Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 83 One step, one heartache
"Mother Chen, do you know? I really wanted to... die."

When Qin Shi finished speaking, the smile on his face became even more beautiful, almost dazzling.

Chen Ma took a breath, then hugged her, and whispered in her ear, "Miss Qin, you must not think like this! No matter what, you can't give up your life so easily! !"

Qin Shi bit his lip, tears rolled in his eyes again.

But what is the use of crying?

She could only tell herself in her heart over and over again: Don't cry!Can't cry!
Everything will pass, and the darkness will finally usher in the light.

……

During this time, Gu Xingnian came back very late, and often didn't come back until eleven or twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.

At that time, Qin Shi had basically fallen asleep.

He still keeps goingssip every day, and those women are all smiling like flowers.

Every time he saw reports or received photos, Qin Shi felt it was ridiculous.

Tonight, for some reason, I tossed and turned in bed and couldn't fall asleep.

After eleven o'clock, Qin Shi couldn't help but get up from the bed, and stayed on the balcony for a while, still feeling very stuffy.

He simply came out of the room and went directly to the garden behind the house.

It was already autumn at this time, and the weather in the middle of the night was already very cold. She was wearing a thin pajamas and sitting on the stone bench, and soon her whole body became icy cold.

Gu Xingnian came back around twelve o'clock. He walked down the stairs, as if he suddenly felt something, turned around and went down, and then went to the garden.

Qin Shi leaned there, eyes closed, motionless.

Gu Xingnian's heart tightened suddenly, and he strode over.

When he was about to call her, he suddenly saw her eyelashes fluttering.

call……

I let out a long sigh of relief in my heart, the nervousness and fear just now finally turned into comfort.

Luckily she's fine.

Qin Shi probably sensed someone beside him, so he opened his eyes suddenly.

The two looked at each other, and for a moment, time seemed to stand still.

Gu Xingnian stared fixedly at the people sitting there, with an indescribable feeling in his heart.

After he and Gu Chaoluo left the wedding scene that day, they drove Gu Chaoluo away.Because from the beginning, taking Gu Chaoluo over was just to embarrass Qin Shi.

The goal was achieved, but my heart was not happy.

Otherwise, he wouldn't lose his temper so much at the scene and smash the mirror with his bare hands.

Afterwards, he even returned to the wedding scene, but Qin Shi had already left by that time.

He didn't know whether she went back by herself or someone came to pick her up. He didn't even dare to think about Qin Shi's mood at that time.

So these days, rather than saying that he didn't want to go home, he actually didn't want to go home. He was afraid of seeing Qin Shi, afraid of seeing her sad and desperate face.

But the more you don't see him, the more you want to see him.

Today, I finally couldn't bear it anymore.

Qin Shi didn't expect that he would come back today, and what was even more unexpected was that the two would meet in the garden at this point.

She didn't know if her eyes were dazzled, but she always felt that Gu Xingnian tonight had a lot of things hidden in his eyes, and seemed to have a lot to say.

But he told himself...what else can he say?
Ask yourself how are you doing these days?Still ask yourself, is the embarrassment that day enjoyable?
Qin Shi sneered silently in his heart, and then wanted to get up.

But because her body was already frozen and she had been sitting for so long, when she got up, her legs were numb, and then she fell back down again.

Gu Xingnian instinctively reached out to help her, but she immediately pulled her away.

"No need." Qin Shi's voice was cooler than the night's weather, and his calm tone seemed to be treating a stranger.

Qin Shi asked him, "Can you let me go?"

Gu Xingnian didn't speak, his thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line, he looked very tense and might explode at any time.

But Qin Shi was not afraid, because she was already mentally prepared.

If so much hadn't happened between the two, if there hadn't been that extreme humiliation at the wedding, how beautiful this moment would be.

Gu Xingnian led her back to the house, every step was very heavy.

My heart couldn't stop hurting more and more.

It's as if every step is stepping on my own heart.

One step, one heartache.

……

When he arrived at Qin Shi's room, Gu Xingnian put her on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and turned off the light for her.

