my wishful wolf

Chapter 123 Xie Dalang secretly awakens Hanlin girl
The night was quiet and windy, and the maidservants on both sides stood with their heads bowed, dumbstruck.Dong Yan stared at Yue'e for a while, then suddenly smiled coldly, turned around and left.Yue'e saw him heading towards the study, so she said to Xiaokui, "You go back first, I'll go and see the eldest son." Xiaokui agreed and left.

When Yue'e arrived at Dongyan's study, she saw someone else inside, sitting quietly, the door was half closed, and there were no servants outside.Yue'e pushed the door and entered, Dong Yan said: "Who asked you to come?" Yue'e said: "If the eldest son doesn't want me to come, what's the meaning of that sentence just now?" Dong Yan said: "Just asking casually Just ask." Yue'e said: "Since that's the case, I'm troubled." She turned around to leave, but Dong Yan suddenly got up and said, "Stop!"

Yue'e stopped, looked back at Dong Yan, and asked, "What else can the eldest son see?" Dong Yan looked at her for a moment, then lowered his head, and said dejectedly: "You are really... different from Rong Yu."

Yue'e said: "I... I am not that young lady at all." Dong Yan's heart pierced like a sharp arrow, and said: "You and I both know that you are Rong Yu." Yue'e remained silent.Dong Yan said: "But, why on earth did you become like this?" Yue'e said: "It's a long story, and it's a blessing among misfortunes that you are still alive."

Dong Yan didn't see her continue talking, but he also knew that the details must be difficult to explain in a single word. The two people in the room were silent. After a while, Dong Yan asked: "Brother Liang... how is it?" Yue'e said: "It's still good. He is also very sensible." Dong Yan said: "Actually, I have been sending people to look for it for so many years, but there has been no news, so the matter is very involved, and I dare not make a big fuss... But I didn't expect that there would be a secret By mistake, it was Jing An who brought you back." His voice was still full of sentimentality at first, but later it turned into joking and self-deprecating.

Yue'e said: "My lord, I'm sorry..." Dong Yan looked up at her and said, "No, I'm incompetent, I'm sorry..."

Yue'e shook her head and said, "My lord, since the situation has passed, why blame yourself so much?" Dong Yan turned the table, Yue'e instinctively took a few steps back, Dong Yan stepped forward, staring into her eyes blankly, Yue'e said: "Young Master." Dong Yan said: "Close your eyes." Yue'e was stunned, Dong Yan looked at her and said: "Close your eyes."

Yue'e hesitated for a moment, and finally closed her eyes. For a moment, Dong Yan trembled all over, stretched out his hand, his fingers trembling, and passed in front of Yue'e's eyes, and wanted to touch her cheek, but he didn't dare to put it down. Pointing to the distance, gently downward, calling out in a low voice: "Rong Qing..."

With a sob, how many past events are buried, how much tenderness is buried, knowing that there is no hope, but still unable to let go, Dong Yan wants to hold the person in front of him tightly, but dare not, but he has been looking forward to it for several years, and finally the dream has come true , but found that this beautiful woman is no longer the one he admired in the past, why?Obviously the voice and smile are the same, but they are not!
Dong Yan's hand trembled a few times, but finally it still fell on the table. Yue'e heard the sound, opened her eyes and saw his miserable expression, she understood, and asked softly, "Eldest Young Master, are you okay?" Yan shook his head and said: "I'm fine." After a while, he asked again, "You...you and Jing An, how did you know each other?"

Yue'e lowered her eyes and said quietly: "I can't bear to look back."

Dong Yan turned back, looked at Yue'e, smiled suddenly, and said: "Yes, Jing'an's temper..." Although he was smiling, his eyes were radiant and cold, at this moment, he would only be clean if he wanted to die.

Immediately, Dong Yan smiled, and asked again: "Mother wanted to whip him earlier, but you were willing to go to the uncle's mansion because of him, do you love Jing'an?"

Yue'e thought for a moment, and then said: "Master Hou was kind to me." Dong Yan said: "In that case, are you doing it to repay the favor?" What is the truth?"

Dong Yan said: "I don't know yet, the most difficult thing about this matter is that the person insisted that Jing An ordered it. What do you think?" Yue'e said: "Although Lord Hou has many shortcomings, he is by no means the one who would do this. What's more, he knows that the Eldest Young Master always hates lawless people the most, and Lord Hou has always respected the Eldest Young Master the most, so he will definitely not do this."

Dong Yan looked at her and said: "You speak for him." Yue'e said: "The one who knows Lord Hou best should be the young master, I'm just talking too much."

Dong Yan remained silent, hesitated for a while, and said, "Teacher Lou... Did he tell you about what happened back then?"

Yue'e shook her head and said: "I have forgotten what happened back then, and my father never said anything about it." Dong Yan thought for a while, then smiled and said: "Teacher Lou is a loyal person, but..." He hesitated After a while, he finally looked at Yue'e and said, "Do you know who caused your family to suffer?"

