criminal mentality

Chapter 338 The Unexpected Incident
Qi Ran rushed home as fast as he could, and found Wen Mo sitting on a stool in the dining room. Judging by the messiness of the restaurant, what he was most worried about finally happened.

Wen Mo heard the movement and raised her head to look at Qi Ran.This person who used to make her feel so familiar, so reassuring and so happy, now looks so strange!As long as she thought about him being a murderer, his hands were stained with a lot of people's blood, no less than the serial killers she had arrested or killed with her own hands before, she couldn't help feeling sick from her stomach.

His hands, which were once used to kill people, touched him, and his eyes, which once coldly watched a life disappearing, stared at him.A person can actually combine extreme indifference and extreme enthusiasm, but because she was blinded by emotions, she never discovered his unknown side.

A fan of the authorities, none of the training and subconscious scrutiny she had experienced as a policeman had ever been used on him. Although they met because of a case, after his criminal suspicion was cleared, she never doubted him again. .

Unconditional trust, in exchange for what?
It has to be said that from this day on, Wen Mo lost the most basic sense of trust in strangers. For a long time to come, she was unable to work and live normally, which caused great trouble to her.

All the above mental activities happened within 1 minute when Wen Mo looked at Qi Ran.

Qi Ran understood a lot from Wen Mo's eyes, including confusion, sadness, suspicion, and hostility.The complex look in his eyes made Qi Ran's heart tighten.He had long thought that such a day would come, but when it really happened, Qi Ran wished he could hack himself to death with a knife.Why?Back then, he wanted to kill someone so impulsively?Why didn't he pay attention to the surrounding environment after killing someone and leave him alive, so that Lin Zesen could continue to threaten him after a few years, so he had to obey Lin Zesen's order and kill one after another!
He used to think that his past had been buried carefully enough by him, that the living people in this world either didn't know what he did, or their ass was not clean and would never say anything about it.But he forgot an old saying: If you want people not to know, you must do nothing yourself.

Finally, he still has to pay for everything he has done.He didn't care about this fate from the time he started killing the first person, but he was really not reconciled to why it was at this time, whether it was sooner or later.As long as it is a few months later, a little later, it would be great.He and Wen Mo can still hold a wedding, no matter what is waiting for him after the wedding, at least, he can have the only woman he has ever loved in his life.

But now, he has lost such an opportunity, right?Wen Mo will definitely hate him to death, hate him for lying to her, and never tell her the truth, right?He knew her, didn't he?It is precisely because she knows too well that she knows what will happen to her when all this is revealed.

Facing Wen Mo's gaze of wanting to eat his flesh alive, his heart suddenly began to ache.He has a lot of things he wants to tell her, his ignorance back then, his last resort, his last wish to enjoy the urgency of life like other ordinary people.But when he faced Wen Mo, thousands of words were merged into one sentence: "I'm sorry."

This sentence is tantamount to admitting in disguise that the case investigated by Zhao Dong was indeed done by him.Wen Mo lost all her strength in an instant, she didn't want to ask those ridiculous reasons any more.Behind every murderer, there is an extremely tragic story, and many unavoidable things. She has heard too much, and no matter how much sympathy she has, it is almost exhausted.Although they will sympathize with their misfortune, they will not understand much about their murderous behavior.

There is always a reason for people to kill.But just having a reason is not enough.According to criminal psychology, every murderer has a potential violent tendency in his heart, and it is only a matter of time before it manifests itself.In other words, they themselves will become murderers, and the so-called reasons are just a layer of clothing for their murderous behavior, deceiving the sympathy of the world and thinking that they are justifiable.

But how could murder be excusable?What they kill are living, thinking, talking, people who look the same as us, the same kind.But they were slaughtered like animals, and finally they had to find a reason to prove that they deserved to die.

Qi Ran's apology made the tears in Wen Mo's eyes fall. She held back her tears and asked coldly, "What is your purpose for approaching me?" I don't understand why Qi Ran wants to be with her.

From the day he knew himself, he knew that he was a policeman, and he was a very good policeman.What is the reason that gave him the courage to go to the tiger mountain knowing that there are tigers in the mountain?Is it true love?Don't be funny, men are reliable, sows can climb trees, have you heard of it?

