pastoral wedding

Chapter 175 Illness
"When I left the Chen family a few days ago, I heard the surname Chen tell Su Mei that the old thief Chen Geng was going to play tricks. On the one hand, he sent people to assassinate the young general Lu and Mr. Qi, and on the other hand, he asked people to cut him off from Lu. The food supply of the family army." Fei Cui hurriedly said, "I heard it and thought about going to inform them, but firstly, I don't know them well and they may not believe me; secondly, I got the news that girl, you bring After Liuli returned to Zhuque City, I was worried about Liuli, so I hurried over."

"Is this true?" Su Jin's heart trembled again and again, and she automatically imagined the situation when Qi Yao was assassinated, and she felt that her heart was about to jump out of fear, "Aren't you joking? "

Seeing her somewhat pale face, Fei Cui turned to look at Liu Li hesitantly, seeing that her complexion was also not very good-looking, "I, what I said is true." She repeated it carefully.

Immediately, the blue and white porcelain teacup on the table was rubbed to the ground, smashed to pieces, and the tea stains bloomed on the moon-white skirt, like camellias blooming brightly and beautifully.

Su Jin stood up suddenly, walked quickly to the door, but stopped, staring in a daze at the dry branches still covered with snow in the courtyard outside.But he didn't know whether he should take this step or not.

Fei Cui and Wu Dong'er wanted to say something, but Liu Li stopped her. Others don't know the girl's relationship with Mr. Qi, but she does.The girl must be very anxious now, wishing she could spread her wings and fly to the border, but, my uncle...

Su Jin stood at the door in a daze for a quarter of an hour, Wu Donger went back first, Liuli and Feicui stood behind her and looked at her, guarding her.Suddenly Su Jin turned around and looked at the two of them firmly, "I'm going to see Qi Yao."

"Girl, if you go, what will my uncle say? You have already booked to go to the Mobei Ranch early in the morning." Liu Li hurriedly persuaded, "Let me go to Mr. Qi's side." , Pass the news to him, I will definitely hurry up and not delay."

"I..." Su Jin bit her lower lip tightly. She wanted to say that she wanted to see that person. She wanted to see that person very, very much. What if the words are spoken?She has married as a wife, she is now Han Yu's wife, and this is her own choice, she can't hurt Han Yu after hurting Qi Yao's heart.

"Girl, you just need to write a letter for me. I will deliver the letter, so let Liuli accompany you." Fei Cui looked at her and then at Liuli and said.

Liu Li agreed after hearing the words: "This method is also good, no matter if I go or Fei Cui goes, girl, you can rest assured that our sisters will definitely not delay things."

Su Jin didn't speak, turned around and left the house silently, walking in the ice and snow, listening to the sound of the cold wind whizzing by, but she didn't feel the cold at all, her whole body seemed to be numb, and she walked straight out of Su Jin's eyes. door of home.Seeing her like this, a servant girl hurriedly told Liu Shi, but Liu Shi hurriedly stopped her, but she was nowhere to be seen.

"This child didn't even sit in a carriage. Where did she go in such a cold day?" Liu stamped her feet anxiously, "But she is also very afraid of the cold."

Wisteria was a little worried when she heard her say this, but she still had to persuade her, "Don't worry, Ma'am, haven't you sent someone to look for it? The third girl is not a child anymore, she won't mess around."

"How can we not worry, no matter how old she is, she is still my daughter! There is no mother who does not care about her children. Besides, this child has been silent since she got married, and she is no longer as talkative as before. I'm laughing." Liu said and sighed, "Wisteria, do you think I did something wrong? If I hadn't forced her to get married, my Jin'er wouldn't be like this now. Look at her Thin ones..." When a mother mentions her children, she is already sobbing. Now that she sees her daughter's unhappy life, she starts to regret her original decision, but at this time, there is no medicine for regret. What else can I say to make it up now? Woolen cloth?
After the winter snow, it should be almost spring, right?Su Jin walked in a daze, thinking that in spring, the ice and snow would melt, and the water in the lake would also melt. At that time, she could take a boat with Qi Yao to climb the mountain again. At that time, it would not be so cold anymore. , cold people feel chills from the heart.She rubbed her hands and feet, and walked into the gate of Han's house.

