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Chapter 10 File 10: Soul Locking Curse ([-])
The footsteps finally came to my door, and the fat nurse saw my stalwart size through the small window, and immediately yelled in fascination.Soon, the door opened, "Wow!" I, who was dumbfounded, immediately turned into a mad dog and rushed towards it.I'd rather have broken pieces of jade than complete tiles, I'm fighting with you.

But two strong guards took me back immediately. They beat my back with a stick like a drum, but I bit one of them on the arm and died. Let go.If the nurse hadn't sneaked up and gave me an injection, I can guarantee that a piece of flesh could be torn from his hand.

"Where are your clothes?" asked the doctor sullenly.

"I was eaten by Lao Tzu!" I said, licking the blood on the edge of my lips, I must look like a lunatic at this moment.

"This guy is like a mad dog!" the guard complained, clutching his bloody hand.

"You guys are messing around, his mania has just stabilized, and screaming and rough behavior will make him attack!" The doctor reprimanded them, "We must never treat patients in this way in the future." !"

I suddenly felt a kind of comfort in my heart, as if I had finally met a bosom friend. Although I felt that something in his words seemed wrong, but what was wrong, I couldn't figure it out.

"Now take a deep breath, take a deep breath, and slowly relax your body," the doctor said to me in the softest tone, "The muscles around your body are already relaxed, very comfortable, and your body sinks gently, sinks..."

"The more you close your eyes, the more comfortable you become. You don't want to open them, you don't want to open them..."

"You'll fall asleep when I count to five, one, two, three, four, five."

……

In a daze, I heard the doctor say: "This man's will is too stubborn, it's not easy to brainwash him, why not just turn him into an idiot?"

"He's mine, I don't want him to become an idiot." It was another girl's voice, the last time I heard it.

"But Mr. Tan?"

"I don't want him to know about it. Don't worry, I will give you the benefits."

[-]. There are also angels in hell
When I woke up again, it was already the next morning.

"Feel better?" The doctor was already standing by my bed.

"Stop being hypocritical, please! You don't act like one at all." I said coldly, actually I really wanted to punch him in the face, but they didn't know what kind of injection they gave me, Makes me feel weak all over.

"Do you remember what happened before the coma?" the doctor asked again.

"I don't really remember, I seem to remember that Tan Zhenye is playing SM with his mistress, it's just bondage, no wax dripping, leather whip, enema, etc. This guy's skills really need to be improved." I teased say.

The doctor sighed and said, "Why don't you tell me the answer after I show you something?"

He had the paramedics put me in the wheelchair and pushed me out of the room.The first time I saw what was going on outside, it was a corridor with prison-like wards on both sides.One end of the corridor leads to the open-air courtyard in the center of the hospital, and the other end should be the exit, but it is blocked by a large iron gate with a lock.Even if I can escape from the ward, I will not be able to pass through this iron gate.

The doctor took me to a room that looked like a reference room. The shelves were full of documents and materials, and an old computer with a yellow casing was placed on the table.

"Remember this place?" the doctor asked me.

I kept my mouth shut and didn't answer at all. All questions were superfluous. His purpose of doing this was just to induce me to accept some kind of psychological suggestion.I'm used to this kind of tactic in American blockbusters, so how could I still be fooled.

The doctor saw that I was silent, so he answered by himself: "When your condition is almost stable, you can help the hospital to compile the electronic database, and you can enter all these written materials into the computer. And when you enter this file Suddenly, he became ill."

"Don't you want to look at it again?" The doctor handed me a file.

I took the file and saw on the cover it read:

Patient number: 773
Admission date: 200×-12-30
773, isn't it my sick number?They falsified all my files.I felt amused in my heart, but also wondered what they would make up.So I opened the cover of the file, and the first page was a newspaper clipping:
A college student commits suicide because of love
Zaobao News (Reporter Liu Changfeng) August 8th is Valentine's Day of the Chinese Valentine's Day, but a senior boy from a university in this city committed suicide because of love on this festival.

It is reported that the boy surnamed Jian fell in love with a girl surnamed Qiu from the school, but the girl flirted with her before graduation.Jian wanted to make a last effort to redeem his relationship on Valentine's Day, but was ruthlessly rejected, so he committed suicide by taking a large amount of hallucinogenic drugs.Fortunately, the students in the dormitory discovered and called the police in time, and Jian was sent to a medical institution for treatment.

After rescue, Jian is now out of danger.But because an overdose of psychedelics can be so damaging to the brain, it is likely to leave serious aftereffects.The doctor expressed regret that Jian's academic career has basically been ruined.

