give you joy

Chapter 1 Those awkward and disgusting dislikes are all the unspeakable joys of youth
Her name is Gao Yueyan.

From this name, it can be seen that the mother expects her, and she hopes that her daughter will have a happy smile every day.Yue Yan also tried to make herself happy, every day after she left the world.

Until his father remarried, he married Miss Li who taught Yueyan piano.

Li Huifen is a beautiful woman, in Yueyan's childhood memory, she was very thin, she had no curvy figure, and her clothes hanger was better than anyone else. In 1997, they swore before the priests of the church that they would be faithful to each other and treat each other's children well.

She has two children, the eldest daughter is three years older than Yueyan, and the younger son is two months older than her.

From that day on, Yueyan changed her name to her mother.The three of them moved into Gao's house, a small bungalow on the third floor, her parents lived on the third floor, and she moved from the third floor to the second floor, separating two generations to prevent noise at night.

Is she nice to Yueyan?

My aunt would always call her aside and ask her secretly about this matter in a low voice.Grandma is even more exaggerated, she will take her to the bedroom, ask Yueyan to take off her shirt, and check her body for any bruises.

Stepmother and stepdaughter are probably the two most difficult words to get along in this world.

How does a stepmother treat her stepdaughter to qualify?There are hot meals every day, her father rushes to work in the morning without iced coffee, her kindergarten graduation ceremony is attended by her parents... Yueyan's childhood was carefree, but she always remembers one thing.

A very small thing, like a scene in a movie, only a few shots are clear.

When she was six years old, she was playing with a pair of scissors in the kitchen, and pointed the sharp point at herself several times. She didn't know how dangerous it was, but just thought it was very funny.Li Huifen stood at the partition between the kitchen and the living room, looking at Yueyan coldly.If there is warmth in the eyes, she can clearly feel that she uses her eyes to freeze the one-foot space where Yueyan is.

She played with the sharp weapon ignorantly, ignorantly and fearlessly, until the nanny who had taken care of Yueyan rushed in screaming, snatched the scissors from her hand, and threw them away.

Soon, the nanny was fired by Li Huifen because of an unintentional mistake.

Since the age of 12, Li Huifen has been keen to buy new shirts for these children.

None of Yue Yan's clothes were left over from the elder sister Shen Xiner's wear. Her father paid great attention to the dressing of his children. He believed that the clothes were brand new so that they would not be underestimated.

Most of the clothes she bought for Yueyan were skirts, very beautiful little skirts.At that time, she was underdeveloped, not tall enough, and thin, and the skirt was too short, and she dared not even move after wearing it.

When she was young, Yueyan didn't know that safety pants existed. She only heard her elder sister Shen Xiner mention it by accident once, and she said, "Mom, my little girl is wearing such shorts and doesn't even wear safety pants. How can she go to school?"

Li Huifen said happily: "The little girl just wants to wear a skirt."

She asked Yueyan to wear it to school.

The one who taught them girls' physical education was a guy in his early twenties who had just graduated. He found her head teacher, who then went to Yueyan and told her very tactfully: "The skirt is very beautiful. Mom bought it for you. ?"

Yueyan nodded timidly, pulling the hem of the skirt with both hands, hoping to pull it down more.

"Then tell your mother, from now on, skirts will be worn below the knees. If there is a physical education class, remember to change into sweatpants for class."

Yueyan is very fortunate until now. During her ignorant and ignorant girlhood, all the teachers she encountered, regardless of gender, were upright and kind, decent and conscientious.

At the dinner table, while her father was present, Yue Yan summoned up her courage and said to Li Huifen: "Mom, I don't want to wear a skirt."

She was slightly taken aback.

Shen Xiner muttered to the side: "That's right, you still wear such short clothes for the little girl, how can you look like a junior high school student?"

Wuxin's words aroused the vigilance of the father who was reading the newspaper. He put down the newspaper, looked at Yueyan and said, "Yanyan, stand up and show it to Dad."

Li Huifen's eyebrows twitched, she put down the bowl and chopsticks, and gouged out her own daughter as if nothing.

Yueyan did as her father asked, Gao Zhiming looked at her thoughtfully, and then simply told her to let her go upstairs to change the skirt.

