give you joy

Chapter 13 But I will always be by your side.

Chapter 13 But I will always be by your side.

A few days ago, it was a deliberate rivalry. Shen Ziqiao didn't contact her, and Yueyan didn't take the initiative to inquire about him. A small conflict that could have been clearly explained in a few sentences turned into a protracted cold war over time.

It's all like this, if you don't tell the truth on the first day, it will only become more and more difficult on the second and third days.

Sun Weiwei noticed that she was depressed emotionally, she seldom spoke, and she was absent-minded. Sometimes she couldn't get back to her senses after calling her several times. Sun Weiwei thought she was tired and had traveled so many places for so many days.So on the afternoon of the last day, Sun Weiwei found an open-air teahouse by the moat to sit down and rest, and ordered a pot of Pu'er and some snacks.

The wind in early October has not completely faded away the summer heat, and it doesn't feel too cold when it blows on the body. The surrounding temperature is neither high nor low, and the sun is bright, making people drowsy.

With the wind blowing across her cheeks, Yue Yan looked sleepily at the scenery beside the moat, letting her thoughts fly: If Shen Ziqiao was there...

What would it be like if he was there?
She found that she couldn't think of it, because she had never traveled alone with him since she was a child.Her heart suddenly lost for a second.

Sun Weiwei has been answering the messages on his phone since he sat down, and the two of them were speechless for a moment, then Sun Weiwei raised his head and asked Yueyan with a smile: "Your roommate is quite funny, why do you keep asking me about my profession?" ah?"

She raised her head a little too late, lost in thought: "Huh?"

He was very patient, "It's Guo Jingjing who always comes to chat with me after adding WeChat." Half-jokingly, Sun Weiwei tentatively asked her, "I don't even understand you girls, you say she is like this Are you interested in me?"

Yueyan groaned again, because she was too sleepy, and her reaction was slower than usual. After his gesture, Yueyan thought of Guo Jingjing's various reactions in front of Sun Weiwei, and everything seemed to be logical.

Yue Yan looked at him with a smile, very generous and frank.

When his eyes met the smile on her face, Sun Weiwei dodged for a while, and after a while, he mustered up the courage to look at her again.

Because I heard her saying: "I think it's like, I'll ask her for you when I go back."

Sun Weiwei's heart was burning from her laughter, his eyes drooped unnaturally for a few seconds, and he suddenly raised his face: "But I already have someone I like."

Yue Yan was stunned: "Who, does she know that girl?"

Sun Weiwei looked at her and shook his head.

Yueyan put herself in his shoes and made troubles for him: "Then what should I do, it sounds so complicated..."

Sun Weiwei lowered his head and smiled, the phone vibrated quietly in his palm, and WeChat messages were still coming in one by one.

"I haven't told that girl, so I don't know if she thinks the same about me. I didn't dare to ask before, because I felt that I was too young at that time to afford my future and hers. Now I am ready to give her a guaranteed future, so this time, I want to ask her."

Maybe it was because his tone suddenly became serious, or maybe it was because he kept staring at himself when he was talking, Yueyan froze with a premonition, looking at the boy who had been with him day and night for more than two and a half years, a kind of absurd feeling arose from the bottom of his heart. Feel it.

Sun Weiwei's eyes were unprecedentedly sincere: "Yue Yan, I like you, how about you?"

Those drowsiness disappeared in an instant, and she was completely stupid there.

When sending Sun Weiwei to the airport in the afternoon, Yueyan talked even less. Along the way, the two looked outside the taxi, trying to erase the embarrassment and uneasiness at the moment of confession with an attitude of doing nothing.

Regarding Sun Weiwei's feelings, Yueyan dares to swear by her personality that she is not the kind of scheming girl who enjoys the pursuit of boys and pretends not to know. , she just regarded him as a male classmate with a good relationship.

So this is also doomed that Sun Weiwei's confession will end in failure.

Before sending him on the plane, Yue Yan took the initiative to apologize to him.

With the trolley luggage standing on the side, Sun Weiwei is very self-cultivated. Even if the crush ended disastrously, he maintained his personable demeanor. He smiled: "It doesn't matter, this is also a thorough explanation for my youth."

Yue Yan forced a smile and said: "I really don't know, if I knew earlier..."

If she had known, their friendship might have died in high school.

Sun Weiwei shook his head and said nothing.

"and also……"

His eyes lit up and locked onto her face.

"Guo Jingjing is a very good girl, if you can, don't hurt her..." She lowered her voice, "Don't tell her what happened between us."

"I know." The light in Sun Weiwei's eyes dimmed, and he finally looked up at her, "Then, I'm leaving."

"See you."

Greedy to hear her say a few more words, but did not expect that what was waiting was a farewell sentence, Sun Weiwei had already guessed it, and twitched the corners of his mouth.

