Wearing into the book and the sickly gangster HE

Chapter 101 [100] It's all my fault
She is actually not familiar with Yan Ling.

At that time, she had no self-awareness, she was forced to like Yan Yuan, and she would love anyone who had a relationship with Yan Yuan.

So she also has a good impression of this cousin named "Yan Ling".

It's not the love between a man and a woman, but seeing him as a future cousin.

After all, she didn't have much IQ when she was a vicious female partner, she just wanted to get rid of Su Ziling and become Yan Yuan's bride.

If she really married into Yan's family in the future, then Yan Yuan's cousin must be her own cousin, so a few days before returning home, when she ran to find Yan Yuan without giving up, she would always bring some gifts for the little cousin .

It can be regarded as a different place to start, to gain a good impression.

Yan Yuan still had the same attitude towards her coming, and even became more and more disgusted.

In fact, she didn't want to go either, but every time she thought about it, she felt like something was forcing her to go.

After a few days of busy work, Yan Yuan didn't get any good impressions.

But the little cousin seemed to like her very much.

At that time, Su Qidu thought that Curve had succeeded in saving the country, and with his little cousin around, asking him to help Yan Yuan to say more good things, maybe he could change his image in front of Yan Yuan's elder brother.

But wishful thinking is just wishful thinking.

The night before she was going back to S city, she went to look for Yan Yuan again.

However, Yan Yuan had no intention of meeting her, instead he asked his little cousin to find a way to get rid of her.

Su Qidu is actually not stupid, she naturally knows what Yan Yuan means.

Looking at the empty office, the gift she prepared for Yan Yuan was useless.

The arrogant eldest lady threw the gift directly into the trash can, holding back her tears and was about to leave.

But before she could move, the boy behind her stretched out his hand to grab her: "Wait, sister Qidu."

Su Qidu turned her head, rubbed her eyes, and said, "What's wrong?"

The boy said: "Is the other thing in your hand for me?"

Su Qidu lowered her head, looked at the gift in her hand, and nodded slightly: "Yes, you can take it."

Before coming to Yan Yuan, she would prepare two copies in advance, one for Yan Yuan and one for Yan Ling.

The teenager smiled and took it.

"Thank you sister Qidu." His voice was deep and pleasant, with the childishness unique to a 15-year-old boy.

There was a smile on that delicate little face, which was too good-looking.

"As long as you like it." Su Qidu didn't see Yan Yuan, left a word in frustration, turned and left.

With Yan Yuan not around, there was no point for her to stay any longer.

The moment she stepped out of the office door, she suddenly heard a young man's voice behind her: "Su Qidu."

When she was stopped, she turned around suspiciously, and wanted to ask what's the matter, but when she met the boy's dark eyes that were as bright as stars, she was a little speechless.

There was a smile on the corner of the young man's mouth, seemingly gentle, and his delicate and well-behaved face was like a spring breeze. He smiled lightly, and there was an indifference in his words: "If there were no restraints, what would the real you be?" How about it?"

This sentence made Qi Du feel inexplicable.

What does it mean to be unfettered?

Also, what is the real self?
She couldn't understand.

did not speak.

Pursing his lips, he left without looking back.

That was the last time she saw Yan Ling.

After parting, she returned home from City B, and the plot of the final death began.

The short time with the boy was just a small episode in her life, and to her, it was not very eye-catching.

*
but now.

The protagonist of this inconspicuous episode has become Su Ziling today!
Su Qidu's mind is no longer in the usual chaos, it is so chaotic that he can't think!
She ran back to the room, locked the door tightly, picked up the charging tablet, and said eagerly: "Xiao Shi, I have something to ask you!"

S10 paused, having an inexplicable feeling of bad premonition, he said in a daze: [What, what? 】

Su Qidu looked at him and said word by word: "Xiao Shi, your memory database has been restored, right?"

The brown-eyed boy blinked, then nodded hesitantly: 【...Well, it's been repaired. 】

"Then, Xiao Shi," Su Qidu said with a complicated expression, "Do you know why Yan Ling became Su Ziling?"

As soon as this question came out, the boy with brown eyes widened his eyes in disbelief!
His voice trembled slightly, 【Qidu you, you... know the name Yan Ling? 】

"Yes," Su Qidu lowered her eyes: "Not only did I know Yan Ling, but I also remembered things from the past."

"I remember everything."

That night, after being attacked by the will of the world, she recalled everything.

The first reincarnation, the second reincarnation.

The things she has done, the words she said, and the little things she got along with Xiao Shi.