Liuli came back long ago to search for her but did not find her, and was about to go outside to look for her when she came back, on the one hand she was anxious to get someone to report to Mrs Liu, on the other hand she was busy helping her own girl, but before she reached out her hand, The girl from her family fell into the snow when she tilted her body. The pink padded jacket was so bright and eye-catching in the snow.

"Girl!" Liuli screamed and rushed over, and her exclamation also attracted the attention of many people.Han Yu, who heard the news, hurried out of the study room. When he saw Su Jin who had fainted in Liuli's arms, he was stunned for a moment, then walked over quickly, hugged Su Jin, and rushed down. People shouted fiercely: "Don't call the doctor yet!"

Su Jin had a fever, she was in such a mess that she couldn't remember anything, she fell into a deep sleep, Han Yu sat by the bed, changed her forehead veils one by one, and stayed by his side all the time.

"Grandpa, let us come." Xiao He brought the fresh water, "I, Liu Li, Bai Guo, and Jiao Xing will take turns to take care of the girl. Don't worry, we will tell you when the girl wakes up. "

Han Yu shook his head, "You all go down and rest, I'll just watch over here."

A few maids must not be able to sleep, but it's not an option to gather around here, so Xiao He decided to work in groups of two to help Han Yu.

Liuli went to bring the meal prepared for Han Yu, and Jiao Xing went to the kitchen to cook porridge.Han Yu stayed by the bed, refusing to leave even one step.Suddenly, there was movement on the bed, she turned over, and muttered something, Han Yu was afraid that she wanted to drink water, so he leaned over to listen, but heard her say: "Qi Yao, Qi Yao, Yao..."

Qi Yao!In her sickness and dreams, she didn't call her own name. Han Yu clenched his fists tightly and stood up abruptly, eager to find a place to vent, but seeing her who fell asleep again, the clenched hands came back again. Slowly let go, and sat down on the bed again.Thinking back on what happened before and after he got married to her, he suddenly slapped himself on the head, he is stupid!It's obviously not her that Jin'er likes, but that bastard named Qi Yao!Although he insisted on marrying her, she was not happy. He understood the pain of not being able to be with his beloved. , getting thinner and thinner.

well!Han Yu sighed for a long time, she is not happy, so is she happy like this?I only want to marry her in this life, but how can such things as feelings be forced, just like Liu Siyan...

"Uncle, I brought food from the kitchen, you didn't eat at night, you must be hungry now, eat some more." Liu Li came in with the food and persuaded.

"Is there any food for your girl? If she thinks about it, she will definitely feel hungry." Hearing this, the first thing Han Yu thought of was Su Jin, his wife.

Liuli smiled and nodded, "Young master, don't worry, Jiao Xing is cooking porridge for the girl herself in the kitchen."

Only then did Han Yu nod his head in reassurance, but he was not in the mood to eat. He sat down at the table before leaving the bed, but looked at Liuli, "What happened to you when you returned to Su's house today? Why are you girls like this? ?”

Liuli lowered her head, but Han Yu didn't allow her to remain silent like this, and asked again sharply, Liuli said slowly: "The reason why the girl is like this is because she has learned about Qi Yao and Mr. Qi."

Sure enough, it really has something to do with that Qi Yao! "What happened to that person?"

"I heard that the Duke Chen Geng sent someone to assassinate him, and he is still sick in bed. The girl is worried that he will not be able to escape this catastrophe. From the perspective of the servant girl, the girl must be very tormented, so don't worry about it." I don’t want to be Young Master Qi, but on the other hand I’m afraid of hurting you, young master, don’t blame us girls, if things like feelings can be controlled by others, there won’t be so many idiots complaining about women since ancient times.”