The youthful years finally flew away, and the two misplaced people were left on both sides of the time. They looked at each other across the river, but they could not return to their previous appearance.

The announcement urging boarding suddenly sounded at the airport, and the passers-by in the lobby quickened their pace. The sound of suitcases rubbing against the ground was all around, covering the boy's last words.

Yue Yan only saw his mouth move.

"What did you say?"

Sun Weiwei looked at her and smiled slightly.

If the timing is better, maybe Yueyan can hear him say: "I regret it..."

If he says nothing, then he has nothing to lose.

And time and years will not allow us to make this choice.

After National Day, schools resume classes.

Campus life is going on step by step, and the girls' dormitory has also entered a period of peace. Adult girls don't have to make the relationship so rigid. Everyone retreats a little bit, and the atmosphere is not impossible to become harmonious. .

As soon as school started, Han Ling found several part-time jobs outside, and ran out whenever she was free. When she was not in class, she hardly saw her. Guo Jingjing and Guo Shu were very close, like Siamese twins, they did everything together. I often forget to bring Yueyan with me.On weekdays, apart from keeping in touch with her family, she just chatted with a few close high school classmates on WeChat, but since the incident with Sun Weiwei, she has also intentionally or unintentionally streamlined her high school circle of friends, and there are even more people who can talk to her. not enough.

People will always grow up, but Yueyan never expected that the first compulsory lesson of growing up is to learn to accept loneliness.

Fortunately, in late October, she joined two clubs, a street dance club, and a school student union. She has dancing skills, has passed the tenth level of piano, can draw, and has a little bit of PS and VE. She looks sweet and is almost a member of the major clubs. Target member candidates.

After joining the association, there are various departmental meetings. The student union recently held a Christmas party, early outreach publicity, poster production, program planning, personnel arrangement... In this way, I was busy from morning to night, and gradually put Shen Ziqiao's matter into consideration. to one side.

After returning from the club meeting in the afternoon, Yue Yan sat on the stool to change her slippers, and Guo Shu who was facing the bed poked her head: "Yue Yan, is your phone out of battery again?"

Putting the phone aside, Yueyan turned on the screen: "No."

Guo Shu: "Someone called our landline at four o'clock and said they couldn't reach you and asked you to call him back."

Yue Yan paused for a moment, even her voice changed: "Who is it?"

"He said his surname was Shen."

Ever since Shen Ziqiao returned to Hangzhou, even ordinary classmates have noticed that this person is emotionally abnormal. Although he doesn't talk much on weekdays and looks sloppy, it's not like this, as if he doesn't have interest in doing anything. , I don’t play ball, I can stare at my phone all day while lying in bed.

Gossip spread from Shen Ziqiao's dormitory, saying that he broke up with his girlfriend during the National Day.Shen Ziqiao never avoided people when he was on the phone in the dormitory. All the roommates knew that the girl was in Nanjing, she went to a good university, and she was also a freshman this year.

The boys are very embarrassed and understand that the long-distance relationship can last for three months and it will break the sky.

The head of the house couldn't see how depressed he was trapped by love, so he dragged him up and went downstairs to have a meal, and after the meal he dragged him to the Internet cafe to connect.The girlfriend of the head of the house brought some fruits to see him on the way. The girl is a sophomore, one year older than them, so she is very good at taking care of others. The fruits are cut into small pieces, and a toothpick is inserted on each of them.Seeing a group of single dogs in the dormitory jealous, booing, one by one, the sister-in-law asked her to introduce someone.

The girl has a straightforward personality, and she agreed immediately: "Okay, next time I will ask people from my dormitory to come out, so everyone can get to know each other and make friends."

Everyone thought she was just talking, but they didn't expect that the next night just after eating, they ran into the head of the house and her girlfriend at the door of the cafeteria, and came with two girls.

There is an obvious gap between the two girls in terms of appearance, one is average, the other is very attractive, she is a complete beauty, super positive and super sweet, and she has the feeling of a chewing gum commercial heroine when she purses her lips and smiles.

The boys seemed to have seen something, and all of a sudden they gathered around and made friends.

Only Shen Ziqiao stood in the outer ring and pressed his cell phone, with a chill all over his body.

After returning from Nanjing, because he was upset, he simply cut a super-inch cut. After the facial features were fully exposed, people found that his face was huge and small, smaller than ordinary girls, with fair skin and deep eyebrows and eyes. He is so handsome and unscrupulous, the kind of person who glances at it when passing by, and can't help but turn around to take a closer look.

The pretty girl came over, looked at his hand, and asked naturally: "Is this Apple 4?"

Shen Ziqiao hummed.

"It's expensive."

Shen Ziqiao had no expression on his face: "It's okay."

