criminal mentality

Chapter 311

It's another year of graduation season, and the summer campus is full of people wearing academic uniforms and taking pictures everywhere. They are about to leave the campus and enter the society, and start to fight for their ideals.

A slight uneasiness lingered in everyone's heart.It has been 16 years since the beginning of school. For so many years, the students are only good at one thing - study.From the moment they get their university diplomas and degree certificates, for most people, their study career can be said to be completely over. From then on, they need to integrate into the world and start another new life journey.

A popular saying on the Internet now goes like this: In school, you complain about how bad the dormitory is.But once you graduate, you will find that there is no better place than a dormitory. The annual rent is more than 1000, and the water, electricity and heating are free. You don’t need to clean the toilet. A restaurant that can eat for a day, a photocopy of 3 cent.Live with your best friends and watch endless 15 year old girls every day.I can't even think about graduating.

Anyway, Wang Zhongqing thinks this sentence is too fucking right.In the past, he only knew how to read books by rote, and he was finally overturned by the bottomless waves outside when he stepped out of the school gate with his first foot.Fifteen interviews were rejected fifteen times, which is actually very telling.Seeing that everyone else in the same dormitory has already signed a job, two of them have left school early to take up a job, and the other is about to leave school, and the job has been arranged by his parents. Only he has not yet settled down.

It is said that knowledge changes destiny, and Wang Zhongqing deeply feels that he has been let down in the face of reality.In this era of deceitful fathers and hard-working fathers, if he can't compete with those who have some family backgrounds, it's fine if he admits it. Why do you usually go to class, and the students who are at the bottom of the test scores are all recruited away, but he No one cares about the outstanding students who are first in the whole specialization every year and always get scholarships?
For the first time in his life, Wang Zhongqing felt that things were beyond his ability. Finding a job was different from studying, and it was not something he could get by working hard.

The hard life is coming soon, seeing the time to leave school is approaching day by day, Wang Zhongqing doesn't show it on the face, the anxiety in his heart is about to overwhelm him.He clearly understood what would be waiting for him if he could not find a job a month after leaving school.

He has no one to rely on. Since his parents divorced and remarried since he was a child, he knows that he has always been a superfluous existence.When his parents divorced, he was awarded to his father, but his father just left him at his grandfather's house and left him alone.Grandpa is getting old and his health is not good. It is very difficult for grandma to take care of grandpa, let alone take care of him who is only six years old.

At that time, going to school was very cheap. In their rural areas, going to elementary school only needed more than 100 yuan for books a year. Wang Zhongqing's father was willing to pay this money for the sake of peace.

In the ocean of knowledge, Wang Zhongqing is like a fish in water, and he lives very comfortably. Every time he takes the exam, he is No. 1 in the grade. For this reason, he has won many praises from the teacher.He likes the feeling of being praised, because no one has ever praised him. Grandpa and grandma are not good at words, they are only responsible for feeding him and clothing him warmly. Let alone praise him.

It was only at school that Wang Zhongqing felt that he was a very important person. The teachers treated him kindly, and his classmates looked at him with envy in their eyes. He felt like a star, and he was followed wherever he went.

You must study hard. Only when you study well can others value you and care about you.This kind of thinking has always been with Wang Zhongqing, and it has always inspired him to study hard and make progress every day.

But suddenly one day, his motivation disappeared.Society is not a place where people are judged by scores. Isn't there such a catchphrase?The college entrance examination has ended, and those who are admitted to the first one should contact the second one frequently, and they will be the leaders of the hometown in the future; the second one should have a good relationship with the junior college, they will be your children's teachers ~; all students who are admitted to the university pay attention Remember to establish good relations with classmates who did not pass the exam or who gave up the exam, so that they can go to their companies to work after graduating from university.

So when the deadline for leaving school came, Wang Zhongqing took one last look at the empty dormitory, full of depression and reluctance, sighed deeply, dragged his few luggage, left the school gate, and formally joined the school and was unemployed upon graduation. in the army.

He has no face to go back to his hometown.Until now, he has been studying abroad for so many years, and his alma mater in his hometown still has his glorious deeds. Praise him for being smart and hardworking, and tell his juniors over and over again how excellent he is and how limitless his future is.How could he go back?Want to announce to everyone that he can't do anything but study, and he can't even find a job that can support him?

This is absolutely not possible. If he goes back, it will prove that all his previous efforts are just a joke, and his life is a tragedy.How could this make him, who was always confident, bear it?

