Chief Forced Marriage: Beloved Wife Captured

Chapter 252

The love when I was young was to happily think that I would spend the rest of my life with the person in front of me, so I expected all kinds of things in the future, and insisted that it would come true.Until many years later, when we have experienced the pains of growing up, the changes in love, and traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers, we will realize that those years are just a sweet dream bestowed on you by God. finish this long life. ——Ye Tengyu
Before I was ten years old, both my parents died in a car accident, and I lived like an elderly grandma. When I was 14, my grandma also left this world, so I became an orphan.

At the age of 14, for the young master of a rich family, he may still be cuddling in the arms of his parents and act like a baby, but for me, he has reached the age to support himself.

Every day I come alone, leave alone, eat alone, sleep alone, walk with loneliness, and sleep with loneliness. Fortunately, I have a group of good friends, but unfortunately they are all good friends.

This is an age of the jungle, if there is no way to protect yourself, you will only be bullied, maybe because I am an orphan and have no one to discipline me, so long ago, I became a well-known little bastard in our area, Not only can I protect myself, but I can also protect Jingya.

Jingya is my only friend of the opposite sex. It may be because we grew up together and are too familiar with each other, so being with her does not have the awkwardness, strangeness, and resentment of being with other girls.

I forgot from which day it started, I had a vague affection for her, so many times when I spoke, I was no longer so outspoken, I saw her eyes became hot, even very despicable. At night, the first nocturnal emission in my dream...

This is a normal manifestation of puberty, and it was described in the physiology class, but I felt so dirty that I hid Jingya for a week, until one day, she climbed over the wall and came to my house, blocking me in the room and questioning: " Zhai Tengyu, did you do something to apologize to me?"

I was flushed with embarrassment at the time, and stammered, "No...no!"

"Why do you keep avoiding me without you?"

"No……"

"Still said no? Didn't you hear me when I knocked on the door?"

"I was in tuba just now."

"Really?" She circled around me twice suspiciously, frowning seriously: "Then why is your face so red?"

"Some fever."

"Ah? Fever??" She quickly reached out to touch my forehead, but I jumped away sensitively: "It's okay, it's okay, just sleep and you'll be fine."

"Aren't you out of your mind?" There was worry in her eyes.

I understand why she thinks this way, because no matter in the past, whenever I feel a little uncomfortable, I will shout at the top of my voice: "Yu Jingya, brother is sick, don't you know how to take care of me?!"

That night, even though I repeatedly stated that I didn't need her concern, she stubbornly stayed with me all night. She thought I was asleep, but in fact, how could I possibly be able to sleep.

When it was dawn, a voice of grievance suddenly came from my ear: "Rotten winter melon, I think it would be better for you to change your name to Rotten Wood. Why is Rotten Wood better? Because you are so stupid, don't you know that I am actually ...Actually...do I like you a little bit?"

I was so shocked that I almost jumped out of the bed, but my only rationality controlled me. I tried my best to suppress the frantic heartbeat, and my mind went blank. I didn't know how to face this young love...

I was confused for a long time. One day, I asked my brother if I could fall in love. My brother answered me that everyone has the right to fall in love. The key is whether they can make each other happy.

He clarified the question that I have always known in my heart, but deliberately avoided: "Love is based on material things. If you really like someone, then you should wait until you are capable of happiness before confessing, otherwise, it will only make people feel happy." Those you love suffer with you."

Because of his words, I deeply pressed the feelings that were ready to move in my heart. Since then, in my heart, I silently like her and protect her. Although she can feel it, we have never broken through that layer. Paper, maybe she is concerned about my self-esteem and understands my difficulties, so there is a tacit understanding between the two of us.

In a blink of an eye, I was 21 years old. A person who claimed to be Lord Tong came to me and said that he admired my style of work and hoped that I could hang out with him. Lord Tong was well-known in the underworld at the time. For an orphan, this is really a great opportunity, but I seemed to be struggling at the time, because if I agreed to him, it meant that I would leave Jingya.

Just when I couldn't make a choice, Aunt Yang's few words made the choice for me.

That day, when I went to find Jingya, Aunt Yang asked angrily, "Ayu, are you talking to my Jingya?"

I shook my head in embarrassment: "No."

"It's fine if you don't have one. Let me tell you, don't have any wrong thoughts about Jingya. Our family Jingya looks so good. I will definitely marry into a wealthy family in the future. You have no father or mother. If Jingya follows you, then It's like jumping into a pit of fire!"

