Forced marriage, gossip queen

Chapter 164 The Heart of Compassion
"Do you know?" He Xiaomin suddenly calmed down, but still squatted on the ground, and said with a choked voice, "I am a rural person, which is the most backward and vulgar type of person in the eyes of your urban people. My parents are migrant workers. , I have three brothers and sisters, two elder brothers will work in the factory, my elder sister will help my father farm the fields, and help my mother carry water, but I am thin and can't do heavy work, refuse to do dirty work, and can only sing , so my parents, brothers and sisters have always disliked me, thinking that I am useless. Staying at home is a waste of rations. They often beat and scold me. Once my mother beat me and said, what is the use of singing, can I support myself? I Say yes, I will be a big star! Then I packed up a few clothes, took the money I had saved for several years, left the countryside, and came to City A, alone, that year, I was only 13 years old!"

Qianyuan listened quietly, He Xiaomin laughed, picked up the beer on the ground and took a big sip, and then continued, "13 years old, I came to a bustling and complicated big city alone, too young, and I don't have anything I know how to do it, it’s difficult to support myself, and I want to be a big star, it’s really ridiculous! But I’m not willing to go back, or I can’t put down the face to go back, so I’m on the street, hungry for three days, and haven’t eaten for three days , I was ready to be a beggar, but God gave me a gift, which was not bad for me. I met an orphanage director, took me to the orphanage, gave me food, clothes, and I went to school, so I had a place to shelter from the wind and rain in my big city, but I never forgot my purpose of leaving the countryside. I worked and studied, went to an art school, and successfully signed my first brokerage company , I thought I succeeded, I thought I was really going to become a big star, I thought I could go back and tell my parents that my persistence was right..."

When He Xiaomin said this, he suddenly burst into tears again, his voice was sobbing. Qian Yuan couldn't help but squatted down, and patted her on the back lightly, giving her comfort.

"But, but I didn't think about it, I really didn't think about the complexity of this circle. I was only 20 years old that year. I walked into the company's gate with my cleanest and purest dreams. I thought that the next step should be They taught me how to sing, dance, and act, but I never expected that what taught me and taught me was how to sleep with people!" He Xiaomin excitedly grabbed Qian Yuan's hand, her eyes were red and bloodshot, " Do you know what my mood is like? That moment I knew I was really wrong! I was wrong, I was wrong for many years! It was wrong for me to leave home in anger! If I listen to my parents, I will be safe Helping at home, even farming, why did I come to City A, why did I take this road? If I didn’t take this road, at least I’m clean, at least I don’t feel dirty!”

Qian Yuan blinked, and tears rolled down her eyes, she hugged He Xiaomin tightly empathetically, and pursed her lips to keep herself from crying.

"I feel that no matter how I wash, I can't clean myself. I once soaked myself in the bathtub for a day and a night, which wrinkled my skin and made me sick, but I still feel that I am so dirty, so dirty. ..."

"No, no, no..." Qian Yuan hugged her tightly and pressed against her face, "Stop talking, stop talking..."

He Xiaomin laughed, "I don't want to either. If I could choose, who would want to degenerate? Who would want to ruin themselves? But no, many times fate cannot be controlled by others. It doesn't mean that you keep refusing. Many times you are not alone. You may represent a family, a family, a group...you have to pay and bear for the people you care about..."

Qian Yuan closed her eyes and nodded desperately, she understood, she knew, she understood, she felt the same way.

If it wasn't for her mother's medical expenses, her own survival, or her father's revenge, how could she have wanted to sell herself and take the initiative to climb Shao Zhuoze's bed?She was forced to have no choice, otherwise she would not have done that. She was in great pain at the time, and when she made a decision, she almost collapsed. If the last one was not Gu Zhiyun but really Shao Zhuoze, she might not have the courage to continue. Enjoy the so-called future obtained by that method, so she understands what He Xiaomin said.

"Opportunities don't come every day. "Black Emperor 2" is one of the few good scripts. If I get it, I can stop suffering and stop doing things I don't want to do, because it can make me popular. I know, I am not qualified to ask you to give me the script, and I have seen it through, anyway, there is still a chance next time, three years to five years, eight years to ten years, I will always let me wait, it doesn’t matter if I can’t wait, I’m used to it ..." He Xiaomin stood up with the support of the wall, and smiled, "It's so embarrassing, I actually said these things to you today..."

