Mo Xiangqi: The next imperial concubine is going to leave the pavilion [The finale]

Chapter 229: The Heart of My Life 10
I am very pleased with the child's handling of the situation. He was born in the royal family and still misses family affection.

The emperor needs to be ruthless and decisive, and he will be forced to lose a lot in his life. I don't want Qing'er to become an emperor, and it is also because of these reasons.When you can't get the right, but can't leave, then you have to learn to survive in this vortex of desire.

These are the ones I have understood for almost half my life.

"Ying'er!" Sometimes Helian Yufeng woke up in the middle of the night, took my hand, and said to himself in a daze, "I won't let anyone hurt you!"

In fact, shortly after Qing'er was born, I begged Helian Yufeng to promise me that no matter what happens in the future, Qing'er cannot be made the crown prince, absolutely not. Besides, I kept telling Qing'er to understand the relationship between brothers However, I myself seem to have to compete with Wei Yuan in everything, and even people in the palace say that the queen is virtuous and courteous to the imperial concubine.

A demon girl who harms the country, serves the king with her seductiveness, seduces the king, the country will lose the country, all kinds of rumors are everywhere...

"Ziyu, how many days do I have left?"

"By the time Qing'er was 12 years old."

"It's almost there." I murmured and counted with my fingers, "By the way, do you have a woman who can accompany Qinger by my side in the future?"

The child said, "An Zongbo's daughter, An Zixun."

An Zongbai's daughter?I was stunned and laughed. In the Qingluan mirror, I saw a little girl who looked a bit like Jin Xiaotong. There was a determination in her eyes that did not match her age. A woman from the South China Sea in the Palace of Chu.

Bright like a gorgeous flower, full of vigor, I admire her personality very much at the first sight.

She is very persistent and has a deep love for An Zongbo. That kind of persistence makes me feel ashamed. I don't have her courage, the courage to abandon everything and just love someone.

"Xiaotong's daughter, I really didn't expect it to be her."

I engaged Qing'er, An Zongbai's daughter, Helian Yufeng has indeed taken precautions against the increasingly powerful Zhennan Wang An Zongbai over the years. At first, because of me, Helian Yufeng sent him Went to South China Sea, and attacked the Long Family in Beihai with the Jin family, Xiaotong from the Jin family in South China Sea later married him as his wife.

An Zongbai has military power and has guarded the border for many years.

After many years, I saw him again. This man's dull and straightforward nature has never changed. He is really not suitable to stay in the court as an official after possessing these military powers.

My days are numbered, I have arranged everything I can do for Qinger, and the last thing is to get the seeds of the dark night from Ziyu.

I don't fully believe in the terms reached with Wei Yuan. My Qing'er will always be a bullied child without the protection of my mother. I taught him to be patient and not to fight for power. As long as Wei Yuan doesn't hurt Qing'er, She and Prince Chen can sit safely in their seats.

If Wei Yuan breaks the agreement with me, I will not show mercy to her. Also, the person who hides behind Wei Yuan and poisons Qing'er and me.

It's never too late to make amends, for the sake of my Qinger and Mo Nian, I will not give up an inch, until I die!
"I will figure out the whereabouts of the Three Lives Gu for Qing'er." Ziyu came to see me and told me that he had found a way to suppress Qing'er's Gu poison.

"That will shorten your life for many years! Didn't you say that you have been waiting for another person?"

That was the first time I saw Ziyu with an indifferent expression laughing, "I've already waited." I didn't ask Ziyu who she was waiting for, and I could tell from her expression that she had no regrets at the moment when her wish came true.

According to my arrangement, the day when the Diling Mausoleum was completed was the death day of Xie Hongying, the imperial concubine of the Western Chu Emperor.

Before dying, people always think of many things and people in the past, so clearly.

At the last moment of my life, the person I thought of was actually Helian Yufeng. I didn't see him for the last time on the day he led the army to fight, and I didn't say goodbye to him.

When he knew the news of my death, I must have been sent to the Diling.

I asked him to allow me the last thing, not to set foot in Diling, not to see me.

