super hero doctor

Chapter 502 Fall ([-])

When Hua Tianyu arrived at the hospital, Ji Wanxin had already fallen into a coma. Her Jiuyin Juemai suddenly relapsed, her condition took a turn for the worse, and her pulse was unsustainable. Park Jinyan tried his best, but she still couldn't wake her up.

Seeing Hua Tianyu coming, Park Jinyan nodded to him: "Go in and see her for the last time!" After Park Jinyan finished speaking, tears welled up in his eyes, at this moment the two were no longer rivals.

Hua Tianyu's heart was extremely heavy. Hearing Park Jinyan's words, his heart throbbed. He walked into the ward with heavy steps.

Sitting in front of the hospital bed, Ji Tianqing looked at his daughter's 'sleeping' appearance. When he heard footsteps, he didn't turn his head. He just stood up and walked to Hua Tianyu's side, and patted him on the shoulder lightly.

"She hopes to see you for the last time. Wanxin will be very happy if you can come. You can come and see her off for the last time. If she can know, she will be very happy!"

After finishing speaking, Ji Tianqing stuffed a letter into his hand, and then walked out. For a moment, there seemed to be a strand of white hair on his temples.

Hua Tianyu walked to the bed, on the snow-white bed, Ji Wanxin was like the sleeping Snow White in a fairy tale, as if she had fallen asleep, Hua Tianyu's heart was torn as if being cut by a knife, he held back tears, and sat on Ji Wanxin's bed Before the bed, tremblingly grabbed her hand.

This was the first time he took the initiative to hold Ji Wanxin's hand, her hand was a little cold, pale and morbidly beautiful.

Hua Tianyu put her hand gently on her face, so that she could feel her body temperature.

He suppressed the pain in his heart and choked up his sobs. He didn't expect that Ji Wanxin's condition would finally be out of control, she would explode, life and death were impermanent, but she was too young!
He tore open Ji Tianqing's letter to him, which was written by Ji Wanxin, with beautiful Chinese characters on it, her characters were just like her own, graceful and graceful in their beauty, dancing gently!

"Tianyu, I may not be alive when you read this letter.

Yes, it should be gone.

I don't know what heaven is like, but I firmly believe that I will see my mother in heaven, because she and I are both kind women, and I believe that God will let us go to heaven, because kind people will be loved by God!

In my more than twenty years of life, I have been suffering from illness every day, and I have never felt happy. I should be relieved when I come to heaven!

Because there is no pain, no endless torture!

But even in pain, I still miss the world so much, because there are loved ones who love me there, and you, you are the one who broke into my world suddenly, you just broke in so suddenly, so I didn't even have the slightest preparation .

It is you who I feel the taste of love, know how it feels to love someone, no matter what, I thank you, let me taste the love between men and women in the world, let me know that love is so sweet, it turns out Missing someone can be so beautiful!
It's a pity that I am destined not to have this opportunity, because I know that from the day I was born, I have been hovering on the edge of death, maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe the next moment, even I don't know, close your eyes Will I see the sun tomorrow in the end?

I know that I am not qualified to love at all, because I have no way to give the other party anything, a home, or a child, because I can't give the other party these things, because of my illness, I may leave at any time.

So love is too extravagant for me, I can only hope for it.

Because of my illness, I can’t love someone. Once I get emotional, it will aggravate my illness. Therefore, since I was a child, I set my sights very high, and there is no boy who can fall into my eyes. In this way, I can live longer without falling in love!
However, I finally let go of all my self-esteem and fell in love with you uncontrollably, and you broke into my world just like that.