The university he entered happened to be one of the places with the highest consumption level in the central region.Under the pressure of housing prices of tens of thousands of yuan per square meter, even renting a basement costs 500 yuan a month.And on him, only the last year's scholarship of more than 1000 yuan has not been spent.He only has one month to live. If he doesn't find a job within one month, he will be living on the street.

This month, during the day, he wore the cheap suit he bought before graduation to find a job, ran between one recruitment post after another, participated in one interview after another, and then got rejected again and again, his standard, already The monthly salary has dropped from 7000 yuan to 2000 yuan, and there is still room for decline. The job he is looking for has also changed from an assistant to the general manager of a well-known Fortune [-] company to a small employee of a leather bag company. That's it, he still hasn't been accepted. admitted.

In fact, Wang Zhongqing participated in so many interviews and was rejected, and he also understood the reason why he had repeatedly fought and failed.Great eyesight but low hands, high scores and low abilities, nothing more than these eight words.For so many years, he has really kept his ears to the outside world, read only the books of sages, and knows nothing but reading. The skill of washing clothes was barely cultivated for many years without anyone taking care of him. He has never participated in any activities inside and outside the school, and has never had a work-study experience. His father is rich and will pay him the annual tuition and living expenses in one lump sum. The only requirement is that he cannot disturb his father’s current good life. It's not bad, at least not so short of money that he needs to go out to work, but now he wishes his father would be more inhumane and just ignore him, so that he can't be forced to go out and earn living expenses by himself! ! ! !
Dealing with people is Wang Zhongqing's flaw, and he will never be able to practice in a short time.His job hunting standards have been lowered and lowered. As long as he can earn money, he wants to carry sacks, but his small body does not allow it.

A month passed quickly, and Wang Zhongqing finally found a job as an office clerk when he was about to run out of money and had no money for meals.This public relations company called Shangdian is little-known, and the place is pitifully small, but it has a lot of employees, more than 30, and all of them are pretty good-looking handsome guys.Wang Zhongqing is actually quite handsome, his father and mother are not ugly, and he takes advantage of both of them. When he was in school, there were girls who wanted to chase him, but they were all stopped by his incomprehensible style.

The more than 30 people were dressed very fashionable, and their every move was enchanting. They looked at him with various inexplicable emotions, which made Wang Zhongqing feel a little out of place.He still doesn't understand what a public relations company does. Although he feels a little uncomfortable in his heart, his empty wallet mercilessly reminds him that he needs this job, and the monthly salary of an office clerk is 4000 yuan, which is very rare. Yes, he cherishes this hard-won job, and hopes to get a firm foothold in it first, and then think about other things.

The salary here is settled on a weekly basis, and the weekly work is also very simple. He only needs to copy, print, answer the phone, and clean up. He doesn't need to do anything else.When Wang Zhongqing received a salary of more than 1000 yuan in the first week, tears flowed down his face. He took out [-] yuan to buy some food and wine, and got very drunk, letting tears flow down wantonly.

He is finally no longer just a waste, he can finally survive in this city!
If the work continues like this, maybe Wang Zhongqing can live in peace and stability for the rest of his life, but unfortunately, life is not if.

One day two months later, the boss found him.

"Xiao Wang, how about our company benefits?"

"The work is not tiring, the salary is quite high, and everyone is easy to get along with. Boss, you are really a kind person."

"Hehe, Xiao Wang, you have been working as a clerk for two months. You should have a general understanding of what our company does, right?"

Wang Zhongqing hesitated for a moment.Of course he understands that he lacks work experience, but he is not a fool, on the contrary he is very smart.This public relations company is a cowherd company, how could he not see it for such a long time?What did the boss mean by asking him that?
"I understand, boss."

"It's good to understand, it's good to understand. Xiao Wang, look at you, you are thin-skinned and tender. It's a pity to be a clerk. This person, good looks are their own advantages. If you don't take advantage of your advantages, you are a fool. I don't know. Would you like to earn more money?" The boss stared at Wang Zhongqing with fiery eyes.

Hearing what the boss said, Wang Zhongqing suddenly felt as disgusted as swallowing a fly. What?Let him be a cowboy who sells his body for money?What international joke?Without even thinking about it, I refused.

The boss looked at him, and he was not angry when he was rejected. He smiled and said, "Xiao Wang, don't be angry, go back and think about it. It's not easy to find a good job to support yourself these days, so don't be arrogant."

Wang Zhongqing perfunctorily left the boss's office and sat down in his own seat, a little aggrieved. It's their fault that those people don't love themselves, and he can't do such a thing.

After taking a few sips of water, Wang Zhongqing just remembered to continue working, when suddenly his vision went dark and he passed out...

(End of this chapter)