Concubine is crazy

Chapter 534 Without her, I would go crazy and become a walking dead

"Luo Xuerou, I have betrayed Qingying for three years and lost her for three years. If it weren't for what you did back then, I wouldn't have tortured her for three years. Do you know? I still don't know how to face it Qingying, what should I do to make up for my past actions that were not as good as a beast!

Even if I die in front of Qingying now, it cannot make up for the mistakes I made.I love Yin Qingying, but you insist on using your love to tie me down. You can treat me whatever you want, but why do you have to frame Qingying?You'll never understand, I'd rather the pain that Qingying once suffered is on me ten times and a hundred times, and I don't want Qingying to suffer.

But now I don't even have the right to help her bear it.Do you know, when I look at other people every day, all I think about is Qingying.Without her, I'd be crazy, I'd be a dead body, and I'd never have any feelings for the rest of my life.Without Qingying, I'm just a shell. "

Yun Ruhua stood there quietly, every sentence, every word seemed to be deeply mocking Luo Xuerou's dedication over the past years.

Yun Ruhua would rather be crazy than a demon, but also love Yin Qingying.

And she, no matter what she does, even if she dies for him, he will never fall in love with her.

"No! You are not a shell! You are Yun Ruhua! You are my Ruhua!" Yin Qingying shouted like crazy, because she saw Yun Ruhua's tears.

He cried because he couldn't be with Yin Qingying, but he didn't care about her helplessness at the moment.

His heart is already bewildered.

Completely fell into the magic way.

Luo Xuerou, who was screaming in pain, was thrown out of the villa by Yun Ruhua's people.

However, Yun Ruhua's heart was immersed in great pain, and it was difficult to find an exit to leave.

At this moment, for Yun Ruhua, no matter where she stays, she feels the same torture.

As long as Qingying is not around, everything is different.

Even if he didn't want to bear it, he had to admit that he had lost the Yin Qingying who loved him so much.

"Ruhua, what's wrong with you?"

Qi Miaoxin happened to pass by his yard and saw him sitting on the ground in the yard who hadn't come back for several days, and hurried forward to help him up.

"Master, I'm fine."

Yun Ruhua wiped her face and turned sideways so that Qi Miaoxin would not see her red and swollen eyes at the moment.

Qi Miaoxin knew that he had quarreled with Mrs. Yun several times recently because he didn't want to marry Luo Xuerou, he was waiting for Qingying, but Qingying had already decided to start over.

"Ruhua, get up first. You are also in your 20s. In fact, Qingying is not young anymore. You should think about yourselves."

Qi Miao has something in her heart.

Yun Ruhua's heart sank when he heard this.

"Master, have you seen Qingying recently?"

"Well, I know that Qingying wants to get married, and it just so happens that the person I'm looking for is the policeman who helped her three years ago. They have met several times, and they should be very satisfied with each other. So... "

"Master!! Do you know what you are talking about?!" Yun Ruhua's heart sank to the bottom of the valley, and she shouted at Qi Miaoxin.

Qi Miaoxin was stunned on the spot.

Realizing her rudeness, Yun Ruhua shook her head weakly, "Master, I'm sorry. But, I..."

Yun Ruhua couldn't accept that Qingying married someone else.

But the mistakes he made and the harm he did to her, how can he have any right to ask her not to be with others?
"Ruhua, you don't need to say sorry to me. What you have to do now is to let go of the past and give yourself and Qingying a chance to start over."

Yun Ruhua's heart trembled when he heard Qi Miaoxin's words.

Tears rolled involuntarily in the eye sockets.

(End of this chapter)