The rich and powerful: Anger, contract wife in the dark night!

Chapter 218 How would he live without her?
In the hospital, Yan Haoming didn't hang up Ouyang Lie's call because his mobile phone was out of battery, but when he called just now, he found Qin Fen's hand that was administering the drip, and his fingers curled up slightly, knowing that she might wake up.So, he hung up the phone.

At this time, he was sitting beside Qin Fen, holding his hand all the time, so he knew the movement of her slightly curling her fingers just now.Knowing that she was going to wake up, he was still reluctant to let go of her hand. He didn't let go of her hand until she opened her eyes slightly.

But her eyes still fell on her. After she was pregnant, she became thinner than before, her beautiful eyes were sunken and bigger, and her long eyelashes fluttered slightly, like the fluttering wings of a frozen black butterfly, which attracted people's pity.

She half-opened her eyes weakly, turned her jewel-like black pupils, and looked at him, opened her white lips, and called out another person's name, "Jing?"

A single word was still unclear, but Yan Haoming clenched his fists, feeling the pain passing through his heart like a prick.

"You're not Jing...you're Yan Haoming, right?" When Qin Fen's weaker and more gentle voice uttered again, a bitter smile appeared on Yan Haoming's face, "It's me, Yan Hongjing rescued your injury earlier, and now you are resting in the ward , I will take care of your mother and child for the time being."

She called him the friendly Jing, but she called him the unfamiliar Yan Haoming...

It would be a lie to say that he is not jealous, after all, he has always regarded her as his woman.How can he not feel uncomfortable when his woman is so intimate with other men?
But now, it's useless to suffer, she no longer belongs to him.

He is in control of everything, only for her, he will never be able to control it.This may be the punishment God gave him.Punishment for ever conceited.

"He..." Qin Fen heard the words, recalling that she found Yan Hongjing bleeding from his lower abdomen on the yacht, and he was unconscious and closed his eyes. Immediately, she frowned, opened her eyes wide, and stretched out her hand to lift the quilt, "I'm going to see him ..."

But her hand was grasped by a big one, "He's fine! You don't have to worry, besides, you just gave birth, so you can't get out of bed."

Yan Haoming's voice is always so calm and indifferent, which can make people calm down easily.As soon as Qin Fen heard that he was fine, she breathed a sigh of relief, "Where did you hurt, do you know?"

"It seems to have punctured the intestines. Dean Zhou has already operated on him, and the rest just needs to rest for a... a few months." It was the first time Yan Haoming told such a childish lie that could be exposed at any time. The reason, of course, is that she and the child are not willing to disappear from his sight so quickly!

"Need to rest for so long? Is he serious?" Although Qin Fen asked a question, she had already believed Yan Haoming's words.

"He's just physically weak." Yan Haoming made up a lie without blushing.

Only then did Qin Fen feel relieved, yes, he often stays up late and rarely sleeps 8 hours a day.It is also reasonable that his body is weaker than normal people, and he secretly made up his mind to urge him to rest more in the future.

"Where's the baby?"

It took Yan Haoming a long time to hear her asking about the baby. It can be seen that the baby is ranked after Yan Hongjing in her heart. He was even more jealous, and his face became more indifferent, "Sleeping."

But Qin Fen didn't put the baby behind Yan Hongjing, but before she fell asleep, she had seen the doctor hold the baby in front of her eyes and let her see it. She felt at ease when she saw the baby vigorously kicking her strong calves. fell asleep.Therefore, when she woke up, she naturally thought of Yan Hongjing, whose life and death were unknown.

Hearing Yan Haoming's indifferent words, knowing that he must be unhappy for some reason, she stopped asking him where the baby was, but searched around with her eyes, and finally fixed on the little baby beside her bed On the bed, through the guardrail of the crib, she saw the little guy inside sleeping sweetly with her eyes closed, she naturally showed a doting smile, "He's still sleeping really soundly, there's no sound at all, I thought he wasn't here .”

Seeing the doting smile on her face, Yan Haoming's depressed mood just now improved.I thought, if she knew the baby was his, would she still love the baby like this?
No matter how smart he was, he couldn't think of an answer.

For her, he always felt like a mystery, a mystery that could never be grasped and understood.

Qin Fen stared at the baby for a long time, until her eyes became astringent, then she reluctantly looked away and looked at Yan Haoming, "Thank you for saving us today."

"There is nothing to thank. Even if you are not my sister-in-law, I will save you for the relationship you shared in the same bed for the past five years."

He didn't expect that she would say thank you suddenly, and he was a little sad. After all, if she had no affection for him, she would say polite words without hesitation.

As soon as Qin Fen heard the words of sharing the same bed for five years, Qin Fen felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and was unable to speak for a long while.If, in the past five years, he had been willing to pay more attention to her, maybe she would not be the sister-in-law he said today, let alone thank him.