Yueyan was a little embarrassed: "Dad, my pants are too short, I can't even fit them in."

Shen Xin'er was straightforward, and said carelessly: "I have a lot of them over there, I'll give them to you."

After finishing speaking, he took Yueyan's hand and went upstairs.

That night, Gao Zhiming had a big quarrel with his stepmother, and until very late, he could still hear the sound of things being thrown downstairs. Along with Li Huifen's intermittent sobbing, Shen Xiner wanted to go downstairs to persuade her, but her father yelled her back.

Early the next morning, someone knocked on Yueyan's door. It was Li Huifen's youngest son, 12-year-old Shen Ziqiao. He threw a bag of shopping bags on her body and said viciously, "I bought the pants for you. It's all your fault. Troublesome! If you make my mother unhappy again, I will not let you go."

Shen Ziqiao and Gao Yueyan went to the same junior high school, the same grade, but not in the same class.Even in different classes, she had heard about his deeds.

To describe him with a very ugly word is to mix well.

In the short time after that, he did give Yueyan a little bit of suffering, but fortunately, she has excellent grades and a good face. In the hearts of teenagers, it is easier to look up to this kind of student glance.

Sometimes Shen Ziqiao would suddenly push her, trip her, or kick her while running exercises, but Yueyan would not take it to heart.

But seeing him deflated doesn't make Yueyan happy for long.

Destiny is not chocolate for her.It was colorful and full of dangers. She didn't know what to do, but she was able to avoid the rushing waves again and again, and managed to save the whole body.

From the age of 15, she began to vaguely realize the difference between men and women and the feelings of the opposite sex.Fifteen or sixteen years old is the age with extremely limited self-knowledge. Most of these cognitions come from the outside world, such as praise from teachers, admiration from the opposite sex, and hostility from the same sex. These more or less can form our judgment on our appearance. .

Eldest sister Shen Xin'er always thought her eyebrows were too messy, but she was not allowed to shave her eyebrows.She is the age of the young girl Huaichun, and it coincides with the college entrance examination, so Li Huifen is not to mention how nervous she is.

In front of Yueyan more than once, she expressed her admiration for her eyebrows, saying that she would not have to worry about it in the future when they grow like this, and she looked at herself in the mirror and sighed: "Oh, if only the skin could be whiter It's fine, the cheekbones are too wide, and the eyes are not big enough, it's better to cut the double eyelids and open the corners of the eyes."

Yue Yan was terrified when she heard it: "Sister, are you going to have plastic surgery?"

Shen Xiner pinched her face, smiled and said: "Of course I think about it, you think everyone looks as beautiful as you."

Yue Yan never thought she was beautiful.To change this sentence to a less hypocritical way of expression, it should be said that in their high school, there were really a few girls who were surprisingly beautiful.Most often, one of them was seen with his arms around Shen Ziqiao's waist, sitting on the back seat of his motorcycle, with his skirt flying, and being driven by him across the overpass.

His eyes had also been fondly chasing after their backs. They were the representatives of their appearance. Compared with them, Shen Xiner's praise should be classified as the preference of relatives.

Who wouldn't want to have such a face?

Beautiful, delicate, innocent, the kind that makes everyone's heart flutter when they see it.

When washing in the bathroom, Yueyan looked at her face in the mirror and remembered Shen Xiner's comments.

Uh, it’s better to have bigger eyes. Girls with smiling eyes are the most popular now, like girls in Korean girl groups. The skin... Of course, the whiter the better, the so-called one white covers three ugliness... Nose, alas, [-]% Just like her father, just like her mother, tall and straight.Looking left and right, Yue Yan in the mirror also looked left and then again, suddenly caught a glimpse of a figure in the corner of the eye, the corridor was not turned on, he was standing in the shadow outside the door, when he saw her looking, he immediately Walk in generously, turn on the faucet, and wash your hands with water.

It is Shen Ziqiao.

He doesn't look at her, and of course Yueyan won't look at him either, they each do their own things at hand.In the sound of rushing water, I suddenly heard his voice, with a vague smile: "Don't take pictures, you won't become a big beauty if you take pictures again."

This man is... so vulgar.

As soon as he entered high school, Shen Ziqiao was already very famous. It was nothing more than those routines, beauties and heroes, happy grievances, handsome and beautiful people always have legends.

