Chapter 104
Chu Yiyi's indifference is completely ignoring Luo Changxie's condition, so Ye Liyuan naturally has a special view of Chu Yiyi in his heart.

However, today he came to her specifically to talk about his illness, so naturally he wouldn't turn around and leave.

Luo Changxie was his good friend, he couldn't bear to see Luo Changxie in such pain, and it was because of Chu Yiyi, a woman.

"I don't care if you want to know or not, but I must tell you about Luo Changxie's illness. He has emotional loss, and it is very serious."

As Ye Liyuan said, he thought of Luo Changxie, who was alone in pain in order to remember the past, while the woman in front of him didn't know anything at all.

It's true that Chu Yiyi didn't know anything about the condition of lack of emotion. It can be said that she had never encountered it before. Now that I told her, she was dizzy, and she felt a little convoluted when she wanted to repeat it.

"What is that?" Why did she never know that Luo Changxie was sick?

"A very serious mental illness, a condition that makes him unable to experience the emotions and desires of human beings." Ye Liyuan looked at Chu Yiyi's bewildered expression, and patiently explained.

It's not that he has always been so patient, but because he told Chu Yiyi to let her know about Luo Changxie's condition, that's why he has such patience.

But Chu Yiyi was a little surprised.

If you can't experience human's seven emotions and six desires, what's the difference with a robot?
But she could clearly see the painful expression on Luo Changxie's face and the gentle look in his eyes.Isn't that the seven emotions and six desires?Or is it that the man in front of him has not learned the language skills well, and he doesn't know what the seven emotions and six desires are.

Thinking of this, Chu Yiyi had a faint smile on her face:

"Don't fool me, I don't know him? He spoiled me to the extreme when he was with me before, and he talked a lot about love. Now tell me, such a man has no emotions, you Do you think I'll believe it?"

This man is obviously talking nonsense, justifying for the current Luo Changxie, she will not believe it.What kind of case will Luo Changxie want?It is estimated that even the hospitalization procedures or critical illness notices can be obtained.

She didn't want to fall into Luo Changxie's hands again.

Perhaps the previous Luo Changxie had no feelings for people outside, it could be said that he was indifferent to the extreme.But only to her, he can be gentle as if she is the only one in the whole world, and Chu Yiyi still clearly remembers his tenderness like water.

Now this person named Ye Liyuan actually told her that Luo Changxie didn't understand the emotions, wasn't he teasing her?
If that person doesn't understand the seven emotions and six desires, probably no one will understand.

Ye Liyuan knew that Luo Changxie before was not as serious as he is now, so he still has the ability to love, but loving is very difficult.

"Luo Changxie loved you very much before, but that's because he was like that before the operation. He was not that serious at that time, so he could spoil you and love you. But after the operation, Luo Changxie and he turned out to be two people. .That's why he didn't talk to you at all in the end."

Chu Yiyi felt that the amount of information was too large for her to digest.

Ye Liyuan also gave her enough time to digest in a daze, and after a while he said slowly: "I know it's hard for you to believe it, because you think that Luo Changxie doesn't love you anymore when he separated from you.

But if I tell you that Luo Changxie was almost driven to a mental breakdown because of that so-called love, you shouldn't miss Luo Changxie so much. "

Mental breakdown was the only keyword Chu Yiyi found in Ye Liyuan's mouth. To be honest, she felt a little distressed.I don't know under what desperate situation, a person's spirit will be broken.

Chu Yiyi opened her mouth, but found that she couldn't speak at all, and could only look at Ye Liyuan.

Ye Liyuan knew what she meant, so he slowly continued:
"More than three years ago, Luo Changxie decided to go abroad for surgery, in order to restore the person who returned to normal.

At that time, as a friend and as his family, I felt very happy.Because Luo Changxie didn't agree to do it before, but because of you, he decided to let himself regain the ability to love others well.

It's just that the weather is not good, his operation failed, and it was a failure.At that time, Luo Changxie was not humane at all, even his mother would keep her away.

But there are still memories of his feelings for you in his mind. Even though he knows you, he can't fall in love with you at all. We outsiders can't experience that feeling at all.

His heart was torturing himself, to the point where he even wanted to injure himself. The feeling that he loved someone but could only treat her indifferently made him on the verge of collapse.

You don't know how scared his mother was at that time, afraid that one day Luo Changxie would just leave like that.

At that time, guards were sent almost 24 hours a day, and it was the only time in Luo Changxie's life that he was treated like a prisoner and locked up at home all day. "

Halfway through Ye Liyuan's speech, he felt an indescribable pain in his heart.

He still deeply remembered the first time Luo Changxie saw him after the operation failed, his face was as pale as paper, he refused to say a word, and he treated him as cold as water, but as a doctor, he naturally understood.

