lucky star girl

Chapter 235
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My name is Ye Tengluo, but my father doesn't like to call me that. He said my name is 'Tengluo', which has nothing to do with the surname Ye.

I knew my surname Ye. When I was five years old, my father’s grandmother, my grandma, passed away. One of my cousins, who can also be called my uncle, came to pay homage to my grandma. Tell me, my surname is leaf.

That time he not only came by himself, but also brought his wife, his nephew and his son.

His surname is also Ye, and he said that my father is actually his cousin, and my mother is his mother's eldest niece.

Ye is the surname of the country, I still know this, and I also know that my cousin is the second son of the current emperor and one of the military generals in the court.

Another outstanding general is my cousin, who visits me a little more often than my cousin.

After learning these news, combined with some things I usually heard, I pieced together the identity of my father, and by the way, I also knew my own life experience.

I know that my mother passed away when giving birth to me, but I didn't know that what happened back then was so scary. If it wasn't for my mother's insistence, I might not have been able to give birth.

Although my aunt Cuihua kept telling me that my father loves me too.

Of course, I doubt this.

Until I grew up year by year, and I looked less and less like my father. One day, my mysterious third uncle brought my third uncle to visit me.

Speaking of my third uncle, he is really powerful and mysterious.

It is said that a few years ago, the current emperor wanted to promote him, but he took a long vacation. The reason for the long vacation was that my third uncle was going to have a baby.

Later, after my third uncle gave birth to my first little cousin, the third uncle said that his mother was old and wanted to take care of his mother, that is, my mother's grandmother, to go back to a place called Xiahe Village to support her.

Later, my third uncle left the court completely, and brought my third uncle and them to live in Xiahe Village.

It is said that my mother also lived there for nearly ten years.

The third uncle is very gentle, she likes me very much, she told me that I look like my mother.

When I knew this, because my grandmother passed away, my father had no scruples, and he had lived beside my mother's cemetery for five years.

At that time, I really wanted to find my father, but the third uncle said that I was only ten years old, and I was still too young. The most important thing to do now is to grow up and become an outstanding little girl.

I asked the third uncle, what kind of little girl is outstanding, is she like my aunt Yuanxi?

"Huh? Your little aunt Yuanxi is a bit naughty by your third uncle, even naughtier than your other two little uncles."

I know the two little cousins ​​mentioned by the third uncle, the two little uncles who are obviously younger than me but a generation older than me, the two sons of the third uncle.

I am very curious about my mother, and Aunt Cuihua will tell me some things, but all she talks about is about my mother and my father being together. I want to know about my mother's childhood.

"Third uncle, what did my mother look like when she was my age?"

I looked at my third uncle, and after asking this sentence, I looked at her expectantly, waiting for her answer.

I thought the third uncle would know, but after hearing what I said, the third uncle shook her head at me and said: "When the third uncle met your mother, she was already there. If you want to know about your mother when she was young, You can ask your third uncle, or, when you grow up, ask your father."

Thinking of the third uncle who is only gentle to the third uncle and not affectionate to others, I decisively decided to ask my father when I grow up.

This time, I waited for three years.

When I was 13 years old, my aunt who lived in the capital wrote me a letter asking me to live in Beijing for two years.

I understand what my aunt means. I am 13 years old, and a girl my age should consider getting married.

The day I went to see my father was when the wisteria was in full bloom.

I didn't let Aunt Cuihua accompany me. I walked up to a mountain that my father bought by myself, step by step.

There are now four graves on this mountain. Besides my mother, there are my grandma and my other two grandmas.

Well, they are my wife's grandmother's personal nuns, and they also raised me when I was young.

I looked at the wisteria flowers all over the hillside, and walked to my mother's grave step by step.

I first arranged the sacrifices in the bamboo basket in my hand, kowtowed to my mother, and then walked to the door of the wooden and thatched house next to the grave.

"Father, I'm here."

I haven't seen my dad in many years, and I feel like I've grown up and learned to be strong.

But the moment I saw my dad in the next moment, I still couldn't help crying.

My father is old.

I flusteredly raised my hand to wipe my tears, but my father froze when he looked at me.

I could see his nervousness. After staring at me for a while, he suddenly smiled and said, "I've heard that you look like your mother, but I didn't expect you to be so similar."

I can tell that my dad is very happy.

Maybe it's because I look like my mother, but my father is in a particularly good mood today, he will say whatever I ask.