The good-looking girl flicked her hair and smiled at him again. The fragrance on her body was bursting: "Why do you talk so little? You feel cool. Are you always like this? I found that there are very few people like you in our school. Boy, by the way, don’t you like to exercise a lot?”

The phone rang suddenly.

His body trembled slightly, his back straightened subconsciously, and his eyes were astonishingly bright as he watched the names jumping up on the screen.

The good-looking girl also realized that something was wrong with him, looked at him, then looked at his phone: "What's wrong?"

Several people are observing the movement over there.

A roommate named Sun Yunlong quietly asked: "Looking at the situation, is there any drama?"

She Chang's eyes were like torches: "Fart, when a phone call comes, Hun doesn't know where to fly."

Holding the phone, the boy strode down the steps, turned left, took two quick steps, and finally couldn't hold back and ran.

The girl stomped behind her: "Hey...you haven't finished your sentence yet, why are you like this..."

Shen Ziqiao quickened his pace, left the pretty girl behind and walked to the outer wall of the cafeteria where there were few people.After adjusting his breathing, he pressed to answer.

A girl's complaining voice came from over there: "Why is it taking so long?"

Shen Ziqiao's throat was itchy, he coughed twice, and said casually, "I was playing a game just now, I didn't see it."

"Oh," Yueyan's voice lowered, "You play first, I won't bother you anymore."

"Don't!" Shen Ziqiao almost bit the tip of his tongue, and secretly annoyed himself for not being up to date, "If you have something to say, just say it."

The girl's voice was gentle and gentle: "It's nothing. Just now my roommate said that you called me, so I came to ask what's the matter."

Shen Ziqiao returned to indifference: "Oh, it's nothing, I pressed the wrong button."

Yueyan paused, and said leisurely: "I haven't told you about the landline in my dormitory, have you pressed the wrong one?"

Shen Ziqiao immediately froze, there was no sound for a while, and it couldn't be broken, looking stupid.Yue Yan couldn't hold back, and laughed out loud.

The awkwardness that was so light that it couldn't be more light was completely disappeared with this smile.

His heart was itchy and numb from her laughter, Shen Ziqiao scratched his chin, and had nothing to say to her: "The old classmate left?"

"Long gone."

He snorted: "No wonder."

"No wonder what?"

"No wonder you're free to call me."

Yueyan took a deep breath and kept hinting to herself, I'm not angry, I'm not angry, I'm not angry...

"Shen Ziqiao, I also have a problem with the National Day. I didn't take good care of your emotions."

The boy's frizzy hair was smoothed by the girl's gentle words. He lowered his head, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and knocked the toe of his sneakers against the corner of the wall. Her heart was sore and soft. .

People who have been wronged enough don't need anyone to say sorry, they only need a word of care from the one they love.

"What about you, isn't there anything wrong? Why didn't you tell me before you came?"

When a girl grows up, she can reason, present facts, and analyze the whole story clearly, which makes people feel that she can't be controlled.

Shen Ziqiao smiled lightly: "Teach me, okay, I'll listen."

"It's not a lesson to you, it's that you don't always embarrass people when you do things."

Shen Ziqiao deliberately said ambiguously: "I don't want to embarrass others, but I will embarrass you."

Yue Yan was speechless, did she say all that just now?
"you……"

"What about me, what are you talking about?" His tone suddenly became ruffian, starting to make Yueyan overwhelmed.

"Stop talking, I'm going to take a shower." Yueyan anxiously wanted to stop the call, which was beginning to become unclear.

Yes, she started hiding again.

"Eh."

She paused: "Is there anything else?"

"What's the matter with your mobile phone? Is it for decoration? It can run out of battery once or twice."

Yue Yan thought for a while: "I also think that the electric board may be broken, and there is always no power."

The other side said: "Understood."

It was only after the new mobile phone was mailed to her dormitory that she realized what Shen Ziqiao meant when he said I know it.

The courier came back from Han Ling's part-time job, and when passing by the school's courier delivery point, he dropped by to pick it up for her.While eating the takeaway, Han Ling watched her take it apart, and when Yueyan took out her phone, she glanced at it, her face was still calm, and she didn't yell with Guo Jingjing and the others.

The latest model of a certain brand is originally an electronic product that only boys pay attention to, and many fashionable girls have paid attention to it.

Yueyan looked at the cities where the courier was sent from, and she already knew it in her heart.

Guo Jingjing took it over there to try it out, and asked Yueyan: "Is this phone expensive?"

She said casually: "It's okay."

Han Ling, who hadn't looked at them before, glanced at her now, but still didn't say anything.

When Guo Shu came back later, a few girls made an appointment to have dinner downstairs and asked Yueyan, who shook her head: "I'm not hungry, you go."

After closing the door, the girls went out one after the other. Guo Shu couldn't help but said when they went down the stairs: "Why does Yueyan always skip dinner? She's not fat."

