Chapter 100
Qianyuan lowered her head, kept silent and didn't look at him. Pregnant women always looked better, but Qianyuan deliberately didn't want this child, and she was sick and serious. She didn't take good care of herself, which made her look sicker than before. It was even worse, even a little yellowish. In just ten days, she turned herself back into a sick person again.

Han Shanyu looked at her distressedly, then took out an orange from his pocket, peeled it lightly, and said with a smile while peeling, "It was already in the backyard of the hospital, where there were several orange trees planted by the director. Seasons will bear fruit, these oranges are sweet and sour, you girls like them the most, and there are some nurses in the hospital to pick them... Now you should like it too..."

Qian Yuan bit her lip slightly, still did not answer, but her eyes turned slightly red.

Han Shanyu carefully peeled the orange peel, and said with a smile, "I know your career is on the rise. If you have made a decision and really don't want this child, then face it calmly. There is no need to be so sullen. The only thing that will hurt is No one will feel bad for you, you have to be kind to yourself."

Qian Yuan sniffed, only to realize that her eye sockets were red again, with tears flickering.

Han Shanyu finished peeling the orange, and threw the peel into the trash can, "I also heard from the nurse that although you are not in a good mood, you will eat obediently, no matter what you like or don't like, as long as you are sent by the nurse You will eat all the pregnant women's meals... This is really like a mother who thinks about her child and is afraid that he will not develop well."

Qian Yuan's tears finally rolled down, her lips trembled slightly, her fingers gripped the quilt tightly, she bit her lip, but couldn't say what she wanted to refute.

Han Shanyu tore off a piece of orange and handed it to Qian Yuan's lips, and said with a smile, "Pregnant women who are sick like eating sour ones, you try this, if you like it, I'll pick some for you."

Qian Yuan wiped his eyes, opened his mouth to eat it, and shed tears while chewing.

Han Shanyu looked at her tears, feeling distressed, sat by her hospital bed, tore off oranges one by one and handed them to her, "Eat this, and you won't want to vomit."

She nodded, wiping her tears with the back of her hand.

"Okay, look at you, you cry every day, your eyes are swollen." Han Shanyu took out his handkerchief, wiped away her tears, and said softly, "You have such beautiful eyes, why are you willing to ruin them?"

Qian Yuan pursed her lips, took the handkerchief from his hand, then wiped her face indiscriminately, then pulled the quilt and lay down again, with her back to him, closed her eyes and fell asleep silently.

Seeing her like this, Han Shanyu felt distressed after all, moved his lips, but kept silent when he wanted to say, and finally had no choice but to leave.

Qian Yuan bit her teeth tightly, covered herself in the quilt, lifted the quilt when she heard the door closing, curled up in a ball with her pillow in her arms, sobbed silently at first, then hummed slightly, and finally couldn't help it, She clutched her stomach and cried out.

"Baby...baby..."

In fact, she loves children very much. In fact, she has never resented the child's father. In fact, she has been forcing herself to hate the child. The father Han Shanyu stood outside the window, looking at the lonely and helpless girl in the room, and sighed softly. , in the morning light, his eyes under the lens flickered slightly, passing a lavender light, and it was fleeting. At this time, 37 days have passed, and it is the three-day countdown to the start of "Allure".

Qian Yuan also moved one day earlier, at noon tomorrow, Han Shanyu had already arranged for her the best gynecologist, who 100% ensured Qian Yuan's safety department, but Qian Yuan was strange these days, often running out of the ward, replaced by three Ten days ago, she refused to go out to meet people, but these days it was abnormal, wearing a thick cotton coat and thick cotton shoes, she ran to the nursery room on the fourth floor.

Several times, Han Shanyu saw the babies standing at the door of the incubator, looking through the transparent glass in a daze. Some parents went to see their children, and she followed them in, standing in front of the incubators of those babies and looking at the pink and tender children. When sleeping, she will show curious eyes, but after being curious, she will be sad.

Han Shanyu was about to walk over, Qianyuan had already left and went out to bask in the sun sometimes, and saw some pregnant women with big bellies coming for the pregnancy test, so she followed in line stupidly, stood at the door of the B-ultrasound room and looked around, watching How do those pregnant women do pregnancy checkups, how to check whether the baby is healthy, how to listen to the heartbeat of the fetus, and see pregnant women touching their stomachs, asking gently, "Baby, you must be healthy in your mother's stomach!", Then he stroked his stomach, but there was a blank expression on his face.

Han Shanyu didn't think about going there. He knew that she was entangled in hatred, pain and embarrassment. He would not comfort her occasionally when he saw her cry. This was her self-esteem, and he would not trample on it. Looking from a distance, watching that thin little figure slowly walking back to his ward, and he always smiled bitterly, savoring the pain in the position of his heart for a long time alone.

