First favor: good night, little bride

Chapter 391
With such a mouth in her heart, she unconsciously yelled, "No..." Chi Yunxi was stunned as soon as she said the words, she looked at the person in front of her in shock, and she saw Xiao Junhe's eyes dim, It was as if the last light had disappeared in the darkness, making her feel so guilty, "It's not...it's not like that...it's...I..."

After talking in a mess but unable to utter a complete sentence, Chi Yunxi was anxious and frustrated, and in the end all the words that could not be expressed turned into a sentence of sorry.

"I'm sorry?" Xiao Junhe smiled wryly, he took half a step back, as if to permanently distance himself, "Yinyin, do you know that sometimes the three words sorry are the most hurtful?"

Chi Yunxi closed her eyes, "...I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Xiao Junhe, I can't do it, even if it's fake, I can't do it, I really... I probably can't be saved, that person Treated me like that, but I can't forget him, I'm so useless...I..."

The emotion that has been deliberately suppressed seems to have found a breakthrough at this moment, maybe it was influenced by Xiao Junhe, and Chi Yunxi also knew that she shouldn't show it in front of Xiao Junhe, but she couldn't control it.

Looking at the little girl who suddenly burst into emotion, Xiao Junhe was stunned for a moment, as if the little girl in front of him cried into tears in an instant, even though she covered her face with her hands, the tears still dripped down through the gap between her fingers, Xiao Junhe felt heartbroken Terribly, he stepped forward and lightly embraced the little girl's shoulders and brought her into his arms, "If you really can't forget, don't force yourself like that, it will not only be painful but also counterproductive, compulsive Forgetting is not really letting go. Don’t torture yourself like this in the future. The more normal you behave during this period of time, the more we worry about your parents, Xiao Sa, Tang Yufeng and me. We are all afraid that you will not be able to hold on , it would be nice to vent it out like this earlier, wouldn't it?"

Chi Yunxi bit her lip and nodded, tears were falling down her eyes uncontrollably, and the corners of her mouth were salty.

Xiao Junhe didn't speak any more, but quietly hugged Chi Yunxi and leaned against the wall, patted his hands behind his back gently, as if comforting a wounded animal, gently and carefully, until he felt that the emotions of the person in his arms gradually stabilized Then he said, "Do you like him that much?"

Chi Yunxi sucked her nose, because she cried so hard that her nose, mouth and throat seemed to be blocked, she even had difficulty opening her mouth, "...I don't know, I don't know why I like him so much, obviously... ..."

Xiao Junhe interjected, "He's obviously a person who doesn't deserve your liking, right?"

Chi Yunxi didn't know what to say. After she had calmed down after venting her emotions, she shook her head, "Except for the strong possessiveness and abandoning me for choosing Qiao Yiyan, it's still worth it, but I can't accept it... I have always believed that love is the most important existence in each other's hearts. No matter what choice is made, it must be ranked first. I put him in the same important position as my parents, but under his choice, I was excluded. Under Qiao Yiyan. Do you still remember? When I didn’t know Qiao Yiyan before, I asked you to ask. Although you refused to say it at that time, you also accepted that Qiao Yiyan was the most important thing for him. Important existence, right? In fact, in your heart, you have always felt that I am inferior to Qiao Yiyan. I know this, even Uncle Wen and Uncle Wu thought so..."

Xiao Junhe was stunned when he heard the words, "I said that because I didn't understand how important you are to him at the time. Qiao Yi said that she...she is related to him by blood after all, and their relationship is very deep, so I... ...Forget it, it’s useless to say these things now.” Xiao Junhe sighed at this point, he reached out to touch his chest and pinched Chi Yunxi’s face, “Actually, this is your girl’s heart disease all the time, right? Because you know Everyone in the situation says that you are inferior to Qiao Yiyan, so you regard Qiao Yiyan as an imaginary enemy..."

Lan Yinlai took that hand away, and said disapprovingly, "What are you treating as an imaginary enemy? It's obviously a real enemy, a rival in love! It's not that you don't know that Qiao Yiyan likes him, but my result is completely opposite to hers. .”

Xiao Junhe let go and pressed Chi Yunxi's shoulders to push him away, allowing the two to look at each other, "Look into my eyes, tell me the truth, if Lan Jiuxi came to you and asked you to get back together, would you Promise him?"

Facing those serious eyes, Chi Yunxi frowned, "I..." She shook her head, "No. Although there are many reasons for today's result, I can think a lot more clearly after I calm down, but I can't accept it The fact of being abandoned, and the situation at that time was a choice between life and death. The person he chose to save was Joe Yiyan, which meant that he chose to let me die. Maybe he likes me, and he is sincere in all his sacrifices to me. But in his eyes, my life became worthless in front of Qiao Yiyan...Xiao Junhe, you will not understand my feelings at that time. At that moment, I felt that the world turned gray and everything became meaningless Now, my consciousness seems to be far away from myself. Although I have always shown that I am a winner in front of Qiao Yiyan, I know in my heart that I am still worried, and I have always been worried, until the day the worry became a reality , Heart death probably feels like that."

Looking at each other, Xiao Junhe let out a long breath for a long time, "I am very happy that you can tell me everything so honestly today. In fact, because what you see is too one-sided, you can try to look at it from a different angle. See, sometimes you can see a completely different world."

Chi Yunxi had a puzzled look on his face when he heard the words, "Xiao Junhe... what are you talking about? Although I am also surprised that I can say everything so easily and honestly, isn't your reaction a bit strange... "

"There's nothing strange about it, it's obviously normal." Xiao Junhe laughed suddenly as he said that, and he deliberately rubbed Chi Yunxi's hair with his hands, "Even if it's abnormal, the confession is rejected and stimulated, so Xiao Yin because of You have to take some responsibility, be responsible to me!"

"What nonsense are you talking about? You... oh! Don't mess with my hair, I can't see..."

"Responsible to me, responsible."

"Xiao Junhe, you must be crazy."

"Yes, I'm crazy, so take responsibility for me, Xiao Yinyin!"

"Crazy! Also, don't call me by that name!"

"Just call and call, Xiao Yin Yin~~ Xiao Yin Yin~~~ Xiao ~ Yin ~ Yin ~~~"

"..."

(End of this chapter)