Yellow River Craftsman

Chapter 172 Never Coming Back
"Do not--"

I turned over and sat up, panting heavily, cold sweat drenching my back.

A cold moon hangs obliquely in the night sky outside, and the cold moonlight shines into the window edge, but it doesn't shine into my heart.

For many nights after that, I often had the same dream. I dreamed that Gu Meidi was standing in front of Po Meng, and every time I would scream heart-piercingly to stop her from drinking Meng Po soup, because I was afraid of her forget me.What should I do if one day she really forgets me?
The days without Gu Meidi are like losing the sunshine, and the sky seems to be gray every day.Even when the sun is shining outside, my heart is full of clouds.I lost my happiness and my goals. I was like a numb puppet, watching the sun rise and the moon set every day, but I was at a loss.

Some things, lost, will never come back.

I don't know how long the days have passed, anyway, it has been so long that my heart has been numb with pain, so long that I am no longer awakened by nightmares in the middle of the night, and so long that the image of Gu Meidi in my mind gradually becomes blurred.

Forgetting to forget the ancient Meidi faster and more completely, I started to practice "Evil Soldiers Manual" desperately, and my cultivation base also increased unconsciously.I have now been able to master some high-level spells, such as powerful spells such as Samadhi True Fire and Heavenly Thunder Jue.I even mastered some magic circles, such as the powerful attacking prison cage, and the amazing defensive gossip fire dragon shield, etc. The magical effects of these spells will not be mentioned for the time being.

Time is the best medicine to forget a person, but also the deadliest poison to erase memory.

I finally got used to the days without Gu Mei Di by my side, my life is very ordinary and very regular.I inherited my grandfather's mantle and became a new generation of corpse hunters in the Yellow River.When I have business, I go out to the boat to collect corpses, and when I don't have business, I practice "Evil Soldiers" at home. I occasionally drink wine with Daniel and a few friends, and my life is neither salty nor dull.

In fact, this kind of secluded pastoral life is very comfortable. There is no dispute, no killing. Every day, you can hear the chickens dancing, watch the sunset on the Yellow River, and watch the smoke from the kitchen, but you are also happy and free.

I have nothing to do in my free time, and I even opened up a small vegetable field behind the old house, growing simple green vegetables, which I can eat with confidence.At the same time, it cultivates sentiment and enriches the joy of life.

Here, I have to mention one person, that is Li Zi.

I have to admit that during this most frustrating period, Li Zi really paid a lot for me.

In the beginning, I was often drunk, and Li Zi would come to help me clean up the messy house every now and then, and wait for me to fall asleep when I was drunk, without any complaints.Sometimes when I wake up with drunk eyes, I can see the bento with love placed beside the bed at a glance.

No matter how tired or busy, Li Zi would come to chat with me almost every day after get off work, and sometimes he would come to help me cook for me early after get off work.How many lonely and dark nights, Li Zi was by my side. Sometimes I felt like a newlywed couple, cooking together, drinking and chatting together, and then doing housework, curled up on the sofa watching TV together, It was a kind of faint happiness.

I am not a ruthless iron man, nor a heartless ice man. Although I have an unusual experience, I am a real living person. As a human being, I have emotions and desires, and as a human being, I have emotions.Li Zi's passionate love for me melts my heart day by day.Sometimes when Li Zi didn't come to my house after get off work, I would feel empty in my heart.Daniel once said to me with a smile: "When you think of a person unknowingly, or when you feel upset when you can't see this person, you already like this person, maybe you don't know it yet! "

Maybe unconsciously, I fell in love with Li Zi, but I didn't know it, no, maybe I didn't dare to admit it and face it.

As time went by, I also began to slowly open up, and opened a door to Li Zi.I no longer repel and refuse to associate with Li Zi, but I also do not show enthusiasm that our relationship is growing in the dark.

Daniel asked me jokingly: "When are you going to marry Li Zi?"

I smiled and said nothing because I really didn't know how to answer.

"No way! You're a big boy, don't tell me you don't have any ideas and preparations for this, right?" Daniel said.

"Married? Hehe, I'm really not ready yet!" I said.

Daniel said: "Damn! Do you want to be irresponsible for pushing Li Zi down?"

"What? What overthrow? Let me tell you, don't spread rumors, I have nothing to do with Li Zi!" I hurriedly defended.

Daniel rolled his eyes: "You are lying to brother, you have been dating for a year and a half, so... nothing happened?"

"Of course not! The number of times they hold hands is so rare that I can count them on my fingers!" I said righteously.

