childhood sweethearts forever

Chapter 113 Heaven and hell, in a moment

Luo Ying put down the chopsticks in his hand, raised his head, looked straight at Yan Bingxin, and said, "There are many memories between us, but Yan Bingxin, I hope you can understand that what I cherish is those memories , not you."

She is not a vigorous woman, but she is not an indecisive woman either.Ever since his affair with Wen Ya was exposed, she had already decided to completely break off relations with him.Her pain, her sadness, are all for the feeling of being betrayed.

As for the man opposite, she had already given up.

Yan Bingxin's eyes lowered, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.He should have expected that he had already been thrown into the eternal hell, and he would never be reborn in her world.

But in his world, she was still the only one.

He half closed his eyes, seemed to sigh, and then said with a smile, "Xiaoying, I used to be very afraid that there would be such a day, no matter how much I begged you, you would never look back at me."

He has already lost the qualification to stalk her, and he pushed her away with his own hands.

Heaven and hell, just in one thought.

And where did his thought come from?

If there is any mist of water vapor between the two of them, it makes his vision cloudy.He drooped his long eyelashes, tapped the table with his slender fingers, and heard a rhythmic melody.

Luo Ying was silent for a long time, and said softly, "Yan Bingxin, did you really love me? Or... did you just regard me as your life-saving straw?"

Yan Bingxin frowned, and said word by word, "I love you, it has nothing to do with anything else." Even if she wasn't the daughter of the Luo family, he would still love her.Even without Li Li's advice, he would still want to stay with her for the rest of his life.

It's just that his love coincided with his scheme, so everyone thought he had something wrong with her.

Luo Ying smiled, and the stone that had been hanging in her heart fell down.

No matter what he approached her for in the first place, and no matter why he betrayed her in the end, at least in between, he really loved her.Then this relationship can be safely sealed in the past.

"Then forget it. You and I already have our own lives. There is no need to dwell on the past. Zhang Xiaoyao has loved you for so many years. When you are most in danger, she is standing behind you to accompany you. If you Still obsessed with me and ignored her existence, I'm afraid you will regret it very much in the future." Luo Ying never thought that she could say these words rationally.She originally thought that she would never be rational when facing him in this life, but now it seems that she doesn't really hate him very much.

Yan Bingxin opened his lips, and the thousand words in his heart were blocked by her relieved eyes.

Now that she is persuading him to love Zhang Xiaoyao, does she really have no feelings for him at all?She also made him forget this feeling, but how could he forget it?
Even though this feeling is painful, he doesn't want to forget it.

Even if it is impossible to recover, he will go to hell with his feelings for her.

He lowered his eyes and smiled wryly, took out the cigarette in his pocket, lit it, and the action was done in one go.White mist gushed out from his lips, like a cool mist lying between the two.

Luo Ying frowned inch by inch, and couldn't help asking, "When did you smoke?"

"Don't worry, if you don't smoke often, it's fine." He extinguished the fireworks, looked up at Luo Ying, his eyes were slightly red.

Luo Ying turned her head to avoid his sight.

The sadness in his eyes was so thick that she couldn't breathe.

Since he regretted it, why did he still stay with Wen Ya back then?
What was supposed to be their prosperous wedding turned out to be the biggest joke of the year in S City.

Because of his betrayal, she once stopped believing in feelings and restrained her feelings for Luo Peng.Now, she managed to get out of the mud and didn't want to sink into it again.

She took a sip of water, held the glass tightly, and said, "Is there anything else? Is the important thing you're talking about just reminiscing about the old days?"

Yan Bingxin glanced out the window, the night was coming, and the lights on the street were just beginning to come on.

"Let's talk as we walk." He remembered that the two of them used to walk along the street, and Luo Ying would chatter non-stop along the way.

Luo Ying glanced out the window and nodded.

When he walked out the door, Yan Bingxin stretched out his arm subconsciously, wanting Luo Ying to hold it.Luo Ying didn't seem to notice his movements, and walked away from him.

His eyes darkened, and he followed behind her stiffly.

The night wind is cool, and it is very refreshing to blow on the face.Luo Ying was carrying her bag, and her eyes wandered over the shops lined up along the street.

"Heh... It's only been a few months, and the store has changed several times..." She tilted her head and said thoughtfully.

Yan Bingxin wanted to answer, but didn't know what to say, so he kept staring at her back.

Luo Ying turned around and looked at him, and said, "Why did you come to see me?"

If Yan Bingxin really came to her to reminisce about the past, then she would like to poke him to death!After all, she rejected Luo Peng's banquet.

Yan Bingxin felt that she didn't want to be alone with him at all, and wished that he would finish talking quickly so that she could leave.

He bent the corner of his mouth, with a hint of self-mockery, and said, "Xiaoying, what if I say there is nothing important?"

Luo Ying's face suddenly turned cold, and she frowned slightly.

Yan Bingxin heaved a long sigh, put his hands in his trousers, looked up at the night sky and said, "I was joking with you, I asked you to come out this time, what I wanted to tell you has already been said before. "

"Have you already said that?" Luo Ying looked at him puzzled.

"Well, I just want you to beware of Luo Peng. He...has unreasonable thoughts about you." The scene in the ambulance flashed in Yan Bingxin's mind, and his heart couldn't help but contract.

When Luo Ying heard this, she was stunned for a moment, then she smiled, trying to restrain the excitement in her heart, and asked calmly, "Oh, how did you know that he has unreasonable thoughts about me?"

"After you got shot that time, he..." Yan Bingxin was choked up and couldn't continue.He walked up to Luo Ying, looked down at her, and continued, "Xiaoying, don't be fooled by him, he can ignore you."

