Prince Huaxin's Nominal Wife: Concubine Leng Enchanting

Chapter 71 Won't Let You Leave 6
What troubled Yunying even more was the unavoidable intimacy between husband and wife.She has always been cold about sex, maybe because the first time left a shadow, she never felt pleasure in this kind of thing, she just felt pain.

Every time Ling Ziluo got close, she couldn't help wanting to resist and avoid.But this made Ling Ziluo even more annoyed.In his opinion, the reason why Yunying is so reluctant to accept his caress is because she doesn't love him, and because she still thinks about Ming Haoxuan.

Both of them have knots in their hearts, but they have never talked together calmly.For Yun Ying, she is ashamed to speak out, her character is used to bear silently.But for Ling Ziluo, it is unspeakably depressed. He loves Yunying, but always thinks that Yunying's heart is not with him.He can only get satisfaction from her body, proving that this woman still truly belongs to him.

Yunying silently recalled, all those unforgettable and unbearable memories that she had tried hard to forget in the past few years, all of a sudden flooded her mind.

She seemed to be able to hear Ming Haoxuan saying affectionately in her ear: "Sakura, wait for me, I will marry you as soon as I come back..."

It seems as if I can still see Ming Haoxuan's tender and affectionate eyes, looking at her full of pain and pleading: "Yun Ying, come with me...I can't, without you."

Yunying's heart suddenly ached as sharply as a needle prick, she just shed silent tears just now, but now she couldn't hold back anymore, she fell on the table and cried bitterly, while crying, she murmured: "Xuan, I'm sorry! I am so sorry……"

At this time, the door opened and Ling Ziluo walked in from the outside.

He had just finished attending the farewell banquet hosted by the emperor in the palace for the soldiers who were going to war, and drank a lot of wine.Remembering that he was about to say goodbye to Yunying, and that he didn't know when he would be able to return, his heart was full of reluctance and sadness.

As soon as the dinner party was over, Ling Ziluo hurried home with an eager heart.

He was eager to see Yun Ying, but he never expected that when he opened the door, what he saw was Yun Ying lying on the table crying out of breath.

There was a sudden blockage in his chest, as if a heavy boulder had been pressed against him.Ling Ziluo frowned, walked straight over, and raised Yun Ying's tearful face with both hands: "What's wrong? Are you crying again?"

"No, it's nothing... Ziluo, you're back." Yunying wiped away the messy tears on her face in a panic, then lowered her head in a concealed manner.

"You're thinking about him again, aren't you?" Ling Ziluo raised her head again, staring at her with a bit of anger and pain: "Yunying, I knew it when I saw Yao When Yao comes back today, you must think about it!"

"No... Ziluo, it's because you think too much. I don't miss him, I just think of him and Yaoyao... finally getting married, I'm just a little emotional... I hope he and Yaoyao can love each other and live happily ever after. "Yun Ying explained softly, but the eye circles couldn't help but turn red, and the tears rolled continuously in her beautiful and sad eyes.

"You still say you don't miss him! You cry whenever you think of him, do you think I don't know? Yunying, I forbid you to think about him again! Absolutely!" Ling Ziluo said angrily. Yunying clasped it into her arms with all her strength, bent down and kissed her delicate red lips, fragrant cheeks and snow-white neck fiercely.

"Don't... Ziluo, you drank too much..." Yunying threw her head back desperately, dodging Ling Ziluo's stormy kiss.

Yunying's resistance aroused even greater anger in Ling Ziluo's heart. He stopped attacking her, but still held her tightly in his arms.

His eyes were on fire, his face was clearly hurt, and his voice was hoarse and hoarse: "You hide from me? Yunying, I'm your husband now, and you're always avoiding me."

"I don't like this!" Yun Ying turned her head away.

"You are my wife!" Ling Ziluo said as he hugged Yun Ying across the waist and placed her on the wide soft couch behind her.

"Ziluo, let me go...I don't feel well today...Please, I don't want to..." Yun Ying cried out pleadingly, still struggling in vain, what she dreaded most was this kind of moment.