Zhou Xuejin, a professor at the Department of Sociology of S University, said that in the rapid changes of the social transformation period, people's uncertainty is increasing.For the current college students, the pressure of competition, the anxiety of survival, the expectation of development, the confusion of emotions and other factors are intertwined, which are the most likely to induce various mental diseases.

Faced with the increasingly prominent psychological problems of college students, many colleges and universities have set up "mental health offices" or "psychological counseling centers" to strengthen mental health education for students.Zhao Ying, who has been in charge of the Psychological Counseling Center of Renmin University of China for many years, believes that what is urgently needed at present is not mental health education, but the popularization of basic knowledge of psychology.

"Qiu..." I gritted my teeth, but my heart was burning with pain, as if a scar had just healed before being torn open again.

"People can't be so shameless!" I said angrily, "In order to brainwash me, even my privacy was dug out. The first half of this newspaper is true, but I definitely did not commit suicide! I will not do this kind of thing." It's a foolish thing to make fun of her."

"In fact, you committed suicide," said the doctor calmly.

"I didn't," I shook my head and said, "I founded Soyi right away, and I said I would make a career for her to see."

"The website you run is here." The doctor turned on the computer, and there were folders inside, all of which were the contents of my website.

"Psychedelics damage your brain, so for a few months, half the time you live in hallucinations. When you are sane, you compile these pages, but they only exist on the computer , you haven't really built the site at all."

"Impossible!" I jumped onto the computer, entered my website address, and pressed Enter, but the browser said "The web page cannot be displayed".

"You hacked my website!" I punched the keyboard.

"Nobody does that," said the doctor calmly. "What you see now is the truth of the matter!"

"You have been escaping from reality and hiding in the illusory world you wove. But you have to come out bravely. Only by completely abandoning those delusions can you get a new life." The doctor spoke louder and louder, like each iron The hammer hits inside my head.

"It's not like that, it's not like that." I felt a panic. I was sure he was lying, but what was the truth?When my mind was in a hurry, it was like a pot of eight-treasure porridge that was constantly stirring. I couldn't tell the difference between red, blue, black and white.

"That's the truth!" said the doctor decisively.

"You're talking nonsense!" I jumped up from the wheelchair, I wanted to grab his neck, and I couldn't let him speak any more.The nurse pushed me back into the wheelchair, and after one injection, my irritability subsided immediately.

In the next few days, they gave me more injections and took a lot of medicine.It is not so easy to let yourself accept that the life of the past few months is just a fantasy. Just like those who are addicted to online games, everyone knows that the Internet is illusory, but no one is willing to give up the happiness that is at hand. achievement or love.

Fortunately, the doctor is constantly helping me and enlightening me step by step. Finally, I have the courage to resolutely give up those illusory delusions.

The doctor is right, no matter how beautiful the fantasy is, it will never become real. If a person lives in fantasy all his life and has no contact with real life, it is really sad.If I really want to get those things, then I have to be strong again and face reality.

It was necessary for me to be locked up in a mental hospital. I could hurt others at any time until I fully recovered. I am really sorry for the guard who was bitten that day.But the doctor said that as long as I insist on taking injections and taking medicine every day, my symptoms can be completely controlled, and I should have confidence in myself.

Those medicines are indeed effective, and those delusions that once felt real are gradually fading away, but there is a scent that always lingers in my mind, that is the scent of orchids.I know it's part of the delusion, but I'm afraid to tell the doctor because I love the smell.

Today, I asked if I could go out in the yard because I saw everyone else there from the window.

"You can go out, but don't go near ward 772, there is a terrible madman there." The doctor warned me.

The ward of No. 772 was diagonally opposite my ward, with her number on the door and a dark window.When I walked past the window, I deliberately turned my body sideways, so as not to be seen by the people inside.

"It's you!" Someone in room 772 suddenly jumped on the window and screamed loudly, "Did you find that ghost? Did you find that ghost?"

Startled, I caught a hasty glimpse of a sad face with disheveled hair.is her!I suddenly understood where the Mrs. Tan in my delusions came from, and the prototype was this madwoman who was close at hand.

"I don't know, I don't know you!" I faltered a few words, and fled in a hurry. She is a delusion, and I don't want to have anything to do with her.

There were many people moving around in the yard, one was planting flowers, three were planted by him, one was desperately looking for someone to talk to, and the other had his back to the wall and no one could talk to him.The most annoying thing is that there is a person who is always reading other people's numbers: "601, 622, 643, hey, do you know why?"

I couldn't help asking him why, he pointed to the number on my hospital gown and said, "773, you are a psycho!"

