Transmigration: The Concubine Today

Chapter 79
"It's okay! I'm used to it anyway. You don't have to feel sorry." Anyway, Murong Feng always looks like this, and he will get used to it sooner or later.

Dongfang Xu thought she was referring to Duanmu Lingfeng sooner or later, so the smile on her face became bitter again, and she turned her back immediately.In fact, he really didn't want to show such a vulnerable side in front of this woman, but it was only when he was facing her that he felt the most uncomfortable in his heart.

Shangguan Qianxue looked at the desolate surroundings, and didn't understand why Dongfang Xu brought herself to such an uninhabited place at night.But she didn't feel scared, perhaps because of Duanmu Lingfeng's trust in him, Shangguan Qianxue couldn't help but no longer doubt this man.

"My lord, why did you come here?" Looking at the lonely back of the man in white against the background of overgrown grass, Shangguan Qianxue felt distressed.Recalling the first time I saw that person, I thought he was on the side of Concubine Xiang, so I didn't like him very much.But I have to admit that his smile has an infectious power.

Until this trip out of the palace, it was the second time for me to see him. At first, he was the same as before, always with a bright smile on his face, as if he had never had any troubles in his world.

But since when did that smile change?When I found out, the once extremely optimistic person was already sad to the bone marrow.Is it because they only cared about themselves and never cared about this person?Along the way, Duanmu Lingfeng and I always act willfully, but never thought that this person would sometimes feel lonely following them?
Under the dark night, the invisible dead trees and weeds were swaying like ghosts, and the beautiful man in white clothed Shengxue looked back and showed himself a charming smile, but Shangguan Qianxue laughed so heartbroken that she was about to cry. "My lord, what is the pain in your heart?"

Seeing the worry on Shangguan Qianxue's face, Dongfang Xu didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.I'm happy that this woman actually cares about me, but I'm sad why she still shows such an expression to herself when she clearly likes others.

Walking towards that woman step by step, Dongfang Xu realized that he was going crazy.He doesn't want to care about what will happen tomorrow, in short, at this second, he doesn't want to care about anything.Walking up to the woman, regardless of her surprise, he tightly hugged her thin body into his arms.He could feel that the body of the person in his arms became stiff for a moment, and then she struggled hard.

"Don't move!" Dongfang Xu's voice became hoarse.

Shangguan Qianxue subconsciously stopped struggling, because she felt that this man was also experiencing painful struggles in his heart. "My lord, do you know what you are doing?"

"Of course I know. But what should I do? Tell me what should I do?" Dongfang Xu buried his face on Shangguan Qianxue's shoulder helplessly, "You want to know what's on my mind, I'll tell you now ,I……"

"My lord, don't say it!" Shangguan Qianxue stopped him.In fact, she is very scared now, she is very afraid that Dongfang Xu will speak out, how will she answer him then?

why?Shangguan Qianxue asked herself, she had never done anything, and she had not had much contact with Dongfang Xu, why did this man have such feelings for her?
If he speaks out today, he will definitely reject him.But imagine his current emotions, if he refused directly, what would he look like?Not to mention that he is Duanmu Lingfeng's cousin, because of his own selfishness, he doesn't want to hurt him.

And if Duanmu Lingfeng finds out about this matter, what should he do?

Dongfang Xu was about to go all out and say everything, but was woken up by Shangguan Qianxue's words.Hastily pushed away the person in his arms.What are you doing?He clearly knew that this woman was the emperor's woman, and he clearly knew that this woman liked the emperor, yet he still did such a thing.

Seeing the annoyed look on the face of the man in front of him, Shangguan Qianxue didn't know how to comfort him.Maybe I shouldn't be nosy and ask him, when I return to the palace, there will be no chance to meet again.As time goes by, no matter how deep the feelings are, they will fade away.Why do you want to gossip?How can it end now?
"My lord, let's go back!" Shangguan Qianxue felt that she could no longer be alone with this man, not because she was worried about Dongfang Xu's misbehavior, but because she wanted to cut off Dongfang Xu's feelings for her as soon as possible.

Dongfang Xu sighed deeply, and said, "Miss Shangguan, can you stay with me for a while?"

Looking at Dongfang Xu's expectant eyes, Shangguan Qianxue couldn't say no to it.She has always felt that she is a very strange person.Girls seem to prefer to be confessed by boys, but she has never been afraid of such things.

Since I was in middle school, I have often received love letters from boys expressing their love.At that time, she didn't even look at it and just threw it away. Throw it away and treat it as nothing. The next time she sees someone writing a love letter to her boy, she will still say hello.

But if someone confesses to her face to face, she always has to struggle for a long time before she can refuse others.And after she refused, she felt that she was sorry for others.That kind of guilt made her feel bad about that boy from now on.

Although Dongfang Xu didn't confess his feelings to him at this time, Shangguan Qianxue knew his feelings for him clearly.How could he bear to refuse his request at this time?I had no choice but to nod and said, "Okay!"

Dongfang Xu looked up at the night, and it was still as beautiful as before.At that time, he hoped that he would have the opportunity to bring this woman over to see the beautiful scenery together.At this point, the wish has come true, isn't it enough?
Shangguan Qianxue looked at Dongfang Xu looking up at the sky for a long time, and raised her head involuntarily.For a moment, she was stunned.She did not expect to see such a beautiful night sky in this era, as if time went back to the year when she was 16 years old, and she flew to the Maldives alone with all her savings.

She saw the beautiful scenery there, and she thought that it was only once in her life.The vast sea of ​​stars dotted on the night made her panic and forgot to take pictures with the camera as a souvenir.When I thought about it, I raised my camera, but found that no matter what I took, I couldn't satisfy myself.

In the end, all of them were simply deleted, leaving none.She thought that God must not want her to be too greedy, such a beauty should be satisfied once in a lifetime.Unexpectedly, after many years, in another world, she would revisit such a scene.

It's just that time has passed, and everything can't go back!She couldn't help but feel the urge to cry at this beautiful scenery.

When she regained her senses, she saw Dongfang Xu's dark eyes staring at her, and there was too much hesitation in those eyes.The feeling of guilt surged into my heart again.She couldn't help but wonder if she was too selfish. In order to maintain her so-called kindness, didn't she even give him the right to speak out when she loved someone?
"My lord, this place is beautiful! Thank you." Shangguan Qianxue didn't know what to say, whether it was selfish or guilty, she was destined to owe this man.

The corner of Dongfang Xu's mouth curled up into a smile, "It's best if you like it!" In this way, he should let go with satisfaction.

As if he had made a certain decision, Dongfang Xu said: "Miss Shangguan, if today's incident has caused you unnecessary trouble, I apologize! I was just impulsive, or I have always had such thoughts in my mind, so I am not affected today." It was out of control. I'm really sorry!"

Shangguan Qianxue carefully looked at the man in front of her, trying to see his emotions from his face, but she couldn't.No smiles, no sadness like I had seen before.This made Shangguan Qianxue uneasy, she shook her head and said, "My lord, I'm fine. But you..."

Dongfang Xu signaled her not to speak, and listened to herself.Continued: "I don't know when I started, I always have you in my mind. I don't want to see you have intimate behavior with other men, including the emperor. When you are in danger , is always the first to think about whether something is wrong with you. This feeling makes me strange and unprepared. When I figured it out, I began to want to escape, because you are the emperor's woman, and the emperor really loves you. You I know, the emperor is not only a king to me, but also a brother who grew up together, how could I have such nasty thoughts about his woman? I started to hate myself, crazy hate!"

(End of this chapter)