Concubine Sheng Chong

Chapter 251 Are you going to give up everything here?
The moment he returned to Luoyang City, Jiang Jinyan's heart tightened for no reason.

The place that was used as a prison before death in the previous life, now has a familiar warmth blowing over his face.

It's already winter, and there are several heaters in the carriage, a fox fur cloak outside the thick jacket and skirt on his body, and a hand stove is stuffed in his hand.

"What's wrong? Chest tightness again?"

Jiang Jinyan shook his head, and said helplessly, "I've been raised in Wenzhou for so long, and I've already healed, but I'm wearing too much clothes, I can't even move..."

Xu Junyan looked at Jiang Jinyan who was huddled in the pillow and mattress, and stretched out his hand to wrap up the big cloak that didn't fit her well, "Jinyan..."

Suddenly the carriage stopped.

"Okay, what's the matter with you, a wise and powerful Marquis of Zhen Guo, who has turned against thieves with his hands and captured fugitives? You're still willing to come back? I thought you abducted Jin Yan and didn't plan to come back. I'm already tired of the Suzaku camp. !"

Fang Lijin's voice came in through the door curtain. Jiang Jinyan smiled and wanted to reach out to pull the curtain, but found that he was wrapped too tightly and couldn't move at all. He could only look at Xu Junyan with a smile.

Xu Junyan frowned, he probably also knew Fang Lijin's reason for coming, after so long, he still owed Emperor Yongning an explanation.

After the booklet was sent to Luoyang, Emperor Yongning sent someone to Wenzhou, and Emperor Yongning was also betting on this man's character.

Xu Junyan lifted the curtain of the car and got out of the car with long legs. In order to find Jiang Jinyan who was washed away by the river, he fell down after days and nights of sleepless nights. Now he looks much thinner and gone. The sharpness of the military commander is more elegant.

Fang Lijin was also stunned for a moment, he looked up and down and then smiled: "Sure enough, it has changed a lot, you know that, since you went to Wenzhou, that person has been worried, why don't you go to the palace soon?"

Then he whispered: "I don't know what secret the Holy Majesty has for you, that's all, don't tell me, I don't want to know, that's all, all right, you go to the palace quickly, I will send Jin Yan back."

Xu Junyan's eyelids drooped slightly, his eyes like black ink were deep and unfathomable, then he nodded slightly, "Then I will enter the palace, and send Jinyan home for me."

He turned around and opened the curtain of the car, and said softly to Jiang Jinyan, "I'll go to the palace to meet the saint, and I'll see you later."

Jiang Jinyan looked at his extremely handsome and soft face against the light, and couldn't help but feel sour.

I thought I would not be able to come back, even though I was so tightly wrapped up now, but the freezing cold of the river that day made me really think I would die.

The moment I opened my eyes, I saw Xu Junyan's face...

"You came?"

"I am coming……"

In fact, I didn't really leave without worries. He has long been a city wall in my heart that I can't dig out or tear down.

He is him, growing in his heart, the only existence.

Many people were waiting at the gate of the Jing'an Hou Mansion. Jiang Shiheng looked eager, and Qiansha, who was holding her waist because she was pregnant, kept persuading him. Aunt Wen also brought Jiang Jinyin, who had grown taller, to wait at the door. .

Xue Yan and Yu Mo had been looking forward to it for a long time, and when they saw the carriage coming from afar, they greeted it.

"Miss!"

Fang Lijin jumped out of the car first, "With the protection of Marquis Zhen Guo, your lady must have turned danger into good luck."

Xue Yan and Yu Mo got into the carriage and helped Jiang Jinyan down.

Jiang Jinyan looked at the two girls with red eyes, and poked their foreheads, "It's becoming more and more like a crying bag...Couldn't Brother Cheng be like this too?"

Xueyan laughed with a snort, "How can there be? The young master is very naughty, he dragged us to look for the young lady every day, and last time he went to the general's mansion, thanks to not disturbing the second young lady's stomach, otherwise I really can't explain... Who in Luoyang doesn't know the temperament of Second Master Fang?"

Jiang Jinyan looked at Fang Lijin who was at the side, he coughed lightly, and said with a smile: "I teased Brother Cheng last time, who knew he would hold my sleeve and never let go, so why don't you just go to Fang's mansion with me, Qianyun I also love to make trouble with brother Cheng, don't listen to this girl's nonsense, nothing happened."

Only then did Jiang Jinyan feel relieved, and teased, "We all know that Mr. Fang loves his wife as much as he wants. It seems that Brother Cheng is also blessed."

When he reached the door, Jiang Shiheng hurriedly stepped forward to look at Jiang Jinyan, and held her shoulder, "Okay, okay, I'm finally back, my father wanted to go to Wenzhou, but after all, this house will be in chaos without you , Qiansha is pregnant again, Brother Cheng can't leave anyone, father has to inquire about you every day before he can fall asleep, fortunately, he finally waited for you to come back."

Jiang Jinyan nodded emphatically, and sighed in his heart, "Yes, my daughter is back, she is fine."

Aunt Wen stepped forward and said with a smile: "That's not true, master, the eldest lady looks very good, and she is more energetic than before, so it can be seen that she has taken care of herself."

Jiang Shiheng still said worriedly: "Father has asked Mr. Qi to ask for your medical records and prescriptions in Wenzhou, and asked him to change them again. It is not a trivial matter to fall into the river..."

Qiansha also bowed and stepped forward, saying: "Miss, your master Jiji Li has always been thinking about it, this time you are back, and finally the master's concern can be settled."

