When the queen became a rich wife

Chapter 437 Why Can't You Forget Him
"Why are you doing this?"

Rong Dai came out to look at her, took out a tissue and handed it to her.

It wasn't that she eavesdropped on purpose, but that the courtyard was so big, Lu Nianzhi became agitated and angry, and spoke so loudly that she couldn't even hear her.

Lu Nianzhi's eyes were red, and while wiping away tears, he looked up at the sky: "Am I very cowardly?"

"You still say that I am a hardcore assistant, and I can't even handle my own personal feelings well."

Her tone was self-deprecating.

Rong Dai looked at her and glanced at the time on the watch: "It's still early, why don't you go to the coffee shop opposite?"

Lu Nianzhi didn't want to disturb other people's work by entering the office in such a mood, so he nodded, and the two sat down in the coffee shop together.

Rong Dai didn't really come to drink coffee.

Lu Nianzhi is her right-hand man. If she can't work normally, she won't be able to deal with many things in the company.

Although she has Shao Ting by her side, he has to deal with the big and small matters of Huo's enterprise every day.

Since what happened to Wen's family last time, Erye Huo's family has remained silent, but the more this is the more worrying.

So to let Lu Nianzhi work with peace of mind, she will help her and Mr. Xu if she can.

"You still love Mr. Xu, right?"

Rong Dai put the phone aside, looked up at her, and asked her in a soft voice.

Lu Nianzhi was stunned for a moment, looking at the scenery outside the window without focusing his eyes, stirring the coffee in his hand.

It took about seven or eight seconds before she replied solemnly: "Yes, I still love him."

"Five years later, I still can't forget him."

"He was the first man I fell in love with. We had so many beautiful visions for the future."

"I hate him!"

"I hate him for giving me such a ruthless knife, I hate him for ruining these dreams!"

"I hate myself too, why can't I forget?"

Lu Nianzhi looked at her blankly, and when this matter was mentioned, her emotions were out of control.

"But... I don't have the courage to start with him again, but I don't have the courage to end either."

"I……"

Lu Nianzhi was in excruciating pain. This torture was as painful as it was five years ago.

"Because of this incident, I was depressed for three full years and took three years of depression medicine."

"I thought I was going to come out, I thought I was strong... I overestimated myself."

"When I think of the past between him and Ling Yan, when I think of his hands touching other women, when I think of those unbearable things, I feel disgusted! I hate it!"

"But why am I so useless? Why can't I forget him?"

What happened with Ling Yan today completely aroused Lu Nianzhi, Rong Dai specially asked for a quiet small box in the coffee shop, so Lu Nianzhi spoke out without fear of being heard and seen.

"I really... hate the feeling of hating someone and being unable to forget it. This feeling is worse than death!"

"Why does he still appear to disturb my life? Why can't he let me go..."

Lu Nianzhi was in great pain.

The scenes from five years ago flashed in her head frame by frame like a movie replay.

Rong Dai watched her erupt, although distressed, but also relieved.

It is better to be able to burst out than to be suffocated in the heart.

It's just that she didn't expect that Lu Nianzhi had been taking antidepressants for three years. Although she didn't know about this disease in her previous life, there were always articles like this in the news.

She also read one or two articles and knew the horror of depression.

No one can imagine how Lu Nianzhi survived those three years, so she still has such big mood swings when facing this matter now.

The more persistent some things are, the more beautiful they are, the more unacceptable they are when they are shattered.

(End of this chapter)