Forced marriage, gossip queen

Chapter 18 Once you go in, you can't wash your hands

"Intrigues, vying to be the first, forced to smile, I really feel like an actor, soulless, at the mercy of others, like a puppet... You know what I'm talking about, this circle is a big dyeing vat, but you choose to go in, You can’t clean it up, it’s fart if it’s muddy and not stained!” Xia Qing smiled wryly, “That endorsement was obviously mine and was about to sign a contract, but it flew into Shi Yamei’s hands. I don’t accept it, but she His backstage is tougher than mine, I have to be convinced even if I am not convinced, I can only blame myself for my incompetence..."

"Qing." Qian Yuan held her hand, wanting to comfort her, but felt that this was the truth, so she didn't know what to say.

"You don't have to comfort me. I don't have to have this endorsement. I can continue to wait. I have more time... I'm going to travel with a hotel manager next month..." Xia Qing blushed, with The bright smile, under the blurred light, couldn't reflect her happiness at all, but felt that the smile was self-deprecating. She looked at Qian Yuan, "Do you think I'm dirty?"

The voice of unspoken rules in the entertainment industry has always been heard, Qian Yuan has long been familiar with it, but she was really shocked when this kind of thing happened to her good friend, and she couldn't digest it for a while.

Xia Qing's qualifications in the industry are still later than hers, but she was able to be active on major runways in a short period of time. On the surface, she seemed to have a lot of glory, but Qian Yuan was not jealous, because she saw Xia Qing's hard work, she is a very A hardworking girl is also very hardworking, so Qianyuan feels that she deserves what she gets.

But what she didn't expect was that once she went out to shoot a commercial and stayed in a local hotel, she accidentally ran into Xia Qing walking into the hotel room with a rich man with a beer belly on her arm. They acted ambiguously and intimately. Xia Qing's groans could still be heard at the door. At that moment, her heart sank to the bottom, and she was as cold as ice. She thought that if she worked hard in this circle, she could get ahead. Xia Qing has always been her positive energy, but she never thought that at that moment , she has nothing to say.

After filming the advertisement, Qian Yuan thought about it again and again. In fact, there might be other reasons, maybe she had some difficulties, maybe... maybe it was the first time she did such a thing, so she called her, but got The answer is - the fact is as you can see.

But she also heard the bitterness behind this optimistic and cheerful girl. The reality is bloody. She has a gambler father, a mother who abandoned her, and a younger brother who is in college. The mainstay, she must have a lot of money, so she entered the entertainment circle, so she embarked on the unspoken rules.

Xia Qing hugged her at the time, crying and choked up, and said, "Yuan, you know? Never once have I seen those men lying on top of me with fat all over my body and I want to vomit, and several times I want to push away They leave...but I can't, I can't you know..."

I can not.

At that time, Qian Yuan felt very sad, but she didn't know what to say to comfort her, so she could only hug this thin girl tightly and give her sporadic warmth.

She couldn't stop her from continuing on this path, because she had already gone up, and if she didn't go to the end, then everything she had paid before would be useless.Fortunately, Xia Qing's own conditions are good, and with her hard work, she found a backstage, so she has been relatively smooth in the past two years, and since that incident, they have also tacitly made it useless to mention it. will bring up the topic.

"Qing, don't say that." Qianyuan shook her head.

During this period of time, she has a thorough understanding of this trading method. What she couldn't see through before, now understands and is relieved. She also understands and considers Xia Qing's choice at the beginning. If there is no reason and Difficulty, who is willing to spend the best years on this kind of thing?
The entertainment industry is very messy and dirty. People who walk this path are pitiful and despised.

"Yuan, if you don't have to, I really don't want you to go on this road. Even if you don't become famous, even if you don't gain both fame and fortune, I hope you can be clean." Xia Qing snatched Qianyuan and didn't finish drinking He drank the wine in one gulp, his eyes were hazy, but he was extremely serious.

"Qing, I don't know if I can hold on to the end..." Qian Yuan rubbed the center of her brows, looking tired, covering her eyes with her hand to block the light from Liuli, "I lost my modeling job in the magazine, and my contract with the company also came to an end. It's almost due, I try to open my eyes, but I can't see the end..."

(End of this chapter)