Han Ling said, "Save money. That mobile phone looks expensive, and the things she usually uses are not cheap."

Guo Shu: "Many of her bags have brands. Did you notice the bag she was carrying yesterday? Is it LV?"

Guo Jingjing said casually: "How could it be LV? Just look at the hardware and you'll know it's fake. Nowadays, many fake ones are made just like the real ones."

In the dormitory, Yueyan replaced the phone card, downloaded a few commonly used apps and played for a while.Thinking that there was still a paper that hadn't been handed in, she turned on her computer again, hung up QQ, and someone shocked her not long after she went online.She clicked on the dialog box, and a video invitation was sent over there.

The mouse hovered over the cross, Yueyan pursed her lips, and clicked agree.

After a few seconds of black screen with unstable line, the monitor was crowded with a boy's handsome face. After adjusting the camera, Shen Ziqiao stepped back, and Yueyan found a boy on his shoulder, and looked at it with a little curiosity. into the screen.

The boy has a round face, is white and fat, and can't see his eyes when he smiles: "Wow, sister."

Yue Yan smiled awkwardly.

Shen Ziqiao shook his shoulders and told him to get out.

The boy said: "Do you want to do this? I repaired the camera for you. Let me chat with my sister for a while..."

"Your sister or my sister?"

"Your sister."

"If you want to die, just say it."

……

Shen Ziqiao pulled the boy's collar and left the screen for a while, and when he came back and sat down, he was still panting, his eyes met the camera, and he brushed the hair in front of him.

"what are you doing?"

"Do your homework."

The girl's hands were typing on the keyboard, but no sound came out.

In the picture, the evening light shines through the glass on the hair on the girl's shoulders. The hair is soft and shiny, with an amber shimmer.

As if nothing has changed, but also as if everything has changed.

He couldn't tell clearly about the eyes, temperament, and the occasional flickering of the eyes when talking to him.

Shen Ziqiao lazily rested his cheeks on his hands, and the way he looked at her changed little by little.

Yue Yan continued typing: "By the way, I received the phone, and I will give you the money next month."

"Need not."

"want."

He was a little impatient: "Studying is stupid, who wants your money, what if I buy you a mobile phone?"

"What are you capable of? How much is your living expenses?"

Shen Ziqiao snorted and said, "That's enough to support you."

Yue Yan: "I don't want you to support me."

The words came out of his mouth, and he smiled when he heard it, as if he didn't take it to heart at all: "Whatever you want, I don't want your money anyway, if you dare to transfer it to me, I will buy a new mobile phone and send it to you right away."

"..."

He came closer, and more than half of the screen was his face. Under such a strong exposure, the skin on his face could still withstand the inspection of the camera, which was so good.

"How about it, are you scared?"

Yueyan looked at him, frowned slightly, and suddenly said, "Why did you cut your hair?"

He casually brushed the back of his hair with the palm of his hand.

"Is he handsome?"

Yueyan looked at the screen, subconsciously raised the corner of her lower lip.

"What are you laughing at?" Shen Ziqiao asked why she was laughing, but he couldn't help laughing.

"It's the same as a monk returning to vulgarity."

He put his face in front of the camera again, and asked cheekily, "Have you ever seen such a handsome monk?"

As soon as he became poor, Yueyan interrupted him: "Stop talking, I'm going to do my homework."

"You shrink the picture, I won't affect you."

Yueyan thought for a while, turned off the stereo, and then clicked on a word, and as she was writing, she forgot about the video.

After a while, the roommates came back one after another.Seeing that it was still early, Guo Jingjing dug out a few dirty clothes to wash, and obviously felt something was wrong when she picked up the laundry detergent, which felt much lighter than last time.

She picked it up and looked at it, and then looked at the clothes that had just been dried on the balcony.

Turning to ask Yueyan: "Yueyan, have you washed your clothes this afternoon?"

"correct."

"Did you take it wrong and use my laundry detergent?"

Yueyan looked back to identify them. They used two brands, so it was easy to recognize. She shook her head firmly: "No, I did not take it wrong."

Han Ling looked over while folding the clothes.

Guo Jingjing paused, then smiled at her again, with a natural look: "It's okay to use it wrong, everyone in the dormitory has used it together, but my laundry detergent is very expensive, and a small cap can wash a lot of clothes .”

No matter how stupid Yueyan was, she could hear her voice, and her tone became serious: "Quiet, it's true that I did laundry this afternoon, but I really haven't used your laundry detergent."

Guo Jingjing may also feel that her tone is a bit too much, and she wants to smooth things over: "It doesn't matter if you have used it, I just remind you."

Yueyan is funny and angry, and Guo Jingjing's open mouth has been obvious to all since the beginning of school. Although there is no malice, every word can be echoed in people's hearts.Yueyan shook her head: "Thank you for your kindness, but you really misunderstood me."

