His love is too foul

Chapter 687

Faced with the care of old lady Fan, Xingzhixin could feel her love.

However, there is no relationship in my heart to accept it all at once.

After all, Xingzhi still has a strong sense of strangeness towards the old lady.

"It's good to be good. When I was pregnant with your mother, she was not very good, that's why she was so noisy." Mrs. Fan suddenly thought of the scene when she was pregnant with her little daughter.

It's really a taste of touching the scene, so I can't help but think of the scene when I was pregnant with my little daughter.

Xingzhi was a little surprised when he heard this.

It is said that when a person misses certain people and certain things too much, he will recall the relevant past from time to time, so the old lady misses her daughter very much in her heart.

I don't know if she has a kind of longing or a kind of guilt, in short, she can't let Ruohua go in her heart.

In fact, in the heart of the old lady, half is guilt and half is longing.

20 years ago, she did a terrible job, and she has always regretted her original decision, but she couldn't get it back.

Ruohua's news has been like a sea of ​​stones and can't be found.

It is useless to think about it.

This has become a heart problem for the old lady. The older she gets, the more she worries that she won't make it to the end and won't see her daughter's last side.

I don't know where Ruohua has gone, and if I can forgive myself.

Anyway, God favored her and sent Ruohua's daughter to her.

However, Xingzhi is also a hard-working person. She has never seen her mother since she was a child, and she was brought up by the Mu family and his wife.

Therefore, in the old lady's heart, she felt sorry for Xingzhi, and felt that she was ashamed of her.

"Mom, she..." Xingzhi wanted to say something, but he choked up when he said the word mother.

Because the word mother is no stranger to her heart, she has always called Madam Mu mother, but when she knew that her biological mother was someone else, Xingzhi's mood was complicated.

How to deal with this matter, her biological mother did not want her, she was brought up by Mrs. Mu, so she has no impression of this biological mother at all, and can only vaguely get a little bit about her mother from the old lady , but it still prevents Xingzhi from forming a concrete look in his heart.

After all, what could she think of someone she had never met.

"Xingzhi, I'm sorry, maybe it's because of me that your mother...will do such a thing." The old lady Fan naturally attributed this matter to herself, thinking that she had done something wrong Only then will Ruohua be allowed to do such a thing.

Abandoned his daughter.

No matter what happened to her back then, she couldn't just abandon the newborn child.

"This, it's none of your business. Maybe my mother has some unavoidable reasons for fostering me in Mu's house. Besides, my parents and sister have always been very kind to me these years. In my heart, People who understand." Xingzhi immediately said calmly.

The members of the Mu family were really kind to her. Xingzhi knew in his heart that they were kind to her, but it was a pity that she was unable to repay them.

Regarding this point, Star Heart is very sad.

"Xingzhi, you are by my side now, if you have anything to do in the future, tell grandma directly, and I will do my best to help you." The old lady Fan said calmly.

Hearing her words, Xingzhi felt warm in his heart.

Originally, she was a person who didn't ask too much, and she knew how to repay her kindness. She wanted to return the favor to others even if she was kind to her.

"Old, old lady, no need, I'm fine now, I don't need you to do anything for me." Xingzhi waved her hand immediately.

Seeing Xingzhi rejecting her kindness directly like this, the old lady was still a little hurt in her heart.

She just wanted to treat Xing as well as possible while she was still alive.

I don't know how many years she has left to live.

"Xingzhi, I just want to be nice to you, not to increase your burden." The old lady felt a little disappointed, but she didn't want to force Xingzhi either.

Because she didn't want to embarrass Xingzhi.

"I, I didn't mean that either." Xingzhi waved his hand.

"Xingzhi, when can you move to Fan's house to live next to me?" The old lady Fan simply said directly.

The reason why she wanted to see Xingzhi today was to ask when Xingzhi agreed to go back to Fan's house to stay with her for a while. The old lady also understands that the relationship between Xingzhi and Ji Hanshen has been heating up, so it would be cruel to separate them at this time. matter.

