Chapter 96

She didn't dare to think about it anymore, maybe at this moment she needed to use an extremely calm method to dispel these thoughts and force herself not to think wildly.

She groped out of the room in the dark, and came to the stern of the boat alone. The rain had lightened a lot at this time, but if she stood alone for a long time, she would still get drenched all over her body.

Let it rain, this is an extreme calming method, let the cold rain restrain your messy thoughts, let yourself calm down as soon as possible, and get out of the tormenting predicament as soon as possible.

She stood for a long time, her heart getting colder and colder, not because of the wind and rain, but because Ye Beicheng was still with Yang Qianxue, if he wasn't there, he would definitely find that she was gone, then he would definitely come out to look for her, She doesn't have to stand here for so long.

Her legs were already numb, and her body was slowly becoming stiff. At this moment, an umbrella was covering her head. She turned her head in amazement and joy, but when she saw the person behind her, she fell into the cold world again.

"Shaocheng, why haven't you slept yet?"

She asked hoarsely, then turned her body back and continued to face the sea.

"You stand here, how can I sleep?"

He said casually, seeing Jingya looking at him suspiciously, he changed his cynical expression and said, "I'm just kidding."

"Have you quarreled with Brother Bei?"

Fei Shaocheng stood beside her and asked a question knowingly.

"No."

"Actually... I've seen it all."

Jingya bit her lip: "What did you see?"

"I can see why you are sad."

"So, Ouyang Feng also saw it?" She bit her lip so hard that it was about to bleed.

"Well, originally I wanted to visit Qianxue, but..."

Fei Shaocheng was too embarrassed to open his mouth, but even if he didn't say anything, Jingya would know.

"It doesn't matter. I expected it a long time ago. Your rooms are all close to hers, but Ye Beicheng ran away alone. This can only show that it's not that you didn't hear, but you just didn't want to go."

"It's not that I don't want to go, Jingya, don't get me wrong, I never thought of hurting you!"

This is the first time that Fei Shaocheng didn't call her sister-in-law, but called her Jingya.

"It's okay, I understand, it's not your fault, nor Ouyang's."

She calmly stared at the distant sea: "If he wants to go, no one can stop him, if he doesn't stay, it's useless for anyone to stay."

"Don't be angry. Ouyang has no bad intentions. He is just too stubborn. He always thinks that you married Brother Bei for a purpose. He is..."

Fei Shaocheng explained for Ouyang Feng, but Jingya interrupted him: "I know, so I don't blame Ouyang, his deliberate move is just to let us all see some facts clearly, if love is strong enough, no one can It cannot be destroyed."

Jingya wiped the rainwater off her face with her hands, her body couldn't help shivering from the cold, Fei Shaocheng hurriedly took off his coat and put it on her, and said with concern: "Your clothes are all wet, go back to your room."

"It's okay, I want to be quiet, you go to sleep, don't worry about me."

Fei Shaocheng didn't leave because of her words, he held an umbrella to shield her from the sporadic light rain, and looked at the woman beside him from the corner of his eyes from time to time.

She lowered her head and looked at the sea water under her eyes. Even without the moonlight and the light, but that plain face could still make people's hearts thump. Fei Shaocheng stared at her, gradually losing his mind.

"You don't have to stare at me like this, and I won't be overwhelmed."

As soon as Jingya turned her head, she saw him looking at herself, and immediately handed him the clothes on her body awkwardly.

"You're dressed, it's too cold."

Fei Shaocheng stubbornly put his clothes back on her body, and said casually: "You look smart on the surface, but you are actually stupid to death. Do you think it is right to spoil yourself like this? One must first learn to love oneself before being loved by others." Love, if you don't even cherish yourself, how can you expect others to cherish you?"

Jingya almost shed tears when he said these words, her nose was sore, she choked up and said, "Thank you, Shaocheng, very few people would say such things to me."

Fei Shaocheng smiled, and said meaningfully: "I don't casually tell women these wise words, so since I told you, you have to remember them well."

Jingya nodded, sniffed, and asked lightly: "Ouyang Feng hates me very much, don't you hate me?"

In her impression, there are far more people who hate her than those who like her...

"Why should I hate you? You are such a good woman, it would be a fool to hate you."

"You think I'm good?" She was quite surprised.

"Well, she is the best woman I have ever seen..."

Jingya smiled awkwardly: "Stop joking, how do you know I'm good? Only two people who live together can know each other well."

"A person's goodness can be reflected in many aspects. You don't have to live together to discover it. Some people live for a lifetime, and you may not be able to see each other's goodness. I think you are good because you have your own opinions and personality. , have your own unique view of love. Although you are poor, you are rich in spirit. When you face provocation or prejudice from others, you can always find a way out for yourself and turn around proudly. Not every woman has this kind of pride. Not every woman can understand what she wants, what she doesn't want, what she can and what she can't..."