She knew what Xiao Ten had done to take her away, and she was grateful to Xiao Ten. In this novel world, Xiao Ten was her only friend.

The boy with brown eyes looked at her quietly through the screen.

Originally, I didn't want to tell Qidu what happened before, because I was afraid that she would be sad again when she thought about it.

But now, she already knew.

"After you came back last time, tell me we did something wrong."

"Also, we really owe him."

"So, Xiao Shi, Yan Ling's becoming Su Ziling has a lot to do with us, right?"

This is a declarative sentence.

The brown-eyed boy pursed his lips.

He lowered his head, his brown hair hanging down, covering his red eyes.

After a long time, he nodded slightly and said "hmm" in a low voice.

[The lightning in the space-time tunnel will cause immediate accidents. 】

[The real heroine, very likely, was killed by lightning. 】

[The heroine's mother went crazy after her death, and took Yan Ling, who was just born, from the hospital...]

He was forced to become the "hostess".

This is the truth.

In the past, she had been complaining about the many bugs in this world, and the plot was broken from the very beginning.

In the end, the one who caused the bugs in this world was actually herself.

Su Qidu hugged the tablet and lay on the bed.

Quietly, looking at the ceiling.

"Xiao Shi." She suddenly said, "Am I, very selfish?"

"In order to be able to leave for myself, I walked away and involved innocent people in."

The original heroine Su Ziling was right, she was just a person who followed the trajectory of the world, but in the end, her own departure killed her.

The current Su Ziling is still right, because it was all her who caused him to be like this.

All are right.

— She was wrong.

In her impression, Yan Ling is a very good person.

The voice of Seventh Sister was so sincere.

But today's Yan Ling, when he was a child, was extremely hypocritical in green tea and white lotus, and when he grows up, he is so crazy, gloomy, paranoid and sick.

So, before coming to Su's house, what did he go through to develop his current temperament?

After all, it's a bad thing.

It was said in the original book that Dai Yuelin was a lunatic who would do anything to get close to Su's father.

With Yan Ling in her hands, she will never have a good life.

*
After the thunder outside the window rang once, it never stopped.

The closed windows were rattled by the strong wind, as if they were about to be blown down in the next second.

In the living room, silently beside him, the young man looked at the man coldly.

In the dark pupils, there was no concealment of disgust.

With the document in his hand, Yan Yuan said in a deep voice, "Don't you want to know what your real identity is?"

The boy sneered: "Does it have anything to do with me?"

Yan Yuan said, "Why is it okay? Your own grandpa is still thinking about you."

Su Ziling's eyes were gloomy.

The delicate little face was covered with frost.

This extremely depressing weather really makes people feel gloomy.

He glanced out the window, then.

Powerful mental power suddenly burst out!

Yan Yuan only felt a sharp pain in his head!
He supported the sofa on one side in some pain, and looked at Su Ziling with light blue pupils in disbelief!
"You are—"

The young man said coldly: "Yan Yuan, what nonsense are you talking about, you'd better die."

Su's father and Su's mother's pupils had already lost their highlights, and they didn't know when they were controlled.

Mental power avoided them, because those were my sister's parents.

"Su, Su Ziling!" Yan Yuan gritted his teeth, held back the severe pain, frowned, but his expression remained firm, and growled, "I'm not talking nonsense!"

"Your surname is actually Yan! Your name is Yan Ling! You are the son of my third uncle Yan Hui, and also my cousin!"

"You are Yan Ling!!!"

The last roar used all the strength of the man!
After he finished yelling, his brain finally couldn't bear the pain and passed out!
The boy looked gloomy.

His eyes were fixed on the man on the ground, and he didn't seem to believe what the man said.

But, even if it is true, so what?
In this life, he just wanted to stay by his sister's side.

same.

——Su Qidu can only stay by his side.

Su's father and Su's mother are like puppets.

They lifted Yan Yuan from the ground and called 120.

Su Ziling stood in the living room for a while, and then her body moved a little stiffly.

Step by step, go upstairs.

*
The room with the Hello Kitty picture was locked.

But the boy was not in a hurry.

He took the key and slowly turned the lock.

With a "click", the door opened.

The girl had already shrunk under the quilt, not sure if she was asleep or not.

Mental Force noticed her disordered breathing.

Obviously, there is no more.

The boy walked to her bed and put his arms around her.

"What's wrong with my sister?"

"Are you so surprised after knowing that I'm a boy?"

He sensed the girl's stiff body, and he obviously shouldn't disturb him at this time, but in his heart, there was an inexplicable urge to see her.