Before I met you, even I believed deeply that there would be no boy I like in this world, how good can he be to enter my world?
Then, by accident, still by accident, you broke in so abruptly, broke into my dusty emotional world, let me see love, let me taste the taste of missing someone!
Falling in love with someone may be just a moment, there is no reason, when you hold me in your arms, when you use your body to shield me from bullets, when you love that girl wholeheartedly, when you face everything domineeringly, You deeply touched my heart, I fell in love with you so hopelessly!
Yes, Tianyu, please forgive me for falling in love with you without your consent, and I, like a child, is stealing a toy that I love, the feeling of wanting something makes my heart beat all the time .

Because you don't belong to me, but belong to someone else, but I still can't help expressing it to you, because I know that if I don't express it, I'm afraid I will never have the opportunity to express my love to a boy in this life, to a boy He expresses how much he loves him because my life is short and could be shattered at any moment!

I feel like the mermaid princess in Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tale, she hopes to get the prince's love, but I am happier than her, because my life is also not long, but I can express it!

The mermaid princess has a kind and loving heart, but she can't express her love to the prince, so I am happier than her, because I can let my prince know how much I love him!
In the same way, we will all turn into bubbles, because God only gave us such a long life!
But as long as you love it once, you will have no regrets!

Yes, it is happiness, I am happier than the mermaid princess, because I can finally express my heart to my beloved, express my thoughts to him, whether he agrees or refuses, I just want to express!
Only once in a lifetime!
So, I express it to you without hesitation.

I really hope you don't refuse, but I'm afraid that you will agree.

Because I can't give the person I love the love I deserve, and I can't stay with him forever.

But to my surprise, I seem to see the affection in your eyes! (if my eyes didn't deceive me!)
Is it affection?

Whether it is or not, I think, yes or no, I will finally think it is true, so that at the last moment of my life, I will know that in this world, there is a person I love who has treated me Excited!

That's enough!

Life is really short and I don't know how long I can live.

So, after I came back, I wrote this letter for you. I gave him to my father and told him that this is the only boy I ever liked. I hope that one day, after I leave When he was young, he was able to read this letter and saw that I once loved him deeply, so much that I couldn't restrain myself!

I don't know when you will be able to see this letter, I think it's better for a long time.

Because of this, if I can exist in this world for one more day, then I will miss you and love you for one more day, then you can owe me more love!

One day, when it is time for you to leave, over there, in heaven, you can give me back all the love you owe me!

If I have one more day to live, I will be your girlfriend that day.

Do I still have a day to live? …No.

So, it's a pity.I'm still not your girlfriend in this life.

If I had wings, I would fly down from heaven to see you.

Do I have wings? …No.

So, sorry.I will never see you again.

Even pouring out the water in the whole bathtub will not extinguish the flame of my love for you.

Is it possible to pour out all the water in the bathtub?Can.

So yes, I love you!

It's a pity that I haven't had time to kiss you once, so I left like this!

Please be kind to those girls who love you, because every one of them is the same as me, an angel in the sky!
Take care, my love!
Hua Tianyu's heart was instantly torn, and tears flowed down uncontrollably, dripping onto the clean white paper. He was so proud that he couldn't control the tears all over his face anymore.

He wanted to try his best to stop the tears pouring down, but nothing could be done. His shoulders shook and he cried silently.

He grabbed Ji Wanxin's hand firmly, not wanting to let go, and said with a choked voice.

"Yes, you are not mistaken, I have moved for you, you are such a beautiful and moving angel, how could I not be moved for you. But I can't, you know, I am afraid of causing you more harm , I just want you to live well.

Wanxin, can you hear me?

You have to persevere, and you are not allowed to leave. If you can live bravely, will you be my girlfriend?Even if it's only one day, only one day! "

Hua Tianyu's tears fell down in big drops, he couldn't control his tears anymore, the tears rushed across his embankment and rushed down!

The cold hand in his hand moved slightly, Ji Wanxin's vivid face seemed to be smiling for a moment, two tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, and she heard Hua Tianyu's voice.

Hua Tianyu stood up and called her name loudly, but the temperature on her hand became colder and colder. Hua Tianyu felt that his heart seemed to fall into the abyss at this moment. He was cold all over and held tightly Her hands don't want to separate, don't want to separate.