He was in Class Nine, and Yue Yan entered the top class, and his free time was filled with exercises.

The classmates are very simple, and children with good homework are more likely to be respected and loved, and there is no so-called conflict or discrimination.Sometimes when she was tired from doing the homework, Yueyan would take a walk in the evening before self-study started. Camphor trees were planted all the way in from the main entrance of the school, and the wind blew the leaves on the top of the trees, like countless palms swaying in the wind.

Some people are practicing 800 meters on the playground, and some people are playing basketball, and they are happier than her.

At the age of 15, some boys would secretly pass a note to Yueyan, which said: I saw you walking through the playground alone, and I always wondered why you were always depressed at your best age.

Life is like a magician, but unfortunately he can't change what Yueyan likes, or how she likes it.

What can you be happy with, Yueyan often asks herself this way.

She carefully put that note in the English-Chinese dictionary, and sometimes she took it out to read when she was tired of homework. Those inhumane sentiments, the original, natural and acquired chaotic feelings, were once concealed by Yue Yan. The melancholy that entered the books and photos did not escape into nothingness like thousands of days and nights in the past. It was once keenly captured by a boy and asked with concern.

Melancholy regulated her temperament imperceptibly, but Yueyan was unaware of that charming change.

Later, the note disappeared, and she was melancholy for a long time.

There is a canteen next to the school, and a small pudding costs only two yuan. Yueyan eats it very cherished, but it doesn't melt as fast as it does, dripping down her fingers all the way.

She tilted her head and concentrated on licking her thumb. After licking her thumb, someone said, "Six bottles of Coke."

A group of students who had just finished playing basketball came in, all sweating profusely, with their jerseys sticking wet to their vests. Shen Ziqiao was the tallest and walked last, like a lean and vigilant leopard.

She lowered her head, concentrating on continuing to lick her index finger.

The boys came in sloppily, and walked away with their shoulders crossed, and the whole canteen quickly became quiet again.

When Yue Yan stood up and was about to leave, she saw a bottle of Coke on the table in front of her. There were still fresh drops of water on the wall of the bottle.

She brought the Coke back to the classroom and gave it to her deskmate Sun Weiwei. He is a chubby guy who treats everyone with heart and soul. He likes to drink Coke very much, but his parents never gave him carbonated drinks since he was a child. Me, Gao Yueyan."

In the second year of high school, there was a swimming class, and the teacher asked every student to bring a swimsuit to class.

Out of a strange psychology, Yueyan didn't want to ask Li Huifen to do this matter, so she took the pocket money from her father and stood in front of the swimsuit counter in the commercial building, her face finally turned a little red.

God, why even swimsuits come in so many styles.

Because the shopping guide graciously advised her to try it, and even brought a tissue and stuffed it in her palm.

Yueyan was extremely embarrassed, she backed out at a loss, she wanted to go to another counter to have a look, but on second thought she gave up, turned her head, and saw Shen Ziqiao.He was holding a very beautiful girl on his arm. The girl had a strange posture, almost half of her was hanging on him, her head was tilted towards him, she was very close and tight, her eyes were wary.

He kept staring at Yueyan.

Yue Yan turned her head aside on purpose, and walked away with her head held high. When she reached the elevator entrance, the elevator hadn't come down yet, so she couldn't help but turn her head again, he was still standing there.

The girl stretched out her hand to pull him, but he didn't pull.

The swimsuit was arranged for her by Sun Weiwei. His mother was doing wholesale in a hypermarket, so she asked him for help, and copied the height and weight for him.Fortunately, swimsuits do not require measurements, and he promised not to mention how happy he was.

When I called her home on the weekend, Gao Zhiming answered the phone, and after a few words, he passed the handle to Yueyan: "Your classmate."

She ran over to pick it up, and Sun Weiwei happily said, "Come down."

"How did you come?"

"My mother came to the wholesale market to buy goods and happened to drive by here."

When she was changing shoes in the hallway, Gao Zhiming asked who it was tactfully, probably seeing that Yueyan answered calmly, and it didn't matter, he just told her to be careful when crossing the road.

Sun Weiwei's mother is very careful, and she puts it in a black plastic bag. She speaks like a businessman, and she is very enthusiastic. She praises her beauty for a while, praises her good grades for a while, and finally troubles her a lot. Take care of Sun Weiwei's homework.

