Confused country poison concubine

Chapter 301: The Deadly Enemy (1)
Yuan Ze came to see her these days, and knew that she hurt her back, which naturally dragged her arms, so she also imitated the baby's appearance, feeding her medicine and meals.

But at this moment, Qiu Yebai's request, for some reason, suddenly made him feel... a bit difficult.

"Ah Ze?" She looked at Yuan Ze leisurely.

Yuan Ze didn't know why when he got close to Qiu Yebai recently, he couldn't help but think of her leaning on his lap with a forbearing look on her face, her slender neck, soft hair, and unusually slender waist , and even the fragrance of the body.

He lowered his eyes, lightly recited a calming mantra, calmed down, and raised a bowl to feed Qiu Yebai bird's nest soup.

Qiu Yebai saw that although he had calmed down, he was still staring straight at her forehead, not in her eyes.

She opened her mouth, lightly swallowed the soup Yuan Ze fed, and said leisurely: "Ah Ze, why don't you dare to look at me?"

The movements of Yuanze's hands paused, and said indifferently: "Because the poor monk has a demon in his heart."

Qiu Yebai was startled, looked at Yuan Ze, and smiled: "Ah Ze, you are very honest."

Did he actually admit that he had a demon in his heart?
Yuan Ze nodded slightly: "Poor monks don't lie."

He sighed softly, knowing that there might be something wrong with his internal cultivation, he didn't know when a demonic obstacle arose in his heart, but he also knew that the demonic obstacle was inescapable.

"Magic obstacle?" Qiu Yebai chuckled, opened his mouth to swallow the bird's nest that Yuan Ze fed, and glanced at his beautiful fair face: "Ah Ze, what is your magical obstacle that makes you dare not look at me?"

Yuan Ze remained silent, didn't speak, and didn't raise his eyes to look at her, but continued to spoon the bird's nest to feed her.

Qiu Yebai looked at Yuan Ze's quiet and pure face, feeling as transparent as jade, she suddenly asked: "Ah Ze, monks don't tell lies, so you don't want to lie to me, that's why you don't speak? "

Yuan Ze's long eyelashes fluttered slightly, and he said warmly: "Little Bai benefactor, you should finish eating first."

Qiu Yebai looked at his eyelashes trembling slightly, seemingly calm and restrained but couldn't hide the flickering look, she didn't make things difficult for him anymore, and let him feed her bird's nest spoonfuls, Yuan Ze looked at Qiu Yebai As if he didn't intend to ask any more questions, he relaxed and concentrated on serving Qiu Yebai.

These days, because other people are not allowed to come in to serve, even a Living Buddha like Yuan Ze who spends most of his time eating and sleeping and has someone to serve him all the time has already learned some things such as feeding food, pouring water for people to wash their faces, Simple tasks like washing your hands.

And just when Yuan Ze saw the contents in his bowl were about to bottom out, and felt completely relaxed, Qiu Yebai suddenly asked: "Ah Ze, do you like me?"

Yuan Ze's hand paused, as if he didn't hear what Qiu Yebai said, he continued to spoon the bird's nest and passed it indifferently, but the spoon accidentally hit the bowl, and it landed on the ground with a bang. On the ground, it fell to pieces.

Qiu Yebai looked at the broken spoon, then at Yuan Ze, and said softly, "Ah Ze, you haven't answered my question yet."

For some reason, seeing Yuan Ze's tranquility and aura of repelling others thousands of miles away, she suddenly wanted to break the calmness of his face full of abstinence.

Yuan Ze still remained silent, looked down at the spoon that fell on the ground, and said indifferently: "Blesser Bai, the spoon is broken, the poor monk will get another one for you after you go out, don't waste food .”

After finishing speaking, he was about to get up, but Qiu Yebai suddenly put a hand on his wrist, tilted his head, rested his chin, looked at Yuan Ze leisurely, and said again: "Ah Ze, do you like me?"

Yuan Ze froze for a moment, then suddenly raised his eyes, his silver-gray eyes looked at her quietly for a long time, Qiu Yebai looked at him without evasion, as if he wanted to see the depths of his heart through his silver eyes. .

A quarter of an hour seemed to have passed a thousand years, Yuanze finally lowered his eyes, and sighed softly: "Sponsor Xiaobai, the poor monk's heart demon belongs to the poor monk, and has nothing to do with Benefactor Xiaobai."

He paused, and continued: "Every practitioner will go through these processes, confusion, pain, meditation, speculation, and finally enlightenment. The process of practice is a process of restraining demons one by one. Why do you have to get to the bottom of it? Everything the monk sees is just the reflection of the poor monk seen in the world of mortals, and all conditioned dharmas are like dreams and bubbles."

Qiu Yebai looked at him indifferently, self-sustaining, and eloquently talking, as if she was really just an obstacle on his path of cultivation, a demon that existed only to fulfill his Buddhist path, she suddenly felt extremely displeased in her heart, and for a while Something almost angry lingered in her heart, she said coldly: "Yes, everything is a demonic obstacle in the process of cultivation, but your demonic obstacle is me, so naturally it has something to do with me."

Yuan Ze was taken aback for a moment, then he seemed puzzled and said: "Little Bai benefactor...?"

Qiu Yebai looked at him in a daze, the delicate brows and eye corners showed a transparent brilliance under the autumn sun outside the window, like the transparent crystal glass under the sun, she stretched out her hand, and her fingertips slowly touched him. Flicked between the eyebrows: "Aze, since the demonic obstacle is a demon, it is an obstacle on your way of practice, do you want me to disappear, never to see each other, and I will not become a demon."

"Disappear?" Yuan Ze raised his eyes in a daze, looking at Qiu Ye Bai Xiuyi's unparalleled eyebrows, if she disappeared...

His thin lips trembled slightly, turned his face away, avoided her touch, and said softly: "Amitabha, whether it is demonic obstacles or karma, they all exist in the human heart. Excluding yourself, even if the benefactor is not in front of the poor monk, he will still be in the poor monk's heart."

After hearing what Yuan Ze said, Qiu Yebai suddenly raised her eyebrows: "Ah Ze, are you showing your heart to me?"

Yuanze heard the words, and after thinking about it carefully, he realized that the well-regulated Zen speech he just uttered could have multiple interpretations, but in the current situation, no matter how you listen to it, it seems like you are confessing to someone else.

His fair face flushed instantly, and he turned his face away in a little bewilderment. He put his hands together and wanted to stand up: "Amitabha, poor monk... poor monk doesn't mean that."

Qiu Yebai looked at him with a complicated look on her face, she was not a fool, and she knew more about Fengyue than Yuan Ze.

So she naturally knew what Yuanze's demons or obstacles were, but what about herself?

What is her feeling towards Yuan Ze? She never thought of destroying his practice, but at this moment, because of Yuan Ze's sentence - she has nothing to do with Xiaobai's benefactor, because he treats her as a She felt unhappy and angry about the ordinary demonic obstacles she practiced. Does this mean that he has also become a demonic obstacle in her heart?

She reached out and pressed his shoulder to prevent him from standing up, and said quietly: "Ah Ze, do you hate me?"

(End of this chapter)