Guo Jingjing glanced at the mobile phone she put aside, and the LV with a golden copper lock hanging on the bedside, she pouted and didn't say anything.

It was getting dark, and Guo Shu accompanied her down to do the laundry.

Guo Jingjing kept complaining to her all the way: "Use it if you have used it, and everyone didn't blame her. Obviously the family conditions are not good, but she insists on pretending to be white and rich. She is really funny."

Before going to college, Gao Zhiming told Yueyan not to be special, and it would not end well in the end.She only has a few bags that are eye-catching, and what she usually wears is not much different from that of ordinary female college students. A mobile phone was eliminated by her sister after she used it.

Guo Shu said: "Maybe it's really not what she uses."

Guo Jingjing sneered: "Then who else? Han Ling?"

Guo Shu smiled and said nothing.

As soon as Shuang Guo left, Han Ling couldn't stand it any longer, and came over to Yue Yan and said, "Why are you being so polite to her, just scold her back, thinking that I am an only child is so great, and the whole world has to let her be the same. "

Yueyan didn't expect so many things to happen with just a piece of laundry detergent, because she was busy finishing the paper on hand, so she didn't say much to her.

Unexpectedly, a few days later, a courier marked Gao Yueyan's receipt was sent directly to their dormitory.

You can tell who wrote it without looking at the sender.

But has Shen Ziqiao ever thought about it, if the problems between girls can be solved so easily, it wouldn't be a problem.

There was a three-day holiday on New Year’s Day, and Yueyan went back to Hangzhou. On the eve of the New Year’s Eve, the family went out for dinner. Gao Zhiming booked a large private room in Yulan, and many relatives and friends came. There were two cousins ​​of Gao Zhiming who worked in Hangzhou, and there were A relative of Grandma Yueyan, her cousin married to Suzhou, and this time she brought her two sons back with her. It seems that she was taught by adults before she came here. She calls someone when she enters the door. She calls Yueyan sister and Shen Ziqiao Brother Ziqiao.During the dinner, Yueyan peeled the prawns for them and took good care of them.

The joy of reuniting after a long absence made the atmosphere of the banquet enjoyable.During the feasting, Yueyan and Shen Ziqiao were the only ones who got into a fight. That day Yueyan was wearing a thick turtleneck sweater, Shen Ziqiao insisted that she was fat after seeing it, and she became angry and said he was dark. "Who is black? I'm white!" "Do you dare to compare? I will give you ten yuan if you win." "Compare with whom? You? Brother, I don't bully girls." "Then you are afraid!" "Afraid of me Call your sister."

The adults talked about the old days of the adults, and the children quarreled with each other. Neither Yue Yan nor Shen Ziqiao wanted to suffer.Of course they are helping their sister Yanyan.

The girls and the boys quarreled, but no one was really emotional. Instead, when Yueyan reached out for juice, Shen Ziqiao took away the bottle of pineapple beer closest to her: "You can't drink this."

Yue Yan snatched it over: "I can drink this."

Shen Ziqiao looked at the front of his eyes, stretched out his chopsticks and tapped her: "Tomorrow I will know whether I coaxed you or not, brother."

The wine tasted quite refreshing at first taste, sweet and sour, which diluted the greasyness of the big fish and meat during the banquet. Yue Yan drank several glasses in a row, and the bottle was filled with more than half of it.She stuck her tongue out at him defiantly.

He turned away expressionlessly.After a few seconds, I sorted out my expression a little bit, and looked up again after making sure there was nothing unusual.

The girl's cheeks were blush from the indoor heating, and her eyes were bright and moist, like a stream or a mighty river. Everything in the world was hidden in those eyes, and she never possessed them.

He has been fascinated by this.

After dinner, Gao Zhiming sent a group of guests from other cities to the hotel, and Li Huifen also had a group of sisters to send them off, so the couple split up.Shen Xiner sent Yueyan's two younger brothers home, drove Yueyan and Shen Ziqiao back, and stopped the car in front of a nearby McDonald's when passing Dongxin Road.

The car stopped, Shen Ziqiao raised his head.Yue Yan next to her was soundly asleep.

He lowered his voice: "What's wrong?"

Shen Xiner pulled up the handbrake, combed her fingers and pulled her hair back, and turned to tell Shen Ziqiao in the back seat: "I have something to do, you drive Yanyan back."

He didn't ask anything, he just asked when she would be back.

"Soon." She perfunctorily picked up the scarf hanging on the passenger seat and wrapped it around her neck, as if she wanted to use this monotonous action to help herself make up her mind.

People's decision is just a game between reason and madness, and occasionally madness wins, which makes people have the urge to fight.

Shen Ziqiao was unexpectedly calm: "What should I do when Mom asks, have you thought about it?"

She paused for a moment, and her eyes fell on one spot.