How could he not understand these principles, but it is one thing to understand, but quite another to really let go.After sending Liuli away, Han Yu sat on the edge of Su Jin's bed with a lot of thoughts and lost his mind. Seeing her sleeping soundly, his heart ached. He reached out to caress her thin cheeks. Her eyelashes flickered, but they didn't open.

"Su Jin, Su Jin, what do you want me to do with you?" He sighed, "Since I met you once during the Lantern Festival that year, I have imprinted your imprint on my heart. I always think about you, miss you, you clearly know it in your heart, but you pretend you don't know anything, which made me wait for you these years," he said with a wry smile, "I understand your You don't have me in your heart. You must have wanted to go with him when he came to snatch the marriage that day. You stayed here just because you didn't want me to be sad, and because you didn't want Su and Han to lose face. To be honest, Jin'er, I hate you a little. I hate why you chose to stay in the first place, but if you didn't stay in the first place, I think I would hate you even more."

"Seeing that you are silent day by day, and your smile is getting less and less day by day, I feel like an executioner, murdering your smile, so... so... I want you to be happy."

At dawn, Su Jin woke up. When she opened her eyes, she saw Han Yu looking at her. She subconsciously wanted to speak, but her throat was so dry that she couldn't speak a word.Han Yu happily went to pour water for her, "You finally woke up, but I was frightened, but fortunately you woke up, it's good to wake up, come, drink some water first."

After pouring a glass of water into it, Su Jin felt that her throat was more comfortable, but her voice was still small and weak, "Why are you sitting here?"

"You have a fever, and you have been in a coma all night. I am worried, and I will stay here with you." Han Yu smiled and reached out to touch her smooth forehead, "Fortunately, the fever has subsided, don't be so stupid in the future , Treating yourself well is the most important thing.”

Su Jin smiled weakly, "I know."

Just when Jiao Xing came in, seeing Su Jin woke up, she said happily: "I have been making porridge since last night and kept warming it on the small stove. The girl must be hungry when she wakes up now, so I'll bring it here. Wait a minute, girl."

Su Jin was about to tell her that she was not hungry yet, but she had already walked away, so she had to smile helplessly, and said to Han Yu: "I really can't eat."

"No matter what happened, no matter how worried you are in your heart, you must take care of your body first." After saying this, he stood up and called Xiao He in, "You can stay with your girl, I will sit down I was very tired all night, so I went out for a walk, and then went back to the house to lie down for a while." After speaking, he walked out quickly.

Su Jin was still wondering what he meant by what he said just now, Xiao He walked over with a strange expression, and while helping her to prop up the pillow behind her back, she said in surprise: "Girl, my uncle seems to be crying."

"What nonsense! How could Han Yu cry? I've known him for so many years and I've never seen him shed a single tear." Su Jin didn't believe it.

"But when he passed by me just now, I clearly saw that the corners of his eyes were wet, as if he had tears in his eyes." Xiao He insisted, she clearly saw it just now.

But he was fine before he went out, Su Jin was a little surprised, but seemed to understand something.

For the next three days, Han Yu stayed by Su Jin's side all the time, no matter how Su Jin pushed him away or what happened at home or in the shop, he refused to leave, and stayed by Su Jin's bed.Sometimes he would talk to her, telling her about the interesting things that happened in Zhuque City in the past few days, sometimes he would force her to play chess after she just ate the porridge, even when Liu Yaer came to watch, he would stay by the side and refused. avoid.The Liu family didn't get any news, Han Yu didn't dare to tell their elders about Su Jin's illness, otherwise they would just stay by their daughter's bedside all day long, and they wouldn't have their own share, and now these few days How rare it is, in the future, I am afraid it will be difficult to have it again.

