The warmth of the world through the king of nets

Chapter 103 The Lost Truth

Shen Ying didn't know what kind of mood she was in when she returned to her room. As soon as she got back to the room and sat on the bed, she felt a sharp pain in her heart, which was faster and more severe than the last time.

With trembling hands, she took out the medicine bottle from her pocket and quickly swallowed a medicine. After 5 minutes, she felt that her breathing was not so short.

The anger I expressed to Xiaokui just now has reached the extreme, and for the first time, my emotions have lost control to such an extent.

It seems that you still can't get angry easily, and it will hurt you a lot. Xiaojing should worry again when he sees himself like this.

Thinking of Xiaojing, Shen Ying's heart felt sour again: "Xiaojing, you must... nothing happens..."

It's because she thinks this world is too beautiful, because she thinks too highly of herself, and because she is too defenseless.

In her previous life, she was a very tolerant person. Later, a child in their orphanage was beaten into a disability by outsiders. It was only then that she realized that blind forbearance is useless.

So later she showed her strength on the outside, she was not that strong in her heart, and she also longed to be protected, but in such an environment, there are so many vulnerable groups around you relying on you, then you have to let yourself become Get stronger.

Traveling to this world was an accident, but it was the most beautiful accident for her. Fortunately, she met Xiaojing and had a family, and she felt extremely happy.

What was lost in the previous life has been compensated in this life. Is this a gift from God to her?

Because she was always being protected by others, over time, she gradually forgot the strength she once had.

Until today Xiaojing fell helplessly in front of her like that, but she couldn't help at all. In her impression, Xiaojing was invincible. This kind of thinking made her never think that there was anything Xiaojing couldn't do. arrived.

But she found out that she was wrong...

Yes, Xiaojing is a human being, he is not a god, he was also born of his parents, he is also a flesh and blood body, he can get sick and get hurt.

Shen Ying suddenly remembered what A Zhi said to her in the detention center——

"Senior Atobe, he can't protect you all the time..."

Thinking about it carefully, it is true that Xiaojing is protecting her every time. When she is bullied, Xiaojing supports her. When she is injured, Xiaojing is more anxious than anyone else. She is sad. There is only Xiaojing, what have I done for him?
a meal?It seems that there is nothing else except cooking for him this time. Xiaojing was so happy when he heard that he was going to cook for him, but... it was this meal that hurt Xiaojing.

Staying alone in the room for two hours, Shen Ying couldn't fall asleep at all. At this moment, she only had traces in her heart. Although her mood was complicated, she no longer had the same impulsiveness as before.

She calmed down, thought carefully, and then came to the kitchen alone.

"Miss Feng, it's so late, are you still awake?" A maid was cleaning the kitchen, and she was shocked when she saw Feng Chenying running in with her bare feet like that.

"Something." Feng Chenying replied succinctly. At this moment, she just wanted to prove one thing.

She opened the bottles and jars on the kitchen counter, all of which were seasonings.

The extra fragrance that Cilang mentioned in the evening must be found here. Which condiment did she misplace?
Smelling the bottles one by one, Shen Ying frowned and carefully identified them.

--wrong!
——Not this one either!

——This is not right either!

——It’s not like that!
When Shen Ying put her nose close to the mouth of the No. 13 bottle, her body suddenly froze!

That's right!This is it!
She looked at the label on the white porcelain bottle, and it said "soybean oil".

All the condiments of the Atobe family are packed in this uniform opaque white porcelain bottle with a label on it.

Shen Ying remembered that she added a little soybean oil to polish the dumpling filling, and added some soybean oil when cooking.

At that time, she was wearing a mask and didn't smell it very clearly. Now when she leaned over to smell it, the thick oily smell came to her nostrils, which was obviously not the smell of soybean oil.

This is clearly... sesame oil!

Sesame oil...sesame oil...ah!Is it because...

In an instant, Shen Ying understood everything.

Sesame oil, often called sesame oil in northern China, is extracted from sesame seeds and has a special fragrance, so it is called sesame oil.According to the extraction method, it is generally divided into pressing method, filter pressing method and water substitution method.

Shen Ying vaguely remembered Atobu's words that day - "I'm allergic to sesame seeds, don't put that in cooking." (ps: see Chapter 90 for details)
What a fool I am!Stupid!Why didn't she think of it!She should have realized it when she ate the first dumpling!I even thought foolishly for a long time!damn it!

Is it because you have been with Xiaojing for a long time?Every day is either Japanese food or Western food, and she actually forgot the taste of this traditional seasoning.

"Come here! Is this bottle always here?" Feng Chenying called to the maid who was cleaning the kitchen, and asked seriously.

The maid stopped what she was doing, walked over, frowned and thought for a while: "It should be, the condiments here are all in this white porcelain bottle, but someone will replenish the used condiments in it regularly." Material, what's wrong?"

"Come here and smell it!" Feng Chenying put the bottle next to the maid's nose, the maid just sniffed it, and then her face turned pale with shock.

"This... how is this sesame oil! This..."

Seeing the maid's sudden expression, she couldn't even speak clearly, Shen Ying guessed that the servants of Atobe's family must know some taboos that Atobe usually has, so she continued to ask: "Do you know the meaning of the sesame oil in it?" What are you wearing?"

"D-Of course I know! The young master must never get involved in this! Ah! Could it be that the young master just now..." The maid screamed out as if she had suddenly realized something.

"Do all the servants know?" Shen Ying asked.

"You should all know that. We, the servants of the Atobe family, have been specially trained for a period of time. During the training period, Butler Matsuzaki took us, and then selected outstanding servants, and let them work in various places in the Atobe family. I have been assigned to work in Karuizawa for two years. During the training, butler Matsuzaki repeatedly emphasized that no sesame-related items or food are allowed in the house of the Atobe family... "

"..."

"At that time, we didn't quite understand why there was such a taboo. Later, we heard that it was because the young master ate red bean paste cake with sesame seeds once when he was a child, and then he was hospitalized for half a month...so..."

When the maid explained to this point, Shen Ying didn't need to listen to the rest, she understood everything in her heart.

(End of this chapter)