Ghost King Landlord

Chapter 38 Memories from 60 years ago

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Seeing the blood talismans wriggling slowly, Han Le's eyes almost popped out. Those blood worm-like runes seemed to be drilling into the box!

Almost at the same time that this thought flashed through Han Le's mind, the blood talisman on the box suddenly lit up, and after a flash of red light, the color of the blood talisman gradually faded, and finally it seemed as if it had got into the box. No trace could be found.

Seeing that the blood talisman had completely disappeared, Qin Guang heaved a sigh of relief, and smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth.

Han Le leaned his head over and stared at the box for a while, but let alone the blood talisman, he couldn't even smell a trace of blood or the slightest smell of blood, just like what he saw before Qin Guangyi's blood It's as if what happened with the character didn't happen at all.

"What... what's going on here, why is it gone?" Han Le turned around stupidly, looked at Qin Guang and asked.

"After the painting is finished, it will naturally disappear." Qin Guang shrugged and said.

"What is this? Don't you use cinnabar and yellow paper to draw symbols? Do you belong to a special branch of Taoism?" Han Le's eyes lit up, and he asked curiously.Then, without waiting for Qin Guang to speak, he went on to say: "According to my years of experience in watching martial arts TV dramas, generally speaking, such a little-known branch has some special skills. Did you use it just now? this?"

"..." Looking at Han Le's fiery eyes, Qin Guang's forehead was covered with black lines, and he said helplessly, "That's right."

"Really? That's great!" Han Le looked at Qin Guang in surprise, then grabbed Qin Guang's hands, hugged them to his chest, and said expectantly: "Brother Qin, I have longed for you guys since I was a child." It’s a pity that I haven’t been able to find a way out of the life of an expert, can you help me... introduce me? I think my aptitude is still very good, I should have something like a spiritual root, right?”

"Oh, no matter what, I will definitely meet the requirements. Brother Qin, you can introduce me once, and I will definitely work hard. When we become senior brothers, won't we be more intimate? Please!"

If there is a third person in the room at this time, the scene he sees will be like this: a man with a slightly obscene appearance is holding the hands of another man with "feeling expression" and gently sticking them to his chest , There is still a light trembling light in the eyes.

And the other man seemed to be a little stunned by the sudden "confession", at a loss, at a loss, and finally just stayed there at a loss, as if he was dazzled by the sudden happiness of knocking on the door.

At this time, if there is an audience next to you, everyone's lines must be: together!together!
Or this: This is true love!please be happy!

……

(Everyone, calm down, let the heterosexuals survive...)
Closer to home, when he found that Han Le was looking at him "sexily", Qin Guang got angry from his heart and slapped him: "Whoever kisses you more, you must be impatient!"

"Pfft! Hitting is kissing and scolding is love, and you still don't admit it..." Han Le spat out a mouthful of liquid mixed with blood and saliva, and said sadly.

"..." Qin Guang really couldn't figure out what was going on in Han Le's mind. Wasn't he just discussing about drawing talismans?Why did it suddenly get involved in the basics? !
"I warn you, if you continue to be so unscrupulous, I will turn around and leave immediately. If I get angry, no one can save you!" Qin Guang glared at Han Le and said.

"But..." Seeing Qin Guang's eyes that wanted to kill someone, Han Le shrank his neck and said weakly, "But how do I feel, you seem to be different to me?"

Without waiting for Qin Guang to get mad, Han Le quickly explained: "Look, people with special abilities like you should have some restrictions not to show their abilities in front of ordinary people at will, right? But you didn't shy away from me at all. So There is only one explanation, that is, you think that I am very talented, and sooner or later I will become your kind, so you will do this, am I right?"

"..." Qin Guang felt a mouthful of black blood accumulating in his chest, and he wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit. He was almost pushed to tears by Han Le's reasoning.

Gifted?Be my kind?You have a rich imagination, so it's fine if you like YY, but why do you feel so good about yourself to such an outrageous level? !My kind?There are only nine of my kind, okay?

"I've lost to you..." Qin Guang looked at Han Le helplessly, he couldn't let someone flirt with him and just pick up a knife and end the matter, right?As the king of Hades, you must lead by example and abide by the law... (N thousand words are omitted here) Strive to be the five good young people in the new era of hell civilization! (Qin Guang complained: Hey! The underworld has been destroyed, and the [-]th-floor hell reform team has been disbanded long ago. Besides, I am a good-looking young man who is fighting for a piece of yarn from the king of hell! Hey! Wait, why are the lines from thousands of years ago always It’s used now, hello! Note: Please ignore if you don’t like it)

"Let me tell you the truth, you are a mortal who is so ordinary that I can't be more ordinary. The things I have come into contact with are destined to have nothing to do with you. As for why I used these things in front of you... that is because, I I never thought you could remember these things." Qin Guang paused, then looked condescendingly at Han Le who was sitting on the ground covering his face: "As long as I want, I can make you forget everything about me at any time!"