He is so good at mathematics, physics and chemistry, the head teacher likes him so much, how can he get her to take care of him.Sun Weiwei just listened without explaining, and stuffed the bag into Yueyan's arms.

"I'll give you the money when the time comes."

"What money is not money?" He looked like a rich second-generation son, "I invite you."

It was too strange to say this, his mother stretched out her hand from the car and patted him: "Big silly boy."

This simple action made her nose sour, Yueyan didn't want to stay longer, turned around and went home, avoided her father three steps and ran to the room in two steps, always felt like holding a time bomb in her hand, she had to hide it quickly That's right, before the door was closed, Shen Ziqiao propped up an arm to separate it, and with a little force, someone else came in.

His eyes fell on her, and there was no extra emotion on his face, so he said three words: "Take it out."

He was very strong, and before Yueyan could respond to the attack, he had well-trained movements to control the enemy, wrapped his hot palm around her arm, and quickly grabbed the black bag in her right hand.

Yueyan was in a hurry, and asked in a low voice while pushing, "What do you want to do?"

"Take it out!" Just those three words.

His eyes were dark and shiny, with a layer of inexplicable anger, his breathing suddenly accelerated, and the hot and humid breath sprayed on Yueyan's forehead without hesitation.

She thought vaguely and fearfully, if he saw it... if... Although it would not be unforgivable, it was just that the girl's sensitive self-esteem still felt ashamed.She concentrated on resisting this disorderly entanglement, and stepped back step by step, trying to escape from his trap, but at a critical moment, she slipped on the soles of her feet and rolled backwards top-heavy, with no fulcrum behind her except for the bookcase at an odd angle.

Yueyan opened her eyes, and what she saw was the enlarged face of Shen Ziqiao. He took a quick step and put his hand on the back of her head. It must have been really painful. .

Yue Yan was a little afraid of him, afraid that he would make a move, she subconsciously raised her hand to block it, covered her face with her elbow, and when she put it down, he had already left.

When Shen Ziqiao's little girlfriend found Yueyan, she was immersed in reading an article on reading comprehension. She was slightly biased, and she was not good at liberal arts. She knew it and had to work harder.

She appeared in front of Yueyan without any warning, and within a few seconds, the classroom centered on them fell silent, and the students looked at her in twos and threes.

Yueyan raised her head, she was holding up an opened bottle of Nongfu Spring, as if glimpsed from the bridge, this girl has a face favored by God.

She clicked her tongue and smiled lightly: "It's just like this."

Before she splashed it, Yueyan's first reaction was to protect the half-written English test paper. In an uproar, the water splashed on her head and face, tick-tock, fortunately it was Xia Tian.

When I got home, the school uniform was almost dry, and there was no question of whether to explain it or not. As I walked up the stairs, Shen Ziqiao happened to be walking down the stairs, and passed by quickly. Facing the railing, he folded his waist and leaned out. Because of his height, he always gave people a condescending feeling when looking at people. His eyes moved inch by inch, as if he didn't know Yueyan.

Shen Ziqiao asked, "Did she hit you?"

Eye circles turned red quickly, and she also felt hypocritical, Yueyan waved his hand away, he was tall and long-legged, and followed her into the room within a few steps, the door closed behind his back, Chou Yinmao made it clear that he didn't want to leave.

"What did she do to you?"

Yue Yan looked at him, but he didn't change his expression, and he didn't splash water on himself, so anyone could speak sarcastic remarks calmly.

"You really want to know?"

His eyes darkened, and he stared at Yueyan with an incomprehensible look.

There was a glass of warm water on the table, and she picked it up and poured it at him, with one thought in her mind: If he dares to hit me, I will jump from the second floor, and no one will die anyway.

His hair was wet and slumped, hanging docilely on his forehead, his eyes were dark, and his skin was particularly white, with phoenix eyes and thin lips, he had the demeanor of a beautiful boy in Japanese manga.He slowly raised his arms, covered his face with five slender fingers, closed his eyes, and slightly raised the corners of his mouth on the other half of his face, showing a thrilling smile.

What an inexplicable person.

Being a sibling requires fate.

