interstellar production pacesetter

Chapter 143
Lu Qi looked up at him, but he didn't continue. Her eyes were bright, but they hadn't condensed into tears. Lu Qi was very concerned about this. Even if it didn't make much sense, she didn't want to be rejected by others. Showing an ugly look is the bottom line of her self-esteem.

Looking at Lu Qi's expression of trying to be calm, her expression was the same as when she was poisoned today, weak and strong.Shen Linfeng raised his hand subconsciously, wanting to touch her hair, but Lu Qi avoided it.His hands froze.

Silent comfort is another kind of rejection. Shen Linfeng really doesn't have feelings for him, or if he does, it's not what he expected.

"Okay," Lu Qi stood up, "don't get any closer." A pun.

Shen Linfeng didn't speak, he couldn't tell how he felt in his heart, watching Lu Qi standing up firmly, avoiding his hand, she was telling herself not to get closer in her own way, like a ritual, like drawing a Full stop, she can go her own way when she is done, suddenly feeling a little bored in her heart, and his hand hangs down.
Let's stop here, this distance is the best, she won't look forward to it anymore, even though she feels sad, even though her eyes are a little blurred, but at least it won't be more ugly in the future, she is a person of her own, and sometimes she is more It's a person who can't keep warm, even if she likes it, she will think about it a lot, and subconsciously don't let herself get hurt, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.Since she didn't like her, then she gave up.

Lu Qi went out, approached the viewing window, stood there staring out the window in a daze.

The night was a blur, and even with the ability of night vision, the color was really not a beautiful scene, but at this time, she was looking forward to the darkness around her, so that she could hide for a while.No matter how much you say, no matter how good you think, if you are rejected, you will be rejected, and being sad can't lie to anyone.

She was sad and couldn't lie to herself.Tears flowed down uncontrollably. She knew Shen Linfeng took care of her. It was because of this kind of care that she felt a sense of crisis, because she knew that before she made it clear, even if she didn't express her opinion, she would It's a member of the Shen family, whether it's Shen Yuanhao or Shen Linfeng, they all have this faint meaning, because of the child, because of her differences, her secrets, and her abilities.Although it's not pretentious, it's reality, so she opened her mouth under such a situation, asking me to really be of one mind with the Shen family, it's fine, as long as Shen Linfeng also likes me.
I don't know if she should be lucky, she understands some of Shen Linfeng's principles, and she won't lie about this kind of thing again, and according to Shen Linfeng's attitude towards her, as long as she expresses her request for feelings, then Shen Linfeng, who can't give her feelings to herself, will let go It was his arrogance and her bet that he left by himself.At least he didn't say anything against his will just because he wanted to keep him. But she still felt her chest was choking like hell, like a stagnant feeling about to push into her throat, which made her eyes feel a little uncomfortable. I even had resentment towards him, why did this happen, I clearly told myself that this is not good, don't make myself ugly, but I still can't let go.

Lu Qi doesn't make a sound when she tears, it's her habit, she doesn't make a sound, she just sheds tears, quietly. It's the first time, the first time in two lifetimes combined, that she is so brave about her feelings and confesses her feelings, even though she It was to protect herself, but at that time she sincerely hoped to hear that I like you too, but yes, even if he said it, she would be worried about gains and losses, and she would have some scruples, right?
Some people say that love needs no reason. In fact, this sentence is not entirely true. Originally, a person is a complex. The so-called only liking him has nothing to do with other backgrounds. It is not accurate.A person’s original data includes her character, personality, body, background, and how she behaves in the world, etc. The generation of goodwill needs an opportunity, just like some people fall in love at first sight because of his temperament, some people are fascinated by their beautiful appearance, and some people are attracted by their gentleness. A character that grows in love over time, when there is an opportunity, when there is a good impression, when there is a foundation, there is love.

Lu Qi's liking is like this, no matter right or wrong, she relied on Shen Linfeng at first, even for comfort in her heart, he was her first driftwood in this world.Gradually, because this piece of driftwood is sad, it will also be warm, and sometimes the heart will beat, and there will be more speculation and anxiety, but the relationship is there, even if it is terribly sad now, I wish this relationship would end, and it will not change. fact.

Suddenly, the surroundings suddenly darkened.In the quiet darkness, Lu Qi froze for a moment, the water in his eyes reflected a light not far away, the only light left in the aircraft was the one in the cockpit.It goes without saying who turned off the light, Lu Qi's hand suddenly clenched, and then let go.She took a deep breath to calm herself down. This action could not weaken the sadness in her heart. It was lingering, because it was lingering, so it was even more uncomfortable. It couldn't be like drinking strong alcohol. It's sunny again, this kind of soft poison takes a long time and is unbearable.

She likes him, and maybe she can't forget it for a period of time in the future, but this relationship will not affect her anymore, it will be sad, sad, it doesn't matter, that's what she wants, either completely let go, or never talk about it.If she didn't say anything, she was afraid that her feelings would be fermented by herself, so she didn't regret today's behavior, maybe she didn't expect it to come so urgently, but this is the final result, and it always has to be like this.

