no wife

Chapter 214 How Can I Find Her (2)
When he saw Xi Juncheng, a gleam of light flashed in Deng Yue's godless eyes, but it disappeared quickly.

"Why are you here?" Deng Yue's voice was weak, and now he couldn't even sit up alone, let alone get out of bed.

"How are you?" Seeing the fate of his friends for many years, Xi Juncheng felt sad. He felt that Deng Yue's today was his tomorrow, and he would be just as lonely as him, without any relatives by his side. .He will die alone.

"I can't live if I want to live, I can't die if I want to die. What do you think I can do?"

"Didn't Fang Xingping bring her children to see you?"

"I came here three months ago. Shiyu said that she was scared when she saw me. After that, she never came again."

"Don't you miss them?"

"So what do you think? When they needed me, I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father and husband. Now that I'm divorced, and she has her own family, why would she come to see me? She doesn't care. She doesn't care. Her ex-husband."

"Do you know where she lives now?"

"Are you going to find her to see me? I really want to see her and the children again, but unfortunately I don't know where she lives. Maybe the employees of her company will know, you can ask."

"Rest well, I'll come see you later." Xi Juncheng left without staying.He felt uncomfortable seeing Deng Yue's current state, and if he stayed any longer, he was afraid that he would lose control.

With an attitude of giving it a try, Xi Juncheng went to several properties of Fang Xingping that he knew to inquire about her residence, but found nothing.

It was eleven o'clock in the evening, and Xi Juncheng was still driving around looking for it.He believed she was still in the city, but he just couldn't find her.

"Xiaoxiao, since you are back, why don't you want to see me? Do you hate me so much? Even if you know that I have nothing, can you still not forgive me? Do you think that God's punishment for me is not enough? "Standing on the street, Xi Juncheng didn't know where to go.

It's already midnight, and there are few pedestrians on the street, only occasionally passing by a few drunken, staggering drunks.Looking at those drunken people, Xi Juncheng asked himself blankly, he has always been strict with himself and abided by all kinds of moral principles, how could he divorce his wife who shared weal and woe because of a momentary infatuation?

From being strangers to acquaintance, to getting married, and finally falling in love with each other, how could he think that he has never met love when he is clearly in love with her?If she wasn't his love, how could he work hard because of her?If he only had family affection but no love for her, how could he treat her so well?

He obviously loves her deeply, how could he be willing to hurt her like that?Is love numb?Or is it covered up by the ordinary life?
He never drank heavily, but he was as insane as a drunk.The drunk knows he wants to go home, and he doesn't even think about going home.

Since he left that home, he has never been back.When she left the building empty, when he regretted it and realized it, and then returned to the once warm home, he felt extremely desolate.

When she is around, she always laughs and talks happily.Without her, he was always alone and silent.

People always want to cherish after losing.Always want to go back to the point of no return!
"Xiaoxiao, where are you?" Xi Juncheng dragged his heavy steps forward with difficulty, without direction or goal, and just wanted to keep searching.Hold on to that one-ten-thousandth hope and meet her somewhere.

(End of this chapter)