"Enough." Jingya interrupted in panic, she suddenly felt that Fei Shaocheng knew too much about her.

"You dare to love and hate, you are not hypocritical or pretentious in front of love, you treat people who are good to you even more, and you never deliberately try to please people who are not good to you..."

"say no more!"

Jingya quickly hid from under his umbrella, stared at Fei Shaocheng coldly, and said softly: "You don't need to analyze me so thoroughly, I'm just an ordinary woman, not as different as you said .”

"Yes, you are ordinary, but I just like ordinary women like you."

This sentence sounded like a thunderbolt, and Jingya was stunned. She couldn't believe her ears, that she heard such words that she shouldn't have heard.

In order to prove that it was just an illusion, she quickly turned around and was about to leave the deck, but Fei Shaocheng grabbed her wrist: "What I said is true."

"Stop saying those bastard words!" Jingya threw off his hand angrily: "Do you know what I'm going to say? I'm your buddy's wife, how could you say such things to me? A friend's wife can't be bullied, you understand!"

After she finished speaking, she fled back to the room without waiting for Fei Shaocheng's answer. At this time, she should let him wake up. Maybe when the sun comes out tomorrow, all the unpleasant things will go with the wind...

It was gradually getting brighter, and the east side was pale. Jingya curled up on the sofa all night. Ye Beicheng didn't come back that night. She really wanted to see what they were doing, but she was afraid of seeing a scene that would make her collapse.

The door was pushed open with a creak, and then heard a burst of tired footsteps. She lowered her head and watched the slippers getting closer to her.

The cold body was embraced by a pair of strong arms, it felt very warm, but that kind of warmth, the body was warmed but the heart could not be warmed, a woman just left this embrace, the residual heat in his arms was like a kind of charity , to make up for her loneliness of being left out overnight.

"Didn't sleep all night? Or did you just wake up?" Ye Beicheng hugged her tightly and asked distressedly.

"What do you think?" Jingya answered mechanically without even moving her eyelids.

"Your body is so cold, it must be because you haven't slept all night."

"Ask even if you know why."

Ye Beicheng raised her chin, touched her lips lightly, and said, "Don't be angry, there is nothing between me and her."

"Did I say you have anything?"

"I didn't sleep all night, didn't I just worry about what would happen to us..."

Jingya smiled self-deprecatingly: "What does it mean to have something? Is it something to have a relationship? Hugs don't even count?"

"I hugged her only because she was too insecure, as you can see, she was afraid of being like that, and I'm not a cold-blooded animal."

"Yeah, she has no sense of security. She needs you. You are not a cold-blooded animal. You should stay with her all night, because she is the woman you love no matter what."

Ye Beicheng frowned slightly: "Jingya, can you stop talking like that, what you said seems like I've done something sorry to you."

"Then what should I say? It doesn't matter if you want me to say, I don't mind who you accompany, even if that woman used to be your lover, doesn't it matter?"

Jingya broke free from his embrace. Although the embrace was very warm, she didn't care about it.

"If I made you unhappy by being with Qianxue last night, I apologize to you. I just thought you had enough confidence in me. Even if you weren't worried about me, I wouldn't do anything to be sorry for you."

Ye Beicheng stared at her with a trace of heartache on his expression.

"What do you think? What do you think love is? There is no so-called greatness in front of love. If I don't mind, it only means that I don't care about you. I don't care who you are with, no matter what you do, I don't mind at all, as long as I do not care about you!"

But does she not care?The answer is no, she cares about Ye Beicheng because she loves him so much.

"Jingya, I'm sorry, if I didn't consider your feelings, I apologize to you..."

Ye Beicheng stepped forward to hug her, took one of her hands and put it on his chest, and said firmly: "Do you feel it, that place is only beating for you."

"I can feel it, but what I can feel, others can feel it too. Do you dare to say that when you hug Qianxue, your heartbeat stops?"

"It didn't stop, but at least it didn't beat so strongly when I was holding you."

Jingya is not a stupid woman, she knows enough is enough, no matter how uncomfortable she feels, she was able to leave calmly and magnanimously last night, there is no need to make trouble now.

In fact, most of the time, she was willing to trust Ye Beicheng, and she just wanted to let him understand that no matter how much he couldn't let go of Qianxue, she had to take her feelings into consideration.

"Beicheng, it's not that Qianxue is the only one who feels insecure, I also don't. No matter how strong I am, I'm just someone who longs to be hugged by you."

(End of this chapter)

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