Forced marriage, gossip queen

Chapter 42

"You can try to imagine Arnold as the person you like, and this may make you more natural. In fact, you don't have to blame yourself too much, this is normal, after all, girls are always more shy." Jing Shu said.

the person I like?Qian Yuan blinked, she had never been in a relationship, and she didn't know how to get along with lovers, how should she express what she hadn't experienced?Do you and Gu Zhiyun count?

When talking about Gu Zhiyun, it is inevitable to think of what he said to himself downstairs that night.

——Will you agree to my marriage proposal?Now.

Seven years ago, they were childhood sweethearts. They grew up together and lived together almost every day. Their relationship was very good. He would help her fight, help her get scolded, and help her with her homework and tutor her homework. When I was a student He helped him with everything that would happen, and he was very kind to himself. At that ignorant age, she even had the idea of ​​becoming her bride.

Their relationship is ambiguous, but they don't point it out, just like now.

Do you like him?The answer is yes, she knows that she likes him, if there were not so many things that happened later, she must be his bride now, but things are not as expected, some things cannot be undone, even if she doesn't think about it, but things still What has happened is like a mirror, once it is broken, it cannot be put back to its original appearance.

All she can do now is to suppress her feelings for him, and treat him as her own ladder, step by step to the height she wants to reach.

Qian Yuan closed his eyes, took back his thoughts, and was serious about the matter in front of him.

Jing Shu said that if Arnold is regarded as the person she likes, she can only reluctantly treat her as Gu Zhiyun, but she will also be nervous when Gu Zhiyun touches her, and she will be so stiff and unnatural, and if Arnold is imagined as Gu Zhiyun, as Gu Zhiyun is doing those intimate gestures to himself, what would that look like?

After brainstorming the picture, Asagi's face blushed unnaturally.

In fact, it's not that I haven't had close contact with male actors in the show. When I played some small roles in the past, I also needed to hold hands, hug or even kiss with male artists, but she could do it naturally, because she knew in her heart that this was fake.For example, in the last play, she also had very close physical contact with Shen Haonan because of the needs of the role, but it passed smoothly, and she didn't feel embarrassed at all.

So what is the reason why I can't get into the show, can't let go?
Qian Yuan was trapped by herself, and Jing Shu didn't bother her, she watched quietly from the side, she knew that this was a hurdle for Qian Yuan, and only she could get sublimation by stepping over it.

This is not a difficult scene, but it made her feel so at a loss. She analyzed carefully to find out the reason. Could it be that in the scenes she had filmed before, she just went to be a passer-by, and she didn't need to give any feelings. I have too high requirements, and she can act well when she has complete goals and burdens?
Or is he a love idiot himself, and he didn't need to show affection when he was filming in the past, so it was easy to get away with it?Or is it because of... Gu Zhiyun?Because her identity is different now, the setting is different, and there is a man named Gu Zhiyun beside her. That man has done the most intimate thing with her, so her mentality is no longer the same as before, and she can't do it well. Intimate contact with other men without distraction?
When Qianyuan was worried alone, Arnold suddenly walked over and stood in front of Qianyuan. Qianyuan felt that the light in front of her eyes was blocked, so she raised her head blankly, and saw Arnold who was hesitant to speak.Seeing that Arnold seemed to have something to say to Qian Yuan, Jing Shu got up and left wisely, and went to communicate with the director.

Arnold sat down beside Qian Yuan, with a drink in his hand, he was silent for a while, as if he was about to say that embarrassing thing, and after a while he said, "Well, you also know my sexual orientation I'm different from normal people, so I don't need to be burdened, if you really can't relax, you can think of me as... a girlfriend or something, maybe it will be better."

Girlfriend?When Qianyuan heard this, she looked back at him in surprise. Arnold was not feminine at all. Although he was handsome, he had a strong figure. He took the initiative to say such words, which surprised Qianyuan and moved her.

"Thank you." She said sincerely.

At the beginning, in order to protect his lover and his own image, Arnold dragged her into the water without saying hello, making her in a dilemma. He was also angry at the time, but now he has to continue to cooperate with him and even pretend to be a couple for a win-win situation. She faintly complained, but now that he took the initiative to say such words to herself, her knot seemed to be untied at once.

The two chatted a few words casually and talked about some lighter topics. Qian Yuan's mood improved a lot. When the director called "start", her mood relaxed a lot, and she was no longer tense. Returning to the feeling of acting in the past, there is no need to regard Arnold as Xia Qing, and there is no need to regard him as Ji Jianyan.

In fact, to put it bluntly, it was Qianyuan who was restraining herself.

The filming started again, although there were a few NGs, but her performance was getting better and better, and the first scene was barely passed.Qian Yuan carefully observed the faces of the director and other staff members, and was relieved to see that they were not very dark.

