Confused country poison concubine

Chapter 321: The Devil (1)
"To be precise, the poor monk... fell asleep." Yuan Ze said these words almost helplessly and embarrassingly.

"Asleep?" Qiu Ye frowned, and pondered: "You mean that after Baili Chu appeared, you were almost unconscious, as if you were asleep?"

She doesn't know much about dual personality, but she accidentally read a few words in some books in her previous life, as if two souls occupy one body, and the personality contrast will be huge. Sometimes, the soul on the other side will be suppressed, unable to control the body to complete some things according to the thoughts or instructions in its own brain, or some are like what Yuan Ze said-sleep, completely unaware of what happened matter.

Yuan Ze nodded: "Yes."

His heart was always uneasy. She sat in front of him. Although she didn't speak harshly or sarcastically, she seemed to be so far away. The ordinary acquaintance made him extremely uneasy and dazed.

Qiu Yebai looked at the small blue and white porcelain bowl in front of her. After a while, she suddenly handed the small porcelain bowl in her hand to Yuan Ze, and thought about her words: "You... have you been treated like this since childhood?"

She thought about it, instead of waiting for Bailichu to wake up, she and Bailichu didn't know what would happen between her and Bailichu, it would be better to find out everything while Yuan Ze was around, after all, knowing oneself and knowing each other, Bai Lichu has almost all her secrets in her hands, but she knows almost nothing about his past, which is why she fell into such a passive situation.

And these secrets belonging to the two of them, apart from Bailichu, only Yuanze would know.

Bailichu is a ghost with unpredictable behavior and unpredictable thoughts. If he wants to get the truth out of him, it all depends on his mood, but Yuanze is different. He doesn't lie except for 'eat'.

Seeing that there was still half a bowl of porridge in the small porcelain bowl she handed over, Yuan Ze looked at Qiu Yebai in surprise, then smiled, took it, and ate it gracefully.

"It doesn't count. When the poor monk was very young, he grew up in a temple in the mountains. At that time, it seemed that the poor monk was alone. Later, after entering the Palace of Mantras, the poor monk discovered Aze at some point. .”

Qiu Yebai nodded when she heard the words, the emotion in her heart was rather subtle, she didn't know whether it was joy or something else... It turned out that Aze was the original character, and she suddenly remembered what Bai Lichu had said—— 'Once upon a time there was a mountain, and there was a temple on the mountain' story.

"Did you live in the temple in Qiushan since you were a child?" She added some attributive words calmly, looking for questions.

Yuanze didn't doubt that he was there, and smiled slightly while eating porridge: "Yes, the life in Qiushan is a bit more difficult, but it is also peaceful and happy. Brother and master are very kind to the poor monk, and the poor monk remembers that the presiding master even once It is said that although the poor monk is young, his understanding and wisdom of Buddhism are higher than that of many teachers and brothers. If he passes away in the future and returns to the west, the poor monk will take over as the presiding officer, travel all over the world, and pass on the scriptures to help people with his body."

He paused for a moment, then said lightly again: "However, everything is like a dream. Maybe the poor monk has never had any wisdom roots, so even though he is in a high position in the temple today, he feels that his understanding of Buddha is not as good as that of a master." My six-year-old self."

"Really?" Qiu Yebai looked at Yuan Ze. At this moment, all his embarrassment and embarrassment disappeared, his whole body was calm and cold, and he seemed inexplicably indifferent to see through the world.

It reminded her of Yuan Ze who "saved the world" in Xiaozhou that day.

"Yes, otherwise, I wouldn't have been distracted that night, and my demons couldn't be suppressed." Yuan Ze looked at her, his eyes dim and blurred.

"Heart Demon..."

Qiu Yebai looked at him with bewildered eyes, almost at that moment, the sense of similarity, familiarity, and trembling feeling almost made her uncontrollably almost take the tea cup in her hand and smash it hard.

However, although the luster in Yuanze's eyes was blurred, it was shy, which made the movements of her hands pause, and suddenly remembered that night of obsession, a shadow flashed in her eyes, and she chuckled softly: "Yes, the heart demon!" , demons, I am stupid, so people have the opportunity to take advantage of my demons, play with me in the applause, but think that I am the savior, but it turns out that I am just pretending to be smart."

Yuan Ze was startled, he opened his mouth worriedly, but he didn't know what he was going to say, he just felt that maybe whatever he said would be wrong.

There was an oppressive silence between the two of them.

Until Qiu Yebai picked up the bowl in his hand again, and slowly put the cold porridge into his mouth spoon by spoon: "Yuanze, you don't have to think too much, I said that day that I know what I'm doing , It was I who broke the practice of your national teacher and living Buddha, it was my heart demon, it has nothing to do with you, the Buddha will forgive his disciples, as long as you are devout enough."

She paused, and then said again: "Of course, I believe you are devout enough, and it is not the first time that you have left something in the Lord Buddha's heart. It is not a big deal if you break the precept again. .”

Although Qiu Yebai's tone was light, it was just the sarcasm and alienation in it, which made Yuan Ze's heart twitch violently inexplicably, with a dull pain.

His poor speech is because he has always been extremely sensitive to people's kindness and malice since he was a child, and there are too many such people around him, so he has always been unwilling to deal with the ugly thoughts behind those hypocritical faces, preferring to chant Buddhist scriptures alone, Accompanied by wood and stone.

And she has always been soft-spoken to him, but treats him differently from ordinary people, and now this difference seems to disappear from now on, in just three days, it seems that a deep gully has been drawn between them.

Yuan Ze subconsciously called out the intimate name he called that night when he was intimate: "Bai..."

Yuan Ze's original voice was extremely sweet and cool, but it was so dejected, like the cool autumn wind passing over people's soft spots, Qiu Yebai's hands stopped, and he said indifferently: "You should call me Xiaobai benefactor. matter, Yuan Ze, just forget about it."

Yuanze heard her call his full name, and refused to call himself 'Aze' again, he just felt an inexplicable anxiety in his heart. This kind of anxiety was an emotion he had never experienced before. The convenience will disappear, but the confusion and frustration of opening his mouth and not knowing how to keep it back made him subconsciously grab her sleeve.

"Little Bai benefactor..."

Qiu Yebai watched him pull her sleeve, frowned slightly, and changed the subject: "I want to know, do you know what Bailichu is doing?"

This question has been lingering in her mind for a long time, making her sleepless.

Seeing that she didn't get rid of him, Yuanze breathed a sigh of relief. Hearing her question, he hesitated for a moment, but shook his head helplessly: "Ah Chu has a stronger temper. He thinks the poor monk is useless. If he If I can no longer be the master, I am afraid that I will die without a place to die."

(End of this chapter)