Qin Shi stared blankly at the darkness around him, unable to react to what was going on.

Is he ready to go?
Gu Xingnian stood beside the bed, dressed in a black suit, almost blending in with the surrounding environment.

He stood there for quite a while without moving, his breathing slightly heavy.

One of them was lying down while the other was standing, neither of them said anything to each other, the air seemed to freeze in the next second.

After standing for about 10 minutes, he said, "Go to bed early."

After saying this, there was another silence.

Then, he turned around and left Qin Shi's room.

As the door closed, the room was plunged into darkness, and Qin Shi couldn't hear anything except his own breathing.

She stared at the ceiling with her eyes wide open, her mind went blank.

Before today, no...

To be exact, before meeting tonight, she never thought that the meeting and talking between herself and Gu Xingnian would be so peaceful.

The so-called dialogue is only such a sentence or two.

There were so many selves before, and now they suddenly become like this, what does it mean?
That night, Qin Shi tossed and turned, and never fell asleep again.

So much so that when Chen Ma saw her the next day, she was frightened by her thick dark circles...

"Miss Qin, what's the matter with you? Did you not rest last night?"

Qin Shi smiled wryly, not knowing what to say.

Chen Ma stared at her for a few seconds, as if she suddenly understood something, so she stopped talking, and just reached out to touch her face, which was getting thinner and thinner recently.

Early this morning, she saw Gu Xingnian get up early and go out, so she greeted him.

Gu Xingnian just nodded slightly at first, then continued to walk a few steps, then stopped suddenly, turned back and told her: "Mother Chen, look at her more."

At that time, Mama Chen didn't understand why he gave such orders, but now it seems...

He also knew that Qin Shi couldn't eat well and couldn't sleep recently, and seeing her lose weight, he felt distressed too.

Hey, these two people!
……

Gu's Group, President's Office.

Regarding Cheng Ziyan's parachute as Gu Xingnian's secretary, all the employees of Gu's Group were very surprised.

Because I've never heard of this person before, after this period of time, I haven't seen what is outstanding about her work.

If you have to say that she is different from others, it is probably that she is more beautiful!
On this day, Gu Xingnian held a five-hour meeting in a row, was so tired that he didn't eat lunch, and fell asleep on the sofa in the office.

Cheng Ziyan opened the door and approached him lightly.

"Mr. Gu..." called out in a low voice, but the people on the sofa didn't respond at all.

A flash of surprise flashed in Cheng Ziyan's eyes, he squatted down on the edge of the sofa, then quickly took out his phone, turned it to silent mode, and took a few photos next to Gu Xingnian.

Afterwards, she put the folder she brought in on Gu Xingnian's desk and left quietly.

Gu Xingnian was woken up by his assistant because there was a meeting at four o'clock in the afternoon.

Seeing how tired he was, the assistant asked him in a low voice: "Mr. Gu, do you think you want to postpone the meeting until tomorrow?"

Although Gu Xingnian had just woken up, his mind was clearly awake.

"No need." As he returned to the assistant, he straightened his clothes, then strode out to the conference room.

It's really strange, obviously just fell asleep, but after waking up, I have a very bad premonition in my heart for no reason!

The internal affairs of the company have almost been resolved, what else is there to worry about?
Could it be that something will happen to Qin Shi?

It happened that there were still people who didn't arrive, so he took advantage of that time to make a call to his landline at home.

Chen Ma picked it up and told him clearly: "Miss Qin was sleeping upstairs. She said she didn't sleep well last night. She went to bed after lunch, and she hasn't woken up until now."

"Haven't you gone up to see it?"

"I went up to see her at three o'clock, and she slept very deeply." Chen's mother probably didn't have a good rest recently when she was watching Qin, so she was very relieved to see her sleeping well today, "Master, are you looking for Qin?" Miss, what's the matter?"

"No, it's okay, don't tell her that I called."

Chen Ma was silent, and sighed: "Okay young master, I understand."

(End of this chapter)