childhood sweethearts forever

Chapter 88 Shaking Self-Confidence

She closed her eyes, feeling something warm and cool slowly falling down the corners of her eyes.

The biggest mistake she made, she thought, was coveting something that didn't belong to her.Yan Bingxin does not belong to her, nor does that person...

Maybe she should be alone, watching other people's joys and sorrows, and living her ordinary life.

Xiao Jiaming saw that she closed her eyelashes, and there was a faint crystal line on her face.He couldn't help reaching out to touch her cheek, and gently wiped away the tears.

Luo Ying opened her eyes suddenly, looked at him in astonishment, then pushed his hand away, showing a look of vigilance on her face.

Xiao Jiaming clicked his tongue and looked at her helplessly.

Why does she dislike him so much?Why?This was the first time that Xiao Jiaming's confidence in himself was shaken.When he was young, he was cute and cute, and when he grew up, he was handsome and unrestrained. When others saw him, they would either be in a daze or stick to him, but she was the only one who avoided him like a snake.

Xiao Jiaming frowned, pumped up his anger, held Luo Ying's shoulders with both hands, and forced her to get closer to him.Luo Ying suddenly felt his breath coming towards her, and she screamed in fright.

The driver's steady speed suddenly trembled, and then he glanced worriedly through the rearview mirror.

"Hey, Xiao Jiaming, what are you doing?" Luo Ying frowned with a look of vigilance, subconsciously grasping the collar with both hands.There is also a driver in the car, logically speaking, he will not push himself hard.But what if... this person is a pervert?After all, he was someone who could even wear a small leather vest and tight purple pants.

"Xiaoying, why are you so afraid of me?" Xiao Jiaming looked at her tangled brows, feeling a little uncomfortable. Is he so unpopular?She was afraid of him to such an extent.

"I... I'm not afraid of you, I just don't want to see you." Luo Ying pursed her lips and said.Every time she saw Xiao Jiaming, she would think of the night when she was drunk, and then she would think of her tragic loss of life.

This man, who was not polite at all, took away her chastity that had been cherished for more than twenty years, but she could do nothing.Because at that time, she was the one who provoked him in a muddleheaded manner.

"Don't want to see me? Heh... Your words really hurt me. Do you know how many times I have helped you? Let's not talk about what happened tonight, let's say it was the first time in a bar. If it wasn't me, who Know what will happen to you?"

When Luo Ying heard the word "bar", she immediately put herself on alert.She tightened her collar, bit her red lips, and said angrily, "You still have the nerve to talk about that night? It's because of you that I'm so sad!"

"Sorrowful? Why is it sad? Is it sad that I handed you over to your brother safely?" Xiao Jiaming looked at her in confusion, and he didn't understand her brain circuit.

Do you think she complained so much because he didn't have a one-night stand with her?Thinking of this, his eyes became even more "weird".

Luo Ying felt a big stone hit her head straight from the distant sky, and she seemed to see her brains squirting and blood gushing out.Countless thunderstorms resounded in her heart, stirring up tens of thousands of angry waves.The frenzied sea water kept beating her body, but she could only look at her own shadow in bewilderment.

The black shadow was like a mass of algae entangled on the surface of the water, and it was also like a mass of dark clouds pressing down on her heart.

She opened her lips and looked at Xiao Jiaming in astonishment.

Xiao Jiaming was frightened by her expression, and hurriedly said, "Xiaoying...you...what's wrong with you?"

"What did you just say?" Luo Ying suddenly stretched out her hand and firmly grabbed Xiao Jiaming's collar.

Xiao Jiaming met her eyes, as if he saw a woman who had lost her soul.He held her hand instead, puzzled, "I didn't say anything..."

"No, it's the sentence you just said." Luo Ying felt her head was in a mess, as if tens of thousands of bees were buzzing around her.She was very irritable and uncomfortable, but now, there was one more thing she had to figure out.

"I... I said..." Xiao Jiaming turned his head, thinking about what he had just said, and then continued, "I seemed to say just now 'sorry? Why is it so sad? I will hand you over to your brother's safety." Are you still sad? Is there anything wrong with these words?"

He secretly glanced at Luo Ying's face, and saw that Luo Ying's face suddenly turned pale, and his hands left his collar limply.

She seemed a little overwhelmed, and seemed to be thinking about many things.

After a long time, Luo Ying raised her head, pulled the corner of her mouth hard at Xiao Jiaming, and asked, "I was drunk that night at the bar, I don't remember very well, can you tell me about the situation at that time?"

Xiao Jiaming smiled leisurely, straightened his collar, and said slowly, "Okay, what do you want to hear? Where do you start?"

"From the beginning!" Luo Ying said without thinking.

"Well, at first you ran to the bar counter crying, your face was covered with makeup, but it was okay later, the tears washed away the makeup." Xiao Jiaming smiled, raised his brows, leaned back against the glass window, and tilted his head. Erlang legs continued, "Afterwards, you kept crying and crying. In fact, for a bride like you who encounters something tragic on her wedding day, I always meet a few of them in a year when I run a bar, so I didn't think about it at first. Why do you care about you. But you became a little crazy afterwards, throwing wine bottles, vomiting and making a fuss, the bodyguards were going to drive you out, but luckily I stopped you. Of course, the craziest thing is not this, but... You want to have a dewy relationship with me..."