"Jin'er, do you still remember the daughter of County Magistrate Liu's family you told me about?" Liu Ya'er said casually, showing off that she had been listening to the gossip from those women in the medical clinic these days, "Didn't his daughter marry into some kind of General Chen's house in the capital? I heard that her husband-in-law died in battle a few days ago. Her husband-in-law was a bastard, and she herself failed to give birth to a son and a half daughter." , so she was sent back to her mother’s house.”

"It's Liu Siyan?" Su Jin asked hastily.

Liu Ya'er thought for a while and nodded, "It seems to be the name."

Immediately, Su Jin and Han Yu fell silent, and they looked at each other with regret and heartache, "Go and see her." Su Jin said to Han Yu who was sitting at the table in a daze.

Han Yu shook his head without thinking, "Forget it, she's already back anyway, so there's no rush now, you're not fully recovered yet, I'll go when you're fully recovered. "

"That's fine." Su Jin nodded and sighed, "I didn't expect her to be like this."

Before the sigh was over, a little maid came back and forth, "Second Young Master, Second Young Madam, there is a young woman at the door of our house, who is said to be an old friend of the Master and Madam, surnamed Liu."

"It's Siyan?" Su Jin lifted the quilt and sat up on the bed, Liu Ya'er and Xiao He hurriedly supported each other, "Let her in quickly."

The usual woman's bun is combed on the head, and only a silver-white plum blossom hairpin is inserted. The upper body is a moon-white jacket embroidered with dark patterns of rose flowers, and a light purple waistcoat is put on outside, and the bottom is light purple cotton. skirt.The whole person walked towards the room calmly.

When Liu Siyan entered the room, she saw the man she had been thinking about for so many years sitting there. He was dark and thin, with a beard on his chin. He was much more mature than the man she saw before she got married; The slightly pale woman sitting next to him, he really married her as he wished, then he should be happy, but why can't there be any joy on his face?Instead, there was a little melancholy.And the woman who treats her as a friend doesn't see a happy look on her face, what's wrong with them?
"Siyan, it's great to see you again." Su Jin smiled and stepped forward to hug her, Xiaohe and Liuli hurried over to help her, but she pushed them away, "I'm already very agile, you don't have to act like that anymore." Treat me like a patient."

Liu Siyan looked at her with concern, "Are you sick? What's the matter? If you don't feel well, go to lie down. You and I have not been friends for a day, so don't care about these vain rituals."

"I know, I know, we've been friends for many years." Su Jin pulled her to sit down by herself, and Liu Ya'er knew that she was going to see a guest and left early, "But I'm fine, I just caught a cold, so they all There's a lot of fuss," Su Jin said with a smile, "Han Zicheng, come and see Siyan, you haven't seen each other for several years."

Han Yu smiled at Liu Siyan, "It's good to be back, no matter what, I'm always at ease when I come home."

In one sentence, Liu Siyan's nose was sore, and she thought so too. Although it was embarrassing to come home like this, she felt very at ease, but she felt sorry for her parents and made them worry about her.

"Han Zicheng, you have changed a lot since we haven't seen you for such a long time, and you can talk to me normally." Liu Siyan smiled deliberately.

"Did I not be normal before?" Han Yu also laughed, and the embarrassment he hadn't seen for a long time was broken in an instant, "I think I'm still as young and promising as before!"

"Look, Jin'er, look at him. I just wanted to say that he has become more mature and stable. Now I see it. Fortunately, I didn't say it, otherwise it would be self-defeating." Liu Siyan talks more than before he got married. A bit mature, her savage temperament has changed a lot after marrying into her husband's family, but this time when she saw her old friend, she was still talking and laughing as before, as if she was back to before she was married.

Looking at them, Su Jin smiled shallowly, maybe everyone will be changed by time to some extent, people's experience, mood, and even personality can be changed, but a seed that germinated in the heart will never change. It will be pulled out again, and it will only grow bigger and stronger until your heart can no longer hold it.

(End of this chapter)