criminal mentality

Chapter 245 It's Too Late to Regret
Although the old man is old and blind, he has a clear mind and quickly explained what happened back then.

On a rainy night 30 years ago, in a remote mountain village in the easternmost part of City C, Wu Qian had just turned ten years old at that time, and was still ignorant like a child. It was born in this thunderstorm night.Unfortunately, the child was born at an inappropriate time. According to national policy, couples whose first child is a boy are not allowed to have a second child. The birth of this child not only failed to bring joy to the family, but was also severely punished by the township family planning office for over-birth , just after this little boy named Wu Duo was one month old, the house was demolished and the government owed a large amount of fines to the poor family. A thatched hut was built to make ends meet.

In order to support the family, Wu Qian’s father, Uncle Wu, did not care about the danger and insisted on planing food in the mountains. At that time, the awareness of animal protection was not enough, and the animals on the mountains could be hunted secretly. These wild game can be sold for a lot of money. The local villagers During the slack season, I would go to the mountains to get some extra money, but everyone would only stay near the foot of the mountain, and would not go deep into the dense forest. There are many snakes, insects, rats and ants on the mountain here, most of them are poisonous, and it is no joke to be bitten, and There are no people in the deep mountains all the year round, and it is even more impossible to have roads. In addition, there is a lot of rain in C City, and the deep mountains are wet and slippery. All kinds of dangers are hard to guard against. Although money is attractive, it depends on life. There is no life flower.I always thought that the life of the villagers is not considered rich, but they can still have enough to eat. Uncle Wu is the only one in the desperate village.

How can I not get my shoes wet when I often walk by the river?Because Uncle Wu had harvested a lot several times, he became bolder and went to a more remote place with more prey, but he fell down the mountain unexpectedly and died on the spot.Leaving Aunt Zhang with her two dolls, she almost died from crying.

Auntie Zhang is a typical rural woman, hard-working, kind, and independent. Uncle Wu has always protected her from the wind and rain.Perhaps because she is a young widow and has two young children, her livelihood is difficult. The loss of her husband and the hard work made her lose her temper, and attributed all the misfortunes of the family to her youngest son Wu Duo.The mother's attitude can be seen from the name given to the child. This child is redundant, and Aunt Zhang ignores him most of the time.It can be said that Wu Duo was taken care of by his elder brother Wu Qian until he was three years old.

Wu Qian was 13 years old, and when Wu Duo was three years old, the family's fine was almost paid off. Although they were still not rich, at least they had a few acres of land and the weather in C City was always good. The family finally didn't have to go hungry.Originally, everything was going in a good direction, but Wu Qian suddenly had a high fever one night and kept talking nonsense.Aunt Zhang invited a barefoot doctor from the village to see her. She took a few doses of medicine and infusions for a few days, but her illness did not improve.

The eldest son is the lifeblood of Aunt Zhang who devoted all her mother’s love. After being sent to the hospital, he was diagnosed with acute meningitis. The hospital was not bad at that time. money.The family doesn't even have overnight food, so where can I get money?Aunt Zhang was in a hurry to get angry, so she turned her idea on her younger son. Anyway, she didn't like this child, so she might as well give it to others and exchange some money to treat the elder son.

Not long after, a man dressed in clean clothes and looking gentle and honest came to the door, took out a thick stack of hundred yuan bills, and wanted to adopt Wu Duo.Aunt Zhang readily agreed, without even inquiring about the specific circumstances of the family, all she knew was that the surname was Jia, and that the mother-in-law at home would not be able to give birth, so she wanted to take him back to raise him.When the man handed over the money with one hand and the other hand, when the man hurried away with the youngest son in his arms, Auntie Zhang looked at the youngest son who was going farther and farther until he could not see his face clearly. Her heart ached and she shed tears.

With this money, Wu Qian received good treatment and returned home alive and kicking, but when he entered the door, he searched left and right but found no sign of his younger brother, so he hurriedly asked his mother where his younger brother was.Seeing that her eldest son was safe and sound at this time, Aunt Zhang couldn't help worrying about her younger son. After all, it was the flesh that fell from her body. She used to think that she was by her side, but now she can no longer see the face that resembles her deceased husband. She couldn't hear the crisp voice calling "Mom" that she used to feel upset, and Aunt Zhang's heart hurt like a blunt knife.

But the money for taking away the youngest son was also spent a lot. Now she is absolutely unable to raise enough money to bring the youngest son back. She spends all day crying and feels sorry for her husband who died early. She doesn't care what she thinks. I feel that the eldest son is not pleasing to the eye, if he is not sick, how can I sell the younger son for money to treat him?
So Aunt Zhang got into the horns for the second time, and started to turn her eyebrows coldly at the only remaining relative. Whenever she thought of her younger son, she would call her older son to cry and scold her. The elder brother harmed the younger brother.

