pastoral landlady

Chapter 349 I'm too tired to love you (1)
"It's nothing, I just think this fish tastes as good as someone else, nothing else."

Immediately, Xiaoxiao thumped him and said angrily, "You are just like a fish."

"I didn't seem to say who it was, did I?" Chu Xuan raised his eyebrows.

And Xiaoxiao just came back to her senses at this time, she really regretted it, but it was too late, she was tricked by someone, so she glared at him resentfully, continued to watch others go fishing, and made up her mind not to care about him.

Chu Xuan smiled and didn't say anything, but he was still happy in his heart. After all, he hadn't seen her for so long. He was still excited for a long time when he received her news last night. He also sent the order overnight. He made it in time to catch fish today, but he was so tired that he didn't go to bed until midnight, but he came back early in the morning, so he really didn't sleep long.

The interaction between the two fell into a pair of bright and bitter eyes, which made the owner of those eyes feel bitter again. He always thought that as long as he had a future, she would fall in love with him, obviously he was thinking too much.But if he wanted to bless him from the bottom of his heart, he absolutely couldn't do it.

At that moment, he turned his eyes to Chu Xuan again. The tall and thin back looked so handsome, and the brocade robe and white robe on his body were also very valuable, not to mention the white jade crown on his head and the white deerskin on his feet. boots.

Thinking of this, his eyes immediately darkened, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he sneered in his heart: Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi, since you caused her to have that trouble, you have severed all ties with her, so what now? Can appear in front of her.

"Silly boy, what are you doing here again?" After a while, Mrs. Xu picked vegetables from the field and came over. On the way, she met a woman from the same village. She heard that the Mo family was fishing, so she followed her to have a look. Lively, but did not expect to see his son.

Xiao Yi came back to his senses, and said softly: "It's nothing, I'm just watching them catch fish."

Mrs. Xu curled her lips when she heard the words, and said: "What's so interesting, isn't it just fish? As if we haven't eaten it yet, it won't be a problem for me to ask your father to go to the market to buy a dozen or twenty. This Mo’s fish, you should eat less, oh no, you can’t touch it, and the people in their family are the same, don’t have any contact with them, understand?”

After all, she was still remembering what happened two years ago, and what happened at that time was his fault. If it wasn't for him, Xiaoxiao wouldn't be hurt, the relationship between the two families wouldn't deteriorate, and it wouldn't cause Xu Shi to hear it. The words Mo's family began to point fingers at Sang and scold Huai.This is what he brought out.

"Mother, can you say a few words less?" Xiao Yi growled feebly, feeling a little irritated in his heart.Can't wait to find a place to vent it.

Mrs. Xu pursed her lips lightly, and looked at Xiao Yi angrily. Whenever the Mo family was mentioned, the two of them would always quarrel. This is their constant pattern, "Xiao Yi, can you You can’t be promising, huh? For such a poor family, do you need it?”

"She's not, mother, you know, she's not." Xiao Yi said with a little pain, "Didn't you also say that she was very educated, why..."

"How did I become like this?" Mrs. Xu quickly interrupted Xiao Yi, and said with a sneer: "It was then, and now is now, you don't look at what she is like now, and what I said at the beginning It’s not about the scene. At that time, you were all young and didn’t understand anything. Since ancient times, boys and girls have not sat together since they were seven years old, let alone keeping a distance. But look at her now, who is the man standing next to her now? And those people who are dressed in extraordinary clothes over there, do you know them? Her family has frequent contacts with these people, don’t they want to climb high? Isn’t it because they dislike the poor and love the rich?”

Hearing Xu Shi's words, Xiao Yi felt countless powerlessness in his heart, held his head in pain, and said: "Mother, she is not such a person, and besides, I know all those people, they are all from Hongfeng Academy No, now some of them are Jieyuan, some are Juren, and some are scholars. Moreover, they are all sons of rich families in Qingyun Town, and their families are all famous people in Qingyun Town." Only I am still a boy, How did you ever understand this?Xiao Yi really wanted to roar and shout, but all these things always weighed him down, making him breathless, his parents' dream of a child becoming a dragon, and the strange eyes that the neighbors often stared at, all of which made him a little bit Can't take it.

I often wonder why there is such a big difference between him and the members of the Mo family. Even though I was admitted in the previous class better than them, why their grades are always higher than my own, even when I was in the exam for talent. I was afraid and timid, but I didn't expect that they would become famous in one fell swoop, and their current achievements were beyond my scope. Even if I flattered them, I couldn't catch up. He really didn't want to, not at all.

When Xu Shi heard Xiao Yi tell the identities of those people one by one, her anger immediately disappeared a little. She really had no way to compare these identities, but why should he, the Mo family, be able to climb up to these people, why did her son Thinking of this, the anger in Xu's heart welled up again, "Xiao Yi, I also know that we can't compare with them, but what about the Mo family? We can always compare with the Mo family, right? ?them……"

"Mother, why do you have to compare with them?" Xiao Yi was puzzled, and he also couldn't figure out why his mother always whispered in his ears what the children of a certain family were doing, what achievements they had, etc. , In the end, they will turn to him, what you want to surpass them, work hard, save face for them and so on, it annoys him very much.

"Why?" Xu's eyes stared at Xiao Yi with fire, and said, "Why? Do you think I'm doing it for myself? I'm doing it for your own good, if not..."

"Yes, if it weren't for this, how could I make progress, how could I give you rich clothes and food, how could I make you flourish, how could I make you have face in front of everyone, right or wrong?" Xiao Yi hid his heart in one breath. After saying all the words, his heart was throbbing with pain, "Mother, can I just live like this? Could it be that I can only be..." He didn't say anything more, just shook his head bitterly , then looked at Xu steadfastly, and said: "You and dad don't know what I want at all, and you don't know what I want to do. You and dad always think about... only yourself, never for me. Yes." After speaking, he took a deep look at Mrs. Xu, then stumbled away.

The extremely disappointed look made Xu's heart tense, but when he thought of his unpromising words, he couldn't help being angry, and couldn't help raising his voice, regardless of the fact that there were still so many people watching, he immediately said: "Xiao Yi, Let me tell you, no matter what, we are all for your own good, you just need to listen to our arrangement."

It's not that Xiao Yi didn't hear her words, it's just that his heart was already broken, how could he be afraid of being hurt anymore, he just closed his eyes in a little pain, stopped walking, nodded slightly, expressing that I know it myself.

(End of this chapter)