Self-denial is the truest portrayal of Wenmo's inner world now. Now she has the courage to doubt the world, but she no longer has the confidence to trust others.Once bitten by a snake, she only hated herself for being too stupid.

Qi Ran knew that Wen Mo would never believe what he said, so he simply said nothing, and the two of them just stood one by one and sat down in silence in the messy restaurant.

"You can turn yourself in, okay?" Wen Mo turned away from looking at Qi Ran, and after a long while said these words in a low voice.

"If I surrender myself, what will happen to me? Do you understand better than me? Do you really have the heart to see me die?" Qi Ran spoke in a very calm voice, as if he was not discussing his life, but was saying that the weather is so good today some type of.

"Qi Ran, what you did wrong is what you did wrong. You have gone so far wrong, you must have the courage to face all this and bear the consequences. I am a policeman, and it is my job to catch criminals. Now that I know you It’s really related to the six murders in Heshi. If you want to leave here today, there is only one way: kill me. Otherwise, follow me to the police station.” Wen Mo lifted the On the right hand, the muzzle of the black hole is aimed straight at Qi Ran.

Qi Ran suddenly smiled sadly: "You know what? I really love you, and I really want to live a good life with you. It's a pity, I know you too late, if you appeared in my life, then I believe everything is different. Like you said, I've done too many things wrong and there's no turning back."

"Wenmo, you loved me, right? Your initial reaction can't fool anyone, you love me, you won't have the heart to watch me die, will you?"

"Qi Ran, I really thought about marrying you for the rest of my life. But those are based on the premise that you are an upright, kind, and good person. Now the premise of this assumption does not exist, and there is nothing else to talk about .From the moment I knew the national law you violated, there was only one relationship left between us, that is, the police and criminals. It is my duty to arrest you." Wen Mo was heartbroken, and she tried hard to control Try not to let yourself cry again.

If it was possible, how much she wished that she would never know the so-called truth for the rest of her life, and let her be ignorant and happy for the rest of her life, wouldn't it?How can she be embarrassed now that her love is so deep but it is wasted?Wen Mo's hand holding the gun trembled uncontrollably, but she kept pointing the gun at Qi Ran. She didn't know if Qi Ran would have the heart to shoot and kill him after he tried to escape.

She didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't dare to try, she only hoped that Qi Ran could be caught without a fight, and surrendered with her.

But obviously Qi Ran didn't want to.He's only in his 30s, and after successfully hiding from the police for so many years, he thinks he can run again, find a place where no one knows him and start over incognito, and he doesn't want to die yet.

So without even thinking about it, Qi Ran took action after realizing that Wen Mo would never let him go.He walked towards Wen Mo step by step until the muzzle of the gun touched his chest.He wants to bet, on Wenmo's love for him, on Wenmo's reluctance to kill him.

"I will definitely leave. I really don't want to die. You shoot." After Qi Ran finished speaking, she stared greedily at Wen Mo with wide eyes: "Whether I can leave home alive or not, from now on, goodbye No time. Just let me look at you one more time, and engrave all your voice and smile into my heart, and I will never forget it for the rest of my life."

Wen Mo's hand holding the gun trembled even more.Qi Ran kept staring at her without making a sound.

"You go! You go! Go now, don't let me see you again, don't give me a reason to regret letting you go. You go!" Wen Mo threw away the gun, turned and ran out of the restaurant, shouting as he ran .

With tears all over her face and blurred vision, she stumbled back to the bedroom and locked the bedroom door firmly. She didn't know whether the decision to let Qi Ran go was right or wrong. Her mind was blank, and she had already lost As the judgment of the police, she can only let emotion overcome reason.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a sound of closing the door outside.When Wen Mo climbed up from the bedroom floor and opened the door, there was no one in the room, and Qi Ran didn't know where he was going.

On the coffee table in the living room, there was an extra jewelry box and a note.

The diamond ring in the jewelry box is very beautiful, shining in the sun. It was supposed to be worn on Wen Mo’s hand half a year later, to announce to relatives and friends how happy they are, but now, it is lying alone in the jewelry box, If there is no accident, Wen Mo will never wear it in this life.

Dear Mo'er: Please allow me to call you that for the last time.I'm sorry, I have to go, please forgive my concealment, and please believe in my love for you, don't hate me.Goodbye my love.

(End of this chapter)