The poisonous concubine of the most favored strikes

Chapter 315 Because of Myself

Jun Luochen's face turned pale, and he just stayed there as if he was stupid.The star-like eyes are full of despair, even though I have thought about this possibility, but I have encountered it, that kind of sadness is like digging my heart, almost making people unable to breathe.

Su Qingning narrowed her eyes and looked at her, pursed her red lips slightly, then gave him a hard look, turned around and walked directly into the distance.After walking for a while, seeing no movement behind him, he turned around again and saw the figure in white, like fallen leaves in autumn, trembling in the breeze, as if he was about to fall down at any time.

Seeing him in such a state, Su Qingning's eyes flickered with distress, and then became even more angry. She took a few steps forward, turned around and came back to him again, and said angrily, "Jun Luochen, are you blind? I have never talked to you before." Xiu'an said about you, he knows, I like you, daddy repeatedly told me, what reason do you think, if I like Xiu'an, why should he emphasize it again and again, only three words appeared in my mind before With just one glance at this scene, I knew that the Su Qingning before the amnesia was in love with you.

Everyone knows that I like you, why do you think I like Xiu'an?You still have to compete fairly with Xiu'an, do you think you are being generous?No, you have never seriously looked at my heart, you have been living in your world, why have you ever cared about what I do!

Let me tell you, forgetting these people is not because you didn't mention it to Aunt Liu, but because of myself, it was my request and Aunt Liu's request.

When Aunt Liu hypnotized me back then, I was sober, because of my father, she asked me, if I didn't want to, she wouldn't do it, but I would rather be hypnotized by her, I would rather forget everything, but I just wanted to ignore Everything I'm with you is just to change a chance to be with you, and you, you actually think that I like Xiu'an, so why have you liked me for so long?
Although I lost my martial arts back then, my mind was not stupid. Although Taohuawu is not as powerful as Baihua Pavilion, if I want to investigate something, it is not difficult. You can't hide from me about your ordinary visits to Beijiang Guoshifu .

Do you think that all these years, only you have paid?If it wasn't for you, the Longwei matter would have come out long ago. The reason why I was willing to be hypnotized was because I knew your identity not long before that, but I didn't tell anyone, and I forgot everything Otherwise, how would I be with you! "

Su Qingning's eyes turned red, and there was a lot of grievance in his heart. Even if he suspected it before, he should know that they have been together for so long after that.He wasn't the only one who was paying, she would rather endure the pain for him than even give up her life, but the other party, the other party still doubted her heart.If this is the case, then forget it, she is tired and can't afford to love, if this is love, she suddenly doesn't have the courage to go on!
Jun Luochen's expression kept changing, and the moment she turned her face away, he suddenly took her face in his arms and kissed her directly.That kiss seemed to use all his strength, almost burning each other.

Su Qingning was slightly stunned, furious, but because of the difference in physical strength, he couldn't push him away no matter what, and then bit him hard.

The faint smell of blood melted in his mouth, but Jun Luochen still didn't want to let go, as if it wasn't his lips.

The two were in a stalemate like this, time passed slowly, Su Qingning calmed down, and in the end she was reluctant to continue biting him.Seeing her like this, Jun Luochen relaxed, let go of her lips, but did not let go of her hand.And the corners of the pale lips looked a lot angry because of the blood.

"Do you want to stop me? If you dare to say it, I will dare to kiss you all the time!" Jun Luochen's voice was hoarse, with a rogue-like stubbornness. At that moment just now, he really felt that the person in front of him , It's like leaving him, it's different from the occasional noise before, but the kind of really letting go.

Su Qingning's complexion changed, and she sighed in her heart. Even if there was only a change in the eyes between the two of them, the other party could tell it.But why didn't he know before that she always cared about him?
Seeing that she was silent, some panic appeared in Jun Luochen's eyes, and then he suddenly remembered what she said just now, his eyes instantly became excited, and he said with a hint of shock: "What you said is true, what you cared about before People are really me, aren't they? When did it start? Then why reject me, you should know that I would rather hurt myself than hurt you, you know that!"

Su Qingning looked up at him, saw that his eyes were full of disbelief and trance, she sighed slightly in her heart, sometimes the more she cared, the less she could see clearly, Xiu'an could see it because it was clear to the bystanders, she knew it clearly, it was because she loved him She is very clear-headed, and the person in front of her can't see clearly. This is because all the attention is on her, and the love is so deep that she can't believe it.