Yue'e was stunned and said: "What does the eldest son mean?" Dong Yan looked at Yue'e with slightly red eyes, and said, "At the beginning, the matter of King Su was not implicated in Lou Hanlin, but when the criminal department was investigating, someone unexpectedly The Secret Report Lou Hanlin is also an accomplice of King Su, so no one would believe Hanlin’s character based on factors, and as a result, the Holy Order ordered a search of Hanlin’s mansion, and found out the token that King Su had to use in his rebellion.”

Yue'e asked: "This...but what's going on?"

Dong Yan said: "I didn't know what was going on at the time, and then something happened to the Hanlin Mansion, Jing'an was depressed for a while, and asked me why the Hanlin Mansion was convicted of a crime, I didn't care at first, but then I felt Yi, listen to his words, ask him if he has something on his mind, he just doesn't say it, and he is always in a daze. But even if he doesn't say it, how can I not guess it? Lou Hanlin has always been aloof from the world, and no one will attack him. Jing An and I were the only ones who went in and out of the Hanlin Mansion. After the accident in the Hanlin Mansion, he went out of his way and kept paying attention to what was found in the Hanlin Mansion, so I guessed..."

Yue'e was so startled that her heart was beating wildly, she asked: "My lord, this...is impossible, it must be just your guess."

Dong Yan said: "I was seriously ill at the time, and Jing An often cried by my bedside. When I woke up, I asked Jing An in a circumstantial way, did I bring anything into the Hanlin Mansion that day, but I didn't expect Jing An to react. He didn’t deny it, but told me not to ask, and if I pressed him again, he would say that he had done something wrong... Afterwards, my mother forbade me to bring it up again.”

Yue'e felt chills all over when she heard it, and forgot to react for a while.

Dong Yan said: "For many years, I have never told anyone about this matter, Rong Qing, today I will tell you the whole story, what exactly is going to happen, you... just see."

Yue'e bowed her head and said, "Thank you, Eldest Young Master." Dong Yan said again: "You must not tell anyone about this matter, let alone your mother." Yue'e nodded and said, "I understand." Dong Yan looked at When she saw her eyes looking at the ground and covering her eyes, she felt as if Lou Rongyu was standing in front of her in the past, and her heart turned a thousand times.

Yue'e thought for a while and asked: "My lord, there is something I don't understand." Dong Yan said: "What is it, you can just ask."

Yue'e said: "The eldest son has seen me, hasn't the second son seen me before?" Dong Yan thought for a while, and said: "I don't know this, because you don't usually go out, even I... At first I was I met you by chance, so Jingan... probably has never seen you before."

Yue'e said again: "Then... Madam, have you seen me?" Dong Yan thought for a while, and said: "Mother has seen you before, because we made a marriage contract in the past, so she has been to the Hanlin Mansion... ..."

Yue'e heard that his voice was warm at first, but later turned cold and desolate, so she asked again: "Then why Madam Xie never said anything to me?"

Dong Yan reluctantly turned his head away from her, and said: "I was shocked when I recognized you that day, so I went to tell my mother that she said you were not Yurong, because your speech and behavior were nothing like that, and... I thought you were It's Jing'an's concubine Ji...so I thought you were not."

Yue'e asked: "Then why did you become suspicious again later?" Dong Yan said: "Because...they are so similar, and in my heart, I really can't let it go, so I tried it, I never thought of..." As he said, he In a blink of an eye, he went to look at Yue'e again, but saw that there was also a slight sadness in her eyes, the two looked at each other, one lamented the impermanence of the world, and the other pityed him for his hopelessness, both were a little inexplicably sad.

In the end, Yue'e spoke first, and said: "Thank you, Eldest Young Master, for clarifying the doubts." Dong Yan had nothing to say, and when he talked about other things, he felt more polite and unfamiliar, so he finally said: "It's okay, it's late at night, you go back."

Yue'e said: "Yes." Seeing Dong Yan, she hesitated for a while, then hesitated to speak.

Yue'e turned around and left Dongyan's study room, walked along the corridor towards the east courtyard.

——Jing'an, was Lou Hanlin's family first robbed?

The night is dark, there is no starlight in the sky, the snow is falling from the sky, and the lanterns in the corridor are swaying. After going through hardships, she sold Lou Rongyu to Wang Sihu, but Lou Rongyu couldn't bear the humiliation...but in exchange for her own rebirth, she met Xie Jing'an...

All of this seems to be a strange circle, starting from Xie Jingan, and from Xie Jingan... to the end?

In a trance, with the wind blowing her sleeves, Yue'e shrank her shoulders, looked up and realized that she had arrived at the east courtyard, looked up at the dark night sky, smiled bitterly, but didn't know what fate had arranged for her, she returned to Beijing this time to repay her kindness , is revenge?Who knows.