He told me a lot about my mother's childhood, and at the same time, told their stories.

I can tell that my father's heart is full of my mother. I envy the relationship between them, but at the same time I am also a little unhappy.

If you like my mother so much, why don't you like me?
Thinking this way, I also asked at the same time.

My father was obviously stunned, maybe he didn't want to hit me to ask this question, he stared at me for a long time, then shook his head and said: "Unexpectedly, your mother's temper is not like your aunt, but your temper is like yours. Auntie." After saying this, my father hesitated for a while before continuing: "When your mother was about to leave, she saw that I wanted to follow her. But she stopped me and asked me to take you Raise."

"Tengluo, in fact, it was your mother who insisted on giving birth to you. If I had to choose, I might let the doctor ignore you and detoxify your mother first. But I know that if I really do this, your mother will be able to give birth to you." If she survives, she will hate me too. Because she said she loves me, so she loves our children."

"Tengluo, dad knows that it's his fault that he has ignored you for so many years. If it wasn't for the fact that you were just born and your great-grandmother was still around, dad might really have died."

"Tengluo, father has sent away many people in his life, parents, wives, and grandmothers. At first, father thought he was very strong, but when it came to such a day, father realized that father is not strong, and father is just an ordinary person."

"Tengluo, my father is not qualified, but your mother is a qualified mother. She loves you very much. At that time, she was looking forward to your birth every day, thinking about what you would look like. Now that you are leaving here, maybe I may not be able to come back in the future, but father does not regret it."

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Dad talked a lot, and I didn't understand what he said at the time. I just thought he was right in one sentence, and he was not a qualified father.

I stayed on the mountain for one night that day, kowtowed to my mother the next day, and left here.

I also left the place where I grew up and went to the capital.

After arriving in the capital, I was named the princess, the princess of Tengluo.

I was brought up by my aunt, who taught me a lot, and she raised me as her own granddaughter. Until I was about to get married, my second cousin gave birth to her a little granddaughter.

From that day on, my aunt had a new heart and soul, and after I got married, I gradually understood what my father said to me that day.

Perhaps on the day my mother passed away, my father had already died, and what was alive in this world was just his body.

Whether it's parents or children, they can only accompany you for a while. The one who can really accompany you for the rest of your life is your significant other, your lover.

The moment I figured it out, I suddenly felt that my father was so pitiful.

At that moment, I suddenly wanted to go back and see him.

It's just that I didn't expect that the time I went back would be my farewell to my father.

I took my son and daughter and knelt by my father's bed, wanting to let my father see me, his grandson and granddaughter, but my father's eyes were fixed on the wisteria flower in his hand.

Just when I thought my father would never look at me again, he suddenly put down the withered wisteria flower in his hand and looked at me.

"Tengluo, your mother has been waiting for me for 20 years. In 20 years, although I have not been by your side all the time, I know everything about you. Dad is also afraid that I will get too close to you, and you will Suddenly one day, I walked in front of my father. Now it's great, you have a husband who loves you, and you have both children. In this way, my father has no regrets, and can go to your mother."

"Tengluo, your mother has waited for me for 20 years, and I don't want her to wait any longer. If I wait any longer, I'm afraid that she will think I'm too old and won't wait for me any longer."

"Tengluo, father has sorry for you in this life, and father will repay you in the next life."

Hearing my father's words, I couldn't bear it any longer, and asked him with a crying voice, "What about your next life, father?"

"Next life?" Dad paused for a moment, then looked at me seriously and said, "Of course Dad will be with your mother in the next life. What I owe her in this life will be compensated to your mother in the next life."

Hearing my father speak so seriously, I couldn't bear it any longer, threw myself on him, and burst into tears.

Later, I felt my dad patting me on the back, just like when I couldn't sleep at night when I was a child, patting my back lightly one after another.

Originally, I planned to bring my husband and children to spend my 20th birthday with my father, but on this day, I sent my father away.

From this day on, my parents have all left this world.

Later, I only occasionally heard about the most beloved little granddaughter of my aunt's family.

The wisteria flower that my mother likes, the flower language is born for love and died for love.

At that moment, my body froze, but then relaxed again.

I think, after this life, my parents will be together happily in the next life.

Just like what my father whispered before he died, I hope that in the next life, you and I will grow old and love each other for a lifetime.

Yan Ye (Ye Yan) VS Xu Yanzhu

Wisteria, born for love, dies for love.

May the next life, you and I grow old, love each other for a lifetime.

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