Master Emperor, your wife is too poisonous

Chapter 391 My Life Is Still Too Hard
Ye Lingxi's eyes widened in shock, and she didn't say a word for a long while.

Helian Mingye continued to speak as if immersed in his own memories.

"Just after I yelled that 'mother', she was like crazy, suddenly slapped me, pulled me off the bed and kicked me like hell, pinned me to the ground and strangled my neck Wanted to strangle me to death."

His tone was very calm, as if the one who experienced those things back then was not himself at all.

"While she was beating, she scolded me, saying that her son had been killed by me, and asked me what qualifications I had to call her 'mother', and what qualifications I had to compete with her son for his mother."

"She said that a disaster like me, a catastrophe, shouldn't live in this world, that I shouldn't have been born, and that I should die immediately after I was born."

"I was completely frightened and stupid at the time." Helian Mingye said, "I even forgot to resist."

"When she was crying and choking my neck and scolding me, I even thought for a while that if I really died like that, I would be relieved."

Ye Lingxi seemed to have a piece of lead stuck in her throat, unable to spit it out or swallow it, even breathing seemed to be extremely difficult.

She opened her mouth, trying to say something to comfort him, but when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them back.

What do you say?What is there to say?
No matter what kind of comforting words, they all seemed extremely pale in front of the cruel reality he had experienced.

"It's a pity that my life is still too hard."

Helian Mingye let out a low laugh, which was full of self-mockery.

"The servant who rescued me heard the movement in the house and rushed over, and saved me before I was strangled to death by her."

"I thought at the time that I might be really wrong." Helian Mingye said, "She was right, I had caused her to lose her son, what right did I have to call her 'mother', I was originally unworthy. "

"I didn't care about her wanting to kill me. I took the initiative to apologize to her, said sorry to her, said that I didn't mean it, and I didn't want to compete with her son for his mother."

"But after she heard what I said, she became even more crazy."

"She said she shouldn't think of me as her son, that a person like me doesn't deserve the love of others, and that I don't deserve a mother."

When Helian Mingye said this, he paused for a moment, closing his eyes to get rid of all the emotions in his eyes, and then continued: "Afterwards, she took out a dagger and directly cut off her own neck."

"You are a doctor, you should know that after the neck is cut, you can't speak, but I can understand the last meaning she wants to express from the way she stares at me and her mouth shape."

"That's her revenge on me. A person like me doesn't deserve any family affection. I should just watch all the people I care about, and those who care about me, die in front of me."

"Nonsense!" Ye Lingxi finally squeezed out a sentence, as if trying to pull him out of the dark memory of the past, and hugged him tightly, "She is crazy, you What's the point of talking to a lunatic!"

"Can a madman take it seriously!"

"The servant who saved you took the life of his own son to save you. He valued you so much, how could you regard your own life so lightly? You should live a good life!"

She wanted to comfort him, but when she hugged his body and felt his cool body temperature, her nose and eye sockets couldn't help but burst into acid.

"What kind of mess are these people! What kind of stupid things are they talking about!"

"It's very pitiful that her son died for you. It's really miserable that she lost her only son, but no matter how much she resents her, she shouldn't take revenge on you like that."

"It's not easy for her, isn't it easy for you?"

"The whole family died tragically. Is this what you want to see? You were only so old at the time, and you were powerless to intervene. You are also a victim!"

"I have been poisoned since I was a child. Does she know how difficult your life is? Why does she use such hurtful words to accuse you if she doesn't know anything!"

The more Ye Lingxi thought about it, the angrier she became, wishing she could drag that woman out and scold her in front of her.

Helian Mingye looked at the little face flushed angrily, raised his hand to wipe the corner of her eyes, and his fingertips were stained with slightly wet water.

"It's just a story from the past." Helian Mingye chuckled helplessly, hugged her body tightly into his arms, and patted her on the back to soothe her emotions, "Okay, okay Well, if you’ve heard about it, just forget about it.”

"Why, I'm not angry, but I pissed you off."

"Because what she said is wrong!" Ye Lingxi raised her head from his arms and looked at him, her eyes were already red, "It's even wrong to do such excessive things to hurt you!"

"I know how you developed your desperate temperament." Ye Lingxi gritted her teeth and stared at him and asked, "Do you still remember what that woman said?"

"You don't deserve to live in this world, damn you, you don't deserve other people's love, you still remember the crazy talk, don't you?"

Helian Mingye's lips moved, wanting to say something, but Ye Lingxi didn't give him a chance to speak at all.

"You remember everything, otherwise you wouldn't have said every word so clearly when you said it just now."

Ye Lingxi held back her anger and said, "Not only do you remember, you even take those words seriously, don't you!"

"Fool, if I really took those words seriously, how could I live to this day?"

Seeing that Ye Lingxi was angry for him, felt sorry for him, and blushed for him, Helian Mingye's heart had already softened into a puddle of water, and she couldn't help but leaned over to kiss the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Those things have long passed. If you hadn't asked about it today, I wouldn't have taken the initiative to bring it up again."

"After all, I was young back then. When I suddenly encountered such a thing, I would inevitably be affected and shaken in my heart," Helian Mingye said, "You are actually right. There was a time when I really took her Those words are true."

"But then I discovered that it is not so easy for me to want to die."

"There are still so many people following me, or should I say, following me because of my identity. In the eyes of those people, I am their hope, and they still expect me to grow up and become a talent. And then take revenge as they wish."

"Even if I were to die, I should die for what they call 'revenge', not at the hands of a crazy woman."

"Or it should be said that I have already died once."

When Ye Lingxi looked at him, Helian Mingye raised his hand to caress her face, and said in a deep voice, "That innocent child back then died in that summer, in the place where the blood was dripping. in the house."

(End of this chapter)