Wu Qian is just a teenager. After many years, the thought of hurting his younger brother and being sorry for his younger brother will take root in his heart. After he joined the army at the age of 22 and was relatively free in his actions, he followed the example of his younger brother when he was 12 years old. My father's surname was Jia, and I began to search for some clues. God didn't bother the family to the end. Soon Wu Qian found his younger brother who had changed his name to Jia Zhaoming. At that time, the younger brother was just in the sixth grade. Judging by his clothes, he also had a family of adoptive parents. He felt sorry for his hard life, so he explained the situation and wanted to take him away, but Jia Zhaoming was unwilling to leave, this was his home, no matter how bad his parents were, he had raised him so much, and he was not an ungrateful person.Wu Qian had no choice but to give up this idea, but still sent Jia Zhaoming some money from time to time, hoping that he would live better.Jia Zhao was delighted when he learned that he had an older brother who took good care of him. Because the two were far apart, they couldn't see each other often, so they usually wrote to each other to update them.

Wu Qian also told Aunt Zhang that she had found Jia Zhaoming, but Aunt Zhang stubbornly refused to believe that her youngest son had been found. Crying for the life of the youngest son.Wu Qian had no choice but to let his old lady scold and vent enough before going to sleep.

A few years passed in such a peaceful way, and when Jia Zhaoming finished his first year of high school, he suddenly never wrote any more letters. Usually there was a letter from the brothers every half a month, but this time, there was no news for two full months.Wu Qian was worried, and asked for leave to find Jia Zhaoming, but it was a bolt from the blue, and he learned the news of his brother's disappearance!The police searched everywhere on the spot, but they couldn't find anyone. The fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy, who said he was not very big, was not young. Since he couldn't find anyone, and how bad the adoptive parents were for the child, everyone felt in their hearts. Like a bright mirror, he thought that the child had run away by himself, so he didn't pursue it any further.

Wu Qian felt that something was wrong, even if his younger brother couldn't live in Jia's house and wanted to go out to find a way out, he couldn't hide it from himself. The wind didn't pass through before, and it was as quiet as the world evaporated. After running away , no matter where you go, you won't even know your brother's family, right? ?
But the Jia family firmly insisted that Jia Zhaoming ran away by himself, and the police did not find any doubts after investigating for so long.

Aunt Zhang still quarrels every five days, and quarrels every three days. She is endlessly tormenting Wu Qian. It's too late.

With five lives in Wu Qian's hands, he has already violated the criminal law. No matter whether he is dying or not, the only thing waiting for him is death.

After listening to Aunt Zhang and Wu Qian's wife's narration, the few people present couldn't help sighing after connecting the events.

Aunt Zhang's life is really not easy. Young people lose their husbands, then lose their children, and old people have to send white-haired people to black-haired people. Life is really hard, but think about it, I can't blame others for my own life. It's caused by a problem with your own mentality.

It is very unfortunate that Uncle Wu risked his life in order to earn money to support his family and finally died. But how innocent is the child?He didn't choose to come to this world by himself. As a parent, raising a child is the responsibility. The child didn't ask you to give birth to him, right?How can you blame yourself for losing your husband on a child who is less than three years old and get angry?

Wu Qian's illness can be regarded as a natural and man-made disaster. If it is possible, who would not want to have a smooth life without illness or disaster?The family is poor, and it was Auntie Zhang's helpless move to exchange the younger son for money to save the elder son's life. Originally, this child was not welcome in front of her, was it?So how can you start to resent the loss of your younger son who was conceived in October when the eldest son is well and well?Although people have this kind of mentality, what they can't get is the best, and only when they lose it will they know how much they cherish when they have it. It is human nature to be full of guilt for the youngest son.But it all comes down to what you want, right?What's wrong with Wu Qian?But without saying a word, he endured decades of scolding and abuse from his mother.

Therefore, it was Wu Qian's greatest misfortune to meet such a mother.The three became tigers, and the lies were told too much, and they became the truth.Therefore, under the "teaching" of Aunt Zhang for decades, Wu Qian naturally carried his younger brother and was sent away, and then suffered a lifetime of misfortune. In the end, his whereabouts were unknown because of himself.When he learned that he was going to die soon, his subconscious idea was to help his mother settle one of her concerns: to find out the whereabouts of his younger brother.It's a pity that his younger brother was murdered to death a long time ago, as he suspected back then, and he suffered such unbearable insults before he died. How could he not hate, complain, or kill?
Knowing the cause and effect, Wen Mo's heart is even heavier. Wu Qian is an active soldier who has devoted his youth and blood and sweat to the country. , it is very likely that he will be shot dead on the spot, which Wenmo does not want to see.

what to doHow can we keep the most basic dignity of a soldier?

(End of this chapter)