"Damn!" Daniel's gaze moved down quickly, and he glanced at my crotch: "Brother, to be honest, you don't have any embarrassing secrets, do you?"

"Fuck you! You have something to hide!" I sighed, and said my true thoughts: "Actually, I'm really not ready, I don't know whether I really like Li Zi, or just a kind of emotion I think love and touch must be clearly distinguished, otherwise I am afraid that we will all regret it after entering the restricted area, and there will be no way out at that time!"

Daniu put down his wine glass heavily, and said with a puff of alcohol, "I'll wipe it! Xiao Gu, you think too much, don't you? It doesn't matter whether his uncle is in love or moved, can't you just be happy together? Besides, Li Zi's family background is not bad, and she is also sexy and beautiful. You can't find such a good wife even with a lantern. Your family background, let alone your career, he loves you with all his heart! If any woman is willing to treat me like this, I...I...I'd be willing to be her mother's cow and horse in my next life!"

"I know, brother, let me think about this matter again!" I know that Daniel is also out of concern for me, he saw that I was alone, so he wanted Li Zi and I to get together as soon as possible, at least we can take care of each other.

In fact, what he said is very reasonable. I also know my situation. Yiwuyou is considered an orphan, and besides that, I also do such a job as picking up corpses.Although this profession is very respected in the Yellow River area, it may still feel a little unlucky to normal people.Even if there are girls who like me, most of them may not have the courage to accept my profession. After all, it is a job dealing with dead people all day long, so I always feel a little awkward.

As soon as Daniel left on his front foot, Li Zi came on his back foot.

"It's so late, why are you here?" I asked.

Li Zi picked up the pocket in his hand and shook it: "I know Big Niu will come to drink with you at night, and I'm worried that you won't eat after drinking, so I specially made you some supper and brought it here. You're hungry, eat it while it's hot Woolen cloth!"

In fact, I know very well that in Li Zi's heart, she has already regarded me as her boyfriend, and every time there is something delicious and delicious, she will bring me something delicious.

My heart is warm: "Li Zi, actually...in fact, you don't have to trouble yourself like this every time..."

"No trouble! No trouble at all!" Li Zi took the snack out of the bag and looked at me with a smile: "It is a very happy thing to be able to cook for Brother Xiaogu to eat!"

I don't know if it was because of the drunkenness, or what Da Niu said just now gave me some stimulation, I suddenly held Li Zi's little hand, and said in a harsh voice: "Li Zi, you...you are so kind to me, I, He De How can you ask me to treat me like this? I... I don't know how to repay you?"

"Nonsense! I am willing to treat you well. I don't need anything in return from you. I really don't need it!" Li Zi blushed slightly, and stared at me with big watery eyes.

"Your hair is all wet!" I noticed that Li Zi's head and body were wet.

"Oh, it's raining outside, and I'm carrying things with both hands, so I didn't bring an umbrella!" Li Zi stuck out his tongue, not caring at all.

"Go to the bathroom and dry your hair before you come out. You can easily catch cold like this, be good!" I said to her with concern, Li Zi came to me even in the rain, and I felt really uncomfortable.

"Obey!" Li Zi saluted me with a smile, and ran into the bathroom to tidy up.

I sniffed my nose hard, um, what Li Zi brought was very fragrant, I don't know what kind of delicious food it is.I just patronized to drink with Daniel, and I really didn't eat much, my stomach was empty, and now I feel a little hungry and uncomfortable.I rubbed my hands and was about to open the lunch box in front of me when Li Zi called out from the bathroom: "Brother Xiaogu! Brother Xiaogu! Come here!"

There was a hint of panic in Li Zi's voice, I was startled, and rushed over in a flash, pushing open the frosted glass door of the bathroom: "Li Zi, what's wrong with you..."

My voice stopped abruptly, and the second half of the words got stuck in my throat, making me unable to speak.

I originally thought that Li Zi was just blowing her hair in the bathroom, so I pushed open the glass door without thinking, but who knew that I had fallen for it, and her panicked calls just now were all fake.

"Li Zi, you... what are you doing?" I didn't know where to put my eyes, and even my voice trembled.

Li Ziqiao was standing less than two meters away from me. She was completely naked, and the two milk rabbits on her chest were particularly proud.Her skin is very white, as white as snow, which almost makes me unable to open my eyes.She stood there quietly, like a hibiscus, beautiful without any blemish.

"Brother Xiaogu, I want to hand over my body to you!" Li Zi bit his mouth lightly, breathed out like blue, his eyes were charming, and the warm and fragrant soft jade threw himself into my arms.

(End of this chapter)