"It's been more than five years since I found out that you often peeked at me. I was sensible earlier than other children. When others were playing with maids and slaves, I had already realized clearly , his own responsibilities, and everything that the Ruyang Palace bears, he also knows that Long Wei has moved his mind to get rid of the two palaces. If he is not ready, the two palaces will be destroyed.

At that time, I thought you were the son of Zhongyonghou, and I didn't want to get close to you, but the more you resisted, the more unfettered your heart was. The reason why I didn't want to was because our combination would make Longwei move faster, and the preparations of the two governments were not enough at all. , On the other hand, I know that I will not live long, and I don't want to have feelings with others! "

Before recovering her memory, she always thought that her former self refused to be with the person in front of her in order to avoid tragedy because she saw the scene of her death in the future.But after recovering her memory, she realized how forbearing she was in the past. At that time, Su Qingning rejected the person in front of her with indifference. In fact, she just didn't want the person in front of her, or even everyone, to bear the pain of her leaving. Because from a long time ago, she knew that she would not live long.

Now, she understands why her father doesn't want her to be the same as before, because at that time, she swallowed everything in her stomach, was unwilling to express her emotions, and didn't want anyone to worry about her, even with anyone People are not friendly, not because they don't love, but because they bear the fate of leaving at any time alone.

It's just that he is a teenager after all, and that kind of depression in the eyes of others has turned into distress and pity, and even self-blame. At that time, his parents must have felt very uncomfortable.

Before being hypnotized, Dad talked to her. Although he had the ability to stop it, he didn't want to stop it. He said that even if he could only live for a few years, he hoped that she would be happier.

Therefore, although the changed memory was arranged by the people of Longwei, it was made by her father, her, Jun Luochen and Aunt Liu together, and she voluntarily made it. , I want to live happily for a period of time before the end of life.

Jun Luochen's eyes lit up, and he suddenly pulled him into his arms, and then hugged him tightly.

The moonlight shone on the two of them through the branches and leaves, and the surrounding was very quiet, only the occasional rustling of leaves.

"I'm sorry, it's not that I can't feel your love for me, but I can't believe it. Like you, my memory is relatively early. I can already remember many things when others are unconscious. So the first time When I saw you, I had already planted you in my heart. Over the years, that seed has already grown into a towering tree. It is precisely because I care about it, and it is precisely because I have liked it for so long that I can’t believe it, no I can't believe you're going to like me. I'm sorry, girl!"

The low voice floated in the woods, gradually smoothing away the grievance.

"Tell me about changing fate against the sky. This is what I am most worried about, and it is also the most important reason why I don't want to be with you. Although I have never seen the secret book of the Hou Mansion, I have heard of it. , but I didn't expect that I still came to this step in the end!" Su Qingning pulled him, sat down on the rock, and looked at the distant mountain peaks. Now that the memory has been restored, there are many things to talk about together!

Jun Luochen's face was indifferent, as if he didn't care about the so-called heavenly punishment, he sat down next to her, and said in a low voice: "I have the blood of the former royal family, so it is not difficult to practice the two kinds of exercises, although the secret books of the two houses have been based on The conditions of the two prefectures have been improved, but one can be mastered and a hundred places can be mastered. As long as there is a slight change, you can practice smoothly. Speaking of which, your father is really wonderful, the poison sutra and the poison kung fu of the poisonous monster predecessors are integrated, The power is more than doubled. If your father was in the Jianghu at that time, he might be the number one existence.

After cultivating the two exercises to the extreme, I also know the special functions of the two secret arts.After that, you and your father suddenly changed their attitude towards me. Although it was very subtle, I still felt it.At that time, I didn't know what was going on?But I found out that your cultivation is gone.Not many people know that you practice martial arts, but you should know that after practicing Poison Sutra, there will be some weak reactions between each other.

Later, I went to see you many times, but you didn't want to see me again, instead you started running after Feng Feiyu. I remember, before that, you didn't have much affection for Feng Feiyu.As you said, you can feel whether you love it or not. Although you and Feng Feiyu are familiar, but you seldom talked before, and it suddenly became like this, which is somewhat weird.

Later, when I wanted to go to you, I was blocked by your father. He might be in a bad mood that day, and then he blurted out, telling me not to hurt you again, and then let me leave.

At that time, I felt something was wrong. After thinking about it, I felt that you must have seen something, so I also dispersed my poison scriptures. At that moment, I saw a scene.If you die, the Ruyang Palace will be destroyed, and heaven and man will be separated forever. At that moment, I was terrified.There are so many people in the Zhongyonghou Mansion, I am the only one left. If you are gone, what is the point of my living. "

(End of this chapter)