Even a person who has no self-esteem will feel very sad when he hears such words. I left Yu's house sadly, and agreed to Master Tong's proposal that night.

At ten o'clock in the middle of the night, I came to Yu's house again, took the slingshot I played with when I was a child, and shot a shot at Jingya's window. , she slipped out and jumped in front of me: "Stinky wax gourd, what are you doing?"

"Jingya, shall I elope with you?" I asked her.

She froze for a moment: "Okay."

I smiled and reached out to stroke her forehead: "Fool, I lied to you."

"I knew it."

That night, she thought it was just the same as every night in the past, and there were countless tomorrows waiting for us, but she didn't know that, that night, she and I, from then on, had no relationship with love, no share in love...

When Jingya knew that I was leaving Xiangyang, she couldn't help crying in front of me for the first time. She begged me not to leave. Obviously my heart was so painful that I was about to die, but I could only keep a calm smile and tell her that there is always One day, I will come back again.

At that time, I thought like this, when I get ahead, I will definitely come back to find her, and then let her be my bride, and protect her for the rest of my life. Unfortunately, life is impermanent, and there are always so many helplessness that we can't solve. When I was young, I thought As long as you get ahead, you can be with the person you love. It wasn't until many years later that you suddenly discovered that the path you chose at the beginning has already chosen to break up, forever, forever.

Don't say that Jingya won't wait for me anymore, even if she waits, even today, I won't give her happiness. When I left without hesitation, after ten years of hard work, there are countless scars on my body, but they are still not as good as the one on my heart. The scar was left to protect her, and the wound has long since healed, but it is only on the heart, but the pain year after year has never subsided for a moment...

Going around and going around, fate makes people, I never thought that Jingya married my brother, when Ye Beicheng was in trouble, she came to me and begged me to lend a helping hand, I ruthlessly refused, looking at her The desperate back when I left, my heart seemed to be cut into pieces, the first time it hurt so thoroughly, I sat in the dark all night, questioning myself countless times, I don’t want to have anything to do with the Ye family, what is it? Because I hate them for abandoning me back then?Or is it because I am afraid that I will not be able to face the woman I once loved deeply in the future?
Admitting the woman you love to be your sister-in-law is a kind of pain that ordinary people cannot understand, and it is also a kind of desperation and despair. At dawn, I made a decision to save Ye Beicheng, not for anything else, Just for Jingya, this is the last time I will pay for her in my lifetime.

Maybe family affection is something that cannot be replaced by any kind of emotion. During the three years of planning with Ye Beicheng, I gradually accepted this brother. In three years, a lot has changed. I buried my feelings for Jingya deeply In his heart, he recognized his ancestors and returned to his clan, broke away from the underworld, and jointly managed the Ye family property. Ye Tengyu seemed to have a normal life, but there were also secrets that others could not know.

That is, love is still alive in my heart, but I have been deliberately letting it die.

For this reason, I blame myself deeply. Jingya is already my sister-in-law, and her children are already four or five years old. Protests about emotional issues are almost all ignored.

I think, if there is no that day, maybe I will always live in the memory and can't call myself.

It was a cold winter, I was driving around, and saw a stall selling baked sweet potatoes, I got out of the car, my vision gradually blurred, I walked forward step by step, walked to the stall, and said softly: " Give me two sweet potatoes."

"I'm sorry, it's sold out today, and there's only one left. This girl already wants it."

She pointed to a pretty girl on my right.

I nodded sadly: "It's okay."

Returning to the car in a daze, just as he opened the door and was about to get in, a soft voice came from behind him: "This is for you."

I turned around suspiciously, and it turned out to be the girl who bought the last sweet potato just now. I smiled gratefully: "No, I don't really want to eat it."

"Take it, I can see that it has extraordinary meaning to you..."

The girl involuntarily put the hot sweet potato into my hand, and I signed for it, just as I was about to say thank you, when a heavy rain slanted down without warning, she ran away in a panic, and her figure quickly disappeared into the rain.

I drove the car and continued to wander around. At the bus stop in front of me, I saw the girl standing under the bus sign waiting for the bus, so I drove over and waved to her: "Come on, I'll see you off."

She hesitated for a moment, and got into my car decisively.

"Where are you going?"

"Xiangfeng Court."

"Are you going home?"

"kindness……"

(End of this chapter)