Yue'e was in a daze when a figure beside her walked out slowly and said, "Miss Yao." After a long absence, Yue'e turned her head, and through the lantern at the gate of the courtyard, she could clearly see that this person was a burly figure, Zhou Da.

Yue'e was stunned, and said: "Uncle Zhou." Zhou's big eyes were heavy, he looked at Yue'e, and said, "Miss, have you gone to the eldest son's study?" Yue'e nodded and said, "Has Master Hou returned yet?" Da said: "This subordinate came back to pass on the words of Master Hou." Yue'e asked, "What did he say?" It'll be fine." After finishing speaking, he finally couldn't help but let out a "hum".

Yue'e was stunned for a while after hearing this.Zhou Da was impatient, but still suppressed his temper, and said: "Miss, do you have nothing to tell me to take it back to Lord Hou?" Yue'e looked at Zhou Da, and asked suddenly: "Master Zhou, you still hate me, don't you?" ?”

Zhou Da was very surprised to hear her ask this, but he still said, "Why should Mrs. Yao care about what I think?" Yue'e said: "The unfeeling request I made in Ziyun County last time really made it difficult for Uncle Zhou. Fortunately, Uncle Zhou understood the righteousness and agreed to me."

Zhou Da looked at her with a serious face, stared at her and said, "What do you want, do you want to repeat the old trick?"

Seeing his guarded face, Yue'e smiled and said, "Uncle Zhou, don't be nervous, this method is going to be old-fashioned."

Zhou Da previously thought that she was going to take the opportunity to escape again.Although he hated the women around Jing An, but because Jing An was always very nervous about Yue'e, he unknowingly attached great importance to her, and because of all the things he had encountered, he also felt that Yue'e was not like other women, but rather He looks at her with admiration, but now Jing'an is in the Ministry of Punishment and is not allowed to return home, if Yue'e leaves again at this time, Zhou Dazhen will explode with anger.

After hearing Yue'e's answer, Zhou Da breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "I advise you to stay here with peace of mind..." After thinking about it, it was not what the subordinate should say, so he stopped.

Yue'e didn't take it seriously, and asked, "Is Lord Hou okay?" Zhou Da said, "I haven't used torture, it's good." Yue'e thought for a while, and asked, "When will I come back?" Zhou Da shook his head, Said: "I don't know." Yue'e then said: "In that case...you tell him for me that it has been snowing recently and it is very cold. I miss Xiao Bao and want to go to the suburbs." Zhou Da was stunned and said: "What, that's all?"

Yue'e smiled and said: "Well, thank you, Mr. Zhou." Zhou Da suppressed his anger, but he didn't suppress it after all. He waited here in the middle of the night, just waiting for her to come back and ask for a word so that he can go back to Jing'an. , I didn't expect it to be so!
Seeing that Yue'e was about to leave, Zhou Da stepped forward to stop her and said, "Ms. Yao, you are too cold-hearted. Master Hou is in prison now. You don't miss him, but just talk about that beast? You..."

Yue'e looked up at Zhou Da, and said: "Okay, then... please trouble Uncle Zhou to tell Hou Ye: I miss him very much, and I want him to come back to accompany me earlier... How about it?" She spoke intimately, even in the dark. , Zhou Da also felt blushing, and couldn't help it.

Yue'e laughed and said, "Could it be that Uncle Zhou can say that?"

Only then did Zhou Da understand what she meant, he gritted his teeth secretly, but most of the anger disappeared, he had nothing to say at the moment, he just took his leave and left, Yue'e went to open the door, at this moment Xiaokui inside heard the sound, came out, and took Yue'e E welcomed in.

Yue'e was cold all over, and she and Zhou Da stood at the door for a long time, although she didn't feel anything outside, she was smiling like a flower talking and laughing freely.As soon as she entered the door, her feet went limp and her mind became dizzy. Xiaokui was startled and hurriedly helped her up, but she felt that Yue'e's hand was like a block of ice.Immediately, she hurriedly asked someone to make ginger tea to warm her body. At this moment, Yue'e didn't know what happened, and she kept shaking all over her body, as if she had reached the North and South Poles. rub your body.

After a while ginger tea came up, Yue'e drank a couple of sips, and then she felt that the cold war on her body was better, and she stopped shaking.

When Yue'e finished cleaning up, it was already midnight, Xiaokui was afraid that something might happen to her, so she added an extra heater and came in, Yue'e recovered and felt much better, so she tossed and turned on the bed, thinking of Dong Yan's words for a while, thinking of Jing'an for a while, It was extremely chaotic, his body shrunk into a ball, and he didn't know how long it took before he fell asleep.

When I woke up the next day, I heard a message from outside, saying that Dong Yan had gone to Dali Temple early in the morning.Mrs. Xie also sent her servants to follow her. If there is news, she would come back to tell her at any time, but Mrs. Xie herself went to the Buddhist hall to pray for blessings.

(End of this chapter)