, but it is better to have such a promise than nothing.

……

Zuo Yan and Qin Feitong hadn't spoken since they came back from the party, because Zuo's father and Zuo's mother had been arguing a lot recently, and Zuo's mother moved in to live with them.

Then, Mother Zuo called Zuo Yan over to sleep with her, and Qin Fei slept with herself.

In the long night, it is difficult for a person to fall asleep, and he is full of thoughts.

Qin Feitong got up and went to the living room to get a bottle of red wine and glasses, and then went to the balcony.

In Haicheng in January, it was freezing and snowy outside.

Qin Feitong was wearing a nightgown, and as soon as he was on the balcony, the cold wind blew in his face, making him shiver immediately.

But the colder it was, the more awake he was.

Qin Shi was right, going on like this is not an option.

No matter how much I love Zuo Yan, if I live like this day after day, the love will always fade away.

Can……

The current problem is that Qin Feitong doesn't know how to solve the current problem.He didn't even know how to talk to Zuo Yan, and he had an evasive attitude every day.

Zuo Yan is too sensitive now, any words he says must be carefully considered.

How to do how to do……

Just as he was thinking, the door was suddenly pushed open with a "squeak..." and then a petite figure walked in.

Qin Fei was stunned, put down the wine glass in his hand and stood up.

The person who came in was naturally Zuo Yan.

Seeing that there was no one on the bed, she went straight to the balcony, saw Qin Feitong sitting there drinking, frowned slightly, and asked in a low voice, "Are you worried?"

"why are not you sleeping?"

"I can not sleep."

"Then come and have a drink with me?"

Zuo Yan looked at the bottle of red wine, she remembered that she hadn't opened it before, but now there was only half a bottle left.

In other words, Qin Feitong had been sitting here for a long time, drinking most of the bottle by himself.

Zuo Yan's heart suddenly felt distressed and uncomfortable.

In fact, after chatting with Qin Shi today, she woke up.

In the past two years, he always had a sad face, which made Qin Feitong unable to smile happily no matter whether he was in a good mood or not.What's more, because of his sensitivity, he has to be cautious no matter what he says or does, for fear of irritating himself.

This kind of life, if you change yourself, you will not be able to bear it.

Zuo Yan sat down and drank a glass of wine, as if to boost his courage, "I'm sorry, it's not the same."

"Huh? Why suddenly apologize?"

"I know that your unhappiness is actually because of me. It's my fault. I'm sorry."

"Why did you say this suddenly?" Qin Feitong smiled and pulled her into his arms, comforting her while helping her to keep warm: "When two people are together, they are supposed to share each other's burdens, regardless of good or bad."

"But me, but I because of my mother's words..."

Before Zuo Yan finished speaking, he started to cry, and he was heartbroken: "I doubted you because of what my mother said, and said some things that hurt you. I can't see that you have been tolerant of me for the past two years. I can't see your patience and love for me, I fell into self-denial and doubt, and I also denied you, I'm sorry, I'm not the same, I'm really sorry..."

She was so sad, she spoke incoherently, and tears fell down like broken beads.

(End of this chapter)