Yueyan likes her elder sister Shen Xiner, but she has always been "respectful and indifferent" to Shen Ziqiao, mostly because of his scandalous affairs.

News soon spread that Shen Ziqiao had broken up with his ex. He had found a new girlfriend who was a junior high school girl with big eyes and long hair.

There is nothing new under the sun.

He has his romance, and Yueyan can only care about her own passing time.

The results of the monthly exam came out, and the result was two places lower than last time. The key point of losing points was still in English.Her father hired a college student tutor for her. He was a boy who looked like Joe Odagiri, and his British pronunciation was so sublime.

He took off his eyes, and she thought of "Moment in Peking".

Smart is anther sexy!
He taught her for half a semester, but in the end he had to stop because he was going to practice. In the last class, he made a list of foreign language books for Yueyan, and introduced several well-known local translation scholars. The key to learning a foreign language is not to do the questions, But you have to look at the problem from their point of view. Foreigners also talk about human relationships. Compared with the implicitness of Chinese people, they are more used to manifesting implicit and hidden relationships, so there is Facebook. She listens with gusto and admires it from the bottom of her heart. : "Brother, you teach better than our teacher."

At the end, Yueyan sent him downstairs, passing Shen Ziqiao, the stairs were obviously not narrow, and they were not walking fast, the two bumped into each other hard, and Odagiri let him fall on the steps. , elbows on the cold marble countertop.Yue Yan bent down to help him up, but couldn't say anything.When going up and down the stairs, there is no rule about who has to give way to whom.She said: "Brother, are you okay? The stairs are very slippery. Last time I almost fell too."

When they passed each other, Shen Ziqiao gave her a cold look.

Yue Yan never looked sideways.

When he came back, he was still standing on the stairs, watching her walk in, and suddenly smiled: "He is gone, very sad?"

She responded with a tit-for-tat response: "Of course I'm sad, my brother taught me so well."

Her name was Shen Xin'er's sister and Li Huifen's mother, but she had never called him brother.

Shen Ziqiao's expression completely changed.

All the lace about Shen Ziqiao, like gossip, can always be grasped by the audience at the first time.He broke up with the current incumbent soon, and the number of times he appeared in the Yueyan class gradually became more frequent, and rumors arose everywhere.

Since he didn't want others to know about Yue Yan's relationship with him, Yue Yan naturally wouldn't mention it.

Besides, one is surnamed Gao and the other is surnamed Shen, no one would associate them together.

Until Sun Weiwei quietly came to ask her: "Are you and that Shen Ziqiao talking about friends?"

She was furious, and repeatedly reprimanded: "Who said that? It's just nonsense!"

"But, that's what everyone says..." Sun Weiwei probably rarely sees Yueyan getting angry, so he immediately defended that he was just hearsay.

Shocked and angry, she tried her best to clear things up: "I have nothing to do with him, never before, and never will." But when there was a sudden silence behind her, Yueyan couldn't help turning her head, and saw Shen Ziqiao sitting behind her, My heart trembled inexplicably, and my toes moved impatiently in the shoes.

I don't know when he will appear, nor how long he will appear. At this moment, he folded his arms, wearing a loose school uniform, and looked at himself with cold and deep eyes.

The students around were too frightened to breathe out.In the minds of all high school students, Shen Ziqiao is simply synonymous with bullies.

But she was afraid of what he would do, so she looked at him contemptuously, turned around as if nothing had happened, and continued to copy her words.

He kicked the leg of the table violently, and even her chair shook violently. Without any response, the demon king walked away.

Sun Weiwei turned around and asked the people at the back table what he was doing in their class, Zhao Yi and Xu Lele shook their heads and said they didn't know.

"He just walked in and sat here...we thought he was looking for Yueyan."

"How long has he been here?"

"Not long, just a few minutes, not talking, just sitting, scared us to death."

From the age of 16, Li Huifen didn't care much about her. Shen Xiner, Shen Ziqiao and the others all had access control. If she didn't come home at what time, she would sit on the sofa with a straight face and wait until they came home.

But no matter how late Yueyan came home, she couldn't speak.

Li Yuchun came to Hangzhou to do the "My" world tour concert. At that time, Super Girl was on fire, and the whole class was discussing whether they liked Li Yuchun more or Zhang Liangying more. The debate about them was an eternal topic throughout adolescence. Students in the class would secretly use their parents mobile phone to vote for your favorite Supergirl.

