criminal mentality

Chapter 129 University past events (2)

"Seeing you holding hands and appearing in front of me, my heart suddenly sank to the bottom. You can't imagine how much my heart ached for you at that time. I wish I could die immediately. It's better than watching you smile sweetly at me. Looking at other men! I know I should stay away from you, and it is best not to see you again. But I am reluctant, I am reluctant not to see you, and I am even more reluctant to be able to talk to you. As long as you are happy, I can see you With a confident and happy smile on your face, even if the person who brings you happiness is not me, I will be happy for you."

"So I chose to stay with Qin Pengxiu and continue to be his good friend, just to be able to see you from time to time, to be able to sit beside you in class, to listen to your high-spirited talks during meals, and to be able to participate in your life , slowly getting to know your interests and hobbies. Wenmo, do you believe it? I am the person who understands you best in this world, none of them.”

When Wen Mo heard Cui Zhijia's words, the corners of her mouth twitched uncontrollably. In the past, she always thought that Cui Zhijia was the kind of person who would never give up until she reached her goal. She would have an irresistible obsession with what she couldn't get. Now Only then did I realize that this guy is a pervert. Analyzing it from a psychological point of view, this is a very rare narcissistic personality. Everyone else exists to contrast his excellence. Anyone or anything, as long as He works hard enough to win all the same.And Wen Mo became Cui Zhijia's pitiful demon, a delusion for more than ten years.

Cui Zhijia obviously didn't miss the small movements of Wen Mo's mouth. While feeling sad, he finally got to the point he wanted to say: "Actually, Qin Pengxiu is not the perfect boyfriend you want, he is just a playboy by nature. You can't see through this mountain."

"Remember Xing Wei?"

How could Wenmo not remember?Her best friend in college died unfortunately during her graduation internship.Thinking of this, Wen Mo showed a touch of sadness.

Seeing Wen Mo's sad look, Cui Zhijia couldn't help feeling distressed: "Don't be sad, Wen Mo, I can't bear it. You should be sunny and happy, and you shouldn't experience sadness in your whole life."

"Do you remember what happened when the sophomore year was about to go on winter vacation?" Cui Zhijia asked cautiously.

Sophomore winter vacation?Wen Mo tried hard to recall that the relationship between him and Qin Pengxiu had stabilized at that time, and he disclosed their relationship among his friends. After that, Qin Pengxiu went uncharacteristically for a period of time and often disappeared, refused to answer calls, and did not come to class. Mo was depressed for a long time.To make matters worse, her good friend Xing Wei was sick and asked for leave. He didn't come to school for more than a month, and he didn't even take the final exam.

"Remember? You must not have imagined what Qin Pengxiu did and who he was with at that time."

"I remember that it was already entering the final review stage. One night when you were studying for self-study, you went to the library to borrow books. Before you came, Qin Pengxiu suddenly received a call and left in a hurry. He didn't even have time to clean up the books on the table. At that time, I vaguely heard a crying female voice calling him, afraid that something might happen to you, so I quietly followed Qin Pengxiu."

"In the end, I saw him take a taxi straight to Union Medical College Hospital, and went to the obstetrics and gynecology department on the second floor. I thought maybe you called him to the hospital. My heart was broken at that time, and I wanted to turn around and leave, but I couldn't help but tell him I went up. As a result, I saw Xing Wei who was at a loss, being hugged by Qin Pengxiu. Although I am not familiar with Xing Wei, because of you, I basically know your friends. The shock in my heart at that time could not be expressed. To describe it in words, after the shock, there is still a trace of ecstasy faintly rising from the depths of my heart, a voice keeps telling me to call you quickly, telling you to come and see this bloody scene, and it may even break your heart Take it from Qin Pengxiu. But my reason tells me that I can't, being betrayed by my good friend and boyfriend at the same time, I'm afraid you will be sad. I love you so much, I don't want you to suffer even the slightest bit of harm."

"Just when I was about to leave quietly, Xing Wei found me. She also knew me. After being surprised, she showed a helpless smile. Only through her narration did I know the whole truth of the matter."

"It turned out that she didn't know about Qin Pengxiu's two-footed relationship until you told her that you had a boyfriend. In anger, she went to confront Qin Pengxiu, but Qin Pengxiu apologized to her with a serious face and wanted to talk to her." She broke up, and hoped that Xing Wei could forgive him, because he found out that he was really in love with you, and wanted to have a serious relationship with you for the purpose of marriage."

"Xing Wei was not a person who would stalk and beat him up, but he was so angry. After beating Qin Pengxiu hard, he never mentioned these things, and he didn't show the slightest thing in front of you. But he didn't want to, God's will trick people Xing Wei later found out that she was pregnant. At a loss, she could only call Qin Pengxiu for help. But after the junior year started, Xing Wei began to avoid him deliberately."

Wen Mo recalled what happened in his junior year. Indeed, as long as Qin Pengxiu was around, Xing Wei would not show up. No matter how he invited him, Xing Wei would not even eat with him. A boyfriend left her alone.It turned out that there was another reason.

Wen Mo was annoyed, not because of his own stupidity, but also because of Xing Wei's heartache, more because he was not worth it for himself, why did he blindly fall in love with Qin Pengxiu back then?

Cui Zhijia continued: "After I learned about this, I scolded Qin Pengxiu bloody, and even ran to you to confess my love to you abruptly. The result is predictable, so you hate me, I thought I was the kind of guy who only picks on friends. Hehe, it’s a pity that I can’t tell you the truth because I’m afraid you will be sad. Seeing how kind Qin Pengxiu is to you, I can’t bear to let my good friend blame me for the mistakes I have corrected. Pay the bill. So I thought, just watch you silently from afar. That's fine."

However, Wen Mo's heart knot is always there, and if she doesn't untie it, she will not be able to face Cui Zhijia for a day. Now that I have finished talking today, I can just say it all at once, so Wen Mo looked directly into Cui Zhijia's eyes , asked word by word: "I think the truth, don't lie to me, how did Qin Pengxiu die?"

Cui Zhijia obviously expected that Wen Mo would ask this question a long time ago, and opened his mouth and said, "I don't know." Seeing the obvious expression of disbelief on Wen Mo's face, Cui Zhijia hurriedly explained: "It's true, I I won't lie to you, in fact, I don't know whether Qin Pengxiu really fell off the cliff and died."

(End of this chapter)