Prince Huaxin's Nominal Wife: Concubine Leng Enchanting

Chapter 189 Receiving a Love Letter 2
Until the night we got married, I came over drunk, but I recognized you at a glance as that stubborn and weird girl who kicked me in Yixiangyuan and gave me an unforgettable memory. .do you know?At that time, there was a feeling in my heart that I didn't understand, which can be said to be a pleasant surprise.

Yaoyao, you must have guessed it by now, the reason I insisted on marrying you was not because I liked you.It's because I can't forget Yunying. I hate your brother for taking her away from me. I want to take revenge on the Ling family by hurting you, so that your family will have no peace.

Yunying and I were once in love with each other.She is also the first girl I really fell in love with, the only girl I thought of marrying her besides you.She has been engaged to your brother since she was a child. I don't think this is a big problem. She also said that the person she loves is me, and she will marry me.However, she ended up marrying your brother.

Yaoyao, I won't tell you in detail about the entanglement of grievances and resentments.I can only tell you that the loss of Yunying has dealt me ​​a very, very big blow. I started going in and out of Fengyue place from that time.

When I married you, I really had no good purpose at first, just to humiliate you and torture you.If your life is not good, your family will not be happy either.

However, I didn't expect that you would be so different. On the first night of marriage, you gave me an unexpected blow.You wrote the agreement that is still fresh in my memory. You said that you are willing to be a servant in the palace, as long as I don't touch you.Yaoyao, do you know how shocked and surprised I was at that time?I think, from then on, I began to be interested in you.

Day by day, your performance amazes me day by day.Your diligence and simplicity, optimism and positiveness, frankness and kindness all attract me.Although I alienate you and neglect you, but I can't stop my own heart, I can't help but get closer to you, pay more and more attention to you, miss you, and have more and more affection and concern for you .

Later, Yun Ying was taken away by the gangsters in Chen Country, and I went to rescue her, because of her accidental miscarriage, we stayed together for half a month.I admit, I'm fascinated by her again.Especially when she told me that she didn't change her mind about me, but married your brother out of necessity.I was really moved, I thought about desperately letting her come back to me, and stay with her forever.So, I couldn't restrain myself at that time, and I did something wrong.

However, later Yunying told me that she never thought of separating from your brother, she did this just to repay my kindness to her and for saving her.

Yaoyao, can you imagine how disappointed I was with Yun Ying?For the first time, I felt that this woman I had loved for so long was actually far from me spiritually.And a woman like her who is confused about her feelings, even wobbly, is not the ideal partner I want to stay with for life.I came back with her, and I completely let go of my love for her.

I don't need to dwell on the rest of the matter.Yaoyao, I fell in love with you, with all my heart.This kind of love is not a momentary infatuation, nor is it to fill the emptiness in the heart, but a love that wants to be with you life and death, and never owes you.

I used to struggle and escape because you are Ling Ziluo's younger sister, and I used a hundred times of indifference and ferocity to cover up the growing love for you in my heart.However, I later found out that this was just a foolish act of deceiving myself and making myself suffer even more.

On that snowy night, you fled from the palace desperately and left a letter saying that you would never see me again, I fell into the deepest panic and regret.I looked for you like crazy, telling myself over and over again in my heart, as long as I can find you, as long as you can come back, I will treat you a thousand times better, never make you sad, never make you angry again, I won't let you shed a single tear...

Looking back on those few months now, I don’t even know how I persisted. I think about you almost every day, and spend every day in worry, regret and concern.Later, you finally came back, I am so happy.No matter why you come back to me, I am happy.Because, you came back safe and sound, which is better than anything else, and I can finally have the opportunity to prove my love to you better.I will definitely try my best to keep the girl I love and never be separated from you again.

Yaoyao, I've said so much, I don't want to show how good I am.I just want you to know that even if I have loved others and made mistakes, it is still far away. I will not make the same mistake again.I will make up for the harm I have done to you.Right now, the only person in my heart that I love and want to be with for the rest of my life is you.This determination, from now to forever, will never change.

Yaoyao, my beloved wife, I know, you are still angry with me, indeed, I am too bad, you should be angry too.You can blame me and hate me, but don't cry anymore, okay?Letting the woman I love cry is the thing that hurts me the most and hates myself the most.Yaoyao, no matter whether you talk to me or not, I will patiently wait for your anger to subside... I will always love you Xuan.

Ling Yaoyao read the long letter patiently, her face was already wet with tears.She reached out to wipe away her tears, and muttered in a low voice: "I said I won't make people cry, but in fact, it will make people cry..."

Strictly speaking, this should be the first love letter she received from modern times to ancient times.

In the past, in modern times, there were at most some gangster boys who wrote her small notes asking her out to play, but she ignored them.Not to mention in ancient times, she married someone almost as soon as she crossed over, who would write to her?It was the first time for Ling Yaoyao to see such a genuine and sincere love letter, so she was somewhat surprised and moved.

However, thinking of Ming Haoxuan and Yunying...she still felt unspeakably awkward and sad.The shadow of this incident was definitely not so easy to erase from her heart.

Hmph, playboy, he is the best at coaxing girls like this.Ling Yaoyao thought about it, and couldn't help becoming angry again, and wanted to tear up that long letter.

I just tore a small hole, but stopped abruptly, held it in my hand and looked at it carefully again, tears fell down again.She seemed to be able to see the scene of Ming Haoxuan sitting in the quiet study room, writing this letter to her seriously and sadly during the long and disturbing night last night.

In the end, Ling Yaoyao didn't have the heart to tear up the letter full of Ming Haoxuan's affectionate words, but carefully folded the letter and put it in the drawer.

After collecting the letter, Ling Yaoyao washed her face again, daubed some balm on her face, and went out.

At this time in the past, she and Ming Haoxuan would get up noisy together, go out talking and laughing, and go to the restaurant of the palace to have breakfast together.

Along the way, how many love words will the two of them have to say?How much joy and laughter did you shed?But today, she was the only one left, walking alone on the familiar road in the past.

Alas, those happy, sweet, beautiful days, never come back.Ling Yaoyao sighed dejectedly, and continued to walk forward listlessly.

When she looked up, she saw Ming Haoxuan walking towards her.Ling Yaoyao's heart skipped a beat, she quickly turned her head, deliberately pretending that she didn't see him, she just hoped to just walk by silently without saying anything.

(End of this chapter)