"And then?" Luo Ying asked impatiently.

The corners of Xiao Jiaming's mouth couldn't help curling up, his eyes narrowed slightly, looking at Luo Ying whose eyes were twinkling, he intentionally whetted her appetite for a while, and said slowly, "Then... I naturally disagree, I Although I have been abroad for several years, I still have a high awareness of socialist ideology. For an honest gentleman like me, I will definitely not agree to your presumptuous and rude request. So when I met your brother at the door of the bar, I I leave you to him."

One thing he didn't say was that he and Luo Peng almost had a big fight that night.It seemed that what Luo Ying was faltering at the time was heard by Luo Peng.

"At the entrance of the bar... I was with him?" Luo Ying's pupils became confused, as if she saw a faraway place through Xiao Jiaming's face.

Xiao Jiaming nodded, then waved at her, feeling that something was wrong with her.

What happened after that?He couldn't help holding back his mind, quietly guessing about things.

The car stopped at the entrance of Furenju, and the driver looked back at the two of them.

Luo Ying numbly looked away, opened the car door, and thanked Xiao Jiaming.

Xiao Jiaming looked at her worriedly, and was about to say something when she closed the car door and walked straight forward.Xiao Jiaming watched her disappear through the car window, then bent the corner of his mouth and let out a soft sigh.

He felt that he was really tempted. When he promised Feng Zhiyong that he would not approach Luo Ying in the future, his heart suddenly hurt.At that time, he was still making excuses for himself, but now, looking at her dazed back, he found that he really fell in love with her.

At first, he said those specious things, but he was used to being romantic, and when he encountered a good prey, he naturally wanted to catch it.But now, he felt that he was using his own heart as bait.But... that fish may not be able to take the bait.

Looking at Xiao Jiaming's expression, the driver pursed his lips and asked when he would leave.Xiao Jiaming regained his composure, looked away, half closed his eyes, and asked the driver to drive away now.

Luo Ying walked to the door, looked at the exquisite iron door, and suddenly lost the courage to ring the doorbell.She put down her bag, sat on the steps in front of the door, leaned her head against the wall next to her, and couldn't help thinking about what Xiao Jiaming had just said.

It turned out that the person who stayed with her that night was not Xiao Jiaming, but someone she couldn't even imagine.

Luo Peng...

Gently chanting the name, she felt her heartstrings vibrate, as if a pair of gentle hands were caressing the strings slowly, playing a low and mournful melody.

He actually found her in a small bar in the huge city of S... and even took her from Xiao Jiaming.Then... What happened later, was she with him?She bit her lip, and suddenly felt that the scene of that night flooded into her mind.Fiery lights, wide beds, two embracing bodies...

She was in a daze at that time, she just felt so uncomfortable in her heart, and wanted to vent herself.She felt like she was locked in a cage, and suddenly she was free, and she became unscrupulous.

She vaguely remembered that after he sent her to the hotel that day, he turned around to leave, but she took the initiative to keep him.

But... why didn't he refuse?Luo Ying's eyes looked straight at the ground, and the water dizzy circled around the bottom of the eyes, and then gathered at the corners of the eyes and quietly flowed down.She tugged at her hair irritably, resting her powerless head with her hands.

Why it came out like this?That person turned out to be someone she didn't even dare to think about.

Luo Ying closed her eyes, leaned against the wall, and smiled wryly a few times.

It should be she who took the initiative to seduce him at that time, so he did this.And when he woke up the next day, he was gone. Afterwards... Luo Ying thought about it, and he seemed to be fine.

From the looks of it, this was nothing more than a real one-night stand in his eyes.

After one night, nothing needs to be fussed about.

Then she... Of course she can't care about it.

She wiped her face a few times, stood up, and rang the doorbell.Aunt Fu opened the door after a while, and when she saw Luo Ying coming back, she was both happy and worried, and hurriedly asked the reason.

Luo Ying stroked her hair, covered up the bloodstains on her neck, and excused it by working overtime.

Aunt Fu couldn't help sighing, complaining to Luo Peng in a low voice.As the president, he even wants to squeeze his own sister!Fortunately, she didn't tell Luo's second elder Xiaoying that she hadn't come back earlier, otherwise there would be a lot of commotion this night.

Luo Ying was physically and mentally exhausted, and after talking to Aunt Fu, she went to the bathroom.

She put a pool of hot water, and then slowly submerged her body in it, only her head was exposed.Too many things happened tonight, and she couldn't accept it for a while, feeling blocked and uncomfortable.

She splashed a handful of water on her face, trying to clear herself up.

Drops of water slowly slid down from her forehead, along the curve, and finally fell down from her jaw.She lay on the edge of the bathtub, and couldn't help but think of Luo Peng in her mind.

(End of this chapter)