Traveling through the mountains and fields to be leisurely

Chapter 250 Love is easy to lose

An Zhiyuan muttered casually,
"There is no border here."

Although his father was right, An Zhiyuan was still a little unconvinced, this is not a battlefield, why did his father make the matter so serious, and even connect it with the military situation.

"An Zhiyuan, I think you should ask the emperor to resign as the Minister of the Ministry of War. I heard that the emperor thinks that you have done a good job and wants to promote you to be a minister in a year or two, but you have disappointed me so much. , you don't even know where you are wrong, is it not a battlefield if you can't see the blood? Do you think it's a small thing? Because of your mishandling, you may lose a best wife, and you don't deserve it One thing, what you lose may be your whole life. If you can’t even figure this out, I’ve taught you in vain. You’d better go home and be an idle son. I can afford you, An Zhiyuan , I am really afraid that if you stay in the Ministry of War, one day you will lose countless lives of border soldiers because of the small problems in your eyes."

General An raised his hand to signal An Zhiyuan to go out. His father's disappointment made An Zhiyuan even more uneasy. Maybe, he really did something wrong. Did he become comfortable since he returned to the capital? He completely forgot When I was at the border, those moments of life and death.

Thinking of following my father at the border, not only was it a daily crisis, but I was still standing on the edge of a cliff, and I had to tense my nerves every moment, not daring to make the slightest mistake, because if I made a slight mistake, then will be forever,

"Father, don't be angry. If there is anything I did wrong, teach me."

An Zhiyuan knelt in front of his father's knees and looked up at his father. The pleading and longing in his eyes made An Yiran's heart throb. Looking at his son like this was like seeing his son, when he made a mistake when he was a child, he would be punished. When I punish myself, I will put on such a small appearance. At that time, my son was only four or five years old. How many people have not seen such a son? At the age of 14, I will no longer show such a pitiful expression for fear of being punished. It turns out that I have missed this too.

"You get up first."

General An Yiran pulled his son up in front of him. Sitting on the seat, he actually needed to look up to his son. His son was already so old. Time passed so fast. In a blink of an eye, he had already married a wife. After that, she will have a child again, how can she not grow up?
"Zhiyuan, come and sit down, and listen to me tell you a few words."

Let his son sit down beside him, and General An said to him earnestly,

"Do you think that once you stay away from the border, you don't have to live that kind of life anymore, you don't have to worry about it, you don't have to be cautious, and you don't need to think carefully?"

An Zhiyuan nodded, the capital is calm and peaceful, so there's no need for such a situation.

"You are really wrong. A battlefield without beacons is the cruelest place. When you go to the battlefield to fight, if you make a mistake, you will die alone. But if I make a mistake in commanding behind , then those who die may be thousands of troops. Similarly, if you are just a prince of the Hou family who is idle at home, then it doesn't matter what you become. , according to the worst plan, if you kill someone, it’s just you paying for your life alone.”

"But your current position is in the Ministry of War. What is the use of the Ministry of War? You know better than me now. It is to mobilize troops for defense, to manufacture weapons and artillery, to supervise officers and generals, etc. Which of these powers have you used wrongly?" , any point you neglect may cause the blood in front of you to flow into a river, but you can't see that kind of blood, you can only see a piece of paper, a briefing, but you can say that you don't care about human life, you Can you say that you have a clear conscience? Do you dare to say that you can pay for such bloodshed and sacrifice by taking your own life?
Zhiyuan, the more you are in the rear, the greater your responsibility, because your negligence will not only damage yourself, so you must be more cautious, considerate, and considerate, and life is the same. You think you just made a small mistake today, and you will be fine if you explain it clearly to Ling Xue, why do you think it’s fine, because you don’t care, you don’t care about your carelessness, and you don’t care about her feelings, you Thinking that you have already married her, she is destined to be your wife, and the rest is not important, no matter what happens, she can easily forgive you, I have to say, Zhiyuan, you are so wrong Outrageous,. "

"Actually, things are not as easy as you imagined. This matter has already planted a thorn in her heart, and because of your indifferent attitude, you will continue to make such mistakes in the future. Others will forgive twice, but do you think she can forgive you for a lifetime?
And when she has no feelings for you, no trust, or even ignores you, like today, will you still be in such a hurry and want to correct yourself like this?You may also be annoyed, tired, and even feel that others are sorry for you, that others are too narrow-minded, that others are not generous, and then the two of you will face each other coldly for the rest of your life. Is this what you want?