He stood up, kissed her cold lips gently, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

……

Ji Wanxin's funeral was very simple. According to her last wish, Ji Tianqing hoisted her ashes into the sea.

Hua Tianyu attended her funeral throughout, and his soul and life were sublimated here.

The delegation stayed in South Korea for two more days because of Ji Wanxin's death. Originally, there was going to be a grand welcome party in the country, but because Hua Tianyu's emotions had not been relieved, after Wu Zuorong communicated with the domestic side, the delegation returned in a low-key manner. In China, wait until Hua Tianyu's mood eases, and then hold a welcome party.

The domestic media has been paying attention to the delegation's itinerary in South Korea, but this time the delegation's return did not alarm any domestic media, but quietly returned to China.

Hua Tianyu didn't contact anyone. He returned to his apartment in the capital. Ji Wanxin's death had a great impact on him. His reverence for life and attitude towards love made him unable to calm down.

He didn't tell anyone the news of his return, including his family, lover, and friends. He just wanted to be alone quietly. There was always a faint sadness in his heart that couldn't be dispelled. Ji Wanxin's voice and smile were always there. His eyes flickered.

Although they only had a few contacts before, this kind girl was deeply imprinted in his heart, and he couldn't get over the sadness no matter what.

He was thinking about life, life, everyone in his life.

After two days of silence, Hua Tianyu went to the Ministry of Health to meet Tian Jingyun. Although Wu Zuorong and others had already reported to Tian Jingyun the harvest and the whole process of the trip to South Korea, Hua Tianyu never came to see him.

He knew what Hua Tianyu went through in Korea. Tian Jingyun is not a rigid person, he understands Hua Tianyu better. Like Hua Tianyu, he is a man of flesh and blood who dares to love and hate.

The two talked for a long time in his office, and Tian Jingyun said: "When Manqiong's mother passed away, I felt that the sky was falling, but when I saw the land that was ravaged by the flood, those who lost their mothers and fathers I know how great my responsibility is. No matter what, I should shoulder the burden on my shoulders. I am not only responsible for these children, but also my own pair of children!
Survive the grief and shoulder the responsibility, you will find that the world is still the same, the precipitation and accumulation in life is a necessary experience in life, because we are men, so we must shoulder our own responsibilities and forget the grief , Reminiscing about the past and facing the future bravely, these are the words from Uncle Tian! "

"Thank you, Uncle Tian!" Hua Tianyu's voice was choked with sobs. Tian Jingyun's words had a great impact on him, and also made him see the path he should take.

When he returned to the residence, he saw Tian Manqiong coming over and helping him clean up the room. When he was in Korea, he handed over the key to Tian Manqiong, and she called someone to clean the room for him every few days.

Today, she came by herself.In the two days since Hua Tianyu came back, she never showed up.The news of his return has been blocked in China. She knows everything that happened in South Korea. Tian Manqiong was afraid that Hua Tianyu would not be able to get out of this incident, so she came here in person.

Seeing Hua Tianyu walking in, she smiled: "Thought you would talk to your father for a while, and came back so soon, is it better?"

Hua Tianyu looked at Tian Manqiong's concerned eyes, and his heart was filled with emotion. He walked over and hugged Tian Manqiong tightly in his arms. Tian Manqiong didn't resist and let him hold her!

After a while, she patted Hua Tianyu on the back and said, "Okay, it's okay, everyone knows you're back, you can't hide here forever!"

Only around Tian Manqiong can one find the kind of warmth similar to a mother. Perhaps every man has an Oedipus plot. Tian Manqiong can just make Hua Tianyu feel the love of this mature woman. In her embrace, his heart is even stronger. Can be peaceful.

[Borrowed a short poem by ruffian Cai in "The First Intimate Contact", I like it very much, if you like it, you can read this novel]

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