"I won't make fun of you, because I have a similar experience to you, and I understand what you said." Qian Yuan said sincerely, "Sometimes your personality is really bad, but now I understand why you become In that case, you actually have low self-esteem, so you cover yourself with pride, right?"

He Xiaomin lowered his head and did not speak.

"If you want, we can be friends. In the future, if I can do it, I will help you." Qian Yuan took her hand and wiped her tears with a handkerchief, "One more friend is more than one more enemy OK, isn't it?"

"Don't you think I'm a bad person?" He Xiaomin looked at her with piercing eyes, "I beat you..."

"At the beginning of human beings, nature is kind." Qian Yuan smiled, "No one is willing to be a bad person, and no one is really heinous." Saying this, Qian Yuan stretched out his hand to her, "And we actually don't have any big Contradictory, isn't it?"

He Xiaomin bit her lip, looked at her excitedly, and stretched out her hand tremblingly.

Qian Yuan bent his eyes and smiled, the phone rang, Qian Yuan gave He Xiaomin a handkerchief, then took out the phone from the bag to answer, it was the driver's call, saying that he was at the door of the TV station, and asked where she was?
Qian Yuan looked at He Xiaomin, He Xiaomin understood, and said with a smile, "My driver is here to pick me up too, I'm leaving first, today...thank you..."

"We are all friends now, thank you so much, let me help you get into the car." Qianyuan said.

"No need, I can go by myself, the car is outside." He Xiaomin said as he walked out, "I'm leaving first, you can go back quickly."

"it is good."

He Xiaomin turned around and walked slowly towards the black car. Before opening the door and entering, she waved goodbye to Qian Yuan with a smile. Then she got in the car, and the car turned around and drove out.

It wasn't until the car disappeared around the corner that Qian Yuan could no longer be seen, He Xiaomin rolled down the car window and threw out the handkerchief Qian Yuan gave her, with a sneering sneer on the corner of his mouth.

"Got it?" A male voice came from the driver's seat, and the roadside lights shone on the driver's face, revealing his clear face——Xiang Hanchuan.

"Naturally." He Xiaomin raised his hand, and in the palm of his hand was a strand of hair, which He Xiaomin cut off from shallow-margin hair just now, "I only got it after acting in a play, what do you want her hair for?" ?”

"Of course it's useful." Xiang Hanchuan continued to drive, and said lightly, "It's not useless for you to act in this play today, at least you are friends now, Qianyuan believes in you and accepts you, maybe she is soft-hearted in the role of Yanrou I will give it to you, even if I don't give it to you, if you become friends, she will have compassion for you in the future, and it will be beneficial and harmless to your development."

"Compassion?" He Xiaomin sneered even more when he heard this.

After Qian Yuan separated from He Xiaomin, she got in the car and went back to the apartment, and called Qin Yichuan on the way.

"Huh? Xiaoyuan? Can you call me now?" Qin Yichuan stayed up late last night, and still hasn't gotten up yet, still snoring motionless on the bed.

Qian Yuan frowned and hesitated for a while, then said, "Yichuan, you said... how about I give up the role of Yan Rou to Xiao Min?"

Qin Yichuan opened his eyes and frowned, "Hasn't the explicit part of the sex scene been cancelled? Why are you still hesitating about this?"

"I mean……"

"Why do you want to give up this script? Didn't you like it very much before?" Qin Yichuan asked strangely.

Qian Yuan drove in silence, drove for a long distance, stopped at the side of the road, put his hands on the steering wheel and nodded lightly, pursed his lips and didn't know how to explain.

"Xiao Yuan, I don't know what happened to you that gave you the idea to make a script. What I want to tell you is that a good movie, a good script, a character you like, and want to It is very difficult to meet these three conditions, just like a relationship, a boyfriend, and a sincere heart... Do you know what love is?" Qin Yichuan asked in silence.

Qian Yuan looked at the people coming and going outside the car window, it was an endless stream of people, and she was a little absent-minded.

"Love is that you give this person what you can't give to others. No matter what happens, no matter how impossible it is, it can't stop you from loving that person. This is love, and this role is yours. Love, no matter how many people around you are robbing you, no matter how many high-sounding reasons are urging you, you must hold on to it!" Qin Yichuan said slowly, "I ask you, can your love be transferred? The one you love Can he be transferred?"

Qianyuan lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes concealed all the emotions in his eyes.

"No."

(End of this chapter)