In fact, it was very difficult to buy tickets, but Sun Weiwei had great powers, so he got two tickets at once, and urged Yueyan to go with him. The concert started at 8:12 in the evening and didn't end until nearly [-]:[-].

It was early in the morning when she returned home in a panic, but fortunately there was no father's car in the yard.

Yue Yan tiptoedly took out the key from her bag, opened the door, only dared to push the door open a crack, slipped in along that crack, changed shoes in the hallway in the dark, but heard a click in the living room, someone pushed the light switch up, In an instant, the living room was filled with light, and she instinctively raised her arm to block it, and waited until her eyes finally got used to it, and then hesitantly lowered her arm.

Not knowing whether to be nervous or to breathe a sigh of relief, the one who turned on the light was Shen Ziqiao who went downstairs to drink water, standing at the stairs with a cold face, holding a cup and sneering: "I thought there was a burglar in the house."

She was too lazy to pay attention to him, but the moment she passed by, he pinched her wrist. With great strength, he pushed her to the wall, and pressed her whole body against it. She was very yin and yang, forcing her to ask where Yueyan went so late. .

She was in pain, and lowered her voice to tell him: "Let go, why should I tell you?"

"Well, if you don't tell me, I'll ask my parents to come out and see why the good daughter in their hearts doesn't come back all night?"

Pleasant face.

He can always use the fastest and most ruthless way to catch her weakness.

Yueyan was defeated, and admitted discouragedly: "The concert, Li Yuchun's concert."

"one person?"

"At the same table."

He had seen Yueyan at the same table, that somewhat chubby boy, and guessed that he would not have the guts, so he snorted coldly, but didn't let go: "Why didn't you answer your phone?"

"The concert was too loud, I didn't hear it."

"Don't accept it in the future."

He pressed Yueyan very tightly, because she was too high, bent her waist slightly, and her face was almost touching her forehead, Yueyan's skin was cold because of the wind blowing in the open air for a long time, like fine ice silk, it was almost touching It will make people tremble at once.

His breathing suddenly quickened, and his eyes became dark.

Those words were almost a threat to Yue Yan's ears, she almost yelled: "Why should I listen to you, let go!"

The moment Li Huifen pushed open the door, Shen Ziqiao was pressing Yueyan against the wall with a weird expression, his eyes were only fixed on Yueyan's eyes, getting very close to her, the two of them tugged at the stairs.

Li Huifen's face changed slightly, and she pulled him away and scolded: "What are you arguing with her? Do you know that we are living in someone else's house now, so we should know what we are?"

Amidst Li Huifen's scolding and scolding, he gave Yueyan an indifferent look.

Yueyan knew well that what Li Huifen said was actually for herself.

Dad still didn't hide the matter, because he found the ticket stub of the concert and asked Li Huifen again. The stepmother wrote lightly: "What should I do? She doesn't like to listen to what I say. You can ask Xiner and Ziqiao. How many times have I said it, and which time did she listen?"

Gao Zhiming didn't say anything, called her into the study, verified Yueyan's statement, and knew that she had indeed slipped away to listen to the concert all night, so he just asked her: "Do you know I was wrong?"

Yue Yan didn't dare to vent her anger, she only dared to nod her head.

"What's wrong?"

"I... I shouldn't be playing outside so late."

"You still don't understand why Dad is angry," Gao Zhiming shook his head, his tone was mild, "Go and stand on the stool for half an hour, think about it."

There is a bench under the camphor tree in the courtyard. If she didn’t practice the piano well when she was young, her father would punish her to stand on it and reflect.Because I was young, I couldn't stand firmly, and I was afraid, so it was punishment.But she is already 16 years old, and the shame in the meaning of the punishment clearly overshadows the reflection itself.

There was wind in the courtyard, blowing the leaves above the head and rattling, Yue Yan was sandwiched between the breeze and the green leaves, blushing in embarrassment.

After she left, Li Huifen had a big fight with her father.

"I know my own daughter, no matter how courageous she is, she will not be so bold as to disobey her parents."

"Gao Zhigang, what do you mean? You mean I'm going to kill your daughter?" Li Huifen screamed, all the way to her father's face.