Ling Ziluo stopped, staring at the beautiful face of the woman below him, his eyes were full of red threads, filled with flames of pain, mixed with deep sadness: "It seems that every time I want you, you say If you don’t want to, you’ll feel uncomfortable. Yunying, tell me, if it’s him who comes, won’t you wish for it? Will you be elated? Isn’t it?”

"Ziluo... I'm already yours. Is it meaningful for you to say such things now?" Yunying's face became even paler, and tears rolled down her beautiful cheeks.

She resisted such a thing in her heart, but she knew she couldn't hide it, so she could only vent her inner sorrow and helplessness with tears.

"I don't just want your people, I also want your heart! You know it all along! Why do you still torture me like this? Ming Haoxuan, what's so good about him? It's made you think about it for so long Looking at him?" Ling Ziluo roared in pain.

"It's not because of him that I don't want to!" Yun Ying's tears gushed out crazily. This situation reminded her of that night when the heavy rain hurt her both physically and mentally.

That night, Ling Ziluo drank too much wine like this, and was just as crazy and rude...

"Ziluo...I really don't like this..." Yunying closed her eyes sadly, with a painful and helpless expression on her face.

"Yunying, I'm leaving soon, can't you accept me?" Ling Ziluo stopped, her tone a bit sad.

Yun Ying closed her eyes and didn't speak, she knew she couldn't hide, so she stopped moving.Anyway, all of this is my own life.He is her man, if you want your own body, just take it...

Whenever this happens, Yun Ying feels it is a kind of torment.

However, Ling Ziluo couldn't understand that he fell in love with this woman madly, and only hoped to imprison her under his body forever.

"Yun Ying, I love you so much, promise me, don't miss him anymore, I will never allow you to miss him anymore." Ling Ziluo murmured.

Yunying turned her head to the side and remained silent, but she sighed helplessly in her heart: Ziluo, do you know?Your love is a kind of torture and a burden to me.

When the storm of passion finally subsided, Ling Ziluo sat down contentedly holding Yun Ying, but Yun Ying turned her back, unwilling to face him.

"Yunying, you still don't love me..." Ling Ziluo hugged Yunying again and let her face him, his voice was infinitely sad.

Yun Ying still didn't speak, and didn't open her eyes to look at him, she just shed tears silently.

Does she not love him?It seems not.When he doesn't come back, she will be worried, and she will not give up when she hears that he is going to fight at the border, but she really resists this kind of demands from her.Why can't he understand?

"Yunying, don't cry, I love you so much that's why, don't cry." Ling Ziluo became anxious, and hurriedly wiped the tears on Yunying's face with her hands.

He knew that he was a little too reluctant for her in the matter of husband and wife, and he also knew that his first roughness might have frightened her, making her still fearful of such things. guilt?
But he didn't regret that he forcibly took her back then. In Ling Ziluo's heart, there was always a deep-rooted concept. It was the one who came in later to try to win the love.

Therefore, he was very glad that he did that in the first place, so that he kept Yunying by his side.

It's just that whenever he thinks that Yunying is in love with others, Ling Ziluo can't restrain the strong jealousy and desire to want her crazily in his heart, so that the gap between the two of them always exists.And no matter what happened before, Yunying never just cried without saying a word like tonight, her silent crying really made him feel distressed.

Yunying cried for a long time, and Ling Ziluo kept patting and comforting her, and then she gradually got better, leaning meekly in Ling Ziluo's arms and no longer struggled.

"Yunying, can you understand my heart? I only want you, I really, really love you." Ling Ziluo hugged Yunying tightly, and said gently kissing her black hair.

"So what if I understand your heart? You don't care about my feelings at all, and you still say you love me? I don't want to be like that, but you only care about yourself every time, and you don't know how uncomfortable I am." Yun Ying finally said, The eye circles are red again.

She used to be ashamed to say such things, but now she didn't know what was wrong, and suddenly wanted to have an open and honest talk with Ling Ziluo.

"Did I hurt you? Yunying, I'm sorry, I will be gentle in the future, I will be gentle." Ling Ziluo kissed Yunying's wet eyelashes affectionately, full of guilt.

Yunying is so submissive and delicate at the moment, which fills Ling Ziluo's heart with tenderness.

"I'm still afraid..." Yun Ying curled up into a ball as she spoke, as if this would make her feel safer.