After looking around, I found that Qianyuan met a little girl of two or three years old. The little girl sat on the bench and looked around, as if looking for her mother. She squatted in front of her and asked with a smile, "little girl." , where is your mother?"

The little girl pointed to a young woman who was taking medicine not far away. The young woman just turned around and was surprised when she saw Qian Yuan, then ran over quickly, dragged the little girl away, and probably thought Qian Yuan was a bad person.

Qianyuan didn't care, stood up to leave, and suddenly heard a burst of crying from a child behind her, she turned around slowly, and saw the little girl who was walking too fast and fell down, lying on the ground crying, Qianyuan Yuan ran over distressedly and helped the little girl up, "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt..."

The young woman also squatted down, picked up the little girl, smiled at Qian Yuan to express her gratitude, and then carried the child away. Trying to hold the little girl... Seeing the tears falling suddenly, Qian Yuan turned around and ran out of the hospital. She even wanted to go to Gu Zhiyun for a moment, and wanted to ask him if you want me, I have your child... But reason prevailed and pulled her back. She ran into the grove, knelt on the snow, and broke down crying.

I can not let it go!I can not let it go!Dad, I miss you so much...I miss you so much...wouldn't it make me so tired if you were here...I want this child, but I know I can't...Who will teach me what to do? It's good to do it, what to do so that you won't feel bad..."

Han Shanyu stood behind her, his eyes were a little rosy, he almost wanted to rush over and hug her.

I will not make you suffer so much, I have already come, and from now on I will take good care of you The next day, the day of the abortion operation.

Qian Yuan was still wearing a blue hospital gown, sitting on the hospital bed, eating and drinking in front of a large plate of nutritious meals, his eyes were out of focus, and his heart was ashamed, but his mouth did not stop, and he finished talking to himself without listening. Stuff something in your mouth.

Han Shanyu sat beside her, wiped the corners of her lips with a handkerchief, and said softly helplessly, "Eat slowly, don't swallow!"

Qian Yuan seemed to be unknown, picked up the soup bowl and drank it in big gulps, and then put it down until it was dry, then pushed the dining table and got off the bed, and said calmly to Han Shanyu, "Okay, let's go."

Qianyuan wiped her lips with a handkerchief, then put on her coat and went out, her eyes firmly heading towards the operating room.

Han Shanyu followed behind her, seeing her steady steps, her resolute gaze, and her expressionless face, felt a sense of loss in his heart.

Intraoperative.

"Lie down, you'll be fine soon." The nurse supported Qian Yuan and lay down gently on the hospital bed.

Qian Yuan was lying on the soft hospital bed, staring at the snow-white ceiling with piercing eyes, and seeing the snow-white everywhere in the operating room. slide down.

Han Shanyu took one last look at him, turned and walked out of the operating room.

After Han Shanyu went out, a nurse in a pink doctor's gown came over and said to Qianyuan, "I'll give you an anesthesia later, you won't feel any pain... When you wake up, everything will be over .”

Qian Yuan closed his eyes as a promise.

"Get ready for anesthesia!"

"it is good!"

Then a nurse came over, pressed the needle tube, and rubbed the other hand on the back of her hand, looking for blood vessels, and then slowly inserted the needle and slowly pushed the medicine.

Qian Yuan stared at the potion slowly pushed into her body, she suddenly had a strange feeling in her heart, very astringent, did her eyes flash a fragility that she had never thought of for many days, she couldn't help it Looking in the direction of the gate, she knew that Han Shanyu was outside, and she didn't know if she was begging him for help. She hadn't entered anesthesia yet, and watched the doctors and nurses preparing the instruments, and the needles dangling in front of her. She was so shaken that her heart was chilled, she bit her lip slightly, and the slight smile on the face of the little girl hugged by her mother suddenly flashed in her mind, even though her face was full of tears, she still smiled brightly, "Wait a minute!" Yuan started to do it, and the effect of the medicine seemed to be onset. She felt that her nerves were a little heavy, and her head was a little dizzy. She sat up with a pale face, pushed the nurse away and stood on the ground, leaning on the wall, and walked out.

"Hey! What are you doing?" The nurse hurried out, chasing after her, "Aren't you going to have surgery?"

Qian Yuan's eyes became blurred, biting his lip, he walked to the tightly closed door of the operating room, patting it with all his remaining strength, "Doctor Han, open the door! Open the door! I don't want to have surgery! I don't want it! I can't bear the child, I can't bear it...I can feel him calling my mother, how can I be willing to kill him..."

Han Shanyu has been guarding the door of the operating room, when he heard Qian Yuan's shout, he rushed over immediately, pressed the button of the operating room, the door opened slowly, and he saw Qian Yuan rushed out.

(End of this chapter)

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