Shen Ziqiao looked over, and at the end of his line of sight was an amulet hanging in front of the windshield.Shen Xin'er was always driving the car. Shen Ziqiao didn't notice it before, but it didn't seem to be in his memory.

Guessing what, he sneered in his heart.

I've heard of giving girls bags and jewelry, but this person is quite unique.

"I can't care so much. Han Zhen will return to Sichuan at eight o'clock tomorrow. I can't wait to see him. If Mom asks, she will say that I am already asleep."

Shen Ziqiao's gaze was colder than hers, seeing her as if she was watching a childish trick, and said two words coldly: "Crazy."

Shen Xin'er's voice was weak, and even the smile on the corner of her mouth was vague: "If I'm really crazy, then I don't care about anything, I don't care about anyone, as long as I can be with him."

As if in a daze, Shen Ziqiao couldn't help swearing.

Shen Xiner didn't hear clearly, and she didn't want to hear clearly, she smiled, pushed open the car door, stepped on the ground with her high-heeled shoes, she went out without looking back, her figure never returned until she completely disappeared into the mellow night .

In order to cover for Shen Xiner, Shen Ziqiao drove very slowly along the way. Fortunately, the streets were filled with crowds welcoming the New Year's Eve, which crowded the originally spacious streets and squares. Counting down, the car is unable to move an inch on the bridge, but the Qiantang River is crowded with people, and the neon lights are constantly flowing along the river, and the pedestrians count down to three, two, one.

On the surface of the river, horns honking, noisy crowds, and the small space of the car set them up for a short period of peace.

The new year goes with the wind, time is so selfless, it is the only fairness in the world.

The passing time always has the magical power to bring people back to the past. The car is temporarily blocked under the overpass, and the traffic police on duty are directing and guiding.While waiting, he held on to the steering wheel and looked back.Yueyan still hasn't woken up until now, the half bottle of alcoholic drink deliberately poured against him at the dining table has turned into endless drowsiness at this moment, Shen Ziqiao quietly listened to the gentle breathing of the girl in the car, and his originally intricate thoughts were re-introduced tidy.

Unconsciously think of the past, and think of the present.Every moment, in the memories he thinks will be unforgettable, there is Yueyan's participation.Her presence was the deepest and most indelible living imprint of his life.

The last second, the last second of the countdown.

He said in his heart: "Happy New Year Yanyan, if you want to be really happy."

Suddenly thinking of Shen Xiner's words, my heart throbbed for a moment.The fall of a person begins with losing control of his emotions, and giving himself unreservedly is probably the prerequisite for becoming a lunatic.

Maybe she's right.

It didn't get better until the car got off the overpass, so it took Shen Ziqiao more than two hours to get home. After parking the car in the garage, Yueyan still didn't wake up, and she didn't respond to calling her a few times.Shen Ziqiao unbuckled his seat belt, got out of the car and went around to Yueyan, leaned in with his hand on the car door, and patted her face lightly. The skin on her face was delicate to the touch, and her complexion was as silky as Hetian jade. Every breath brought out the fragrance of wine. A few wisps, mixed with the natural fragrance of the girl.

This made Shen Ziqiao feel that everything about her was beautiful, and his heart itched densely. He restrained himself and took a deep breath.

"Yanyan, we're home, wake up quickly."

She was still lingering in front of Duke Zhou's chess game, when she was awakened from sleepiness, her eyelids were half-opened, she let out a soft moan, and tried to sit up on the seat, but failed twice.

"Wait, it's cold outside, put on your coat."

Her down jacket was draped over the passenger seat, and he pulled it over to her.

Yueyan looked down for a few seconds, her eyes dull, and finally recognized her clothes.

After thinking about it in confusion, she slowly stretched out her two hands to him, her eyes were as naive as her expression, and she wanted him to wear it for herself.

Shen Ziqiao: "..."

He sighed with a laugh, unfolded the sleeves of his down jacket, bent his knees on the empty seat beside her, bent the other knee, and when he leaned in, his back arched unconsciously, half of his body was exposed in the cold night.It was a dilemma.

All the buttons are hidden buttons, and when he found them all and fastened them, there was obviously a layer of sweat on his forehead.

The cold wind outside the car is biting, and the inside of the car is as warm as spring, as if you are in another world.

In this world, many things have become different from usual.

Such as a docile girl, such as him who became nervous.

He lowered his head and looked at Yueyan from a very close distance. Her skin was smooth and clean, her jawline was beautifully curved, the blood vessels in her ears were burnt blue by alcohol, and her eyelashes were clear and countable.

As if he couldn't get enough of it, Shen Ziqiao maintained this dilemma for a long time.

The night was unbelievably late, it was a time when he had never entered with her before, it brought him a strange feeling he had never had before, a little sleepiness, a little lingering, he didn't want this night to end so soon, greedy I want it to last even a second.