Chu Yiyi's hands were tightly clenched into fists under the table. She obviously didn't want to care about it, but every time she heard about Luo Changxie's self-harm, she felt distressed, because it was hard for her to imagine such a proud People can hurt themselves.

Even if the expression on her face was weak, Ye Liyuan could see it, and said slowly: "Their family really had no other way, so they found me and asked me to hypnotize him. But if you see Luo like that, Changxie, you will also choose to let him forget you.

When I saw Luo Changxie, the first thing I thought of was hypnosis.I hypnotized the memory of you for half a year in his life.From then on, it's like you never experienced his life.

To be honest, if it wasn't for Luo Changxie, I guess I wouldn't say these things now, because after all, you have nothing to do with him.

But I blocked his memory, but I couldn't block his feeling.Your approach made him still change back to his original appearance, unable to speak in pain.That's why I came to you today. "

Apart from the many things Ye Liyuan said to patients, he probably only had close relatives and friends. This was the first time he treated a stranger, because he really couldn't stand Luo Changxie's pain.

In order to think of Chu Yiyi, he almost wanted to take a risk to open his memory.

But when he thought about it, what he got in return was still his pain.Because after all, he still hasn't recovered the memory of his lover.

Even if Luo Changxie stayed with Chu Yiyi, he was still cold and didn't have much to say. Perhaps Chu Yiyi could feel Luo Changxie's feelings.

The kind that wants to get close, but dare not get close, the kind that doesn't dare to get close, but can't stop the turbulence in his heart.Luo Changxie lived so hard just for this Chu Yiyi in front of him.

Chu Yiyi didn't know how she got home, she just felt that her mind was blank, and then she couldn't remember anything.

After separating from Ye Liyuan, she felt completely muddled.The sky outside was pitch black, she refused Ye Liyuan's car delivery, and took a taxi home by herself.

It's just that she didn't completely sort out her emotions when she got home. Seeing her unhappy face, Tong Qian pulled her and asked, "Who was that man just now? Want to chase you?"

"What nonsense! It's just a matter of work. I only think about An'an now. How could I think about feelings?"

Chu Yiyi didn't want Tong Qian to know about the things Ye Liyuan said, she couldn't even reason about it properly, so she didn't bother others.

Tong Qian was a little disappointed when she heard her answer: "Oh! I also said that if you want to pursue you, you should reluctantly agree! As far as I can see, that man is not bad, but I don't know if his family background is good."

"Don't talk nonsense, An'an really thought I was going to find him a father later! By the way, have you eaten yet?" She hurriedly changed the subject, not wanting to talk about those topics with Tong Qian.

Tong Qian's answer was of course to eat, but seeing that Chu Yiyi came back sooner or later, she asked, "Have you eaten? Do you want me to make you some more?"

I knew that Chu Yiyi was very tired these days, so I didn't plan to let her do it by herself.

Chu Yiyi shook her head: "I won't eat."

She used to feel a little hungry before, but now she doesn't feel anything, she feels a little stuffy in her heart, and the image of Ye Liyuan saying that Luo Changxie killed herself keeps flashing in her mind.

I haven't seen it with my own eyes, but it must be scary!

He must have suffered so much to self-mutilate like that, but Chu Yiyi kept telling herself not to think about such a bloody scene anymore.

When Tong Qian left, Chu Yiyi took An An to sleep, and when she saw her sleeping son, her sleeping face was exactly the same as that of Luo Changxie.

Luo Changxie's genes are so powerful.

Sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at her son, thinking of every word that man said outside in the evening, Chu Yiyi could clearly remember every word he said afterwards, and could almost recite it backwards.

She has never come to know that she has the ability to never forget, but she is very clear, because those things are about Luo Changxie, she can remember so clearly.Her mind was in a mess and she didn't know where to find the exit.

She knew very well how coldly Luo Changxie hurt her back then, and she clearly remembered that she had no chance to meet him when she was abroad.

His ruthlessness hurt her, and made her heart-piercing pain back then.

But what if, as the man said, what Luo Changxie did was not his own intention, but out of helplessness?
Will she forgive Luo Changxie in the end?
This answer has been lingering in her heart, mainly because Luo Changxie's behavior during this period has made him a little moved and a little timid, but more of it is fear, fear of going down that old path again, fear of being raped again. harm.

She was even more afraid that she agreed to Luo Changxie and gave An An the fantasy of the best future, but in the end she led him into a gray space.

All of this is not something she dares to touch. If she can, she would rather lead An An to live with her heartache than get back together with Luo Changxie in fear.

She didn't dare to bet on that bet, because she was afraid of losing.

(End of this chapter)

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