prosperous ugly concubine

Chapter 153 Love, not love (2)
"Xiao Sisi, let me stop the bleeding for you first!" Hearing what Xiao Ran said, Lan Yinyan's heart also felt a sudden pain, and then she stretched out her hand to hold Xiao Ran's arm again.

"As long as you are willing to love me, the blood will disappear without stopping. As long as you are willing to love me, the tears will naturally flow back. As long as you are willing to love me, all my wounds will heal immediately. But... you are willing to love me Is it?" Xiao Ran said with a bitter smile at the corner of his mouth.He clearly knew the answer, but he still couldn't restrain himself from asking. He loves her to the highest level of humbleness.

"I..." Lan Yinyan buried her head in silence, seeing Xiao Ran's pained look, she wanted to say that she was willing to love him, but she couldn't.Because she is very clear that her feelings for Xiao Sisi are more like liking, and maybe even if there is love, it is just affection for the innocent Xiao Sisi in the past.

"Hehe, can I understand your hesitation as a tactful refusal?" Xiao Ran gently reached out and stroked Lan Yinyan's black hair, with a weak smile on his face, and then continued: "Forget it, I don’t embarrass you anymore! In fact, I think it’s good to be like this now! Didn’t you really want me to die before? If I really do as you wish and let the blood flow out to die, then all the pain will be natural They all disappeared." In Xiao Ran's tone was the sadness that could not be concealed, and also the emotion of complete reluctance.It's just that the breath he exhaled was so quiet, it was a kind of stillness that people dare not touch, as if just a slight touch, li xuan's whole soul would be completely wiped out.

"You...Shut up, you won't die! I don't allow you to mention the word death again!" Hearing Xiao Ran cursing himself like that, Lan Yinyan yelled wildly.

"You don't want to love me, and you don't want me to die. So do you want me to live in pain forever? If you don't love me, I will eventually die by your hands. In that case, die early What's the difference between dying late?" Xiao Ran's eyes looked at Lan Yinyan in a daze.

"Even if I don't love you, how can you die by my hands? Firstly, I don't have the ability to kill you, and secondly, it is absolutely impossible for me to kill you." Lan Yinyan bit her lip and said.

"You don't have the ability to kill me? It's impossible for you to kill me? Then... please tell me, what's going on?" Xiao Ran pointed to his heart and said.

"I... It was just an accident. If I knew it was you, I would never hurt you." Lan Yinyan froze, then lowered her head and said.

"I just want to ask you one last question, are you really unwilling to give me your heart?" Hearing Lan Yinyan's words, Xiao Ran shook his head, and then looked at Lan Yinyan with empty eyes.

"I... can't give you my heart for the time being." Lan Yinyan looked at Xiao Ran with tangled eyes.

"Thank you for your tactful answer. But I think... I already know the answer clearly." Xiao Ran raised his head, letting the last tear fall from his eyes.Then he looked at Lan Yinyan without any warmth in his eyes and said, "You came into my heart inadvertently, and I cherish you like a beautiful dream, pity. I don't know why I treat you So obsessed, so persistent. I have asked myself countless times, why do I love you so much? It’s just that I searched for the answer again and again, but not only did I not find the answer, but my love for you became deeper and deeper. But Now you have buried this love for me with your own hands. I used to think that as long as I can hold on to your sweet dream, even if I am covered in blood, even if I sink into hell completely, I will be happy after all. But... You finally woke me up from my dream. That’s all, let them all disappear! I only hope that one day when I die in your hands, you can still remember that I once gave up for you Tears." After Xiao Ran finished speaking, he endured the pain of bruises all over his heart, and then his figure disappeared in front of Lan Yinyan in a flash.

While the air was wandering, countless petals of the other shore floated faintly in mid-air. I saw these petals of the other shore spun rapidly, and finally all their bloody fragrance was emitted, and then fell all over the ground.This fragrance contains Xiao Ran's love, Xiao Ran's infatuation, Xiao Ran's resentment, and the hatred left by Xiao Ran.The petals on the other side fell, and the king of Hades came to claim his life.This time, he let countless petals from the other side fall, but he didn't claim anyone's life. That's because he left his own life behind. If she didn't love him, his life would be claimed by her one day. go.Therefore, he used these blood-red petals of the other side to pay homage to his own soul in advance.

"Xiao Ran, you... what do you mean? Come back to me?" Seeing the red petals on the other side that fell to the ground, Lan Yinyan's heart suddenly ached like a thousand knives.What Xiao Ran said before leaving still echoed in her ears.What does he mean?What is everything, just let them disappear?What does it mean to just hope that one day when he dies by his own hands, he can still remember the tears he shed for himself?
"Xiao Ran, you... Come out for me! Come out quickly, and leave after speaking clearly!" Lan Yinyan shouted excitedly, leaving like Xiao Ran made her feel inexplicable fear. This kind of fear of falling into the boundless darkness, she seemed to lose all directions for a moment.

"You have resentment and hatred in your heart. Don't I have it? You are obviously omnipotent, but you have been playing a fool in front of me, and you even raped me when I was in a coma. Do you know that when you think of that scene , I feel so humiliated, I feel like I am being played by you like a monkey. How can you tell me to accept all the lies you have spun?" Lan Yinyan's body softened, and then she sat down on the ground.

"Hehe... Sister, if you really care about me a little bit in your heart, when you know my true face, should you ask me why I pretend to be stupid? Should you ask me why I want to bloodbath the Holy Dragon Dynasty?" Do you know that I have only become stronger in the past two years. In the past so many years, if I hadn’t been pretending to be stupid, I would have lost my mind. Also, I was wearing a fool’s mask The mask appeared in front of you, if I easily tore off this disguised mask in front of you, would you still care about me? In fact, if I told you everything, maybe you would love me because you pitied me? But I Xiao Ran doesn't need sympathetic love, what I, Xiao Ran, needs is sincere love!" Hidden in the dark, Xiao Ran whispered in his heart, his whole body exuded a faint aura, and there was an extremely desolate wry smile on his face.He was going to leave cruelly, but in the end he couldn't let go of her. Why is he so attached to her?He really doesn't understand?

(End of this chapter)