Han Le blinked, looked at Qin Guang and asked, "You mean, you can delete my memory? Taoist priests don't seem to have such skills?"

"First, I'm not a Taoist priest; second, when you save your sister, you'll know that I'm not lying. Oh, no, you'll have forgotten all about it by then."

Han Le was silent for a while, then stared at Qin Guang carefully, as if trying to tell if what he said was true.

"If I promise not to bother you in the future, can you not delete my memory?" Han Le asked.

"No."

"why?"

"Because the news that I am different from ordinary people must not be leaked."

Han Le was silent for a while, and said, "What if I promise not to leak the news?"

"I won't believe anyone's guarantee." Qin Guang shook his head and said.

"You can cast a spell on me, just like you did just now, cast a spell on me that will kill you immediately if I reveal something about you. There should be such a spell, right? In this way, you can believe Am I?" Han Le asked after thinking about it.

Qin Guang was silent. He looked at Han Le incomprehensibly, thought for a while, and asked, "Why do you insist on keeping these memories? I just erased the memories related to me. As for other memories? It will be affected, and it will not cause you the slightest harm, do you still want to insist on this?"

"Yes, I want to keep these memories." Han Le said without thinking.

"Why? Give me a reason."

"Because... I want to be friends with you." Han Le said, then fell silent for a moment, his expression suddenly became serious: "Any memory, no matter pain or happiness, is an indispensable part of my life, otherwise I feel My own life is incomplete. And you saved my sister, I must remember you and repay you, I don't want to be an ungrateful person."

"But I don't need these things at all." Qin Guang's eyelids trembled. It was the first time someone said to him, "I want to be friends with you."Although he didn't know whether it was because of his ability or because he really wanted to be friends with him, Qin Guang suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart, a feeling he had never experienced before.

This feeling made him a little curious and a little worried.He vaguely felt that if he continued like this, he would become more and more like a person, and even his mood would be affected.If it was serious, some unforeseen things might even happen, which made his worry a bit more intense.

"I know that you are not an ordinary person, and you may not need my repayment at all, or I may not be able to help you at all. However, whether you need it or not is your business, and whether to repay it is my business. If it is because others don't If you need it, don’t repay other people’s help, even forget this kind of help, forget to be grateful... I think this is a kind of degeneration," Han Le said seriously: "A kind of emotional degeneration!"

"I can't tell what the real difference between human beings and other creatures is, but I think that the brilliant civilization created by human beings is not because of their intelligence, but because they have more complex emotions. If there is no emotion, No matter how smart humans are, they can only be sophisticated machines, like robots."

"Robots may be able to create a more high-tech civilization, but they will definitely not be able to create such a prosperous human civilization full of laughter and tears, mixed with ups and downs!"

"Emotions..." Qin Guang glanced at Han Le's earnest expression, and murmured, "People's emotions are indeed the most complicated. Man exerts inconceivable powers . . . queer feelings, queer man!"

"I think I understand the relationship between you and your sister. I misunderstood you before. You are a person who values ​​feelings. Maybe at some point, you can really do something incredible!" Qin Guang said with emotion.

"So... you promised me?" Han Le asked in surprise.

"No." Qin Guang shook his head.

"Why? You have said that I am a person who values ​​feelings. I will definitely not reveal things about you. If you don't ask for your consent, even if it is my sister, I will never say it. If you don't believe it , I would like to..."

"You are willing to let me cast spells in your body, right?" Qin Guang interrupted Han Le and said.

Han Le nodded, did not speak, and looked at Qin Guang puzzled.

"I believe that you will not reveal anything about me, but I am a different existence from you ordinary people. If you have too much contact with me, the entanglement of cause and effect will not only be of no benefit to you, it will also affect me, and I There is no way to determine the direction of the influence." Qin Guang paused, recalling the recent changes in himself, and said with some uncertainty: "Perhaps, this change has already begun..."

"Change? What change? Is it because of me?" Han Le frowned and asked.

"It has nothing to do with you, maybe I accidentally got involved in other causes and effects." Qin Guang shook his head.

Han Le lowered his head slightly, remained silent for a while, and suddenly said, "Why, from your words, I feel that you don't seem to be taking a human standpoint? Could it be that you..."