Shen Ziqiao's voice became hoarse until he felt numbness in his spine, "Get out of the car..."

Yueyan was drowsy, her face unconsciously turned to her back to him, she frowned and hummed softly twice.She doesn't want to move.

"Yanyan..."

He called her several times.

Yueyan was finally called out by him to open her eyes, her pupils were black, her eyes were reddish, with a thin layer of blood floating on them.

"Going to sleep..." Yueyan who had drank a little wine seemed to be full of coquettishness, "Don't touch me..."

Holding her face, with four fingers behind her ears, he bent down and approached slowly until his forehead finally touched hers.

Through a thin layer of sweat, she could still feel the delicate warmth of her skin.

He looked down at her with bewitching eyes.

"Miss, do you want me to hug you?"

He got her out of the car with half support and half hug, and then he walked to the entrance of the villa. He may have heard the movement from downstairs, and the light in the foyer suddenly turned on. A woman wrapped in a black shawl came down from the second floor, her tassels were shaking, Li Huifen walked up to the two of them with a cold face: "Where is Shen Xiner, where did you go, why didn't you come back with you?"

Shen Ziqiao acted nonchalantly: "I don't know, maybe it's in her own room."

"You fart!"

Ever since she married Gao Zhiming, Li Huifen has always paid attention to her speech and manners, probably she was really stimulated by Shen Xiner, so she burst into swearing.

Shen Ziqiao looked at her with a "then how do I know?" expression.

Unable to ask any farts, Li Huifen turned to ask Yueyan in a panic, her voice was high-pitched and sharp, which startled Yueyan: "Where's your sister? Didn't you come back together? Where did she go?"

Shen Ziqiao frowned, blocking Yueyan: "My sister is gone, go find her, why are you asking Yanyan?"

Li Huifen was furious, and pointed at her son: "You lied to me with your sister, okay, I want to see if Shen Xiner can stay outside and never go home for the rest of her life!"

Mother and son are surprisingly similar in what they say and do.

Shen Xin'er didn't return all night, and Li Huifen didn't go to sleep either. She sat upright in the living room downstairs until five o'clock in the morning.During this period, Gao Zhiming went downstairs to persuade her several times, but he couldn't persuade her, so he shook his head and went upstairs to sleep.

It was still dark at five o'clock, the sun and the moon had not yet shifted, and the light through the curtains still carried the groggyness unique to winter nights.

Shen Xiner took a taxi straight home from the train station, tiptoedly opened the door, took off one of her shoes, the living room lights suddenly brightened, she subconsciously turned her head to avoid it, and waited until her eyes got used to the sudden bright light before she looked at it. Qing, Li Huifen was sitting on the single sofa by the window with her arms folded, her hair piled up on her shoulders, and her face was covered with a layer of gloom and coldness that hadn't slept all night.

"You still have the face to come back?"

Shen Xiner paused for a moment, then naturally put the key on the marble countertop in the entrance, and said casually, "Well, I'm back."

Li Huifen was completely irritated by her attitude: "You still have to be shameless, you are a girl..." She swallowed her anger and lowered her voice, "You didn't come home all night, what will people say about you when it gets out?"

"You can say whatever you like. I don't kill people and I don't break the law. Are they in control?"

Li Huifen raised her voice again: "You are shameless, but we still have to be human!"

Having said all this, Shen Xiner still has no shame, and there is a kind of magnanimity in her expression.

Li Huifen's heart trembled slightly, and when she looked at her, waves of anxiety rolled through her heart.She felt that she almost didn't know this daughter anymore.Rebellious, arrogant, flamboyant, domineering, the shadows of those virtues in the past, when did she become like this?
In my memory, Shen Xiner is obedient and obedient, and has never caused any trouble for the family or herself. Every time she is busy with Shen Ziqiao's affairs, she always thinks about this daughter, she must think about this daughter , to comfort myself that her education of her children was not a complete failure.

Perhaps it was because she was too well-behaved and obedient, when the conflict suddenly broke out, Li Huifen was never caught off guard.

Li Huifen took a deep breath and tried to communicate with her daughter in another way: "I'm not prohibiting you from contacting that poor boy, but you can't stay out all night and not answer your mother's phone call."

Shen Xin'er didn't appreciate it at all, and her words became more and more sharp: "What poor boy, poor boy, he has a name, can you stop being so snobby."

Li Huifen couldn't catch her breath, her temples were throbbing wildly, she said sharply: "Yes, you are right, I am a snobbery, in my eyes, he doesn't even deserve to mention my name!"

"Shen Xiner, let me tell you the truth, he is a low-class person! He was born with good luck, even if he struggles for the rest of his life, he will not be able to change the lowliness brought out from his roots!"

