criminal mentality

Chapter 205 Unforgettable Memories

"Uncle, why are you crying? Did Ai'er say something wrong?"

Mai Hemuti didn't want Liu Ai to see him crying, covered his face and said in a muffled voice, "Why? Ai'er is the best. Uncle suddenly feels a little sleepy. You should play for a while and don't go far away. OK?"

"Well, Ai'er listened to my uncle. When uncle wakes up, I have to take Ai'er to find my parents. My mother said that a good child should go home for dinner on time, and parents should not be anxious." After Liu Ai finished speaking, she Self-servingly playing with mud on the side, in his opinion, going back and forth between kindergarten and home every day is not as good as the fresh stimulation brought to him by everything now, he can freely dirty his clothes and no one will scold him.

In this world, there will be neither pure good nor extremely evil people.Of course, Maihemuti didn't kill people as soon as he came out of his mother's womb.Although Maihemuti has almost forgotten what happened when he was a child, he still clearly remembers the happy life of his family of seven by the Gobi Desert, the warm embrace of his mother, the delicious food, and the festivals of singing and dancing. 5 years old, what a carefree age, Maihemuti hopes that he can go back to the 30 years old more than 5 years ago.

When he was a child, Maihemut was a silent and introverted boy. It was always difficult for children with this personality to make friends, but Maihemut was different. He always had delicious snacks in his pockets. In the age when people were just getting enough food and clothing, a bite of snacks was enough to make the children around him flock to him, and the daily life of Maihemuti was to have fun and have fun.However, when Maihemuti was 5 years old, everything changed.That year, his mother was seriously ill, and his originally well-to-do family became impoverished in order to buy medicines for his mother. It was also from that time until he became an adult that Maihemuti never wore a new glamorous dress. After eating delicious food, the children who were still around him gradually stopped interacting with each other. When he had the cheek to find these playmates, he was ruthlessly rejected by them.Maihemuti's young heart was hurt, and he has become more taciturn than ever since then.Not long after, his mother finally died of a serious illness at the age of 36.When Maihemut found out that his mother had died, his first feeling was not sadness, but a sigh of relief. Without the bottomless pit of his mother, the family would have money to buy him new clothes and snacks. Would he still have friends? Instead of always being alone like now, he never thought that his mother died, and he became a motherless child from then on, and he could no longer act like a baby in his mother's arms. Not a tear was shed, not even at the funeral, as if he didn't know the woman who died.

Maihemuti's father remarried soon. As the saying goes, if you have a stepmother, you will have a stepfather. This sentence is very suitable for Maihemuti. His withdrawn character and gloomy expression are getting more and more serious. To his father's displeasure, especially after his half-brothers and sisters were born one after another, he became more and more redundant.The stepmother put on eye drops intentionally or unintentionally, the father became more and more impatient to see him, and even the younger siblings grew up without the slightest respect for him as an older brother.Maihemuti gave up when he was 12 years old. He had a high fever for three days, but no one brought him a bowl of water. I want to leave this home, leave these so-called relatives who are related by blood but are more indifferent than strangers.

So just after his 15th birthday, Maihemuti, who has grown to 1 meters, does not look like an underage child at all. He desperately wants to leave and live the life of his dreams.He took the train for the first time with yearning and longing, and left without any regrets.

The outside world is just as wonderful as he looks like. Although most people in the places he goes look different from him, and there is always a hint of disdain in their eyes when they see him, but this does not affect Maihemut in the slightest. The second time he felt at home, he finally wept bitterly, ten years after his mother passed away.Yi Ke's home is simple but warm. He bought Hemuti and lived there for two years.

Maihemuti will never forget the words he accidentally heard from Yi Ke's father before leaving.He said: Mai Hemuti made our family unable to stay in J City any longer. Why was it your mother who was beaten into paralysis instead of him?His best friend's father told his best friend why he wasn't the one who was paralyzed back then, and his best friend, after a moment of silence, agreed to go back to X province with his father.The family left quietly in the middle of the night, and Maihemut lay on the bed with his eyes wide open, motionless, waiting for Yi Ke, waiting for him to come at least to say goodbye to him.But he didn't wait.Yike's family took their things lightly and left, leaving Maihemut with two months' rent owed and a piece of trash.Three days later, the landlord, who failed to get the rent, angrily beat Mai Hemu out. Being penniless, he even rummaged through the trash can to eat leftovers thrown away by others or competed with dogs for food.The Iko family took all the money, and never thought of leaving any living expenses for him.For two years, more than 700 days and nights, Maihemut did his best to help Yi Ke's stall, and did not ask for a penny of wages, but Yi Ke was so heartless that he didn't even tell him to leave.friend?He didn't have such dishonest friends when he bought Hemuti.