"That's right, I'm a different existence from you. In the sense of soul, I'm not human." Qin Guang nodded. His memory will be erased anyway, so it's okay to tell him.

"The meaning of the soul... You mean, like Rouge, you invaded other people's bodies?" Han Le looked at Qin Guang nervously and asked.

"I'm not as hurtful as her..." Qin Guang rolled his eyes and said, "Forget it, it's hard to explain clearly to you. In short, I am a different existence from you, so it's best not to get in touch too deeply."

"So, you really lived for more than 1000 years?" Han Le asked, recalling what Qin Guang said before.

"It's longer than this, but if it's in the human world, it's only over 100 years."

"Where were you before that?"

"Another world."

"..." Han Le was a little speechless, isn't this nonsense.

Seeing that Qin Guang didn't seem to want to talk about the world he was in before, Han Le didn't ask any further.He thought for a while and asked, "Then you must have met a lot of people in this world for more than 100 years, right? And you have to delete the memories of those who have had close contact with you?"

"Yes." Qin Guang nodded.

"But have you ever thought that it is very selfish of you to do this. And these people are people who care about you and care about you. You push these people away one by one, and then you are alone... For more than 100 years, you don't feel that lonely?"

"People who could have been friends, lovers, and relatives, but you turned them into strangers one by one, wouldn't you feel heartbroken? In my opinion, hurting those who really care about yourself and what you care about People are more painful than hurting yourself."

"I don't know about you, but I think being with the one you love, regardless of the length of life, is the most beautiful thing. Otherwise, what if you can live for 1000 years? It's really so good to live for a thousand years Is it? There is no warm time, and it is meaningless to spend it in the cold, no matter how long it is.”

Qin Guang didn't speak, nor was he angry, but just quietly listened to what Han Le said.He recalled those people who had appeared in his life in the past 100 years, and suddenly a burst of complicated emotions surged in his heart.

Han Le's words really touched him, and he couldn't help thinking, was he really wrong?Is he King Qin Guang now, or Qin Guang?People and ghosts stick to different things. Could it be that I have been wrong all along?

"I admit that there is some truth in what you said. But have you ever thought that my life is much longer than yours, and it will almost never end. If I have too much contact with other people and have human feelings, Then after they die, what about me? In my endless life, how many times will I have to endure this pain? Until it becomes numb?"

Qin Guang looked at Han Le and shook his head: "People who have never drank alcohol, no matter how much they listen to others, they will not be able to fully understand that feeling. Different lives are like different fine wines. You have not experienced what others have experienced. Then you won't be able to understand what kind of taste the glass of wine carried in his life is, and if you have experienced the same thing as him, can you do better than him?"

"You haven't experienced what I have experienced, so you can't understand my feelings. I don't blame you, but..." Qin Guang's eyes became a little misty, as if recalling some painful memories, and murmured: " I really don't want to repeat that pain again and again. Maybe since then, I've been tainted with human karma..."

"What... are you talking about? Have you ever given affection to someone?" Han Le asked curiously.

Qin Guang glanced at Han Le, sighed softly, and a complex expression flashed in his eyes, as if he was carefully opening the treasure chest buried in childhood, which contained all his past memories.

"Probably more than 60 years ago, I looked like I was only 12 years old. At that time, I met a girl, something happened, and then... I found that I gradually developed some different feelings for her. I know, that is what you people call feelings, which are more complicated than those between demons and ghosts."

"She was only 12 years old at the time. She was so kind, so cute, and so pure... like a crystal that has been washed in the river of Styx for thousands of years without any resentment. When I was with her, I felt a kind of innocence in my heart that I had never had before. Tranquility, as if all the troubles have disappeared.”

"In the thousand years of my life, I have forgotten many things, but after thousands of years, I still remember them in my heart. They are all things that I can't forget and can't let go. But after meeting her, I found... I gradually let go of these things, Things I thought I would never let go of.”

"Hehe, I was even thinking at the time, if I could grow up with her, and then grow old like this, without endless life, like an ordinary person, living an ordinary but warm life, it seems... not bad look."

"Then what happened next?" Han Le asked.

"Later..." A look of grief flashed across Qin Guang's eyes, and he said in a low voice, "She died, at the age of 12."

"What happened? Could it be Zhan Luan?" Han Le also felt a little sad in his heart, and asked softly.

Qin Guang shook his head, smiled wryly, and said, "I don't know either. I was just about to go out to find something. When I came back, all the people in the village had been killed. Moreover, the underworld had been destroyed at that time, and the new souls were very young." It's hard to survive in the Yang Realm, so I haven't even found her soul, not even the last ray of hope."