Because the first scene wasted some time, three hours longer than the expected time, and the weather was gloomy and it seemed that it was going to rain, everyone decided to call it a day, come here first today, and catch up with the progress tomorrow.

Qian Yuan returned to the hotel and lay on the bed without taking a shower. Today she was tired all day, and she didn't sleep much last night because she was not used to the jet lag. Now she is also extremely exhausted, so she just wants to sleep well.

She pulled the quilt to cover her head, and planned to sleep with her head covered, but when she heard someone knocking on the door, she could only get up from the comfortable big bed to open the door, and it was Jing Shu standing at the door.

Jing Shu looked at her listless look for a moment, and said with a smile, "Tired? Then go to bed early. I came here to let you go to bed early. You have to catch up with the schedule tomorrow."

"Okay." Qian Yuan scratched his head, his tiredness was hard to hide.

"Go to sleep first, and I'll ask you to have dinner together at night." Jing Shu sighed, looked at her and said, "You have to learn to adjust yourself, I'm not talking about you, but today's small mistakes can be completely avoided Yes, do you understand what I mean?"

Qian Yuan pursed her lips and nodded, she also knew that her performance today was really bad and dragged down everyone's progress, it was indeed her fault, Jing Shu blamed her and she accepted it.

"I know you will be nervous, but you have decided to enter this circle, so you must be prepared for any accidents." Jing Shu patted her on the shoulder, "Anyway, let's work hard."

Qian Yuan returned to the big bed, very tired, but not sleepy, looking sideways at the gloomy sky outside the window, she suddenly got up, changed her clothes, washed her face, and went out.

She was depressed, or rather depressed all the time.

Seven years ago, the family underwent great changes. She fell from the high position of a little princess to the bottom of the valley. The famous media she was proud of went bankrupt, and Qianjia, which protected her from wind and rain, went bankrupt. She regarded her father as an omnipotent god. Suicide, the brother who made her grow up carefree disappeared, and the mother who took good care of her couldn't bear the great changes and fell down.

A heavy burden fell on her, and she grew up overnight, from France to City A, moved out of that magnificent manor and lived in a small apartment, from a young lady to an orphan who cares about life , Since then, she hasn't really had an easy time.

Either they are distressed for their livelihood, or they are swallowing their breath for the sake of survival. Every time they dream back at midnight, they are pictures of their family living happily together, but those pictures are more heart-wrenching than nightmares. Every morning she wakes up Come, I will look at the golden signboard on the towering building outside the window and swear that she will definitely come back and take back what was taken away.

However, the world makes people uncomfortable, and the one she has always hated is the Gu family.

He is a family friend of the Qian family, a close friend of her father, and the father of her first love.

Qian Yuan was walking aimlessly, and suddenly stopped in an open place, raised her head to look at the gray sky, slowly stretched out her hand, raindrops fell on her palm one by one, and looked blankly at the woman in front of her. strange place.

Familiar feelings flooded in—foreign land, bewildered, alone.

The hand was suddenly held, and Qian Yuan raised his head and slowly lowered his head. Seeing the person in front of him, his eyes were full of surprise, "You..."

There was a bright red convertible sports car parked in front of him. The owner was wearing sunglasses. His short wine-red hair was shining brightly under the street lamps, which was extremely dazzling. He stretched out one hand to hold her hand, and there was an evil look on his lips. But a presumptuous smile.

"Very surprised?"

"Gu Zhiyun..." Qian Yuan even felt that she was dreaming and shook her head violently, but it turned out that the scene in front of her was really not a hallucination, her jaw almost dropped to the ground, "Why are you here?"

"If you're not here, how can I find you?" The red-haired Gu Zhiyun withdrew his hand and yawned lazily.

"...Are you drunk?" Qian Yuan walked to his car, smelled the faint smell of alcohol, and looked around again, "Did you come alone? Isn't the company very busy now?"

The man in the car put his hand on his cheek and looked at her boredly, as if he was very indifferent to what she said. After listening to her rambling, he hooked his fingers at her, "Bend down, I'll tell you thing."

Qian Yuan bent over strangely, wanting to hear what he said, but the man suddenly grabbed her by the collar, pulled her even lower, and then opened his mouth to enclose her lower lip.

"Get in the car, I miss you."

For a few minutes, Qianyuan's brain went blank instantly after hearing this sentence, his lips did not respond to being held, his eyes looked at the person close at hand without blinking, he moved away slightly, and rubbed the tip of his nose Touching her nose, she chuckled and said, "Can't you still learn how to kiss? It's so pure..."

Qian Yuan's eyes widened, and the man chuckled again. The hand that was holding her collar turned to pinch her chin, and said with a low smile, "It's okay, I can teach you again."

Lips were bitten again.

The long street, the lights on both sides of the road are blurred and flickering, and the sky is drizzling. It is the rush hour for get off work, and the streets are full of traffic.

(End of this chapter)