Everything she had worked so hard for was completely denied, and her suppressed emotions erupted at this moment. Shen Xiner looked frantic, grabbed a glass of water at hand, and slammed it against the wall.An unexpected high-pitched sound finally silenced the hall.

Glass shards all over the place.

The eyes that were on the verge of madness met Li Huifen's astonished expression like a challenge.Li Huifen was stunned for a few seconds, pressed her hand on her chest, and said intermittently: "Shen Xiner, I think you have lost your mind and gone crazy..."

The sound finally disturbed Gao Zhiming, who was sleeping soundly on the third floor, and he hurried downstairs, only to see a mess.

What was originally a dispute between mother and daughter turned into a family farce that was difficult to explain because of Gao Zhiming's participation.

Shen Xiner quarreled with Li Huifen, Li Huifen quarreled with Gao Zhiming, Gao Zhiming, who was always gentle and elegant, also spoke louder, and the hidden rocks in the marriage exploded with a bombing explosion through the conflict between parents and children.

No marriage is truly healthy, too many conflicts and resentments are hidden under the halo of knowing well, and once the sacrifice of thinking that the overall situation is taken into account, it can easily ignite the fuse of the collapse of the marriage.

Yue Yan was awakened when Shen Xiner threw the glass, and sat on the bed in a daze, listening to the increasingly fierce quarrel downstairs.

Everyone has their own grievances, and at this moment, everyone's grievances are pouring out, eager to take a place in this quarrel, like a clumsy performance that has never been rehearsed, but hastily dragged onto the stage.

The hands around her knees gradually tightened, Yueyan pressed her face to the soft quilt, she remained motionless, but her heart was beating so fast.

The door of the room quietly opened a crack, introducing a gleam of light from the corridor, and the voice was also sent in: "Are you awake?"

It will never be someone else.

Looking up, the face of the boy in the backlight was blurred, she couldn't see clearly, and hummed with a choked voice.

Shen Ziqiao walked in, looked at her sitting under the quilt, said nothing, put a cup of hot milk on her bedside table, then sat down on the carpet beside the bed, leaned against the edge of the bed, bent one knee, put his hands on it Above, said very casually: "I just went to the kitchen, but no one noticed me. They were all engrossed in arguing. Do you think it's funny?"

She raised the corner of her lips, but she couldn't smile.

The thin morning light leaked through the floor-to-ceiling curtains, and the quarrels sounded muffled like a wine jar.

From beginning to end, only the word divorce is the most penetrating.

The book says that human ears are also selective, and they will give priority to collecting the words they want to hear the most, and it is the most difficult to filter the sounds they least want to hear.

Yueyan rested her chin on her knees, looked at one part of the room and said softly: "When I was in junior high school, it seemed that all my classmates' parents were getting divorced. I will get divorced, and I will become as miserable as them, no one cares... When I grow up, when I thought that the most feared thing would never happen again, I didn't expect the result to be the same..."

Shen Ziqiao turned his back to her, looked down at the back of his hands, and said in a low voice, with an inexplicable sense of calming power, "They won't leave."

Her eyes lit up for a moment, and she turned to look at his back: "Really?"

Shen Ziqiao said: "Which family does not quarrel, no matter how fierce the quarrel is, it will be the same. Besides, even if you leave, so what, you will not live with them forever, and you will get married sooner or later. Besides, instead of watching them like this every day Noisy and quarreling every day, the relationship has not lost at all, it is better to leave."

He seemed to be ahead again, becoming more mature than her.

And this kind of maturity is also accompanied by a two-point rational coldness.

"But I don't want them to separate..."

In the quiet room, the girl's voice flowed like a mountain stream.

"You know what I was thinking when they were fighting?"

Shen Ziqiao turned his head and looked at the end of the bed: "What are you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking about our annual Spring Festival. Every year when I come back from Jilin during the Spring Festival, my mother always quarrels with my father, and blames my father for sending me back to Hangzhou, but does not accompany her back to Sichuan. But every time the quarrel is over, my father will still Dad, mom or mom...it never seems to change."

Shen Ziqiao asked calmly: "Isn't it scary forever?"

Why should eternity be terrible, and isn't eternity admirable?
Yueyan felt that she couldn't understand Shen Ziqiao's words, she sniffed, and the hand on the edge of the bed was immediately covered by another warm palm.Shen Ziqiao got up from the ground, and his feet could barely make a sound when they stepped on the carpet.The mattress on his side sank a little, he supported the bed with one knee, bent over and hugged her who shrunk into a small ball.

The chin is close to her temples, and the fragrance of her hair is in the nose, mixed with the fragrance of laundry detergent in the bedding, which is faint and hard to catch.

He hugged her so tightly that Yueyan had the illusion that she was a small part growing out of his body, soft and tender, being carefully protected by him.

"But I will always be by your side."

(End of this chapter)

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