This is also the most painful thing in Qin Guang's heart. If he can find the girl's soul, even if it is just a remnant soul, as long as he is willing to expend his Yin Qi, he will definitely be able to keep her soul and make her change forcibly like Xiaobai. Become a ghost.But unfortunately, God didn't even give him this opportunity.

Han Le was silent for a while, looked at Qin Guang and said, "I'm sorry, I don't know you have experienced such a thing. But, just because you fell down once, are you afraid to go on?"

"That's right, the girl died, but it was just an accident, because you were not there at the time. If you were there, you would have been able to save her, right? Then such a tragedy would not have happened."

"Such a thing is just a coincidence. You can't stop believing in all good things because of an accidental tragedy, right?"

"No, you don't understand..." Qin Guang shook his head and said, "I thought about it later. Although this incident is a coincidence, it is not just a coincidence. There is a cause and effect in the world. Even if I have a very powerful His strength, but compared to the entire Yang Realm, it is really insignificant."

"Even if I use my ability to let her escape disasters again and again, but under the operation of the heavens, she will eventually die for various reasons when I am helpless."

"Although some things are accidental, in the dark, they are already destined."

"I don't know what happened by chance, and I don't know whether what you said is right or not, but I still think..." Han Le looked at Qin Guang firmly, and said, "Life is a mixture of pain and joy." , Even if you know the result of some things, you still have to work hard to change. As long as you work hard, there will always be a glimmer of hope."

"After that girl died, did you try hard? Just because you can't find her soul around, you think her soul has been destroyed? How do you know if something happened?"

"..." Qin Guang was silent, he had nothing to say, and he could not refute.Seeing such a scene at that time, he felt only sadness and pain in his heart, and he already believed that the girl was dead, and never thought that she might still be alive, so he never searched for it or tried hard.

Could it be that she...was really not dead?Qin Guang was a little shaken at this time.When he returned to the village, it had been two or three days since the killing. Although the possibility was very small, it could not be denied that after the girl died, her soul was not destroyed, but left there and went to other places.

Qin Guang felt a little disturbed in his heart. Since that incident, he has decided not to have too much contact with anyone, and he will never have feelings for anyone again.Originally he thought he had done it, he thought he had forgotten that girl, but at this moment he suddenly discovered that he just put her in the most inconspicuous corner deep in his heart, but he never forgot her.

"I don't want to talk to you about this now. The matter has passed. Even if her soul was not destroyed at that time, it's okay. It's been so many years. What can I do now? It is not difficult to find a soul from more than 60 years ago in the vast world. It's not much smaller than finding a needle in a haystack." Qin Guang shook his head, not wanting to continue entanglement on this topic.But he knew in his heart that he finally chose to escape.

"Do you still insist on erasing my memory?" Han Le looked at Qin Guang and asked with a wry smile.

"I have no choice. This may be the best result for you or me." Qin Guang shook his head.

"Why don't you try it again? No one will be unlucky forever. Even if you are contaminated with karma in the world, is it necessarily a bad thing? Even if you are different from us, you have to bear the pain of important people around you dying one by one, but compared Since I have been living numb and cold, I think it is a good thing to suffer a little bit."

"At least... you can know that you are still conscious, you know that you are still alive, not like now, although you live with us, don't you feel that you are isolated from this world? ?”

"I hope you can give me a chance, and give yourself a chance. Maybe you will get some karma, try some ups and downs, and the final result will not be as bad as you imagined." Han Le closed his eyes and let go All precautions: "Come on, if you still decide to erase my memory, then do it now! I don't want to continue to wait for you to erase my memory one day after knowing such a thing, that kind of waiting It is very painful."

Seeing Han Le who closed his eyes and let go of all precautions, Qin Guang was silent for a while, then walked over slowly and put his palm on top of his head.

"As you wish, I can't gamble everything for uncertain things." A purplish-black yin energy surged out of Qin Guang's palm, pulsating and beating, gradually approaching the top of Han Le's head.

Han Le, who closed his eyes, felt the biting chill on his scalp, and his heart tightened for a while.

Still can't make him change his mind?What a failure... Han Le sighed secretly. He originally thought that he could persuade Qin Guang, but unexpectedly he underestimated his stubbornness.

Yin Qi gradually sank and touched Han Le's hair, making him shudder uncontrollably.However, just when the Yin Qi was about to seep into Han Le's head, Qin Guang's movements suddenly stopped, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he turned his head to look at the door.

"Someone is here, but it's not your sister, it should be a man."

As soon as Qin Guang finished speaking, before Han Le opened his eyes, there was a "bang bang" knock on the door...

(End of this chapter)