Holding a breath in his heart, Maihemut wanted to have an explanation no matter what. His road to petitioning had no bright future, but it only made him more frustrated and courageous. During the period of maintaining stability, he leapfrogged his petitions, which happened to be enough for him. The person who gave him an excuse sentenced him to prison and sent him to a labor camp.In the prison, Mahemut will be bullied no matter where he goes. In the cell, he will always be on the bed next to the urinal. In the workplace, he will always do more work than others. In the cafeteria, His meals are always less than others, and these are not enough. When all the prisoners in the prison have vague hostility towards him, no matter how dull he is, he understands that he has offended someone who shouldn't be offended.Every time he was beaten half to death, Maihemut wished to die, and even resented why his parents gave birth to him and suffered in this world.

The appearance of Lin Li once made him forget all the pain. This soft-spoken woman looked so much like his long-dead mother in every frown and smile. He was willing to listen to her and see her smile at him. For the first time in his life, someone is willing to listen to what he said, and he doesn't have to be afraid of being laughed at or rejected by others.He told Lin Li his distress, his plan, his ideal, and his unwillingness.

This woman who gave him maternal love ended up being the one who hurt him the most.When he was walking through the foul-smelling sewer, he was still worried that Lin Li would be hurt if he ran out.If it wasn't too dark in the sewer that made him go the wrong way and delay the time to go out, he would not have realized that he was really the biggest fool in the world.

Lin Li, who was standing at the exit and waiting for him, was talking to the people behind him, not even noticing that there were still people eavesdropping.Lin Li said, "Why hasn't this kid come out yet? It's delayed my meal."

Another voice came: "Doctor Lin, don't worry, this kid was dead the moment he went down into the sewer, so what does it matter if it's sooner or later? After the matter is done, your precious nephew Yue Tianhuan will not be able to invite you Are you having a big meal?"

Yue Tianhuan was the culprit who caused Yi Ke's mother to be paralyzed, and Mai Hemu knew this in advance.Could Lin Li be his aunt?Maihemuti couldn't accept the truth for a while, he wanted to rush out and look into her eyes to ask for understanding, but his rationality told him that he had to hold back, as long as he appeared now, he would die.

No one knows how Maihemut managed to escape from prison.In fact, he stayed in the sewer for five days. During these five days, he survived by eating the excrement flushed into the sewer. The stench filled his mouth, which made him remember his humiliation and strengthened the idea of ​​killing to vent his anger.

Lin Li's family was the first to be killed by Maihemuti.He lay low-key and dormant, waiting for the rumors of him to pass away. He ran out of the sewer and lived a life of a beggar for a few months, secretly watching Lin Li's every move. He didn't start killing people until he decided to leave J City.

He hacked her two sons to death in front of Lin Li with one knife and one knife. He hacked her to death without hesitation amid Lin Li's terrified begging for mercy, and then kept chopping and chopping until he could no longer see Clear the face that once made him feel calm and safe.

From that moment on, Maihemut warned himself that he has no friends, no relatives, nothing but himself, and no one can be trusted, they will hurt you and betray you.Killing has become his way of venting his anger. He likes to see others panic when they look at him. He likes to see them panic when they kneel in front of him begging for mercy. He likes to see other people's pain, just like him being hurt. It feels the same.

But this child, the 5-year-old Liu Ai who was alone, made Maihemuti suddenly soften his heart.He doesn't want to hurt this child, but it is impossible to let him go back. If he is released, his hiding place will be exposed. He still doesn't want to leave here. Long gone.

On the left hand side of Maihemuti, three containers like moisturizing cups were quietly placed, and he touched them from time to time to make sure they were safe.In the suitcase on the right hand side, there is a thick RMB, and Mai Hemu has an idea. Since it is not feasible to run back and bring people out, then let's use local materials.

In this world, there are always more poor people than rich people, and there are always more people who are living a bad life than people who are living a good life. There are always people who have hatred in their hearts and despair of life. Such people, To live is to suffer, so he will kindly send them a ride, and let their humble and insignificant lives shine for the last time.

(End of this chapter)