"Sister." He lifted the quilt and stared at the frustrated girl under the quilt, "It happened, what happened?"

The girl looked sideways at him, didn't answer, but asked, "Do you know your real name?"

The boy paused, turned his head, and looked to the other side: "I don't know."

Su Qidu obviously didn't believe it.

She sat up, "Yan Yuan came to you this time because he found something."

Yan Yuan knew that Su Ziling was a boy, he would come over, it must be about Yan Ling.

"You don't have to deny it," she said in a low voice, "I know everything."

For the first time, the two had such a peaceful conversation.

Su Ziling took her hand, suppressed the panic rising in her heart, and forced a smile: "Sister, what do you want to say?"

He knew that Su Qidu had other meanings.

In fact, he guessed right.

"Zi Ling, go back to Yan's house."

There was indifference in the girl's voice.

The boy choked for breath, then angrily pushed her against the wall, biting her lip hard!
"You just want me to go, right?!"

"Are you really happy after Yan Yuan came?! Because that would be another reason to let me go?!"

"Impossible Su Qidu, impossible!"

His voice was a little trembling, full of anger, but also endless fear, with a crying voice:

"I said, I will never let you go!"

Although he has been comforting himself, as long as his sister is by his side, it will be fine, but once he really understands that Su Qidu will never love him, no matter what he does, that little comfort becomes insignificant.

He frantically wants more, but the reality can only give him a heavy blow!
"Sister," he cried, "I give you everything back."

"Will you not let me go?"

Su Qidu looked at the extremely fragile young man and didn't know what to say for a moment.

All his misfortunes seemed to be of his own making.

What can she make up for?

If he really accepted the boy because of guilt, it would be unfair to the boy.

Because this relationship is not pure love.

She doesn't like Yan Ling.

The short time we spent together was just as a younger brother.

Su Qidu never thought that one day she would be troubled by emotions.

But it will happen eventually.

"I'll tell you something." There was still some blood on Su Qidu's lips.

It was Su Ziling who bit it.

The boy felt a little regretful, bent down, and kissed the blood away pityingly.

The fishy and sweet taste spread between his lips, but he felt all kinds of bitterness.

"Su Ziling." Su Qidu turned her head and looked at him quietly: "You should know that people in this world are almost all pre-set puppets."

The young man lowered his eyes, nodded slightly, and said hoarsely, "I know."

After he could control others with his mental power, he discovered the secret of this world.

Everyone is a puppet walking on a specific track, including Su's father and Su's mother.

And track monitors.It's that blob of something I don't know what it is.

It lurks in the clouds all year round, watching everything in the world, and if there is any deviation, it will mercilessly obliterate the slight deviation.

"Actually, according to the world's predetermined track, you were supposed to be the Yan family's beloved child." Su Qidu said, "But because of me, you were taken away by a lunatic woman."

When she said this, the endless apology in her tone made the young man's heart tremble slightly.

"Su Ziling, the daughter of luck in this world, was accidentally killed by me, so you became a substitute."

That's why, that woman Dai Yuelin keeps emphasizing that everyone will fall in love with "Su Ziling".

The daughter of luck is originally the darling of the world.

But the will of the world did not expect that Dai Yuelin would be so crazy.

She only loves her only daughter, so she never has a good face towards Yan Ling, a substitute.

"I harmed you, Yan Ling."

"I'm sorry." She lowered her head: "It's all my fault."

"You belong to the Yan family, you shouldn't bear all that."

"It's all my fault," she cried.

　I don't know what to say, so good morning everyone~
　　In my original conception, this article is near the end.But the editor said that the number of words is not enough for QAQ, so I need to write a little more QAQ, so I plan to write some extras after the main text is finished.Friends who like it can continue to subscribe, and those who don't like it can stop when the main text is finished!Of course, you can also choose to only subscribe to your favorite episodes hehe!

　　Everyone tells Xiaohai the type of extra episodes they want to watch, and they will collect some points to start writing.

　　At present, there are more votes: 1. Snow White's dark episode (Princess Ziling × Vicious Queen Qidu), 2. Xiao Shifanwai (the psychological journey of the old father), 3. Seventh degree Range Sophie's reality episode (the sand sculptures Collection), 4. When Green Tea Meets Xiu Zai Fanwai (Sick and Jiao Collision), 5. Wei Ye Fuxiao Fanwai (childhood sweetheart), if there is anything else you want to read, you can tell Xiaohai at the end of the chapter, and Xiaohai will choose some out. !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)