You are the one who is insane, you are all insane, of course, I am also insane.

"773, don't pay attention to him, he's crazy!" Someone dragged me to a sunny place, this is a girl in a white hospital gown, she is very beautiful!I was very surprised because her voice was exactly the same as in that dream.

"773, I haven't seen you for a long time. I want to hear your story." The girl took my hand and sat on the stone steps together. I felt like I was dreaming.

"Do we know each other?" I said apologetically, "Although my condition has stabilized, I can't remember everything from the past."

"You forgot me again?" The girl looked a little disappointed: "Forget it, you are always like this. Let me tell you again, my name is Xiao Ling, and we have known each other here for four months and nine days. "

"Xiaoling" I remembered, isn't she the girl in my delusion?
"It's not Linglong's Ling, it's Ling next to the three o'clock water, which means cool water. After I tell you this time, you must promise that you will never forget it in the future!" Xiaoling said to me seriously.

"I promise!" Such a beautiful girl is like an angel in hell, an oasis in the desert, how could I forget?

"The story you told last time is not finished yet," Xiaoling said.

"Which story?"

"You said you sneaked into that villa and saw a girl tied up on the bed."

Oh, I see, the so-called stories are all my delusions.I shook my head repeatedly and said, "I can't talk anymore." I didn't want to fall into that delusion again, even if it was a small step.

"Why?" Xiaoling stared at me, her eyes were very dark and pure.

"Because, because..." I suddenly blushed, because in that story, Xiao Ling was tied to the bed, her clothes were ripped open, revealing her white and immature body.

"That girl is very similar to you." I said in a low voice. I felt that I was unforgivably guilty of treating Xiaoling as an object of sexual fantasy.

"You're bad!" Xiaoling's face was also red, she understood what I meant, her breathing became short of breath, her chest heaved, and two things pushed up the clothes on her chest.

"Actually, you want to see my body, right?" Xiaoling looked at me reproachfully and said, "Because you know that I have to be tied up every night, so you made up such a story."

"No..." I explained embarrassedly.

"It must be!" Xiaoling stared at me with a half-smile and said, "That's why you made up such an obscene story."

I found her lips were very red, like rose petals, with a sheen on top, I swallowed hard because I wanted to lick her lips to see if the layer was like honey sweet.

"That's why I'm here because I'm paranoid." I struggled to make up an excuse.

"What about you?" I asked her back, "Why do you have to be tied up every night?"

"Because," Xiao Ling whispered in my ear, "I have a demon in my body!"

I was taken aback, and saw her serious face, it didn't look like she was joking at all.

"She will wake up when it gets dark, so I have to tie myself up, otherwise..." Xiaoling didn't say what would happen otherwise, but I guess the consequences must be very serious.

"If one day you see me tied up, no matter what, don't untie it, no matter what!" Xiaoling looked at me earnestly and said.

There was a cold war in my heart, and I remembered that the chains on Xiaoling's body had been untied somewhere, but where?I can't remember anything.

"773, if one day you leave here, will you forget me?" Xiaoling asked me.

"No!" I promised quickly, I don't know when I will be able to leave, at this moment, I don't even want to leave.

"It's time for activities, all go back to the room!" The doctor rang the bell loudly, and then all the patients walked back to their rooms like obedient sheep.

"773," Xiao Ling looked back at me when she left, and pointed to her chest, "Tomorrow, I'll show you."

Back in the ward, I suddenly felt that this small space was no longer like a prison, but more like a paradise.Instead of looking forward to leaving this place as soon as possible, I was very worried that they would suddenly take me away.

[-]. Waking up from a nightmare is night
The next morning, I lay down on the ground and watched the sunlight coming in through the small window.I'm sure the time has been slowed down again, and the ray of sunlight seems to be stuck to the ground by glue, and it can't move when it crawls around.I lay on the ground anxiously, wanting to stretch it with my hands, if I could catch it.

"Click" was the sound of the door lock being opened. I didn't look back, maybe the nurse brought me morning medicine. "What are you doing lying on the ground?" It wasn't a nurse's voice.

I raised my head in astonishment, and it was Xiao Ling standing in front of me. The way she tilted her head to look at me was really cute. "I'm checking the time." I replied, "When the sun hits my bed, it's time to let the wind go."

"Do you really want to see me that much?" Xiaoling bit her lip and said, I'm sure her lips must be sweet.

My mind immediately became chaotic, and I panicked and said: "I should take morning medicine." Because something bad appeared in my mind, I couldn't go crazy in front of Xiaoling.

(End of this chapter)