Reborn 1980 is perfect

Chapter 81 Depression

The wind blew slowly, messing up the broken hair around Lin Lan's cheeks, and also messing up her heart in the wind.

It took a while to recover, and asked in shock, "What did you say?"

"If you bear the name of my girlfriend, maybe they won't dare to touch you."

Lin Lan was surprised and puzzled, and frowned at Qin Cuo, "Aren't you joking?"

"Go out and inquire, and see how famous the Qin family is." Qin Cuo pointed in the air, and then, thinking of something, he said, "However, Lu Shaobo is right, I am just an illegitimate child, and I can't give you anything .”

There was a wry smile on the corner of the young man's lips, which was in stark contrast to his handsome and comfortable face.

In Lin Lan's mind, such a young man should be ignorant of sorrow.

But he could see that there was a lot hidden in his heart.

So she said, "Are you sick?"

"In my embarrassing position, most people have it. The doctor said, I am depressed. But, what kind of disease is this? Look at me, I am so optimistic, how can I have this disease." Qin Cuo pulled his lips, with a look of disdain.

But after he finished speaking, Lin Lan still had a calm expression, and couldn't help but wonder, "Many people heard that I have this disease, and they couldn't believe it. Why are you so calm?"

Lin Lan also laughed, "Maybe I think the same as you, what kind of ghost disease is this?"

However, this is a ghost disease in Lin Lan's heart, which is different from what Qin Cuo thought in his heart.

Depression, it sounds simple, but it is a difficult disease.

A condition that is rotten in modern times.

Especially a lot of celebrities, always bring up this word.

But she knows that although this disease is becoming more and more an excuse, there are not a few people who suffer from this disease.

When it gets really serious, the patient thinks about one thing every day-how to commit suicide.

The reason why she expressed calmness was that she had already guessed it.

Looking at Qin Cuo's appearance, he is a full-fledged playboy. At first, he really couldn't tell that he was suffering from depression.

But after getting along with him and knowing that his smiling face was just a mask, Lin Lan had a vague guess.

As for Qin Cuo's indifference, Lin Lan also understood that in this day and age, everyone thinks that ailments are not diseases, let alone depression, which is invisible and intangible.

Just feel like moaning.

Qin Cuo must be suffering in his heart, but he can only pretend to be indifferent like everyone else.

This young man is rebellious on the surface, but in his heart he has always longed for the approval of others.

Rebellion is about being noticed.

A smile is to be accepted by warmth.

Lin Lan sighed, "Qin Cuo, I don't need your mask. But it can help you cure your illness."

"Why? Are you not afraid that the old man will trouble you?"

"If they really want to trouble me, they can't come to the school to find me, and they can get Lu Zhenzhen out of the detention center directly. Since they have come to the school, they can only prove their ability in the school." Lin Lan spread her hands.

"Women shouldn't be too smart." After being exposed by her, Qin Cuo sighed.

"Being fooled by your men for not being smart?" Lin Lan smiled, Qin Cuo, what kind of straight male cancer is this?

Seeing that Lin Lan's smile was a bit cold, Qin Cuo regretted making complaints like this, and quickly changed the topic, "Okay, let's not talk about this, it's meaningless if you expose it. You said you can help me cure, are you kidding?"

"Seriously." Lin Lan also put away the smile on his face, and looked at him seriously, "If you don't believe me, I can really cure diseases."

In front of his own professional knowledge, Lin Lan appeared extremely confident.

Seeing that he didn't believe it, she asked, "Do you often want to commit suicide?"

Qin Cuo's smile gradually disappeared, and he looked at Lin Lan with condensed eyes, "Do you really understand? Or did you read it in a book to coax me?"

Lin Lan sneered, "Do I need to lie to you?"

"However, I haven't tested your mental health level yet. Tomorrow, I'll find a watch for you to test."

To be honest, depression should be rare in this era.

With the reform and opening up, the situation in the cities is better, but in the countryside, it is good for everyone to go to the fields to do farm work and eat pickled vegetables and porridge. Some people can't even eat.

However, because the economy is booming and there is hope, most people's mental outlook is good.

Like Qin Cuo, who has money and leisure, but is depressed, it is because he was born in a very bad environment.

An illegitimate child in a family, no matter what age they are in, will inevitably be pointed at behind their backs.

Lin Lan suddenly thought of the scene when she and Qin Cuo met for the first time. At that time, she was surprised when she heard Qin Cuo's name. Looking at it now, does Cuo Cuo seem to be wrong?Wrong birth, should not live in this world.

Thinking of this, Lin Lan's eyes couldn't help becoming complicated.

Seeing her gaze, Qin Cuo shrugged, "What's wrong?"

Lin Lan shook her head, it's not easy for her to ask now.

"Let's do this first, I'll get you a form to fill out tomorrow."

It seems that there are psychological test questions in her space, so I will go back to look for them at night.

Lin Lan returned home after school, seeing Lin Hongqi as usual, she probably didn't know that she was threatened at school.

She couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. From this point of view, those two people were just like what she thought, strong on the outside but hard on the inside.Maybe Qin Cuo moved out of the Qin family to scare them?

That night, Lin Lan first translated the English manuscript given by the editor-in-chief of "Yueyou" magazine into Chinese.

Then I started to read the psychology books in her space.

Lin Lan is about to start feeling emotional again, why is there no Internet in this world?If so, how convenient it is to search directly. There is no need to look through it vigorously like she is doing now.

Until midnight, she has never taken the college entrance examination so seriously, okay?
The next day, Lin Lan handed Qin Cuo a handwritten paper, and Qin Cuo looked at her in surprise.

"Are you serious?"

"Yes, you must fill in this paper truthfully."

"Do you really think depression is a disease?"

Lin Lan hummed, "Don't you say that you can't sleep all day long, and sometimes you have thoughts of suicide? This is depression."

Qin Cuo said, "Then tell me, am I really going to die?"

"Maybe in the past, but if you met me, you will definitely survive."

"But it doesn't seem to be interesting to live." Qin Cuo sneered, and after tearing off the mask, Qin Cuo seemed to be a different person from the past.

Gloomy, not strong desire to survive.

The real him made Lin Lan very worried.

Many students passed by, because Qin Cuo was so dazzling that he could attract many people's attention standing alone, let alone standing with a girl.

Lin Lan really didn't want to be the target of public criticism because of him, so she dragged him to the rooftop again.

"Qin Cuo, you are rich, have good grades, and are good-looking. You are already much taller than others. I know you don't want to suffer from depression, so can you treat it well?"

She didn't complain about him because of this illness?Think he's moaning innocently?
At this time, Qin Cuo had a different feeling towards Lin Lan deep in his heart.

Watch her quietly.

A young man without a smile, with a clean face, like a child.

This made Lin Lan's heart ache. Why would such a child be dragged down by such a complicated identity?Even if I live in the countryside, I am afraid that I am much better than now if I am hungry and full.

What else was she going to say when she suddenly heard Teacher Wang's voice, "Lin Lan, Qin Cuo, what are you doing?"

(End of this chapter)