Looking at the baby, she thought of the child she lost last time. If he had been willing to get out of the cabin and rescue her in time, maybe she and he would have a child too...

Thinking of this, she took a deep breath and said to him, "Yan Haoming, maybe it's God's will. God made me lose your child and get Hongjing's child. This means that even God thinks that I should marry you." Him, living with him is the right thing to do."

"I used to believe in God's will so much, but since you married Yan Hongjing, I don't believe in it anymore!" If everything was arranged by God's will, how could he miss her again and again?There is no ridiculous providence, but the right to choose has always been in their hands. She chose Yan Hongjing, but he chose not to tell her that the child was his.This will lead to today's situation of separation of flesh and blood.

Seeing that the conversation continued, the two of them would have unnecessary disputes, so she remained silent.

Yan Haoming didn't intend to be silent, but he didn't continue to say these useless words, but asked, "Are you thirsty? Are you hungry? Just now I asked Mrs. Liu to stew bird's nest porridge and chicken soup and so on. Would you like some to eat?"

Suddenly caring about her so much, if an ordinary woman would definitely say that she is not hungry, but Qin Fen understands Yan Haoming and knows that he really cares about her, because, with his pride, if he doesn't care about someone, it is impossible to pretend He cared, so if he showed concern for someone, he really cared.

"I want some porridge." She was indeed hungry.But since she was pregnant, her stomach has been bad, and she dare not eat food that is too difficult to digest, so she still chooses to drink porridge.

I thought Yan Haoming would call the nurse over to help, but unexpectedly, he went to the coffee table next to the sofa, took out the porridge in the thermos bucket, scooped up a small bowl, walked over and sat down, picked up the spoon and blew, After testing the temperature with her thin lips, she felt that the temperature was right before sending it to Qin Fen's mouth.

Qin Fen stared at him in astonishment for a long while, but did not recover.Is she dreaming?How could Yan Haoming feed her with his own hands so carefully? !
It was also in this ward before, when she saw him feeding Susan, she felt envious in her heart, thinking that if Yan Haoming could treat her like that one day, she would shed tears of happiness.

But when there was such a day, she didn't shed tears, but she couldn't breathe steadily because of the heartache.

Why, didn't he treat her better earlier?He had to wait until she became someone else's wife before he did this...

"I'm sorry, I don't want to drink anymore." Qin Fen took a spoonful of porridge and put it on her lips for a long time before she came back to her senses and turned her head, not daring to look at him again.She was afraid that she would reveal an expression of nostalgia for him.

Yan Haoming froze, "Do you not want to drink, or do you not want me to feed you? If I were Yan Hongjing, you would drink it up with a smile on your face, right?!"

Couldn't bear the heartache anymore, Yan Haoming couldn't control his emotions, "Am I really that hateful and bad? Qin Fen, I know I hurt you many times before, but... but those are all in the past , this time, you just treat me as if I made up for my previous mistakes and treat you well, can you just accept my treat you well?"

"I... I'm not used to it. You weren't like this in the past. I'm a little embarrassed when you suddenly treat me gently." Qin Fen spoke half-truthfully. To be honest, she didn't want to take away his kindness, but, also I don't want to accept his belated tenderness.

Yan Haoming sighed deeply, the expression on his handsome face was full of loneliness.He took back the spoon and put it back into the bowl, looked at the bird's nest porridge in his hand for a long time before saying, "I'll let the nurse feed you."

At the end of the sentence, he put down the bowl, got up and left.

As soon as he left, the oppressive breath dissipated lightly, making Qin Fen much more relaxed.But when Yan Haoming was together, she was always cautious and extremely nervous.It is undeniable that her heart will beat more violently because of this, and when he leaves, she will feel an inexplicable sense of loneliness.

After Yan Haoming went out, he called the nurse to feed Qin Fen porridge, while he went to the stairs and took out a cigarette, lit one and smoked, through the smoke, looking at the dark night outside the window, his heart felt as if he had fallen into the darkness. into the cold darkness.

He didn't even dare to think about how he would get through the days without Qin Fen and the baby.In the past six months, no one knew how painful he had been.When Dark Angel is not drinking heavily, he will hide in his bedroom, turn off the lights, and smoke one by one. When the smoke reaches his chest, it will relieve his heartache, so he will keep smoking .

"Haoming, you can't smoke anymore!" Because he was in a daze, he didn't realize when Zhou Yuan came to him, snatched the cigarette between his fingers, threw it on the ground and stomped it out, so, hearing Zhou Yuan's words, He was a little dazed, and his hand was still in the motion of pushing the cigarette to his lips, but his hand was already empty.

"It's not your turn to care about me!" Without the relief of smoke, his heartache hit again, which made him have a bad temper.

(End of this chapter)