When Ling Ziluo heard Yun Ying say that she was afraid, she felt even more ashamed and hurt. It was because she was too reckless before that made her so afraid.Involuntarily hugged her petite body tightly, and said softly: "Yunying, it's my fault, don't be afraid, I will treat you patiently in the future..."

Yunying didn't speak, but leaned closer to Ling Ziluo's arms.

Ling Ziluo couldn't help but began to kiss her white body again, and said in a hoarse voice: "However, you can't miss him anymore, your person and heart can only be mine alone."

Yun Ying sighed slightly, and said a word softly: "Okay."

Ling Ziluo hugged Yunying even tighter, kissed her deeply and said, "Yunying, give me a child, I really want a child for both of us."

The matter of the child has also become a dull pain in his heart.After being married for three years, it's not that he didn't work hard, but Yunying's stomach remained flat and didn't show any reaction.How could Ling Ziluo not be upset by Mrs. Ling's repeated hints?What's more, he really wanted a child that belonged to him and Yunying.In that way, the relationship between him and Yun Ying will become even more inseparable.

Yun Ying was startled, and said in a daze, "Child? I don't know what's going on? My mother asked the doctor to prescribe medicine for me, but I don't seem to be able to conceive."

Ling Ziluo saw Yunying's anxiety and uneasiness, and felt sorry for her, kissed her again and again and said, "No rush, let's let the child's affairs take its course, it's okay if we don't have it."

"But, Ziluo...what if I really can't give birth?" Yunying was silent for a moment, and said worriedly.

There are three kinds of unfilial piety, and no offspring is the greatest. Everyone knows this truth.No matter how perfect a woman is in other aspects, if she cannot bear children, her perfection will undoubtedly be greatly compromised, and her life will undoubtedly have the biggest flaw.

"No, we will definitely have children, Yunying, don't think too much." Ling Ziluo comforted her, but she was actually feeling uneasy in her heart.

After all, it is too rare for a married couple to not conceive once in three years.And Yunying's body is so delicate, if it is true that she can't conceive and bear children, Ling Ziluo will regret it, but it won't be a big deal, anyway, he has only identified Ai Yunying in his whole life.But General Ling and Mrs. Ling will definitely repeat the old story, urging him to take a concubine to continue the incense of the Ling family.But he doesn't want anyone else except Yun Ying.

Yun Ying didn't speak for a while, Ling Ziluo was afraid that she would be thinking wildly, so he hugged her and comforted her non-stop, Yun Ying then snuggled into his arms and fell into a deep sleep.

The next day Ling Yaoyao stayed in the General's Mansion until after dinner, and then reluctantly bid farewell to her family, and asked the carriage in the mansion to take herself and Lian Bao back to the Palace.

Stepping into the gate of the palace, Ling Yaoyao's heart began to beat wildly, and she remembered the lingering and hot kiss between her and Ming Haoxuan the night before... her face turned bright red in an instant.I don't know what that person is doing?I refused to let him take me back to the palace yesterday, will he miss me?

In Ling Yaoyao's heart, since the two had kissed like that, their relationship is obviously different from before.

To be honest, she feels like Ming Haoxuan is her boyfriend who just fell in love, thinking of him is both sweet and slightly concerned.

But, does he care about himself too?

I was thinking wildly, but I found the answer all at once.

Ling Yaoyao saw Ming Haoxuan at a glance, sitting on a soft chair in the flower hall with Qingqing in her arms.On the table in front of them, there were several plates of fresh seasonal melons and fruits. The two of them ate and chatted leisurely, looking very affectionate.

At this time, Qingqing peeled a crystal clear purple grape and sweetly fed it to Ming Haoxuan's mouth.

Ming Haoxuan opened his mouth to eat it, then leaned down and kissed Qingqing's cheek lightly.Qingqing's arms immediately grabbed Ming Haoxuan's neck, and coquettishly pressed her red lips to his...

It was as if the eyes had been pricked by something sharp, and it hurt sharply.

Ling Yaoyao didn't want to stay here any longer, so she took Lian Bao and hurried to Ziyu Garden.But because he was walking too fast, when he passed the gate of the flower hall, he knocked down a pot of rhododendrons placed at the gate.

(End of this chapter)