Blind young love wife is addicted

Chapter 306 Who Is My Father (1)
"No need to go! I don't know how to eat!" Song Yanjin grabbed his arm with tight force.

Gu Linshen knew that she was crying, and raised his hand sideways to wipe away her tears, but she turned her face away and avoided his hand.

"Gu Linshen, what exactly do you want to do?" She withdrew her hand, pinching the corner of her clothes with pale fingertips.

Gu Linshen turned around, and the tall figure was reflected on the ground like a huge protection zone, embedded in it.He held her face and wiped away all her tears with his fingertips: "If you can look into my eyes and tell me that there is no reason for you to divorce, I will never bother you again."

Song Yanjin looked into his eyes blankly, and parted his red lips: "I..."

His eyes seemed to be attractive, attracting her so tightly that he couldn't move them away.She wanted to say it, but couldn't speak it out.

"Why didn't you say it?" Gu Linshen's voice was full of his tenderness towards her.

Song Yanjin's heart sank, he seemed to have grasped all her weaknesses.

"Gu Linshen." She calmed down inexplicably, with tears still hanging on her face and looked up at him, she struggled to say a word: "I...I can't get pregnant."

"I...can't satisfy your wish, I can't give you a child..." The affirmative answer made her say too cruelly, she was cutting her own heart with a knife, tears hit the back of Gu Linshen's hand: "If If we are together, you may never...never be a father."

Song Yanjin didn't dare to look into Gu Linshen's eyes, she felt extremely embarrassed to show him the ugliest side of herself.

After not hearing him speak for a long time, Song Yanjin bit her red lips, and said softly but powerlessly, "Now, you can let go."

Gu Linshen's hand didn't move away from Song Yanjin's face, and gently wiped away her tears.Before he could speak, Song Yanjin took two steps back: "Are you listening? I don't need your pity!"

At this moment, what she fears most is Gu Linshen's pity.

"I didn't pity you." Gu Linshen pressed his big hands on her shoulders, and frowned at her: "Is this why you want a divorce?"

"Yes." Song Yanjin looked at Gu Linshen stubbornly, and swallowed: "If you don't get a divorce, you might not be able to be a father..."

"So what." Gu Linshen took her words calmly, his brows were still furrowed, but his voice was full of strength.

Song Yanjin was startled, and turned his head slightly to look at Gu Linshen.There seemed to be no surprise on his face.

"If you don't have it, then you don't have it." Gu Linshen embraced her, kissed her hair, and looked down at her: "What I want is not a child, but our child."

If she wasn't born, what's the point?
Song Yanjin's eyelashes trembled slightly, and a certain part of his heart was infinitely softening.With his words, no matter what Song Yanjin does is enough.

The better Gu Linshen was, the less Song Yanjin could stay by his side with peace of mind.He deserved the best, and she wasn't the best choice.What's more, now that she doesn't even have confidence in herself, how can she selfishly let Gu Linshen stay by her side? She dare not bet on the future.

"You will regret it in the future, I don't want you to leave regrets because of me." Song Yanjin hid his inner feelings, took a deep breath, and calmed his difficult breathing.

Gu Linshen lowered his face, gently raised her lowered head with his fingertips, and let her look at him, his voice was all affirmative: "I don't know if I will regret it in the future, but now I don't want to let you go. "

They agreed to face difficulties together, but now it's just a little problem, and he will never let her go.

Song Yanjin looked up at him in confusion, he didn't know how touching his words were to her now?
"Editor Yan, go back. I'll be with you." Gu Linshen stroked her cheek with his hand, and looked at her with affirmation. The look on his face shone brightly: "If we really have no children in the future, we Both of them are fine."

Song Yanjin's white neck moved slowly because of his words, the life he talked about was so beautiful that Song Yanjin didn't dare to expect extravagance.

With a thin smile on Gu Linshen's thin lips, he raised his hand and hugged him tightly: "It's fine just the two of us. In spring, I'll take you to Linshi for an outing. Go to Japan in summer to see cherry blossoms, and stay in autumn Stay with my family in Fengshi, and go to Europe to see the snow in winter..."

As he said that, he suddenly felt a little ashamed of her: "I'm very busy, maybe I don't have that much time. But we can spare time every season to go outside for a walk."

"..." Song Yanjin opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.In this situation, what else could she say.The life he constructed for her was too happy for her to interrupt.

But even if there is no problem between them, what about Gu Moxian?
What Gu Moxian said to Song Yanjin a few days ago is still clearly in her ears. She can't be selfish and only think about herself, regardless of other people's feelings.

"There's more than just this problem between us." The surrounding air was quiet for a few minutes, Song Yanjin looked up at Gu Linshen with a somewhat indifferent expression: "Even if there is no child problem, I will still file for divorce."

She moved her steps, and in order to make herself look more natural, she put her hands into the pockets of her coat, and stood sideways facing Gu Linshen: "I said last night, now I am very sure of what I want, but I don't know what I'm facing, I really want to let go and fly away, and fight hard for what I want."

Gu Linshen opened his arms, and the surrounding air was circulating, telling her exactly: "You can pursue what you want, you are free."

She is his, but he is willing to give her freedom, not to lock her tightly by his side.

Song Yanjin shook his head and denied his words: "What I want is to be carefree. Things you don't care about don't mean I don't care. If you really care about me, respect my decision and treat it as... I beg you."

She begged him because she wanted to leave him. Such a begging was ridiculous.

Gu Linshen knew that under the current situation, Song Yanjin could not be forced.

"You need to think about it carefully." Gu Linshen let out a long breath, and there was some helplessness in his invisible eyes: "I'll give you enough time, don't rush to give me an answer."

"If I think it through clearly, will you agree to my request?" Song Yanjin looked at him and asked with a hard swallow. He needed her to give him an answer, and similarly, she also needed him to give her an answer.

Gu Linshen looked at Song Yanjin firmly, and after a moment of silence, he replied, "Your answer makes me feel honest and sincere. I will agree."

(End of this chapter)