Shen Linfeng didn't follow, and turned off the lights.She was very fortunate that she was a person who wanted to save face, even at this moment she didn't want to be seen in a distressed posture.Why did she choose today? In fact, she couldn't tell. Maybe it was because she suddenly realized that she was so in harmony with him, and suddenly realized that he was also nervous about her, and she was afraid that he would come closer. Anyway, she had hope. However, Lu Qi covered her chest, desperately suppressing the whimpering and soreness in her throat, let's stop here!
Don't be so ugly, feelings are not the most important, not the whole of life, you can live without love, you can already start a new chapter, Shen Linfeng is about to gain the sovereignty of the Shen family, his gesture is undoubtedly agreeing to let go, this is the last With a good ending, you can like others in the future, and you can find someone who likes yourself.
After Lu Qi set up a guard around her, she entered the space. At this time, he would not come to disturb her.

The space is still so bright and full of vitality, there has never been night. Lu Qi looked at the quiet and lively space, found the rabbit ball she kept, saw that it had recovered its pocket size, and sat down casually and quietly , Fortunately, there is still such a place.Let her be quiet for a while.

After a while, Lu Qi's legs felt a little uncomfortable, and she slowly stood up.Letting out a breath, she took a photo at the hot spring, and it seemed that there were no traces on her face, except that the circles around her eyes were a little red. She stretched out her hand, took a handful of water, and washed her face carefully, returning to the beauty of the past. Then out of space.

It was still as dark outside as ever, but when she looked out the window, she was almost home.Lu Qi clenched her fist and walked towards the cabin door without touching him.Fortunately, this is the tacit understanding of each other.

Lu Qi waited for the aircraft to stop and when the cabin door opened, she suddenly said without turning her head: "That elixir, if the ingredients are ready, just send them over. This time there will be no labor costs. Thank you for your care." Lu Qi went out, went down the small steps of the aircraft, and entered the room without looking back.

Turning on the light in the living room, Lu Ling was already asleep, Lu Qi entered the room lightly, and threw herself onto the bed.

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Qi closed her eyes.
The light in the studio suddenly came on, and Lu Qi stood there in her pajamas, and began to rummage through her paintings, always looking for something to do, she rummaged through them for a long time, and suddenly sat down slumped.Spotting a corner of the drawing paper in the corner of her eyes, Lu Qi stretched out her hand and pulled out those paintings. After a look, Lu Qi felt that she suddenly had something to do.

"Xiao Zhai, why haven't you heard anything about those people you checked last time?" Now that she remembered the bastards who kidnapped her, Lu Qi naturally wanted to fight back.

Xiao Zhai yawned: "I've been very busy recently, wait a minute and I'll send it to you later." He didn't complain too much when he was woken up in the middle of the night. It should be that he has encountered many similar things.After a while, Lu Qi's optical brain received the file, Lu Qi thanked her, and Xiao Zhai cut off the video call without saying anything.

At this time, Lu Qi realized that it was not good for her to wake someone up in the middle of the night. She sighed, what was she doing?

Lu Qi re-entered the bedroom, obediently turned off the lights and went to sleep.

"Huh? Didn't you say you couldn't come back last night?" Lu Ling asked, looking at the younger sister who came out.

Lu Qi's voice was a little low: "Well, I'm a little surprised."

"What's the matter, what happened? I don't feel very emotional, aren't I going to see your good sons today?" Lu Ling poured a glass of milk for her.

Lu Qi cleared her throat: "Well, there is something wrong, but it's not a serious problem. I'll talk to you later."

"By the way, a few days ago, Hu Yun, who was my assistant, suddenly asked me about the exercises on the sidelines. I just told him to come to you. I guess he will come today." Lu Ling also sat down. In the morning, she was completely homely and fresh, with a loose light green shirt and a pink apron. Lu Qi suddenly looked down when she saw her like this.

Lu Ling looked at her younger sister's bun-like face, and wondered: "What's the matter, are you really all right? Didn't something really happen yesterday?"

Lu Qi sighed: "No, it's just that I suddenly feel that you are going to get married, and I feel a little upset."

Lu Ling tapped her forehead, and his face turned pink: "Eat, you, I won't abandon you even if I get married, I'm already looking for a house."

"Hmm." Lu Qi held the food in her mouth, and after she swallowed it, she suddenly said, "You don't have to look for it, I can just live here, and I can go to you if I need anything, anyway, the transportation is convenient." Some people are also close, it is uncomfortable, now is the time to let yourself cool down.

"Why do you think that what comes out is what comes out? You can't make a decision on this, I have the final say. Lu Qi, don't expect no one to watch you go crazy!" Lu Ling finally let go, and gave his sister a warning.

Seeing her sister's attitude, Lu Qi lowered her head to eat, forget it, just avoid it as much as possible.After all, it is not something that can be hidden for a lifetime. After all, there are still a few children in the middle, as long as you restrain yourself.

(End of this chapter)