wild girl

Chapter 185 Decadent
"Why are you so stupid! You came here in a mess after being kicked by a man!" He Shiyan covered Guan Zexi's head with a dry towel and rubbed vigorously.

"I didn't say a word, I just felt that my mind was blank." Guan Zexi smiled bitterly, "I can still do this...he's already said this...I'm numb..."

He Shiyan looked at Guan Zexi's lifeless face, and slammed the towel onto Guan Zexi's face. Seeing her numb movements, he said sharply: "You guys really know how to play! You are making a TV series! You are so numb! Don't pretend to be cool! Girl! Do whatever you want!"

"Just say you're upset, get angry when you're angry, and cry when you're sad. Girls should be like that! Just because you're a queen, you don't even have these basic emotions!"

Guan Zexi hugged Guan Zexi's waist, and tightly grabbed her clothes.

"Why is this! Why are you holding on to me! Isn't it cool!" He Shiyan snorted coldly.

Guan Zexi's body trembled for a long time, and finally he couldn't help crying: "Shiyan...he doesn't want me anymore...he... doesn't want me anymore..."

He Shiyan looked at Guan Zexi's wet hair in silence. After a long time, he finally sighed, stretched out his hand, and gently hugged Guan Zexi's head: "Good boy, just cry."

Second day

Driver Park wandered around the gym worriedly, seeing He Shiyan training Jiang Lu leisurely, Driver Park felt so worried that his hair was turning gray: "Shiyan, please, just persuade my lady! She has to fly at night! It's been so long, she has been staying in the room and not coming out..."

"Don't worry about her, she will come out by herself." He Shiyan stretched out his hand to adjust Jiang Lu's posture, and said calmly.

"But……"

"I am her friend, not her employee. So I only do what a friend should do. Just give her a little more time, she will leave the past behind and come out. The Guan Zexi I know will not be so easy Fall down." He Shiyan said firmly.

In the quiet bedroom, Guan Zexi was lying on the bed, looking sideways at the bright sunlight stubbornly passing through the gap in the curtains, with a dull expression.

The eye sockets were so dry that no more tears could flow.

Song's mother pushed open the door of Song Tiantian's bedroom and shouted loudly: "Girl! Wake up! How long are you going to sleep! You will be lawless when you are on holiday, right?"

Song Tiantian wrapped herself in a quilt and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to eat, I still want to sleep."

"You won't grow tall if you sleep for so long!" Mother Song threw off Song Tiantian's quilt, "Hurry up, stinky girl! It's time to eat! Eh—"

Her movements froze, when she saw Song Tiantian curled up all over, with bruises all over her body.

"Woo..." Song Tiantian's voice choked up, "I still have to sleep...Mom...please...leave me alone..."

"Girl...your face..." Mother Song's voice trembled, "Could it be...could it be...who did you fight with again! What hospital is it in! Damn girl, you have been honest for several years. What did you do again? As soon as you come out! You must have beaten the girl! You should bear it and bear it again and again, damn girl! If you hurt yourself like this, the other party will not be half-paralyzed! How many people are there in the other party? ? 5? 10? How much medical expenses we have to be prepared to pay!"

Song Tiantian denied: "No mother..."

"How dare you say no! It's not that you can look like this and you haven't competed recently!" Song's mother shook Song Tiantian crazily, "Can't you girl let me and your dad save some time..."

Song Tiantian: ...Mom, can you let me be sad quietly for a while...

Lu Ziyu's days finally returned to calm.

After my younger siblings got on the school bus, cleaned the house, had the simplest breakfast, and then went to work for a day.

The facilities of the car wash are all updated and easier to use.Since the door hadn't been opened for a long time, the business was very good today, and Lu Ziyu hadn't had a rest for almost a whole day.

But... still feel empty...

The more exhausted the body, the more empty the brain...

It's almost nine o'clock when I get off work.

"Huh? Ziyu? You're just coming home now?" He Zhuoyan happened to be off work too, and the two met by chance on the way.

"Brother Zhuo Yan." Lu Ziyu greeted.

"I just got off work too. Phew, I'm so tired." He Zhuoyan smiled, and pointed to a chair in the small park next to him, "Sit down and rest for a while?"

"Okay." Lu Ziyu nodded.

He Zhuoyan bought two cans of drinks from the vending machine, handed one to Lu Ziyu, and then opened his drink and took a big sip, "Did you work all day during the holiday?"

"Yes." Lu Ziyu nodded.

"You look a little tired, work hard, right?"

"No, what I've been doing all the time, I'm used to it, so I won't find it hard... Maybe it's just a holiday, so I'm a little too relaxed." Lu Ziyu took a deep breath, "But now that the trip is over, I should also accept it. It's the heart."

"Take it easy. After all, you are not very old. You still have to take care of your younger siblings and earn money to support your family. Don't put too much pressure on yourself." He Zhuoyan comforted.

"In fact, I have been used to those things for so many years. On the contrary, it is something else..." Lu Ziyu took a deep breath, and suddenly asked, "Brother Zhuo Yan, have you ever been liked by anyone, or have you liked anyone? Should Yes, after all you are handsome and cheerful."

"Why did you suddenly ask such a question..." He Zhuoyan rubbed his nose embarrassedly, "When I was still in school, I heard that some elementary school girls liked me. But puberty, it's normal..."

"I... never thought about those things. My situation is not good, and once those things are placed on me, they seem very out of place. Maybe it is also for this reason, so when I perceive certain emotions, it is difficult for me I feel this kind of happiness..." Lu Ziyu said in a low voice, "Like and dislike should be two distinct feelings, but I can't separate them well. I don't think I deserve to have feelings at all... ..."

"There's no distinction between high and low in human feelings." He Zhuoyan shook his head, "Ziyu, your situation is really complicated, and I can't understand it. It's just that I think whether you like or don't like this kind of thing, right? There is some ambiguity. If you can't even face your heart honestly..." He reached out and patted Lu Ziyu's shoulder lightly, "Ziyu, don't you feel wronged yourself?"

"Although I don't know what happened to you, it's always right to follow your own feelings. It's not a mistake to like someone because of your identity."

Lu Ziyu nodded, and gave a soft "yes": "I understand, thank you."

(End of this chapter)