But the old lady finally had a granddaughter by her side, how could she say that she couldn't love her well, this was her only granddaughter.

The old lady's heart is not greedy, but she just wants to live peacefully with Xingzhi for a period of time in her lifetime and leave a good memory.

It's just thinking like this, but if Xingzhi is not willing, she will not force Xingzhi, after all, she set out to make Xingzhi happy.

"The old house of the Fan family?" Xingzhi asked the old lady cautiously.

She had never thought of going to live in Fan's house, so when she faced the old lady's words, she was a little surprised, because she had never thought about going back to live in Fan's house.

That place was completely new to her.

"Well, are you willing to come back and stay with grandma for a while? I just want to live with you for a while, not to let you live in Fanzhai forever. If you don't want to, I won't force it." The old lady Fan said A little bit lost in the back.

Of course Xingzhi understood what the old lady meant, she just wanted to go to the Fanzhai to accompany her for a while, she could understand this feeling, it was so rare for the old lady to know that she still had a granddaughter, how could she not cherish it, grasp it Time to get along?

Although Xingzhi understands, if she is really asked to live with the old lady, she is not yet mentally prepared.

So Xingzhi looked very embarrassed, and looked at the old lady with an uneasy expression, "Old lady Fan, I..."

Seeing Xingzhi's embarrassed look, the old lady Fan probably knew that she couldn't nod her head for a while.

"Xingzhi, grandma doesn't want to embarrass you. You can go back and think about it. I just want you to stay with me for a while. If you really don't want to, I won't force you." The old lady was obviously disappointed.

Even if I think about it in my heart, I don't want to force Xingzhi to do things that make her unhappy.

This is the starting point of the old lady.

"Well, I will think about it carefully." Xingzhi breathed a sigh of relief, as long as she didn't urge her to agree on the spot, she has no objections.

You can seriously think about it when you go back, and then discuss it with Ji Hanshen.

After all, she is not alone now, she still has a baby in her belly, and she still needs to discuss with Ji Hanshen where to go, if he is not willing, she will not force it, after all, in her heart, Ji Hanshen is the first.

Besides, the two of them are still living at Huo Yanchuan's place, and they are with Xiaoxi. If they don't understand one thing, another thing will come up.

This will make the star a little difficult.

"Okay, then you go back and think about it carefully. If you think about it, call me and I will send someone to pick you up." Old lady Fan said happily,

Although it has not been confirmed by Xingzhi, at least now Xingzhi will go back and consider it, which is enough.

"Well, good." Xingzhi nodded obediently.

Seeing that Xingzhi is so well-behaved, the old lady Fan's mood immediately improved. "Let's eat, these dishes are the signature dishes of this restaurant, please pay me back."

"Okay, thank you." Xingzhi obediently took the food brought by the old lady and started to eat.

The taste is really good.

This meal, the old lady Fan was very happy. This was the first time she had eaten so seriously after meeting Xingzhi, so she seemed very happy.

But Xingzhi still hesitated in her heart, she really didn't know how to reject the old lady's kindness, she really didn't want to make the old lady too sad.

Anyway, it's a dilemma now, which makes her entangled in her heart. After going back, she will discuss with Ji Hanshen carefully, and Ji Hanshen will make all decisions.

I'm really tired.

Hey, why all of a sudden everything is crowded together.

The matter on Xiaoxi's side has not been resolved yet, and the old lady's side has another problem.

In fact, what Xingzhi is most worried about is that the old lady will come and bring her here by force. With the ability of the old lady, she can do such a thing.

Fortunately, the old lady is completely friendly now.

"Xing Zhi, let's eat first, am I making things difficult for you?" The old lady saw the entanglement in Xing Zhi's heart, and even blamed herself a little bit, did she ask too much of Xing Zhi to make her so embarrassing.

The old lady's original intention was not this, so she felt very uncomfortable.

"No." Xingzhi quickly shook his head.