Jiang Shiheng slapped his forehead, "Yes, yes, yes! There is also Jiji ceremony! Father was so happy to see you that he almost forgot about it. You just came back and haven't rested yet. After two days of rest, it's time to do something big!"

At this time, Fang Lijin calculated the time and left in a hurry. Jiang Jinyan knew that he was going back to the mansion, so he nodded and sent him off.

Wutong Garden was still the same as when I left, but it was cleaned even cleaner. Before entering the yard, I heard the voices of Nanny Fang and Mother Xu, and they were still ordering a few maids to clean the yard.

After exchanging pleasantries, Jiang Jinyan was helped into the inner room again. The inner room, which had been burned extremely warm by the earth dragon and the fire wall, was as warm as spring. Jiang Jinyan felt a little helpless when he was put on the bed. Lie down, and if you go down again, you won’t be able to walk.”

Xueyan was holding a bowl of medicinal porridge, "Miss, your body is already weak, how can you continue to toss it like this? Besides...after the Jiji ceremony, maybe Lord Hou will come to marry our lady, how can you not take care of it?" body?"

"It's all nonsense." Jiang Jinyan blushed and turned away.

In the palace city, the Empress Dowager knelt in the Buddhist hall, as if she had aged a lot overnight. She recited Buddhist scriptures very devoutly until she felt the sound of footsteps behind her.

"Enter."

Xu Junyan's figure was a bit tall, and standing at the door blocked most of the afterglow of the setting sun. He opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, and finally called out in a low voice, "Queen Mother."

"You're here." The Queen Mother didn't turn her head, but paused for a moment with the hand that was turning the prayer beads, "Did the Holy Majesty tell you?"

Xu Junyan responded softly, and a long silence settled in the sandalwood, "Send me away, have you ever regretted it?"

"The world is inherently impermanent. I can't predict many things. I can only choose what I think is the best every time I make a choice. I want to protect you. I don't want you to be like me, trapped in this cage like a puppet. If you hate I have deprived you of your power, and I have nothing to say, but can you understand? A mother's arrangement for her child will only be done according to the best in her heart."

Xu Junyan's expression relaxed inexplicably, "I won't hate you, I never have, and what I want is not what I was born with. I am very grateful to you for making this decision back then, so that I can start over again. Choose your own life."

It also allows me to meet her at the best time and recognize her.

He paused, and said, "I will leave Luoyang."

The Queen Mother opened her eyes, but still didn't look back, "Are you going to give up everything here?"

"I have what I want and she is more important than anything."

Xu Junyan's expression was firm, his lips remained silent, and he knelt down solemnly after a while, "No matter what, I will remember your kindness."

He kowtowed three times, this place has never existed in this way in his 20 years of life, and now he can no longer enter his life.

Every word and every word resembled his inherent indifference, "The past will go with the wind, the queen mother takes care, and I... leave."

Everything that was wrong from the beginning should never belong to me. Fortunately, it never belonged to me, so I won't covet it.

"Wait..." The Queen Mother suddenly let go of the beads in her hand, the broken rope couldn't withstand the impact, and dozens of beads kept rolling down.

"Chengyou... let mother see you again." The queen mother stumbled up, the tears in her eyes were hot and rolled down her cheeks, turning the loneliness in her heart over the years into running water.

The Queen Mother's voice was almost extremely weak, but her suppressed sobs seemed to be venting for so many years.

"Chengyou, you are my Chengyou... After so many years, I can't recognize you. When I saw you in the Royal Garden, I could hardly control myself... But I also know, I can't! "

She hurried to the threshold, but stopped again, and her outstretched hand stopped in place.

Xu Junyan turned around and supported her. The eyebrows of the two were somewhat similar, even between the eyebrows that were frowned in desperation.

"Can I call my mother one last time..." The Queen Mother stared into his eyes, dimly seeing his forbearance and struggle.

She withdrew her hand suddenly, as if realizing her gaffe, "Chengyou, no... it's Junyan, I'm very happy that you don't hate me, really... I won't expect anything extravagantly, the Xu family has already left Luoyang, I can also guess what the Holy Majesty is thinking, he intends to let you go."

Xu Junyan saw that she was walking unsteadily, so he reached out his hand to support her, but he could see her gray hair on the sideburns when he tilted his head, which was even more glaring against the backdrop of the hosta.

"You go."

The Queen Mother withdrew her hand and turned back to the Buddhist hall.

Xu Junyan stood quietly at the door of the Buddhist hall for a long time.

"mother……"

Blown away by the sound of the wind, under the fine sunlight divided by the branches in front of my eyes.

This sentence is really too distant and can only be buried in the bottom of my heart.

Standing under the corridor not far away, Emperor Yongning looked at Xu Junyan who turned away and felt a sigh for the first time.

The world is impermanent, and some things are doomed to be wrong from the very beginning, so they can only continue to be wrong. Fortunately, this person is Xu Junyan. If it was someone else, probably it would not have such an easy ending, right?
"Your Majesty, Lord Ye sent a slave to ask, where are we going to serve dinner tonight? Lord Ye said that Concubine Lan will bring the Highness to Wangyuezhai to sit down tonight."

This is to blatantly drive Emperor Yongning to eat elsewhere. The maid was still a little dizzy when she came to deliver the message today. Did nobleman Ye become a fool after she became pregnant?

Emperor Yongning smiled helplessly, "Just let her enjoy herself, I will have dinner in the imperial study today."

The maid was stunned.

This is three thousand pets in one body, right?
(End of this chapter)