The daily farming life of the black-bellied young lady

Chapter 181 Helpless
"Wen Ya, I won't allow you to accompany me to endure hardships, and... eloping is a big deal. Originally, the Holy Majesty wanted to make a truce with relatives. If we eloped, it would definitely make the relationship between the two countries even more tense. Yu Zhong, I can’t leave my post without authorization, Yu Yi, so many comrades in arms died on the battlefield, and what about me? Elope with you for my own selfishness? Yu Shi, even if we elope successfully now, your father and the Xiongnu Shan Yu They won't let us go."

Chu Ying originally thought that there would be a vigorous love drama, and the two would embrace each other affectionately and then elope and wander the world. I abandoned the glory and wealth for you, and you took off the heavy military uniform for me to start a new life, but the reality That is, the two will part ways from now on, one will continue to fight the enemy, and the other may live a very happy life.

Chu Ying didn't see Princess Wen Ya's expression now, but looking at the slightly trembling shoulders under the moonlight, Chu Ying could feel that she must be feeling bad now. "Really? Then have you ever thought about what kind of life I will live there? Unaccompanied, spending my life with a man who I don't love and doesn't love me? I'd rather die now."

Chu Ying dashed forward and pulled down Princess Wen Ya who had climbed up the wall next to the tower.Seeing General Yan who was very embarrassed, Chu Ying clenched her lips, summoned up her courage and slapped Princess Wen Ya hard.

"Don't tm talk about love or not here, do you know how many people's husbands died on the battlefield? Do you know how many families were torn apart because of this? I admit that sacrificing the happiness of you, a weak woman, to fulfill all of us is us People are incompetent, but there is nothing we can do, you are not unaccompanied, behind you is the whole country, your husband will not treat you harshly, as long as he can weigh the pros and cons, he will not show you face, if he bullies you , I rushed over to beat him up for you the first time."

Wen Ya looked at the somewhat helpless young man in front of him, touched his hot face, wanted to swear, but lingered on the edge of his mouth and held back, indeed, there was nothing we could do. "Yan Yushu, please send me this journey well."

Chu Ying followed Wen Ya, seeing that she did not walk back to her room without saying a word, but walked aimlessly. Chu Ying sent the Buddha to the west, and she was sure to keep the princess safe. Send it to her room, or what if such a beautiful princess is taken away by bad guys.

"What's your name?"

"Chu Ying."

"Young eagle? Are you going to become an eagle in the future?" Princess Wen Ya turned her cheeks that were swollen from crying, and managed to squeeze out a smile.

Chu Ying didn't understand at first, then she smiled calmly, "Cry if you want to, I will turn your back on it, you don't have to be afraid of being ugly, I know this is hard for you to accept, But there is no absolute freedom in this world, you have some freedom but you have to fulfill certain obligations, when you enjoy the treatment of your princess, you have to fulfill your princess' obligations."

"I know." Princess Wen Ya continued to walk with her back to her, the night wind blowing her hair, she sometimes kicked the stones on the side of the road boringly, and sometimes stopped inexplicably.

"I know, I have no right, let alone interfere with the relationship between you and Brother Yan, but I hope you can forgive him, I know he is a bastard in the relationship, he let you bear all this alone, he can't help you, Can't help himself, but he can't help it, he can only be a jerk, a complete jerk, which is good for you and him. You hate him, you blame him, but please forgive him someday."

Wen Ya turned around and looked at the boy who was about the same height as her, "You don't even have full hair at such a young age, what do you know?"

Chu Ying looked at herself naturally, and replied sincerely: "I'm all grown up." Wen Ya was amused by Chu Ying's sincerity.

"I'm sorry, it's our fault, don't worry, we will be strong, we will be strong, and we won't let our women get married and make compromises, I'm sorry." Wen Ya helped Chu, who was silent with her head down. cherry.

"No, I knew it would end like this when I came here. I know that I am not important. In front of the country and the people, Yu Shu will choose the former without hesitation. I know that he won't hesitate, won't , even for a moment." Princess Wen Ya leaned against the city wall, looked up into the distance, and shook her head slightly.

"He hesitated, didn't you see? When you asked just now, he hesitated. He has you in his heart and you are very important to him, but in this situation, he has no choice. General Yan is so determined A man with strong bones is going to fight on the battlefield."

"What about you? Will you fight like this until the last moment?"

"Yes, even if it's for you, Princess Wenya, for the people like you, for them to hold their heads high in front of foreigners, without being humble or overbearing, and to tell them that they have a powerful country behind them to protect them. Of course, I can do it myself. It's insignificant, with me and without me, the war won't make much difference, but since I'm here, I'm going to fight." Chu Ying recalled the enthusiasm when she first joined the army.

After Chu Ying sent the princess back, she lay on her mattress and couldn't fall asleep. The scene of the previous battle flashed before Chu Ying's eyes over and over again, making Chu Ying unable to relax in the slightest, and preventing Chu Ying from even A trace of hesitation.Chu Ying squinted for a while while waiting for the dawn to dawn.

Originally, I had to prepare for the departure tomorrow, but Princess Wen Ya seemed to be in poor health. After the accompanying imperial doctor had seen it, she said that she could still leave on time tomorrow after taking a good rest today.

Chu Ying originally wanted to continue to take a good rest, but Yan Yushu pulled herself up from the bed, "Help me deliver the medicine."

Chu Ying closed her eyes but didn't open them. She came to fight, not to serve others. Besides, the servants brought by the princess were at least a few thousand, so there was no need for her. Yan Yushu must be too lazy go.

"Stop pretending. I know you're awake. Hurry up and deliver the medicine for me and change into my clothes. This is an order." Chu Ying opened her eyes slightly, looked at Yan Yushu's serious expression, and helplessly got out of bed slowly. Climb down slowly.

Standing by the side, Yan Yushu watched Chu Ying stretch out her feet and slowly slide off the bed like a puddle of mud. She really found it funny and annoyed, "Can you be more lazy?"

"Take off your clothes and stand behind the screen. Thank you. I have a great figure. No one else is allowed to look at it except my future wife. It will hurt your eyes."

"What's the difference between you and me? Need to see you? I'm not as good as Long Yang, hurry up." Chu Ying quickly stripped herself down to only a pair of underpants when she saw Yan Yushu. The muscles were so naked in front of him.

"Hey, boy, the muscles are well trained, but the chest is still a little small. Look at me, the perfect chest muscles. What are you looking at? Turn around, this is the body of my future wife."

"You are really not ashamed, where is your wife? Did you talk about kissing?" Yan Yushu shook his head again and again, children nowadays are really too thick-skinned.

Outside the pass, Lu Ming looked at the inn that had already come into view, asked his subordinates to take a rest, looked at the dozens of tents set up next to the inn, it seemed that he had caught up with the team sending off his relatives, it seemed that this time Brother Yan had Come to pick me up. I haven't seen you for several years. This time I can drink a pot of wine and have a good chat.

(End of this chapter)