Suddenly the atmosphere became extremely awkward, but fortunately there was Fan Yunlang beside him, so that the grandparent and grandson would not be too embarrassed.

"Xingzhi, this is fresh mushroom soup. You can drink a little. This is specially ordered by grandma for you. My aunt likes this soup the most. You can drink it to see if you like it." Fan Yunlang usually speaks little, but he is a A gentle and caring person, so I poured a bowl of soup for Xingzhi.

"Well, let me have a drink." Xingyi heard that it was her mother's favorite soup, and then said happily. She had never met her mother, nor had she heard anything about her. After the old lady Fan appeared, she didn't know that she had a biological mother, and she knew little by little about her.

Therefore, it is mother's favorite drink, and Xingzhi is willing to repay it.

After a few sips, the taste is really fresh and great.

"How is it?" Mrs. Fan also asked her nervously.

Although she is sure that she is Ruohua's biological daughter, she doesn't know what Xingzhi likes. Put what I owed my daughter on Xingzhi's body, so that she will feel more at ease when she really leaves.

"I like it. It tastes great. I haven't tasted fresh mushroom soup like this before." Xing Zhi directly drank a bowl, and then said with insatiable desire.

Hearing this, the smile on Old Madam Fan's face widened.

Sure enough, she is Ruohua's daughter, and she likes and tastes a lot like her.

"As long as you like it, this is your mother's favorite soup and favorite dish, and you will pay for it." The old lady also became interested and began to add vegetables to Xingzhi.

Xingzhi can just focus on eating now, so this meal is very happy.

Although I haven't met my mother yet, Xingzhi wants to know more about her before meeting her. In this way, when my mother appears one day, and when I see her, we can get closer to each other.

Thinking of such a day, Xingzhi's heart is very happy.

After the meal, the old lady looked at Xingzhi contentedly, because she was in a happy mood, and today she ate an extra bowl of rice than usual, all of this was in Fan Yunlang's heart.

It's because the old lady has been ill recently, and her appetite has not been very good. The cook is also doing all kinds of tricks, but the old lady just can't eat a few mouthfuls.

In fact, the best medicine for the old lady's illness is a happy mood, and Xingzhi is the good medicine for the old lady, so when the old lady proposed to meet Xingzhi, Fan Yunlang made an appointment with her directly, just to make the old lady feel better. My wife felt better when she saw the star.

Sure enough, this was correct. After the old lady saw the star, she was in a good mood and her appetite came up.

The old lady is in a particularly good mood, and her complexion is much better.

So when the old lady proposed to let Xingzhi go to live in Fan's house, Fan Yunlang also agreed very much. As long as she is in front of the old lady every day, the old lady will be in a good mood every day, and she will have a good appetite and be able to eat like that Things, the condition will be much better.

Of course, it can be seen that Xingzhi doesn't really want to live there, and Fan Yunlang doesn't want to make things difficult. Based on the current situation, it's good to just meet up from time to time or have a meal.

As long as Xingzhiduo can meet the old lady, she can be in a good mood for a whole day.

As long as the old lady is in a good mood, she is willing to let him do anything.

After leaving the restaurant, the old lady Fan looked at Xingzhi, "Xingzhi, let me take you back."

Xingzhi waved his hand immediately, smilingly rejecting the old lady's kindness. "No, the second brother has already come to pick me up in his car. I'll just take the second brother's car."

After eating, Xingzhi sent a text message to Ji Hanshen, and Ji Hanshen came to pick her up in about 10 minutes, so just wait a while.

"Alright, I'll wait here with you." The old lady said with a smile, Fan Yunlang went to the parking lot to pick up the car, and the two of them stood at the door of the restaurant and waited.

The old lady doesn't really ask much, as long as she can be with Xingzhi, even if she just stands in front of the gate and waits for the bus, it's fine.

If she had had such a mentality back then, she would not have caused such a tragedy and made her regret her whole life.

(End of this chapter)