But all of this can obviously be avoided, as long as you are a little more careful, as long as you care about her a little more, as long as you love her a little more, you only need one sentence, in the morning, you just need Say one more sentence, a sentence that you think is insignificant, the result will be completely different now, do you still think this sentence is insignificant?Do you still think we're all making a fuss out of a molehill? "

"Zhiyuan, being a husband is no different from taking an official position. The key to success or failure is your attitude. When you become the Minister of the Ministry of War at a young age, you will feel that you have already taken this position." Yes, it means that you are already excellent, you don't have to work too hard and devote yourself too much to anything, because you are already so excellent, the position of a servant is too easy for you, and besides, you are married to Lan Lingxue. An excellent woman, our whole family knows, but she just let you marry back home, it must mean that you are better than others, that's why she chose you, you can no longer value her, don't have to You have been bothered about her, because you are already in an invincible position. If you think about these two things carefully, are they essentially the same? In fact, they are. Your mentality is actually a kind of The mood of pride and complacency, feeling that you are great and everything is under control, I can tell you honestly, if you have always had this mentality, then you will not only lose your job, but also your family, that position is not so easy to sit Yes, it involves the blood and lives of countless people, and this family is not so easy to manage, because Lan Lingxue is not an ordinary woman."

"I said so much because I was a little excited. I found that I have ignored you too much and taught you too little for so many years, but have you ever thought about it? If I didn't put all my heart and soul In the cause of guarding the border, I will have the achievements I have today. If I relax my efforts and vigilance like you after making several achievements, will I still have today? Maybe, my The head has already rotted on the wall of the border gate, Zhiyuan, I can only say sorry to you, I did not fulfill my responsibilities as a father, I did not educate you well, but I dare to pat my chest and say, I To be worthy of my conscience, I have a clear conscience, and I hope you can also be a person who dares to pat your chest and say that you have a clear conscience."

An Zhiyuan didn't even know how he got back to his room. When he saw that Lan Lingxue had removed the hairpin, pulled back her hair, changed into homely clothes, and was sitting on the soft couch under the window, embroidering What, An Zhiyuan's heart softened into a ball. This is the day he wanted. When he got home, he saw his wife sitting under the window waiting. He was about to walk over when he saw Lan Lingxue raised her head. , just glanced at him, but didn't come forward to greet him, and just said, 'You're back. ' Then he lowered his head again and continued to do the work at hand. An Zhiyuan's heart was filled with waves of sourness. In the years of knowing Lan Lingxue, she had never seen herself like this. An expression that doesn't care if you are there or not. It turns out that it is really like what my father said, love is easy to lose, maybe it's just because of a small negligence and indifference.

"Lingxue, don't you come and help me change my clothes?"

An Zhiyuan said to his newly married wife with some grievances, Lan Lingxue didn't raise her head, she just raised her head forward as a reminder,

"Master, there is someone behind you."

As soon as An Zhiyuan turned his head, he saw Qiu Ling and the others behind him, who had already opened their arms to welcome him, and were about to help him change his clothes.

"How come you don't know how to say hello when you see your wife? Whose family taught you the rules."

An Zhiyuan's voice was sharp, and Qiu Ling was so frightened that she knelt down on the ground. When she came to pay her respects in the morning, the Shizi didn't introduce Mrs. Shizi to anyone, so she must be an unpleasant person, but Now let a few of myself come forward to pay respects, what is the meaning of this son of the world?
"This is your master, the lady who I asked to marry after carrying a big sedan chair. She is the mistress of our yard and the future mistress of our Marquis Mansion. Whoever taught you the rules will ignore you when you see the mistress. It's not the first day I've been on the errand, could it be that I still can't see my identity? Think I can be the master of the master?"

An Zhiyuan originally just wanted to put on a show, but as soon as he said this, he felt that it should have been said a long time ago. The people around him are really spoiled, and he usually doesn't pay attention to dignity. , treated the little girls as playmates, and at this time, it was obvious that it was not a good thing to have a big face. Even if they didn't push their noses, it was not a problem to make their own decisions, because they didn't They are not afraid that I will get angry with them, they know that I will give them face, but now, who will give me face, my face has been slapped down, the more An Zhiyuan said at this time, the more angry he became, and he almost couldn't control it Feeling emotional, Lan Lingxue gave him a strange look, and he immediately suppressed the anger.

(End of this chapter)