"I don't ask you to treat my daughter as your own child. I just ask you to take care of her and care about her."

"Why don't I care about it? If it was my own daughter, if she dared not come home in the middle of the night, I would have called her as soon as she could. I just feel sorry for her who lost her mother at such a young age, and everything follows her, what? I bought it all for her, and I gave her more heart than my son and daughter combined. My stepmother is suspicious and scolded for doing what I do! I owe you the Gao family What?" At this point, Li Huifen's voice was already crying.

Seeing her crying sadly, Gao Zhiming heaved a long sigh: "Oh, I know, I'm not busy with the company...Okay, okay, I will remember your kindness, aren't we a family? My daughter came back so late If you don't tell me, I'm in a hurry..."

"Aren't you in a hurry and I'm not in a hurry? Yanyan is only old now, and she has already gone out with her male classmates without telling the adults, and she still doesn't return at night. Tell you, tell you, what if she hates me as a stepmother again? ?”

"Yanyan is very well-behaved, she won't do that kind of thing. It's just that she is in puberty now, and adults need to be advised to correct the small details step by step."

"It's easy to say, it's hard for you to be a father, so what if you let me be a stepmother?"

Yue Yan raised her head, and there were wild geese flying by in a row among the light clouds.

Shen Ziqiao, who had stood in the courtyard for a long time and looked at it for a long time, came over and hugged the teary-eyed Yueyan from the stool.

Later, Yueyan found her father and told him that the homework was too tight and she wanted to stay.It just so happened that a girl in their class went through the transfer procedures and a bed was vacated. It happened that Si Nan was her junior high school classmate.

At first he didn't agree, and even decided to buy a house next to the school and hire an aunt to take care of Yueyan, but Yueyan was afraid that her stepmother would be suspicious, so she insisted on living in the student dormitory.

Dad deliberately spared a day to help her send the luggage and bedding to the school, carefully checked the environment of the dormitory, and pressed the bed board to see if it was firm, spread the bedding and installed the mosquito net, and went to the bathroom to check Look, the result is that the more you look at the frown, the tighter it is.

Yue Yan saw that he was about to explode, as if she was facing a subordinate who was not able to do things well, and immediately said coquettishly to him: "Dad, the formalities have been completed, and now I can't say it anymore, how embarrassing."

He could only sigh.

That night he took Yueyan to dine-in at a nearby hotel, ordered a large table of her favorite dishes, and tried his best to urge her to eat more.In the father's view, the daughter is not going to boarding at all, but going to a refugee concentration camp to suffer.

After dinner, the father and daughter walked back to school, and the street lamps along the street were lit up one by one, reflecting the way they were going, making the father and daughter's silhouette very long.

There are quiet sounds all around, it is the leaves on the top of the trees, it is the wind on the top of the clouds, the sky is getting colder, but the warm current is accumulating in my heart, and it will not dissipate for a long time.

And the road was under their feet, and they walked slowly.I heard my father's words in my ears, telling her about her academic life and the way she will go in the future.

"Of course I believe that my daughter has countless possibilities in the future, but I hope that my daughter can spend every minute happily now."

"Dad, are you happy then?"

"When Yan Yan is happy, I am happy."

"Dad, don't quarrel with mom again."

The circles of his eyes turned red rapidly. This father, who was always firm and uncompromising outside, revealed his soft and hurt heart in front of his daughter for the first time: "I knew... Dad always thought that you can't take care of you alone, but I didn't expect... ...I found someone else who still can't take good care of you."

"You look great now, you can take care of yourself now."

"But Dad still wants to take care of you for a longer time."

Yueyan will never forget that winter in Hangzhou, when her father suddenly burst into tears on the long street in front of her.

In the eight-person dormitory, the homework is very tight, the exams are frequent, and the study is very hard.

Due to anxiety and stress, Yueyan suffers from the most extravagant disease - insomnia.The most awake hour is between [-] and [-] in the morning. There is a large English-Chinese dictionary by the bedside. During those long nights of insomnia, she recited all the way from A to G—gloomy, the god of depression.

Terrible hint.

The phone was placed by the pillow, turned on a few times, and finally turned off without a sound.

She called back again, but no one answered.

(End of this chapter)