Ethics, but you can't! "

When he was in the mall, he saw the two of them holding hands together, and after returning home, he felt uneasy all the time.

Luo Ying stared at her eyes, thinking about the meaning of his words.

It turned out that Yan Bingxin was afraid that she and Luo Peng would mess up... Lun...

The extremely important thing he said was to persuade her to return from her lost way as soon as possible.She suddenly found it funny, but said subconsciously, "Thank you, but things are not as you think."

"What?" he asked, frowning.

"This is a misunderstanding. Everyone thinks that I am the illegitimate daughter of the Luo family. In fact, I have nothing to do with the Luo family. I was originally called Lin Ying, and my father is not from S City." Only then did Luo Ying realize that she and Yan Bing Xin has been together for so long, but she never talked about it, which caused the current misunderstanding.

After Yan Bingxin heard this, his expression turned ugly.He opened his lips, paused for a moment, then smiled wryly, "I see..."

It turned out that it wasn't that Luo Peng had no ethics, but that he was thinking too much.

Now...his strongest rival in love is Luo Peng.

No, perhaps from a long time ago, Luo Peng was his rival in love, but he never thought of it.

Now, compared with Luo Peng, does he not even give him a chance to admit defeat?
Because he has already been sentenced to death by Luo Ying, and he has been far away from her world since then.

Luo Ying lowered her head and looked at her toes, clenched her bag with both hands, bit her lip, and tried hard to calm herself down.

"Bingxin, thank you for your concern. No matter who I am with in the future, it has nothing to do with you. I still say that, I hope to cherish the people around me."

Although Zhang Xiaoyao
She was angry, domineering, and defiant, but she had to admit that she had deep feelings for Yan Bingxin.As Zhang Xiaoyao once said, she loves Yan Bingxin far more than Luo Ying loves Yan Bingxin.

Yan Bingxin shook his head slightly, but his thoughts were still stuck in the previous shock.He closed his black eyes, like a dying bird, and asked again, "Xiaoying, do you like him?"

Many things in the past were originally scattered, but now they are pierced by a thin thread.

Luo Ying mistakenly thought that Tingran was going to hurt him, so she threw him to the ground...

In order to save him, Luo Ying did not hesitate to block the bullet with her body...

And what about him?
In order to get back Luo Ying's wallet, he did not hesitate to fight with black market boxers...

In order to prevent him from getting close to Luo Ying, he did not hesitate to drive his car into the gate...

They have done a lot for each other, far beyond the boundaries that should be.

Why did she only find out now?

Luo Ying's heart stopped suddenly, and she stared at Yan Bingxin blankly.She didn't expect Yan Bingxin to ask this question directly, and she was at a loss for a while.

She twitched the corner of her mouth in embarrassment, trying to maintain her composure, and said, "I am free to whoever I like, and no one can interfere with this."

Seeing her strange complexion, Yan Bingxin guessed in his heart like ripples in water, getting bigger and bigger, and finally turned into a huge whirlpool, burying him in it.

He completely drowned, fell into the cold pool, and never recovered.

With love for her, there is no redemption.

A few months ago, they were the envied couple.Why have they come to this point now?
Even though she was standing right across from him, he could no longer feel her warmth.

He thought it might be because he was too cold.

He reached out to touch her skin, but she stepped back, avoiding his hand, and looked at him with wary eyes.

His heart was full of bitter ink, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, he couldn't speak, so he could only stare at her with scarlet eyes, expressing his feelings.

But she frowned and looked at him quietly.

After a while, he bent his eyes, and his voice seemed to come from his chest, "Xiaoying, I want to ask you the same thing, have you ever loved me?"

When his eyes were bent, they looked like beautiful crescent moons, with shallow arcs.At that moment, Luo Ying remembered the scene she first saw many years ago.In fact, she had been waiting in the cafe for a long time, but when he hurried over, she politely said that she had just come.

At the first sentence of the "confrontation" between the two, she had already looked at Yan Bingxin calmly.

If a man takes Luo Peng as the top-level standard, then Yan Bingxin is almost the same as him.

Good-looking eyebrows, fair skin, and the gloomy aura emanating from his body made her have a good impression of him.So many things happened later, no matter whether there was a conspiracy or an overt conspiracy, but what she had to admit was that she really had feelings for him.

Otherwise, she wouldn't cry so sadly on her wedding day.

She nodded, looked at the rare moon in the sky through his face, and said, "Yes."

The person who really accompanied her in her growth and made her stronger on the road of love is Yan Bingxin.

But now, they are taking different paths.

Her little prince Sophie was going to say goodbye to her after all.

Yan Bingxin smiled lightly, remained silent for a long time, and then sighed, "Xiaoying, I'm sorry, can I ask you for a hug? Just as a memorial to our lost relationship."

Luo Ying stretched out her arms and pouted, "Okay."

Yan Bingxin hugged her, put his chin against her forehead, and slowly closed his eyes.She put her arms around his back, smiling relievedly.

The wind around seemed to have stopped, and even the noise disappeared.Only the sound of falling plane tree leaves gently knocked on the hearts of the two.

One month later

Luo Peng announced the relationship between Luo Ying and Luo Ying, which was widely reported by the media, especially the fact that Luo Peng and Luo Ying were not related by blood surprised many people.

Immediately after the two held their wedding ceremony, Luo Ying looked at the white chandelier with misty eyes. She was in the wedding church, as if she was in an ethereal dream.She thought that she had fallen into the mud pit and it was difficult to get up again, but she didn't expect that he had already paved the way for her.

She really didn't expect him and her to spend their whole lives together, Luo Ying felt that she was the happiest person in the world.

(End of this chapter)