I am still afraid of facing him as always. In this short life of more than thirty years, my father and brother gave me the pampering for the first half of my life, and Helian Yufeng gave me the ultimate favor for the second half of my life.

For the people of Beiyan, I became a female slave of the enemy overnight from Emperor Ji.

He destroyed Beiyan, and I lost my family and land. In order to survive, I became his favorite concubine. After more than ten years of husband and wife, I gave birth to Qinger for him.

I have no face to face Xie's ancestors, and I can no longer stay by this man's side.

He said he would treat me well and love me all his life, he loved me, I believe, he did.

What can't be forgiven is myself, I dare not respond to his love in any way, I am timid to refuse his kindness to me, there are too many obstacles between us.

The longer we get along, the harder it is for me to pull away.

Helian Yufeng, I dare not love you, let alone love you. If I still have the courage to cruelly treat the love you gave me for the last time, I must let go. It is a relief for you and me.

I don't believe in an afterlife, even if there is, I think I have enjoyed all the favors in this life, so there is no point in having an afterlife.

The moment the Diling and the Broken Dragon Stone were put down, Xie Hongying's short life came to an end.

She thought that the man named Helian Yufeng would be sad for her for a while, and as time passed, he would gradually forget it.

When the Broken Dragon Stone was opened again.

For the first time, it was her Qing'er who brought the woman An Zixun who was destined to be with her to see her.

The second time was Helian Yufeng, the man she thought would gradually forget her.

Ying'er, you still left me, there is absolutely no room for that.

From the moment I saw you, I had an intuition that even if one day, I sit in the world, you will be the woman that I, Helian Yufeng, will never be able to fully possess.

I abide by the agreement and don't see you for ten years, but after ten years...

I will treat you well and love you for the rest of my life. You don't have nothing, you still have me!

So Ying'er, after ten years, you have to abide by our original agreement!
"Miss Xun, Miss Xun."

"It's so noisy." She waved her hands a few times, turned over and went back to sleep.

When her brother was away, she didn't need to practice spells or memorize homework, and she was in a panic when she was idle, but she couldn't take a step out of the village. In such a bright weather, she could only spend it squandering to sleep.

"Miss Xun, don't you want to see that person?" The little girl who pushed her to wake up mentioned that person, even though she didn't even have a name, when it came to this person, the little girl's eyes brightened.

Xun Gulu jumped up and ran down the mountain, "You didn't say it earlier!" She remembered that when she came back from a trip a few days ago, she heard that a person with strong spells came from a neighboring town, who specialized in divination. It is very effective in exorcising evil spirits, but after only a few days of work, it was rumored to be evil.

"Miss Xun, you can't go out like that, Qing Ciya forbids you to know, this servant will..." Before the little girl finished speaking, she saw a white crane swooping down from the sky and carried her on its back.

"what……"

"Xiao Xi, don't yell so loudly!" Xun covered the little girl's mouth and winked at her, and flew away from the air, avoiding the eyeliner her brother arranged to guard her.

After a while, the white crane flew down from the neighboring town and came to a stop. When they got down from above, Xiao Xi's eyes widened.

"Miss Xun is amazing!" Xiao Xi called out repeatedly.

She snorted disapprovingly, and strode towards the busiest place in the town.

Today, she wants to pay a visit to the mage who is said to be almost a god.

"gone?"

"Where did you go?"

"when will you arrive?"

She asked three questions in a row, and probably there are many people who ask the same question every day, and the clerk didn't raise his head, and pointed to a place "Mr. Bi Luo lives there."

Where is it? Anyway, it is a strange place. The door is not open during the day, but it is full of people at night.

"Girl, this is not where you came from." She and Xiao Xi waited until night, but were stopped by someone.

"Why can't you come?" She frowned, but the people who came in and out around her were all men.They were all looking at her, and at the same time, all of them were smiling and pointing at her.

"Because we don't do girl business here!" The powdered old bustard waved her hands repeatedly, but looked her up and down with a pair of bright eyes.

(End of this chapter)